Watching Meng A cry every day feels so exciting

Blood trickled down the fingertips and seeped into the pure white carpet.

Xie Sheng came back to his senses and quickly wiped it with a paper towel, but no matter how hard he tried, there were still light red marks on it.

It cannot be wiped off, wiped clean, or repaired.

Like some kind of omen about them.

A hand fell on the top of his hair, Xie Sheng thought that Shen Jing had fallen back, his eyes trembled, and he raised his head suddenly.

"...It's a star."

Xie Sheng looked at the little girl in front of him, his mouth curled up, and a trace of disappointment flashed across his eyes.

Shen Huixing tilted his head, his long hair was disheveled, he should have just woken up from a nap.

Xie Sheng wrapped the glass in a paper towel and threw it into the trash can. When he turned around again, he had returned to his normal expression.

He touched Shen Huixing's little head, "Do you want my brother to braid your hair for you?"

The cub shook his head, lowered his head and rummaged in his pocket for something.

The small fisted hand stretched out in front of Xie Sheng, and spread out, in the pink palm lay a Band-Aid.

Flower pattern, exclusive for children.

The bandaging was clumsy, but the cub looked serious and serious.

Xie Sheng looked at the crooked little flower on his fingertips, with gentle eyes, "Thank you Xing Xing."

Shen Huixing pursed her mouth, her gaze was erratic, her small hand grabbed the corner of Xie Sheng's clothes, and tugged gently.

Xie Sheng understood that this meant asking him to go with her.

Xie Sheng followed Zai all the way upstairs, walked through the corridor, and stopped in front of a room at the end of the third floor.

Xie Sheng had never entered this room, and had passed by it twice before, and it was just an ordinary storage room.

Shen Huixing took out the key from under the flowerpot on the window sill, inserted it into the keyhole, and turned it.

Click, is the sound of the lock cylinder opening.

The cub moved so skillfully, Xie Sheng thought this was the little girl's secret base or something, so he didn't think much about it.

It wasn't until he entered the room and saw the bookshelves and calligraphy hanging on the wall that Xie Sheng realized that the owner of this place was Shen Jingluo.

"Is it Big Brother's study?"

Shen Huixing nodded, put the key into Xie Sheng's hand, and pointed to the flower pot on the windowsill.

Xie Sheng smiled, "Okay, I won't forget to hide it back."

Although I don't know why Zai brought him here, Shen Huixing should have seen the quarrel between him and Shen Jingluo just now.

The child's mind is pure and clear, maybe she wants Xie Sheng to find something here.

Looking at the layout, this is a simple study room. Judging from the thin layer of dust on the cabinet, no one should have been there for a while.

There are a lot of books on the table, as well as a brush holder and rice paper. The ink in the inkstone has dried up. Xie Sheng picked up the top piece of rice paper, and below are several notebooks with leather covers.

They are all reading notes and some essays. Shen Jingluo doesn't like typing, and always chooses the most traditional way to record.

From this point of view, it really looks like an old pedant.

The corners of Xie Sheng's lips raised slightly, but soon, the smile disappeared.

Because, whether it is calligraphy or the inscription of notes, the time recorded on it is always night.

The night of January [-]th, the night of March [-]nd, and the early morning of September [-]th.

The earliest dates back to five years ago, and the most recent, last summer.

The summer they met.

Xie Sheng felt a sudden chill in his heart.

——This is not a simple study.

This is where Shen Jingluo spent countless sleepless nights.

Xie Sheng sat on the chair that Shen Jingluo sat on, and slowly bent down until his cheek touched the cold table.

He seemed to see that in those late nights that no one knew about, a teenager sitting in front of the window, his back was far less solid and broad than it is now, as if he would be easily swallowed into the thick black darkness.

In those notes and articles, there is not a single word that says loneliness, but there is not a single word that does not write loneliness.

Xie Sheng suddenly remembered Shen Jingluo's last words before leaving.

"You do not understand."

Maybe he really didn't understand.

Xie Sheng couldn't help asking himself, where was Shen Jingluo when he was enduring all this alone?

Perhaps, it is in another pool of darkness.

Now, Xie Sheng came out, and it was Shen Jingluo who stretched out his hand to him, saving him who was covered in filth from the quagmire.

But what about him?

He said those three light words to Shen Jingluo in a soothing tone: I understand.

For those who are sick in heart, these three words are never consolation.

Because you can never really understand.

Everyone has an abyss in his heart, and only he knows what it feels like to be trapped in it.

Obviously Xie Sheng had also experienced that kind of despair, but he still did the same to Shen Jingluo.

Xie Sheng blinked, and the transparent water dripped on the desk.

At this moment, his heart is like that dry inkstone.

It was as if a pair of invisible hands had grasped his heart tightly, squeezing out every bit of water in it, leaving only a dry dark red mass struggling to beat.

Every hit is a tearing pain.

Xie Sheng sat up, rubbed his eyes vigorously, and was about to leave when his gaze was attracted by the bottom notebook.

All other notebooks have leather covers, but this one is an ordinary cardboard cover.

The notebook seems to be quite old, Xie Sheng flipped it open gently, and the green and familiar handwriting came into view.

"Why haven't you come back..."

In front of the Shen family's villa, someone was anxiously pacing back and forth.

