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Pan Xiaozhuo was so preoccupied and confused, he didn't know why Shi Kai contacted him suddenly to say this after so long of no contact.

Are you implying something?

Shi Kai couldn't imagine how much Pan Xiaozhuo had pondered after his few words, his head was almost knotted and he couldn't figure it out. He thought that the most likely thing was that Shi Kai was going to fall in love, implying that he should stop liking.

Before contacting Shi Kai again, he was secretive about emotional issues, and the last time he said that he might fall in love in a few days, the more he thought about it, the more he felt it was possible.

Pan Xiaozhuo really didn't know how to answer, he didn't dare to ask, and he didn't dare to talk nonsense.I struggled there for a long, long time, and didn't dare to reply to the news that night.

The more I think about everything, the more I feel like it.

Shi Kai's state during this period is indeed a bit like being in a relationship. Once he accepts this setting, Pan Xiaozhuo feels that he is almost certain.

During the risk control class that morning, it was rare for Xueba to desert.

He sat in the back row, staring at the screen saver of his phone in a daze.

For a while, I wondered if Shi Kai fell in love, what kind of person would the other party be?

After thinking about it for a while, don't contact me any more, just like before, don't contact me at ordinary times.It’s okay when you’re not in a relationship, but if you’re in a relationship, if you let your girlfriend know that a boy likes your boyfriend, and the two of you often chat, thinking about it will really annoy you.If you say don't disturb, you can't say one thing and do another.

Pan Xiaozhuo clicked on the chat history with Shi Kai, and slowly scrolled through it.Only then did I realize that I had talked so much before I knew it, and the records couldn't be turned over.

After Shi Kai returned to Beijing last winter, the two of them began to communicate more. It has been more than half a year now, and Pan Xiaozhuo thinks it is very strange when he thinks back.

It seems that he really likes it a little bit, so let him talk to Shi Kai.Pan Xiaozhuo was amused by his own thought, thinking that if this is the case, then thank you, the past half a year has been really good.

It took Shi Kai a while to quit the habit.I don’t often use my mobile phone to send messages with others, and I have returned to the state where I didn’t look at my mobile phone very much when I was busy.

It has been enough to quit a habit for such a long time, and Shi Kai has been able to confirm that he wants to talk to Pan Xiaozhuo not just because of habit.When you no longer subconsciously reach for your phone and still want to talk to him often, then there is nothing to be sure about.

Shi Kai could think of the way Pan Xiaozhuo looked at him almost every day.Whether it was when Pan Xiaozhuo said to him "Pingping, don't get lost" on a winter night, or when Pan Xiaozhuo was very happy when the two of them had dinner in summer.When Pan Xiaozhuo looks at people, he is always focused and serious, and the whole person looks at you, calm but warm.

Pan Xiaozhuo was teaching students in the afternoon, and the students kept yawning, and Pan Xiaozhuo was also sleepy.During the recess, Pan Xiaozhuo played with his mobile phone for a while, and unexpectedly saw Shi Kai post a post, which he rarely posted.

Shi Kai sent a photo, which was a painting on the wall, and there was an eye in the painting.

—wanted to be looked at by a pair of eyes.

Pan Xiaozhuo looked at it quietly for a while, then liked it and put away his phone.When I remembered this before class, I went to cancel the praise again.

If Pan Xiaozhuo still guessed before, now Shi Kai has made it obvious enough that he is indeed in a relationship.Pan Xiaozhuo pressed the phone under the book and told the students to come back and continue the class.

Shi Kai went downstairs to pick up the documents in the afternoon, and brought a cup of coffee for his colleagues at the nearby shop.While waiting for coffee, Shi Kai casually took pictures of the paintings on the wall.

He didn't see Pan Xiaozhuo's like, and among the dozens of comments below, Shi Kai only responded to Tao Huainan's.After all, Xiao Huainan struggled to post a comment.

Tao Huainan: Brother Kai, something is wrong with you!

Shi Kai replied to Tao Huainan: Hahaha.

Tao Huainan: [Shh/] [Shh/]

When Tao Huainan and Pan Xiaozhuo met, he gossiped with Xiaozhuo enthusiastically, saying that Brother Kai seemed to be in love.

