Sanctuary Huazhang II The Nightmare

Chapter13

Today is the day I agreed to play Paddy's new lover, probably to ensure the authenticity of the performance, Paddy specially sent me a new set of clothes during the day.I opened the package with the mentality of being picky and taking advantage of it, and then my whole body petrified.

──Is this, this, is this a complete set of clothes?Could it have been bitten by a mouse?

The material of the clothes is high-quality, smooth and soft to the touch, very comfortable, and the white and dark gold bring out the extravagance and seductiveness, which is a very suitable match for night.

But the neckline is open from the shoulders to the chest, and even the nipples can be exposed; there is almost nothing to cover the back; the pants are even more terrible, and the tight shorts cover the key parts...

What the hell Paddy, he wants me to sit in a bar in this?Isn't it the equivalent of having "I'm empty, come fuck me" written all over your face?

I always thought that those MONEYBOYs in nightclubs were already very revealing, but now compared to this suit, they are really conservative.

Paddy's original intention was to make Yawen jealous of me, but he also knew very well in his heart that Yawen would not be childishly jealous.What he did was just a gesture, an expression that admitted that he cared about him but was too embarrassed to admit it directly.

The ambiguous foreplay between them has been prepared enough, what each other needs is a powerful catalyst to pierce the paper between the windows.

In other words, to put it bluntly, I am a catalyst plus cannon fodder.

Putting the indignation aside, in order to have enough food and clothing in the future, I still wore this cloth strip to the bar he agreed to at night, of course, the premise was that I wore another coat outside.

This bar is different from the nightclub where I work, because it can only be regarded as a half-sensual place, so it won't show its lustful side so blatantly.The bar is clean and tidy. Although it is noisy, it is not too noisy.

Paddy posed a cool poss, with an evil look on his handsome face, and the newly hung silver chain around his neck gleamed.It's hard to imagine that such a person can use such a vulgar aggressive method for another person.

"Hey, Yier, I know you are innocent, but you don't have to be ashamed to be like this? Look at how you are dressed. Why don't you wear the clothes I gave you? You look like a lost bird now. little rabbit."

When he saw me coming in, he was obviously relieved and smiled, but the dog still couldn't spit out ivory.

I rolled his eyes at him, slowly took off the long overcoat, and threw it on his face, revealing the clothes that were designed to save material.

"It's your blessing that I'm here. You even claim to be a veteran in the field of love. After so long, you can't even catch up with someone, and you dragged me into the water."

He smiled and chatted with me innocuously. We kept the distance at about half a meter, and we couldn't be more serious.

"Come on, honey, I'll order some fruit wine for you, so you won't get drunk." About ten minutes later, he suddenly put on a smirk and put on a pampering expression, hooked my shoulder tenderly, and pretended He pulled me towards him.

There was a tinkling of wind chimes, and someone came in at the door.

While carefully controlling the distance with him, I didn't show too much reluctance, in fact, goosebumps had already dropped all over the floor.

I said in an extremely ambiguous tone: "Don't be afraid, I'm going to get drunk today. I promised you tonight, how can I have fun tonight if I don't get drunk?"

Wow──!I felt sick to my stomach, obviously using my best self-control to keep my facial expression from being too shocking.

Looking aside from the corner of the eye, it was indeed Yawen's clean white shirt and short dark blue hair. He immediately fixed on us.Paddy purposely sat in the most conspicuous place, and I was dressed so strangely, it was sure to be eye-catching.

When he heard such sensitive words as "tonight" and "play", his face turned even paler.

Paddy observed more carefully than I did. At this time, he showed a determined smile, but he still held my hand holding the wine glass, "You were so wonderful last night. I didn't expect you to feel so good for the first time. .”

My scalp was numb, and I wished I could punch him on the head. If I hadn't accepted your small favor, I could have sued you for openly molesting you if you said it so bluntly!

"You're not bad either. After persisting for so long, your kidney function is really good!" As I said this, I turned my head pretendingly, with a surprised expression on my face, "Oh, Ya...Yawen?"

"Hehe, it's really a coincidence to meet you two here. However, this bar is opened by a friend of mine, and it doesn't seem to be a place suitable for carnival. If you need it, I can find a more suitable place for you. , so as not to have enough fun here." Yawen still had a smile on his face, but there was no trace of it.

"Thank you so much. But I think, if the person you love is by your side, then it doesn't matter where you are, right?" Paddy straightened up suddenly, looking straight at Alvin's pink face half serious and half provocative. Eyes, said seriously.

