There is a south wind in the dust

As soon as Cheng Jianan woke up, he felt sore and wanted to drink water. He called Fu Chen a few times in a hoarse voice, and found that he was the only one in the house. He thought that Fu Chen had something to go out, so he wanted to get up and get a glass of water. My whole body hurts so much that I can't move it, and my head is groggy. I woke up this morning and found that I was not covered with a quilt. I probably caught a cold last night.

After a long time, Fu Chen still didn't come back. Cheng Jianan picked up the mobile phone beside the bed and called him. The ring didn't ring for a few seconds before Fu Chen hung up. He went back and forth several times, and finally it was a mechanical female voice. : "Sorry, the call you dialed is temporarily unavailable, please try again later."

In an instant, the beginning of the absurd story last night appeared in Cheng Jianan's mind somehow. It was Fu Chen who kissed him at the beginning. He was right, but it was that light touch that aroused Cheng Jianan's inner impulse. When Fu Chen couldn't help hugging and biting Fu Chen, the other party's first reaction was to push him away. At that time, I noticed it, but I stubbornly hugged him, refusing to let go, and even took the initiative to stick out my tongue to tease him. Dust was reluctant at first.

As if to prove his own opinion, Cheng Jianan called again without giving up, Fu Chen simply turned off the phone this time, and the phone's emotionless notification tone seemed to remind Cheng Jianan that last night was just a farce, and everything was in vain. It was his own wishful thinking, he carefully hid this feeling, and finally revealed his thoughts impulsively, after chasing the light for so long, he still couldn't catch it, and finally stumbled and fell into a deeper cold hole.

His body was very sticky and uncomfortable. He propped himself up and wanted to clean it up. As soon as he stood up, his legs became dizzy and he fell to the ground. Fortunately, Fu Chen is usually a person who likes to enjoy himself, so he laid a thick layer on the floor of the bedroom. The blanket, so that Cheng Jianan would not hurt too much when he fell.

Cheng Jianan lay on the blanket for a while, and walked to the bathroom step by step with the things around him. Fortunately, the bathroom was not too far from the bed. His whole body hurt, especially the back, and every step he took was a burning pain.

Lying in the bathtub, the tingling pain brought by cleaning the back was deeper than just walking, which made him burst into tears. Looking at himself in the mirror, Cheng Jianan never felt so tired. Tired of the indulgence last night, still tired of my unresponsive feelings.

Cheng Jianan felt that the cleaning was almost done, and he wiped his body with soreness, walked slowly back to his room, fell down on his bed, and fell asleep.

The next day, Cheng Jianan developed a high fever. It turned out that the pain and dizziness all over his body yesterday were the precursors of fever. He got out his mobile phone and sent a message to Fu Chen: I have a fever, can you come back?

He just fell asleep and woke up in such a daze. Every time he woke up and opened his eyes, he hoped that Fu Chen would suddenly appear in front of him, feed him medicine, pour him water, and ask him with a smile if he was better. However, at night, the whole room was still as silent as before, reminding Cheng Jianan of his ridiculous fantasy.

It's really not going to work, Cheng Jianan felt that if he burned like this, he would really have a big problem, so he got up and took some medicine, but Fu Chen hadn't come back yet, Cheng Jianan stared at the dim light in the entrance softly shining He wondered when Fu Chen would come back. Seeing himself like this, would he feel a little heartache?

Suddenly Cheng Jianan hated himself at this moment, as if he was like those pet cats and dogs, every day after the master left, he quietly looked forward to the master's return at home, so what about himself, what does it mean to Fu Chen? Look at the kittens and puppies you pitifully brought home?

What he has to accept is not to be alone afterwards, but to accept that Fu Chen doesn't love him. Cheng Jianan feels bored waiting for the other party's charity in this way, but he has to admit that he still wants Fu Chen came back at this time.

After taking the medicine, the medicine didn’t work so fast, and I felt uncomfortable in bed, not only physically, but also mentally, probably because I held it in my hand for too long, and felt wronged even when I had a fever. Cheng Jianan thought about Fu Chen’s illness when he was sick before Cook porridge from time to time, rub his legs for him at work, chat with me all the time during holidays, care about my diet and daily life, touch the tears on my face, and laugh at myself in my heart: others are just treating me well, and I really treat myself as my own. It's over, thinking how important I am.

On the third morning, Fu Chen hadn't come back yet. Cheng Jianan thought dizzily that Fu Chen might not come back in the near future, and the hopeful heart that was originally full of hope was also passing away bit by bit.

It was almost noon when Fu Chen got home. He opened the door to find what he was like when he left and what he was when he came back. The snacks on the sofa were still there, and the clothes on the ground were still piled up in a mess.

The door of Cheng Jianan's bedroom was wide open, Cheng Jianan was lying on the bed, his face was red, he hurried forward to touch it, Cheng Jianan was very hot all over, he quickly found antipyretics to feed Cheng Jianan .

In a daze, Cheng Jianan saw Fu Chen's anxious expression and thought he was hallucinating. Only when a bowl of porridge appeared in front of him did he realize that Fu Chen had really returned. It was the same when I was sick a month ago, but time has passed, and now it is different from the past, everything has changed.

Fu Chen fed both porridge and water, and kept asking Cheng Jianan what he was feeling: "Is your head dizzy? Do you want to drink more water? Do you still want to drink porridge?"

