Inhabit you as a forest

She dawdled outside the door just to catch a glimpse of Wen Lian.Wen Lian was not happy, she was already sure.

She made people angry, and she did it on purpose. If she didn't say those few words, nothing would happen.

But so what after reading it, coax?

She didn't go, closed the door, and lay alone on the sofa in a daze.

Some things don't make sense, it's her choice to do what Wen Lian wants to do.

A relationship can only be maintained if the choices they make are consistent.

It was before, and it is now.

It's just that it was Wen Lian who ended the relationship before, but now it's her who doesn't want to have a deeper relationship.

Wen Xu probably had some time to spare, and started to send her emojis, Sheng Qi replied: [Can you add me? ]

Wen Xu: [I thought you deleted me. ]

Sheng Qi: [Not so fast. ]

Cheng Juan asked her to delete it, fearing that she would be disturbed, but she didn't find it very disturbing so far, so she was not in a hurry to delete it.

The subtext in the words is that sooner or later it will be deleted.

After sending it out, Wen Xu paused for a few minutes, but soon began to pick up which pot was not opened: [You and my sister are old classmates? ]

Sheng Qi laughed angrily, it's all right to ask Wen Lian, and running to her to ask her is simply unnecessary.

[Not in the same class, not old classmates, just acquaintances. ]

[It's a coincidence. ]

[Um. ] Sheng Qi wanted to see what topics she planned to introduce.

[Listen to my sister, you are still single, is it true or not? ]

Sheng Qi sent a "smile" over and asked: [Is Miss Wen single? ]

Wen Xu: [Why do you ask this? ]

[This is what I want to tell you too. ]

Sheng Qi didn't have much patience tonight, so he pissed her off and took over the topic: [Do you want to introduce someone to me? ]

Wen Xu sent an "OK", [Yes, do you like men or women? ]

I like your sister.

What the hell, add her to inquire about sexual orientation and relationship status, and she is in a hurry.

Sheng Qi was too lazy to go back, but he still said politely: "I accept it kindly, I don't need it for now."

Wen Xu didn't bother anymore, clicked into her circle of friends, and liked the dinner she posted on Saturday night.

Sheng Qi was speechless, she could see that the dishes were cooked by Cheng Juan, and she was here secretly poking show.

Sheng Qi couldn't find Wen Lian in the likes list. Usually, no matter what she posted, Wen Lian would say that she had read it.

But I didn't walk the dog with her that night, she didn't order.

How did you coax Wen Lian well in high school?

Memory could not give her a detailed answer, it seemed that after two weeks of cold, they came together naturally.

There are also two key people, grandma and Han Ruohua, seeing that the two of them have little contact, the two adults began to reconcile.

Grandma Sheng Qi thought it would be better for her granddaughter to read and study across the street than to run out without seeing her.

Han Ruohua was worried that Wen Lian would be bored because no one would speak, so he either called cousin Wen Lian or Sheng Qi to go over.

That was before, when Wen Lian was in a bad mood, he would not do other things, only read books, just like a machine.

Now that she wouldn't light the lamp and fight until the wee hours of the morning, she had other ways to scare her mother.

When it was nearly nine o'clock, Han Ruohua called and asked Sheng Qi if he wanted supper.

Sheng Qi's first reaction was not to bother.

Han Ruohua said tactfully: "Ningning didn't eat dinner, if you want to have supper, you can take her out for a meal. You can come to my house if you don't want to go out, I can do it too."

Wen Lian didn't eat dinner, her mother couldn't control it, so she asked herself to help.

What was Wen Lian's reason for not eating a few times before? Chest tightness, not hungry.What about tonight?

Han Ruohua knew that she was the culprit, so she couldn't ignore it.

Sheng Qi put down the half-drawn work, walked to the bookshelf, took out a book, and read the name and class written by Wen Lian stroke by stroke.

No one could deny that Wen Lian had cared for her, and she squeezed all the time for entertainment to herself.

