love brother

It's been getting colder lately and finally after a decent winter snow my sweet little nephew got sick.

Children are always very fragile. Their young bodies determine that they cannot be as unscrupulous as adults. They need to be protected and cared for.

Amy had a fever, but he was happy to stay home from school, and as he got older, he had less time to play happily.I actually don't agree with Ryan's strict elite education. It reminds me of Ryan when I was a child, but I know that I shouldn't intervene, and my son should listen to me.

I finished feeding Amy the medicine and kissed his forehead, he had grown into a little man, no longer crying for the bitter potion.While gratifying, I also felt deeply lonely.I raised him as half his father, I love him as much as Ryan, I hope he grows up and I hope he will always stay in the toddler stage where we need to rely on us.

"Yuni, can you pay me to sleep tonight?"

I froze, Ryan was still waiting for me to go back... But, I looked at Amy, who was blinking with big eyes, and his begging eyes made me unable to refuse.

His resemblance to Ryan will always be my soft spot.

"Well, I'll stay and sleep with you. I'll tell you stories, but you'll have to go to sleep, or I'll tell your father."

Amy's eyes were shining, and she nodded obediently: "Okay, Youni."

I got into his quilt in my pajamas, gently held him in my arms, and then turned off the lamp by the bed, and the whole room was instantly darkened.

"What do you want to hear?" I asked him in the dark.

He touched the buttons of my pajamas, thought for a while and said, "It happened when you and your father were young."

I laughed suddenly: "You really know how to choose the little guy, um...let me think about which story to tell. Now, let's start with one of my adventures!"

At that time, I was about the same age as Amy, and my mother didn't care about me, so I played around all day, like catching small fish by the river, picking wild berries in the forest, and staying on the tree with Baixue blowing the breeze to observe In the distance, Ryan sometimes walks his horse or reads in the sun.

That's probably how the accident happened, I was too confident in my tree-climbing skills and the height of the trees in my backyard.When I got down from the tree to the ground again, I lost my footing and fell from the tree as soon as I loosened my hand.

I lay on my back, and there were some pebbles under the tree. It was spring and summer, and I didn’t wear much. The pain made me almost faint.

I lay on the ground for a long time before slowly recovering from the sharp pain. I didn’t dare to call for help. If my mother found out that I had injured myself while climbing a tree, I would probably be grounded and unable to play in the forest again.

Bai Xue was meowing beside me, as if she didn't understand why I was lying down all the time.It took me a long time to get up from the ground stiffly like a mummy, cold sweat flowing crazily from every pore on my body.

I touched my back, there was undoubtedly a cut there, I looked at the blood on my hands in horror, and my mind was not to bandage the wound quickly, but to clean up the blood on the clothes so that I could get away in front of my mother.

I went to the creek to take off my clothes. Although I couldn't see the wound, I could tell from the pools of blood on the shirt that my back was miserable. However, I moved my shoulders and waist, and there was no major problem. The bones should be It's fine.

I rinsed my upper body with water, then put the clothes in the stream and swung them a few times. When I took them out, the blood stains were not so obvious.

I put on my wet clothes, carefully avoided the servants and the housekeeper, and walked towards my room like a thief.

Just when I finally got close to the target, Ryan appeared at the other end of the corridor.Doesn't appear sooner or later, but just when I was about to succeed, he appeared.Like doom by fate.

"Where have you been?" He frowned when he saw me, then walked towards me.

I spoke quickly: "Brother, good afternoon!" I was almost scared to death. At that time, I just wanted to hide and run away, "I seem to have a cold, I'll go back to my room and sleep!" Then Before he could react, he ran into the room like a healthy rabbit.

"Wait, stop!"

How could it be possible to listen to him at this time, I slammed and quickly closed the door.That should be the fastest time in my life to undress except for having sex with Ryan. I hurriedly took off the wet clothes on my body, and then took out clean clothes to change. The whole process took less than a minute.

"Open the door." At this moment, the knock on the door and Ryan's voice came in through the thick wooden door.

I was so scared that I couldn’t speak. If I was afraid that my mother would know because I didn’t want to be grounded by her, then I was afraid that Ryan would know because I didn’t want him to think that I was an uneducated person who only climbed trees all day long and was stupid enough to jump from the tree. The wild boy who fell.

I don't want him to look at me with contempt and disappointment.He is my stepbrother, and I treat him like my own brother, and even respect and love him more than my own brother.

He is the most perfect, no one can compare with him.

"Open the door, don't make me say it a third time!" His voice was a little higher than before.

I stood behind the door at a loss, feeling my head hurt.

"Brother, I'm going to sleep..."

There was no sound outside the door, my heart was beating wildly, and I couldn't help but walked to the door and put my ear on the door to listen for a while.

Maybe he's gone.

I comforted myself like this, and while I was relieved, I also felt a subtle sense of loss.

But just when I opened a crack in the door to check the situation outside, something unexpected happened.