Cheng Jianan still felt uncomfortable after drinking porridge and taking medicine. Fu Chen didn't know how to answer him so many questions, and fell asleep again without wanting to talk to him.

After Cheng Jianan fell asleep, Fu Chen stayed by his side to observe his situation. He turned on his phone and saw the photo he took when Cheng Jianan was in the old house when he was helping Cheng Jianan move. At that time, he was wearing old clothes The clothes, the white trousers after washing, are still unstoppably good-looking.

When he first started school, he saw that Cheng Jianan was cold and desolate, and he didn't like to talk to others. His coldness and mature temperament made people shy away, but he handed him a toffee. The toffee was very milky and sweet in his mouth. It's also full of smell, and it doesn't match his appearance at all.

Recalling every detail of Cheng Canaan’s move here, my heart is sweet and heartbroken, and I suddenly realized my feelings for Cheng Canaan, I like him, I can’t help caring about him, I can’t help but want to accompany him, that’s all I can't help but slowly accumulate in my heart as love, why should I be afraid, why should I run away, I originally wanted to take good care of him, why did I let him become like this.

In the evening, Cheng Jianan's body temperature was not as high as in the morning, but he still had a fever. He didn't know what to do, and he had no experience in this field. Thinking of the chat between Yi Shao and Lin Xuan today, Yi Shao is a doctor, and Lin Xuan It was Yi Shao who dealt with Ding Yiran for the first time, so he quickly called Yi Shao, briefly explained the situation to him, and Yi Shao rushed over.

Before Yi Shao arrived, he thought it was just a fever after the fact, and teased: "Amazing! Brother Fu! You started eating meat much earlier than your cousin!"

When he arrived at Fu Chen's house, he opened the quilt and saw Cheng Jianan's appearance, frowned, put away his cynical attitude just now, and inspected Fu Chen's whole body seriously, Fu Chen also followed Yi Shao to see Cheng Jia South situation.

The back was swollen and swollen, not to mention, there was even some bleeding. When Cheng Canaan was touched lightly, his whole body trembled in pain. That night, he was really ruthless.

Yi Shao was slightly angry: "Looking at him like this, he has been on fire for several days, you just leave him here alone, and today he is still having a barbecue with us during the day, if you continue to play, he will become a fool!"

Although he told himself not to care about these things, when Cheng Jianan heard this sentence in a daze, he still felt very sad. He hung up his phone, turned off his phone again, and ignored people when he sent messages. It turned out that he was playing outside. happy.

Hearing this, Fu Chen's face was terribly frightened, regretful, Yi Shao ignored him, hung up water and applied medicine to Cheng Jianan, Fu Chen was still standing beside him, even more at a loss than when he was running away.

Yi Shao was a little angry and felt that he shouldn't be fussy with the children. Lin Xuan called Ah Ci over after playing well. Before he had time to talk to Ah Ci, Fu Chen called and he himself The car came, checked again, and put on the IV. I have been busy until now, but I am still tired, so I went to sleep in the guest room of Fu Chen's house.

Fu Chen stayed by Cheng Jianan's side all the time, looking at the IV. The hand holding the IV was a bit cold. Fu Chen rubbed his hand to warm it and put it on Cheng Jianan's hand, observing his body temperature and drip all the time. sleep.

On the second day, Young Master Yi made sure that Cheng Jianan was fine, told Fu Chen some precautions, gave him a few bottles of ointment and some internal medicine, and left.

Cheng Jianan was much better at this time, and his mind was clearer than the previous two days. Seeing Fu Chen bring the porridge from the kitchen, he carefully blew it cold and wanted to feed him, but Yi Shao told Cheng Jianan that he could only eat it for the next few days fluid food.

Cheng Jianan turned his head to one side, with a cold expression, staring at the floor, not wanting to see Fu Chen, Fu Chen put the spoon back in embarrassment, with a flattering tone in his voice: "Nan Nan, eat some, drink some Porridge replenishes your energy, and skipping breakfast in the morning is bad for your stomach."

Canaan still didn't look at him, and said, "I won't bother you, just put it there, and I'll do it myself."

This repulsive tone seems to have returned to when Fu Chen first met Cheng Jianan, indifferent and distant.

Fu Chen had no choice but to put the bowl on the bedside cabinet and watch Cheng Jianan drink his porridge quietly.

When the porridge was finished, I heard Cheng Jianan say: "A few days ago, I automatically delivered it to my door. These days, I asked for it myself. You don't have to bear any burden. When I find a good house, I will move out." go out."

Upon hearing this, Fu Chen asked anxiously: "Where are you going? I was wrong about this matter. I just went to calm down. I didn't expect you to be like this. I'm sorry! Don't move away."

Seeing Fu Chen's cautious and regretful look, Cheng Jianan thought he was just guilty, Cheng Jianan had already made a plan in his heart and didn't continue, he just said: "I'm a little tired, let me have a rest. "

Fu Chen still wanted to say something, but he didn't dare to disturb Cheng Jianan's rest: "Then don't move away, although it's late to say this, but I like you, I like you very much, you go to sleep."

Cheng Jianan didn't speak, just closed his eyes, and didn't react when he heard this confession, he didn't believe it in his heart.