Pan Xiaozhuo nodded and said, "Very good."

Tao Huainan was quite happy. Shi Kai took special care of him when he was in school. They had been classmates since junior high school. Tao Huainan really regarded Shi Kai and the others as his own.

"Before I thought about it, he is so nice and handsome, why has he never had a date." Tao Huainan said with a smile while rolling the pasta carefully with a fork, "When will he post photos of his girlfriend?" Please describe it to me."

Pan Xiaozhuo said, "Okay."

Tao Huainan was sincerely happy, and Pan Xiaozhuo sat across from him, looking at Tao Huainan with silly joy, and suddenly felt a little lonely.

Although Pan Xiaozhuo was not "sad", it was impossible for him to be as happy as Tao Huainan.Pan Xiaozhuo thought to himself, you are my only friend, stop laughing, why are sorrows and joys so different?

Pan Xiaozhuo's mentality is indeed not as stable as before. After all, he has chatted with Shi Kai for so long, and Yun has raised the clown flower for so long.In fact, Pan Xiaozhuo also had a buffer time for every so-called "letting go" in the past, not to say that he would let go immediately.In the first two days, I was more or less disappointed, or felt empty.

If Shi Kai gave him a few more days without contact, Pan Xiaozhuo would be able to let go of those emotions like before and return to calm.

But this time Shi Kai didn't give him so much time.

Pan Xiaozhuo didn't eat at night, so before going back to the dormitory, he went to the cafeteria and bought a sandwich, and took it back to the dormitory to eat.

All the roommates were there, and after Pan Xiaozhuo came back, he sat in his seat and ate quietly.

Pan Xiaozhuo was a little surprised when Shi Kai's news came.

Shi Kai sent a photo of his dinner.

Kai: I'm hungry.

Pan Xiaozhuo blinked, Shi Kai sent the message like a normal person, but Pan Xiaozhuo was a bit confused.

Pan Xiaozhuo forgot to eat half of the sandwich, and kept holding it in his left hand, and replied blankly: Are you working overtime so late?

Shi Kai: About the same. I walked the dog for more than ten minutes when I came back.

Pan Xiaozhuo didn't know how to reply. Before that, he thought that he would never contact him again. Now Shi Kai was chatting normally again. On the one hand, Pan Xiaozhuo didn't want to ignore his news, and on the other hand, he was bound by his own moral sense.Shi Kai is open-minded, but he has ghosts in his heart.

Pan Xiaozhuo didn't reply to that message, but Shi Kai sent him another message after cleaning up at night, asking if he was asleep.

Pan Xiaozhuo didn't return either.

In the next few days, Shi Kai sent him another message, and Pan Xiaozhuo could reply to one of the three messages.At first Shi Kai thought he was busy, but he didn't feel something was right until he realized it.

When Shi Kai had lunch, he asked him: What do you have for lunch?

Pan Xiaozhuo: Hamburger.

Shi Kai looked at these two words, and there was indeed something wrong.Recently, I asked what I asked and answered what I asked. Pan Xiaozhuo would answer the same question in the past: "Having a hamburger at noon, how about you, brother Kai?"

Shi Kai: With your elder brother?

Pan Xiaozhuo: Myself.

The fluffy Pan Xiaozhuo suddenly became aloof. Shi Kai flipped through the records and found out that it was true.

If you don't look for him, he won't look for you, and if you look for him, he doesn't like to talk to him.

Shi Kaidi thought to himself countless times, this liking is really unique.

Although he didn't know what he was thinking, Shi Kai felt that Xiao Zhuo was quite interesting, so he always wanted to tease him.

Kai: Zhuo?

Pan Xiaozhuo looked at the message and didn't dare to type on it, for fear that Shi Kai would see him typing and pretend he was asleep if he didn't reply to the message.

Kai: Are you asleep?

Pan Xiaozhuo's phone was always on, but he didn't dare to answer it.

After another 5 minutes, Shi Kai said: I can't sleep, I have a headache, can you talk to me for a while?

Pan Xiaozhuo saw that he said he had a headache, blinked, and waited for a while before returning: I went to wash up, what's wrong with you?