"What's wrong? What happened?" Amy asked me nervously. "Who's standing outside the door?"

I think every story should have a happy ending, so I made up one: "No one was standing outside the door, it was Bai Xue, who was meowing and rubbing against my door. caught everyone's eyes."

Amy exclaimed, a little unfinished: "Is there no one else?"

"No. But then I got a fever and stayed in bed for a week. It tells us that good kids shouldn't climb trees or they'll get hurt."

"Okay." He yawned. "Your story is very interesting. I'm sleepy. Good night, Yoni."

I stroked the top of his hair in the dark: "Good night, dear."

Snow White is just my imagination. The truth is, there is no cute kitten outside the door, but Ryan whose face is covered with ice and snow, and his face is so heavy that it is dripping water.

The door was only opened a small crack, I swear it was as small as a hair, and suddenly the door was pushed open from the outside with such force that I staggered back a few steps and fell to the ground.

There were bursts of pain in my back, I gritted my teeth and endured it, and frowned tightly.

I looked up at Ryan who was slowly approaching, and tried to calm down: "Brother, I thought you were gone..."

He didn't even look at me, and passed me, patrolling around as if he had a predetermined goal, as if he was a young male lion eliminating abnormalities in his territory, with an elegant posture and fangs ready to go.

I had a bad premonition, and sure enough, not long after, Ryan found the wet shirt at the foot of the bed that was worn out by stones and was still faintly pink, and threw it on my face with an ugly face.

This is really conclusive evidence!

"What's going on?" he asked me, and there was an air of simmering all over him.

"Just a fall..."

He knew that I was lying and that I had no secrets in front of him, so he didn't even want to hear it, so he went up and pulled me up, and then roughly pressed me face down on the bed.

I groaned in panic and protested, and then he restrained my limbs even more forcefully.

The hem of the shirt was easily pulled up, and I felt my entire back was exposed to the air and Ryan's eyes.

I trembled, and suddenly stopped struggling. I began to think about how to remedy it. Ryan's anger was a hundred times more terrifying than his mother's.

At that moment, suddenly, starting from my waist, Ryan's cool fingers moved slowly, as if checking the wounds on my back, sweeping over the wounds that made me shiver from time to time.My thoughts floated up, my mind went blank, and the hand trembled slightly.

It was a wonderful experience, as if I could stay in that moment forever, obviously I shouldn't feel comfortable, but it was so comfortable that I wanted to groan.Had he lasted a little longer, I might have been about to do even weirder things.

"Are you going to climb a tree?" Ryan withdrew his hand and asked.

I raised my head and looked back with difficulty, trying to salvage the situation: "It was an accident, I swear!"

"Accident?" He was silent for a while: "So you went to climb a tree." This time he used an affirmative sentence.

At that moment I felt like my whole life was over.Oh, he must think I'm stupid!

After feeling that the restraint of my limbs was loosened, I turned over awkwardly while tidying up my clothes while carefully watching Ryan with my eyes.

I'm nervous, is he angry?He must be angry!His mood is too difficult to guess, I always seem to be making him angry, and he never smiles when facing me.I don't know if he is still the same as usual or even more angry than usual, the expressions on both sides look similar.

"Are you angry?" I twitched and asked guiltily.

He stood in front of me expressionlessly, his facial features that hadn’t developed in his youth made him look as exquisite as a dummy in a shop window, but I had no doubts that he was capable of beating me so that even my mother couldn’t recognize him, Believe me, he can do it.

"I'm not angry." Before my smile came to my cheeks, he continued: "Your life and death have nothing to do with me, but you can't damage the reputation of Kemesia. If you can't learn what is aristocratic education, you can Follow that stupid cat up and down like a monkey and I'll throw it in the river and drown."

My eyes widened all of a sudden, Ryan's expression was cold, it didn't look like he was joking at all, he was serious.

"Please don't do this!" I begged him loudly, my voice choked with sobs.

His eyes are light silver-gray, and you will express the most sincere admiration when you first see it, but when its owner stares straight at you for a long time without saying a word, the pair that are as beautiful as jewels but And inorganic eyes will make you feel deeply restless.

If Ryan didn't have a heartbeat and body temperature, I would definitely think that he is the most delicate and vivid doll in the world.

"I was wrong, I'm sorry." I admitted my mistake with the most sincerity: "I will never climb a tree again, I promise."

My promises don't count most of the time, no more staying in bed, no more walking barefoot, no more playing tricks on the maid, etc. My mother knows my temper too well to believe my promises anymore.But facing Ryan, my guarantee will always be just a guarantee. I really dare not climb trees again.

I looked straight into his eyes, pulled the muscles on both sides of the mouth upwards, and revealed a slightly stiff smile.

"Please trust me."

Ryan didn't even lift his eyelids, which made me a little embarrassed and couldn't keep smiling.

I looked at him timidly, and after a while, he said, "You are not allowed to go downstairs or eat in your room tonight."