In the first year of going to Province Y, she restarted her life in a strange, lonely, and depressing environment. Missing her grandma and Wen Lian was something she had to do every day.

Also accompanied by sadness and resentment.

I often imagine that when I wake up, life in Province Y is just a nightmare.

It's normal that she and Wen Lian didn't get together. Most of the classmates who were secretly dating or had an ambiguous relationship at that time lost contact with each other later.If there are no objective factors, there will be subjective factors, and people will always change.

Coupled with the fact that she has no news and is not around, Wen Lian will always fall in love with others.

So what if it didn't happen, Wen Lian didn't refuse, so why not try again?

She asked herself, but there was no answer.It's like being entangled between Mongolian B and C, but sometimes both are wrong answers.

She called Wen Lian, but no one answered the first time, so she hung up automatically, and was picked up the second time.

The tone over there was cold: "What's the matter?"

Sheng Qi asked warmly: "I'm hungry, do you want to go out for supper together?"

"I'm not hungry."

"Let's eat a little."

Sheng Qi said vaguely: "If you are hungry, you will not be able to sleep."

Just pretend she's the one who didn't eat dinner.

After going out for 10 minutes, Wen Lian saw the door of Sheng Qi's house was open, knocked on it, "Let's go."

The plain makeup made her look cooler. After a summer, her complexion was still enviably white, and her hair was tied into a low ponytail.

Wearing a windbreaker and wide-leg pants, whether intentionally or not, the heels are so high that they press Sheng Qi by two centimeters.

The end of her eyes drooped slightly, without the familiar softness of Sheng Qi, just like the first time they met in the elevator, like stagnant water without waves.

Sheng Qi frowned in his heart, with some bitterness, but he still asked her in a gentle and smiling tone: "What do you want to eat?"

"It will be all right."

"Do you want to eat barbecue?"

"Don't eat."

"Malatang? Hot pot?"

"Don't eat."

"Noodles, wontons, porridge?"

"Don't eat."

There are not so many shops open at this point, Sheng Qi lost his mind: "Then what do you want to eat?"

"casual."

She did it on purpose, but Sheng Qi said even more kindly: "Go to the convenience store."

Wen Lian seemed to feel that it was almost done, "Okay."

Walking in the neighborhood, the street lights were bright enough, Sheng Qi stepped on the shadow, but looked up at the moon.

Wen Lian looked sideways at her, and said coldly, "I was the one who was abrupt yesterday."

Sheng Qi didn't expect that she would take the initiative to mention it, and wanted to wait for something to eat before talking, "I..."

"You're right, I want you to, you didn't force me."

Without waiting for her to speak, Wen Lian said reasonably, "And you just don't want to cause trouble for me, just like I said in front of your sister that we are neighbors."

Sheng Qi knew that Wen Lian was not confused, she could figure it out, that's why yesterday's phone call made her flustered.

Because Wen Lian was trying to test her.

Speaking of this step, she can't just let Wen Lian back down, "I had a bad attitude yesterday, I'm sorry."

Even if the words are true, she didn't say it to calm down, she deliberately poured cold water on Wen Lian.

Wen Lian found a step for herself: "It's okay. I just mind. I shouldn't add 'ordinary'. I'm always different from other neighbors."

She seemed to want to make these words humorous, but Sheng Qi was speechless, and was filled with shame.

Walking out of the community, she let the cold wind make her hands and feet icy.

"It was my problem some time ago. I reflected on it today. I shouldn't have talked to you like that last night, and I shouldn't have done those things to you before. My behavior is unacceptable. I didn't think about anything clearly, and I wasted your time , sorry. If you can accept it, we will get along normally in the future."

Her introspection did not make Wen Lian happy, "What does it mean to get along normally and be an ordinary neighbor again?"

Sheng Qi said "Sorry" again.

The convenience store was just across the street, a few steps away, Wen Lian stopped suddenly, his expression was colder than an autumn night.