"..." Yawen just wore a smiling mask and said nothing.

"It's like after I fall in love with someone, even if I see him on the battlefield, I can't restrain my desire to kiss him; even if I live in a slum, it won't affect my desire to have sex with him; even if I Spending a night in bed with someone else, the figure in my mind will only be him."

Paddy's tone became more and more aggressive, Yawen's calm expression finally cracked, and there was a painful struggle between his eyes and brows.

"That's because you have never been on a battlefield or lived in a slum, and you don't understand the cruelty of reality. The most difficult thing between lovers is not to love each other, but to stay together! If there is no result in love, then what is the existence of this relationship? the value of?"

Paddy stood up from the chair and was at eye level with Alvin: "You are a coward with double appearance! You must have never loved others or experienced a heartbeat, have you? You dare not even try because you are afraid of getting hurt! All omitted, just blindly evading! We finally mustered up the courage to love each other, but now we have to rub shoulders for this reason?"

"You don't know me."

"Then let me understand! We're all grown-ups, we'll break up when the time comes, just treat it as a past sweet relationship! You're always timid, wrapping yourself in a thick shell, it's really annoying. "

Paddy took a step forward, and his arms slowly fell on Yawen's shoulders, softly and forcefully: "Yawen, promise me. Come and gamble once, put down your guard and worries, and be completely crazy with me reckless How about once?"

Yawen's body stiffened, and he was held by Paddy like a rock.

"Everyone has secrets, and I also have reasons and goals that I don't want to justify, but when we can be together, we should cherish it, and if we can enjoy it, we should devote ourselves wholeheartedly. This has always been my criterion, now you are willing to try it too Woolen cloth?"

Yawen's fingers were clenched quietly, clenched into tight fists, and the knuckles turned white.Eyelids closed, eyelashes trembled slightly, and his face was as pale as a porcelain figure.

"One last chance, I want to kiss you. If you refuse, push me away, and we will be strangers from now on; if you accept, respond to me, and we will sink together from then on." Paddy's lips moved together, holding Yawen's cheek, and moved closer.

Yawen's body trembled violently, but finally he leaned on Paddy's shoulder.

I've never been in love with anyone, I don't know what it's like.

I have always felt that it doesn't really matter if I love or not. Even if I don't find someone to fall in love with in my whole life, it doesn't matter, I can still live a good life.

Every time I see other people making sweet talk, it always feels unnecessary and unrealistic to me.

But at this moment, I feel that if I have never loved anyone in my whole life, it is really a waste of life.

This is why I look back on the first half of my life after a long time, and despite the sadness and tears, I have never regretted it.

Because there is no deep love, there is no fall, no struggle, no bloody pain.

I even stubbornly believe that everyone is destined to be a lonely individual.There will be no constant company around, and there will be no constant warmth beside the pillow.

But without deep love, there is no trembling, no growth, no life-long dream.I have never experienced passion and fiery life, let alone dull and boring...

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I went back to my little rented room, cursing Paddy for being a sexist, and cleaning up the mess.

But halfway through the cursing, I couldn't help laughing.So happy, so happy to have them together.

Suddenly I really want to see what they are doing now, whether they have turned into a puddle of honey water happily.

I happily picked up my baby magic mirror and wiped the dust that fell on it.I wondered if I'd see Paddy pull his face down to admit the wrong situation, or if it was a passionate kiss between two people?

However, when I saw those pictures, I suddenly felt that I was too pure.

Night, moonlight, lovers, bed──Toxic eroticism, sinful entanglement.

A messy bed, two people's naked bodies, musk that can be felt just by sight, fiery moans, tossing lust, intoxicating love words...

Paddy leaned over Yawen, Yawen's fair skin showed the ultimate charm of Meizu people, his legs were spread apart on Paddy's waist, Paddy's body swayed back and forth, driving him His body was shaking back and forth mixed with sweat.

Ahhhhhh──! ! !I flipped the mirror upside down on the bed.

what do i see ? ! !

Me, me... I really didn't mean to peep! !

Even though I knew it was impossible for the parties involved to know, I still felt guilty all the time.

It's one thing to imagine such a thing, quite another to see it with your own eyes.Even in a nightclub, I've never seen it.

This night, I spent another sleepless night, and the stars blinking outside the window accompanied me to stare.

I didn't touch the mirror at night for a long time after that.

Will I fall in love with someone one day in the future and sleep with him willingly?

Maybe not long after.

Thinking this way, I fell asleep happily.

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