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Guan Zeyu took the soup from his lover, he took a sip of the soup, and took another breath, he almost died from the heat!

"Zhengting, why did you suddenly remember to ask these things?"

"Because, I want to know. Of course, if you don't want to say it, it's okay."

"No, I'm 15 years old and I'm not doing murder and arson, of course I can say that."

Guan Zeyu continued to fight with Chili. This is not the first time he has shown his incomparably powerful ability in front of his lover.

We must firmly believe that spicy taste can stimulate people's nerves. Once people's courageous nerves swell, they can temporarily forget their speechlessness at the previous moment!

Lan Zhengting stared at the people who ate spicy food as if they were eating candy. Sometimes, he had to admire those people who ate spicy food. They were called heroes.

Guan Zeyu took a sip of red wine, and carefully recalled the time before he was 15 years old, which was already a very distant memory.

There is nothing worth remembering; there is nothing worthy of nostalgia and unforgettable people and things.

"Actually, before I was 15 years old, my life was not very difficult."

Although, in terms of life, it was a bit tight at that time, but he felt good about himself.

Because, at that time, his personality was relatively sunny, at least, he was not as depressed as he was when he returned to the Guan family later.

Guan Zeyu thought about it for a long time, and he said what was in his heart, "Perhaps, I don't deny that people who live unruly for a long time will exile themselves, and what's more, they will degenerate unbearably."

But he likes the life he used to live. Even though he is poor and difficult, at least he has sincerely integrated into life and lived happily and freely from the bottom of his heart.

"Of course, this doesn't mean that I don't like my life now, but that I don't think it shouldn't exist in the past."

Guan Zeyu contradictoryly said what he wanted to say in his heart, and he felt that he could not explain it clearly. He deeply agreed with the factors that this kind of environment shapes a person's character, but he couldn't fully agree with it.

Lan Zhengting said, "Zeyu, I know, the advantage of it is that you can think on the other hand that people living and growing up in such a stress-free environment will live a more real life relatively speaking. Be blunt."

He interrupted the memory of the person who was talking about the past. Guan Zeyu stretched out his hand to hold his lover's hand. Lan Zhengting clenched it tightly. He just now understood why Guan Zeyu, who was with him, was so good at expressing his feelings. He will not hide implicitly, he will say what he wants to say, and he will give his whole body and mind to the person who is with him.

Guan Zeyu thought, in his heart, do he prefer the previous life or the later life?

He couldn't give a clear answer, because after he was 15 years old, he lived a good life, but the endurance in his heart also invisibly increased the unspeakable pain, which was caused by loneliness and the pressure from the comparison of people around him. This kind of heart suppressed the fiery passion in youth.

Looking back on the past, there is no sweet love story in the blooming season, and there is no one worth remembering. Except for his deceased mother, he has almost no relatives and friends. He chooses to forget the past. The important reason is that there is no one worth remembering in the past make peace.

Lan Zhengting held the hands of those around him tightly, he didn't know what to say to relieve Guan Zeyu's hesitation.

Guan Zeyu may be very contradictory. Regarding the past, whether his difficulties are worth feeling. People need to move forward and look back at the past, so that they can always warn themselves about the road of life, how to walk, how to persist, so that they will not go wrong.

After being silent for a while, he turned to laughing and said, "Actually, when I was young, I was very troublesome."

The children living in the villages and towns, crawling and rolling in the wild, and because of a careless fall on the tree, they are often bruised and swollen. This is a common thing, but it is a lively time that he is proud of, the vitality of the youth The simplicity and frankness of his youth are all his precious memories now.

At that time, he was really happy. In his young years, there was no unreasonable cruelty and hypocrisy with a hidden knife in his smile, let alone those flattery and comparison.

However, "I have to admit that most people who don't have comparisons don't think about making progress, and people who don't have setbacks mostly stagnate."

He thinks that people have laziness and the inertia of being content with the status quo. However, if you want to fight for it, you have to pay a certain price. It may be the purest heart, or it may be personal emotions, or even the truest self. And he, after more than ten years of hard work, just when he was about to sink into the sea of ​​sorrow, he met the other half of his life, his only true love!

Lan Zhengting squeezed the hand of the person who had stopped, and Guan Zeyu asked, "Zhengting, I've always wanted to ask you a question."

"what?"

"Well, I mean if, if, you hadn't met me, would you like men too?"

After Guan Zeyu finished asking, he laughed because Lan Zhengting just turned around and smiled.

Thinking about it, Yinghui's CEO could mistakenly think that CEO Guan was afraid that he would like other men, so he couldn't help asking such a question.

Lan Zhengting was silent for a while, then he asked back, "Zeyu, do you really want to know the answer?"

Lan Zhengting couldn't hide the smile on the corner of his lips. He raised his hand and gently stroked the smile on the corner of his mouth that was so strong only in front of him.

Guan Zeyu kissed his lover, he really wanted to know.

"The only man I like is you. So, I want to know, Zhengting, what do you think? Sometimes, I always feel that if it weren't for me, you wouldn't be on this path."

"Why do you think so?"

"then you……"

"If I hadn't met Zeyu, then I would always be alone."

"Government Court."

"Or maybe, it's long gone."

Lan Zhengting withdrew his hand. He remembered that he chose seven years back then, wanting to make his condition worse, he thought, and risking the surgery, why not let himself decide the duration of his life, he thought, choose seven years of life , I don’t want to struggle for a while on the operating table.

"Chengting, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked these questions."

When Guan Zeyu thought of Lan Zhengting's previous decision, his heart suddenly tightened. He dared not assume that if they had never met, then within a few years, Lan Zhengting would not be around.

A person who dares to gamble, a person who is not easy to lose, he can choose the time when his life is exhausted, if he does not meet someone worthy of his heart, he will not choose to take risks.

"I, and only Zeyu, only you."

Lan Zhengting embraced the person who hugged him tightly. He never thought that he would like a man and spend the rest of his life with a man. However, fate and meeting are not accidents that he can decide. He will not regret or hesitate about it. For this relationship, from the beginning to the end, he has been taking every step seriously.

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