The companions didn't leave, Sheng Qi turned around anxiously, and heard her say: "I'm not hungry, go and buy it yourself."

She was angry again, Sheng Qi managed to bring her here: "Can't you accompany me?"

It was windy at night, and when she was talking to Wen Lian, she kept arranging her hair with her hands.

Looking at her movements, Wen Lian felt even more tired.So what if she didn't cover it up, she would never dislike her scar.

"My mother came to you, right, and told you that I didn't eat."

Sheng Qi didn't answer, he didn't want her to get angry with Han Ruohua again.

"You took me out to eat to make my mother feel at ease. In your opinion, she is much more worthy of pleasing than me. She is Aunt Han who cares about you and takes care of you, and I am just your ordinary neighbor. "

Sheng Qi once told her that she doesn't have a mother, so she likes an aunt with a temperament like Han Ruohua.

During the best days of their relationship, Wen Lian said to her: "My mother is your mother, and everything I have is yours."

At that time, Sheng Qi was obviously touched, but he still joked, "Why can't your brain be mine, I don't want to work hard anymore, Xueba, give me some IQ."

Wen Lian knew her feelings for Han Ruohua, but now she said these words with a sarcastic expression.

"You like my mother very much?"

Sheng Qi was puzzled by her question: "I respect her, can't I?"

"Yes." Wen Lian pulled out a smile, but the smile was unnatural.

Sheng Qi would rather she didn't smile, lowered his eyes, and softened his tone: "It's not just to reassure her. Even if she's not at home, I know you haven't eaten, and I will take you out."

"why?"

Sheng Qi was speechless, usually Wen Lian was the one who seldom talked, but today it was her turn.

Wen Lian asked again stubbornly: "Why?"

"Because you are Wen Lian."

She could never turn a blind eye to Wen Lian's affairs.

Probably because of this sentence, Wen Lian stopped stalemate with her in the street and accompanied her into the convenience store.Sheng Qi ordered an oden, two rice balls and two bottles of hot milk.

There were not many customers in the convenience store, and most of them left after paying. Only the two of them and another couple were sitting in a corner of the store.

The couple seemed to have just finished arguing, but it shouldn't be serious. They cursed for a while, laughed for a while, and talked nasty things.Wen Lian listened expressionlessly, put down the rice ball after two mouthfuls, and opened the milk.

From quarreling, to laughing, to kissing like no one else, Wen Lian was right in front of them and witnessed the whole process.

"Sheng Qi."

"Ok?"

"Should we all quarrel and sit down and quarrel, just kiss and kiss after the quarrel."

She said something nonsensical, Sheng Qi understood, and looked back at the couple.The two looked embarrassed and went out holding hands.

Sheng Qi turned his head and said, "Because it's a trivial matter, it's not worth arguing. But there are some quarrels, and you can't go back after the quarrel. How can you kiss?"

Wen Lian nodded, "Do you know what I was thinking when you kissed me for the first time?"

Sheng Qi understood that the kiss she was talking about was not a simple touch, but the one that made her angry.

In fact, Sheng Qi knew what she was thinking. Later, Wen Lian told her that she was very scared at the time, but she was very happy, because she was even more scared because of her joy.She knew that this was not good, and she would definitely not accept it, but she couldn't bear not to associate with Sheng Qi.

So at the time, she was so angry that she wanted to cry, so she poked open the layer of paper in a fit of anger, so that she could no longer pretend to be stupid.

She may have forgotten that she said it, or she may be interested in improving.

Sheng Qi wouldn't let her speak, but she wanted to.

"What are you thinking?

Sheng Qi asked her again, sitting opposite her as before, waiting for her to speak.It's just that she really wanted to hear the answer back then, but now she doesn't understand why.

The oden in the convenience store is not delicious, Wen Lian didn't touch it, so she had to deal with it.

Wen Lian lowered her eyes and smiled slightly.