It's been an afternoon, I haven't responded to WeChat, I haven't answered the phone, I have asked everyone in the family, but no one knows where Xie Sheng has gone.

Shen Jingluo was so anxious that she straightened her hair, thinking of the bastard thing she did this morning, she wished she could grab the ground with her head.

How could he be angry with Xie Sheng.

How could he...

Shen Jingluo leaned against the stone pier at the door in despair, looking at the intersection motionlessly, like a miserable looking stone.

After a long time, he murmured to himself: "I, I won't be dumped..."

"Yes, you're going to be dumped."

"Hmph, you deserve it right!"

At some point, there were two little door gods on the left and the right beside Shen Jingluo.

Shen Jizhou sighed with his hands behind his back, he knew this would happen.

It was inevitable for Xie Sheng, a perfect human being, to choose to leave after seeing his brother's true face.

Xie Ting, on the other hand, was so angry that he punched the whale down his stomach.

"Let you bully my brother! Let you bully my brother! Big villain! Big villain!"

Hammered for a long time.

Xie Ting looked at the motionless Shen Jingluo, and then at his little red fist.

Oh, it hurts! QQ

Shen Jingluo, who turned into a husband-watching stone, was finally awakened by this "ow".

"Listen, listen!"

Shen Jingluo grabbed Xie Ting's small shoulder and shook it back and forth a few times.

"Did your brother tell you anything before he left? Huh?"

Xie Ting was a little dizzy from being shaken by him, struggled a few times, and said in a daze, "No, no! My brother only said to let me make up my lessons, and bake me some biscuits when I come back..."

Shen Jingluo's expression instantly collapsed.

But soon, it branched out again.

"correct."

Shen Jingluo looked at the cub with red cheeks and red paws, showing a villain's evil smile.

"You are still here, as long as you are still in my hands, Xie Sheng will definitely come back, haha, hahaha——"

Saying that, Shen Jingluo picked up Xie Ting and turned around several times.

Shen Jizhou next to him: "...I think he's about to vomit."

07:30 in the evening.

Xie Sheng returned to the villa with a heavy bag.

After tossing all afternoon, he was so tired that his back ached and he was about to change his hand to wipe off the sweat when suddenly, there was a strange noise from the flowers next to him.

A huge black shadow leaped out and rushed towards him. Xie Sheng was hugged so tightly that he couldn't move. He was about to use his muscles and bones when he suddenly smelled a familiar smell.

Xie Sheng breathed a sigh of relief, "Why, murder your own husband?"

Shen Jingluo hugged him tightly, motionless.

Xie Sheng couldn't move away, so he could only rub his chin on his shoulder, "Okay, I'm so tired, help me take it."

Shen Jingluo reluctantly let go of his hand, took the bag with one hand, and grabbed Xie Sheng's arm with the other.

Through the dim light in the garden, Xie Sheng saw Shen Jing's red eyes.

Xie Sheng asked in surprise, "Are you crying?"

Shen Jingluo sniffed, and rarely denied it.

Yes man, I shed tears for you, are you satisfied? QQ

"Poor." Xie Sheng held Shen Jingluo's face and wiped off the crumbling Jindoudou, "Be good, don't cry."

Shen Jingluo held back originally, but after being coaxed like this, his nose became sore, "Then am I still your baby?"

Xie Sheng smiled, and pursed his lips on purpose, "This..."

Seeing him dragging his voice and not speaking, Shen Jing was in a hurry. If he was in the shape of a beast now, Xie Sheng would definitely be able to hear the grunt in his throat.

Xie Sheng sighed softly, raised his head, and kissed Shen Jingluo's chin, "It depends on you, whether you still want to be my baby."

Shen Jingluo couldn't bear it anymore, threw the bag, and hugged the person in front of him.

"……sorry."

He buried his face in his lover's neck, "I shouldn't lose my temper with you, I'm sorry."

Xie Sheng rubbed Shen Jingluo's back lightly, "It's my fault."

Shen Jingluo shook his head vigorously.

"Give me a little more time, okay." His voice was hoarse, "Just a little bit."

During the afternoon of waiting for Xie Sheng, Shen Jingluo had already made a decision, he just needed to reorganize his thoughts.

"it is good."

No matter how long, I will wait for you.

The two hugged for a while.

The atmosphere was good at first, but Shen Jingluo sniffed suddenly, "Baby, why do you stink?"

Xie Sheng: "You found out."

Shen Jingluo: "?"

"I went to the farmer's market in the afternoon." Xie Sheng grabbed his clothes and showed Shen Jingluo, "There was an aunt whose chicken coop was overturned, chicken feces were flying all over the sky, and I happened to be next to her."

Shen Jingluo looked at Xie Sheng's colorful coat, he didn't pay attention just now, "...What are you doing there?"

"Buy some buckwheat husks to make you a pillow."

Xie Sheng picked up the bag on the ground and patted the dust on it, "My grandfather used to suffer from insomnia, and my grandmother used buckwheat husks as a pillow core, which is good for cervical spondylosis and sleep."

Obviously a little cleanliness freak, but he ran to the outskirts of the city because of him who had just quarreled, and didn't even notice that he got dirty all over.

Shen Jing lowered his mouth and held back, hugging again!

Xie Sheng reminded in a low voice, "I stink."

"No! My wife is the most fragrant! QAQ