Shi Kai smiled.You reinstall it.

Kai: Nothing, just a little headache.

Pan Xiaozhuo: Do ​​you have a cold?

Kay: I don't know.

Pan Xiaozhuo: Do ​​you have a fever?

Shi Kai didn't answer his question, and after teasing him for a long time, he asked him directly: Don't you want to talk to me recently?

Pan Xiaozhuo was taken aback by his question, before waiting for a reply, Shi Kai followed up: Don't you like me?

With Pan Xiaozhuo's simple brain circuit and limited experience, he couldn't handle the current situation at all.There is a group of small black threads in the brain like in the comics, tied into a dead knot.

Pan Xiaozhuo was too frightened to make a sound, he stroked for a long time by himself, until last time when he said he really liked it, Shi Kai told him not to talk.

Pan Xiaozhuo replied timidly: I don't like it...why ask again?

Shi Kai: ...

Shi Kai:.

Pan Xiaozhuo: ...?

Shi Kai:.

Shi Kai: The reason?

Pan Xiaozhuo lay sideways on his bed, not knowing what Shi Kai wanted to say, and what kind of test this night was.

But he really can't handle this kind of chat, the easiest thing for him is always to tell the truth.

So after doing enough self-construction for himself, Pan Xiaozhuo said: I don't want to talk to you.

Shi Kai: But?

Pan Xiaozhuo: But if you're in a relationship, you shouldn't talk to me anymore.

Shi Kai looked at these two lines of characters and found that he knew every word, but he couldn't understand it.

Shi Kai: Say what?

Pan Xiaozhuo took a deep breath and said: Anyway, if you have a good relationship, you should be happy.

Pan Xiaozhuo: I will not contact you in the future.

Shi Kai was really taken aback, he just stood there blankly watching Pan Xiaozhuo speak by himself.Seeing that they were talking about not being in touch in the future, Shi Kai didn't send any more messages, and directly dialed a voice call.

Pan Xiaozhuo subconsciously clicked to answer.

"Zhuo?" Shi Kai spoke out first.

All the roommates were there, and Pan Xiaozhuo's voice was very low, and he could still hear the nervous tremors in his voice: "What's wrong?"

"What are you talking about?" Shi Kai asked.

Pan Xiaozhuo: "Just..."

After saying this "just", there was no more sound. He would not have said it in the first place, and there were other people in the dormitory. It seemed that Pan Xiaozhuo's mouth had lost its function at the moment.

Shi Kai waited for him for a long time, but still didn't make a sound, Shi Kai smiled and asked, "Just what?"

As soon as he opened his mouth, Pan Xiaozhuo subconsciously picked the phone case, and Shi Kai laughed and spoke in a very nice voice.

"You said I was in a relationship just now?" Shi Kai asked him, "Who did I talk to?"

Pan Xiaozhuo answered softly, "I don't know..."

Shi Kai: "You think I'm in love? You guessed it?"

Pan Xiaozhuo: "...ah."

Shi Kai was speechless: "I'm in a relationship and I'm chatting with you here, am I such a scumbag?"

Pan Xiaozhuo blinked, but now he reacted quickly, and asked tentatively, "Then you didn't talk about it?"

"No," Shi Kai answered first, then smiled and added, "I don't know, it might be soon."

"..." Pan Xiaozhuo sighed, "Isn't that the same thing..."

"It's not the same thing." Shi Kai said with a smile.

Pan Xiaozhuo stopped following him and said, "Okay, then I'll hang up?"

Shi Kai said, "Wait a minute."

Pan Xiaozhuo: "Huh?"

Shi Kai paused and asked him: "Because I'm in a relationship and you don't like me?"

Pan Xiaozhuo: "..."

"You don't want me to talk to others?" Shi Kai asked again.

Pan Xiaozhuo answered quickly: "No!"

Pan Xiaozhuo: "Really not, Brother Kai."

Shi Kai: "Then I talked?"

Pan Xiaozhuo happily replied: "Okay."

Shi Kai was helpless by his firm tone, and said to him: "Hold on to the lantern, go to sleep."