Before I could let out a scream, he turned and left. When he reached the door, he paused and turned his head slightly: "I will come to listen to your explanation at night. If you can't speak clearly, I will throw your kitten away." Get out of the manor."

I nodded weakly: "Okay, brother."

After watching him leave, I jumped into my bed and put the quilt over my head.

"Wow! What should I do!" I vented loudly under the quilt.

After that, I fell asleep unknowingly amidst the mess of thoughts, and when I woke up again, there was a dim light in the room, Ryan was sitting by my bed, and I turned my head to look at him in a prostrate position.

Ryan seemed to be distracted. Unlike the previous upright sitting posture, he put his elbows on the armrest and his chin, his eyes were a little hazy because of the warm light, he looked at the pattern on my desk lamp and didn't know what he was thinking.I figured he must have been in this position when I wasn't waking up, maybe without even blinking.

"Brother?" I moved, trying to stand up, but my arms didn't have any strength, and my whole body was sore.

Only then did Ryan realize that I was awake, quickly lowered his arms, and changed into a straight sitting posture: "You have a fever."

My hands softened, and I lay back on my stomach again, looking at him pitifully: "Brother... I have a sore throat."

"Because you have a fever."

I made a small "oh", and after a few minutes, I started calling again: "Brother, my back hurts."

It's okay when you don't move, but if you move, there will be severe pain in your back, just like being stepped on by a thousand horses!

Ryan was unimpressed and unsympathetic: "Because you fell out of a tree."

"It was an accident..."

"I'm waiting for your explanation."

If it wasn't for Ryan really throwing Baixue out of the manor after the lie was exposed, I could at least portray myself as smarter.But the fact is that I dare not. I told the truth how I stayed in the tree with Bai Xue to see the scenery, and then how I fell down because of the wind, the tree, and the weather when I was going down the tree. After getting my clothes dirty, I ended up taking a bath in the creek to destroy the evidence.I was running around in wet clothes, which is probably the real cause of my fever.

My mouth was dry and my throat was smoking, and Ryan listened quietly, without saying anything, as if he hadn't heard anything.

I had to double check: "Are you mad?"

He seemed completely unable to understand why I asked: "I said no, why should I be angry?"

I find that when he's angry it scares me, but when he's not angry, I'm kind of sad.

I was downcast and couldn't figure out my heart: "I'm a little hungry..."

"I also said you can't eat."

Hungry, poor little uni, little uni that no one wants.I was almost bewitched by the pessimistic thoughts that popped up in my mind so much that I really thought I was a poor little boy!

I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes on the pillow, and looked at Ryan beggingly: "My head hurts, can you sing for me bro? My mother always sings to lull me to sleep when I'm sick."

"I do not know how to sing."

"Then tell a story?"

"will not."

I can only take another step back: "I have a book of poetry, can you read it to me? It will make me feel better. Please, brother."

We stared at each other for a long time, and I think I won in the end. He got up to get the book, and came back with a strange face.

He looked at me as if he wanted to say something, but he avoided it after meeting my gaze.

"Close your eyes," he ordered.

I obediently closed my eyes, and in the next second, Ryan's soothing and elegant voice sounded in my ears. The words were a little hard, the standard Kemersian aristocratic pronunciation, but it was still the most beautiful voice I have heard in many years.

"How can I go home happily, since my body and mind can't get a moment's rest? I can't get a rest at night from the burden of the day, but bear endless threats day and night. Although day and night are enemies, in order to put us Torturing, but they work together, toil and complaints are their own weapons, but they are farther and farther away from you when they trek day and night. To please the day, I told him that you are the light, which can shine brightly on the cloudy sky; To please the night I do the same trick again: If the stars do not blink, you will shine for him. But day by day prolongs my sorrow, and each night adds to my endless sorrow..." - from Shakespeare's sonnets No.20 Eight Poems After that, I often pestered him to read poems to me. If I saw him in the garden, I would happily run to him with a collection of poems. One or two out of ten times, his If I feel better, my wishes will be fulfilled.

I sat on the grass and listened obsessively, because of the poem and more because of the people.

In the middle of the night, after making sure Amy was sound asleep and the fever was gone, I quietly left his room and went to Ryan's bedroom.

When I crawled into the bed wrapped in cold air and stuck tightly to his back, he seemed to be awakened by me, and it seemed that he hadn't slept all this time.

"I thought you weren't coming back to sleep tonight."

I took a deep breath of the scent on his body, rubbed against his neck, was so sleepy that I couldn't open my eyes, and said in a daze, "Without you by my side... I can't sleep."

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Hahaha, sorry for the lateness, I still want to post it in the double festival!Let me tell you, this is the end of the published episodes. In the next few days, I will write some extra episodes included in the journal, and the typesetting and proofreading will start in an orderly manner [if there are no accidents ==

Oops, I won't see you all for a while, I feel a little lonely when I think about it!

I hope my first blog can meet you as soon as possible~~