Inhabit you as a forest

"I want to waste time with you, such as looking down at the fish, such as leaving the teacup on the table and leaving. Waste their beautiful shadows."

On the night of the New Year's Eve, the school held a party, and each class prepared a chorus.

The choral repertoire was not up to the students to choose, and everyone was bored.But given the opportunity to dress up aboveboard, Wang Zhengyin's girlfriend put on makeup for Sheng Qi, so that she wouldn't exaggerate enough to be picked on by the head teacher, but it looked different from usual.

Makeup powder can blur the youthful feeling and apply a new style.After finishing makeup, Sheng Qi saw the slightly mature face in the mirror, and the first thing he thought about was whether Wen Lian would think her pretty if he saw it.

Maybe the atmosphere was too relaxed that night, and Sheng Qi, who was wearing make-up, looked different from usual, or maybe it was because the lies had been spread for too long, and they had already equated to the truth.

Zheng Tianhao confessed his love to Sheng Qi that night, and before leaving, he stuffed a note into her pocket.

While waiting for Wen Lian in the old place, Sheng Qi opened it to look. Wen Lian approached, but she didn't notice it.

Her makeup and frowning made Sheng Qi's mature temperament a little strange, and that delicate and delicate girl who liked to act like a baby seemed to be temporarily hidden.

Wen Lian was stunned.

It wasn't until Sheng Qi looked up and smiled sweetly at her that she asked, "What are you looking at?"

Sheng Qi folded up the note, tore it into strips and threw it into the trash can, "My classmate gave it to me, saying they like me, but I don't understand."

Wen Lian didn't understand her unhappiness, "It should be normal to like you."

Boys like girls like Sheng Qi.

"But he told me before, let me not care about those gossips, just do what I want. Why now he really believes that I have a crush on him, and said that he will give me a chance to learn and improve together with him."

Sheng Qi's expression was full of doubts, Zheng Tianhao was stupefied with reading, what was he thinking.

"You hate him?"

"I don't hate him, he is very nice, but who wants to fall in love with him." It's boring.

From this point of view, Wang Zhengyin is more normal, with a straight mind, no twists and turns, and friends are friends.

Annoyed by this matter, Sheng Qi forgot to ask Wen Lian if he had a good day, and only remembered it when he got home and washed his face.The next day on vacation, I went to Wen Lian's house to read, and asked Wen Lian.

She was very afraid that Wen Lian would say "I didn't notice" or "It's so-so".

Because every time Sheng Qi met a good-looking person on the road and La Wenlian admired them together, she only had these two sentences.

This time is different, Wen Lian smiled: "Pretty."

Sheng Qi's heart seemed to be stuffed with sugar, and he tried: "Do you like beautiful people?"

"No one would dislike it." Wen Lian was very honest.

"I mean, do you prefer looking at handsome guys or pretty girls?"

Wen Lian thought for a while, but couldn't answer, she shook her head, "I just like watching you."

Snowflakes are falling profusely outside the window, the floor is covered with a thin layer, and the air conditioner is turned on in the study, which is warm enough.

Sheng Qi stood there motionless, and after his ears were pleasing, the sound of cheers woke up every cell in his body.

Wen Lian didn't know her mental activities, so she lowered her head and worked on the topic, and continued, "You are my friend."

Because of Wen Lian's words, Sheng Qi was in a daze for two hours.

She understood what Wen Lian meant, and she didn't care what other people looked like. Only Sheng Qi had a relationship with her - as a friend.Wen Lian's innocence made her feel that her unspeakable thoughts were so shameful.

She couldn't read the book anyway, so she scribbled and drew on the draft paper.

Idle time is often boring, but with Wen Lian across from her, occasionally raising her eyes to take a sneak peek, she feels satisfied.

Wen Lian rested at a fixed time, got up to drink water, looked out the window to relax his eyes, and then moved his body.

There is no scenery outside the window, and there are still buildings, cement, glass, and catkin-like snow outside the window.But in Sheng Qi's paintings, apart from these, there are trees, flowers, and people enjoying the snow on the balcony.

"If you don't want to learn, just rest." She took away Sheng Qi's painting and put it in her book.

Talking about junior high school in the chat, Sheng Qi made a voice of envy: "Your junior high school head teacher is your mother, so you are so happy, you can do whatever you want."

I always feel that the children of a certain teacher's family have their own halo.

"No." Wen Lian's expression was extremely disapproving.

"Oh, that's right, Aunt Han has high demands on you." She would never allow Wen Lian to do whatever she wanted, but stared at her all the time.

Sheng Qi now has a certain understanding of Han Ruohua, her love for Wen Lian is beyond words, she is meticulous, and she is also very kind to others.

But she has high expectations for Wen Lian, so high that if Wen Lian can't write the last math problem on the test paper, she will act very seriously, "Have you ever wondered what the reason is, if you don't have enough questions, you can't do it, or you can't do it?" Time counts?"

Sheng Qi bumped into him once, but he didn't dare to say a word beside him.

"Not because of this."

"What's that for?"

Wen Lian was quiet for a while, but still didn't intend to say, "I haven't told anyone."

Sheng Qi realized that it was an important matter, and said softly, "Tell me, don't worry, I won't tell anyone, my mouth is very strict."

Wen Lian insisted not to say anything, Sheng Qi was acting coquettish and pretending to be wronged, Wen Lian looked at her indifferently, as if she was immune.

Then Sheng Qi discovered that when Wen Lian talked easily, it was only because she wanted to, but when she didn't want to, she was really cold.

She gave up, forced herself to endure her curiosity, and was about to do her homework, but Wen Lian changed her mind.

"One day in the second grade of junior high school, I went back to class to pick up books on weekends, and I saw a couple in the class kissing. I was surprised at the time, and didn't know they were secretly in love."

This is so normal, especially when Sheng Qi is a junior high school student in the town, the family is either loosely controlled or left alone, and the phenomenon of puppy love keeps happening. "Then what?"

"They stopped me nervously and asked me to promise not to tell my mother, and I agreed. But within two days my mother knew they were talking and called to the office to talk. The boy had a bad attitude, so my mother called the parents over."

Sheng Qi understood, "They thought you were the one who informed."

"Well. Because of this incident, the students in the class felt that I was involved in everything that my mother had dealt with before."

Sheng Qi could imagine that they had misunderstood, and Wen Lian couldn't explain it.Those who report behind the scenes are not welcome anywhere. With Han Ruohua around, although the students dare not bully Wen Lian directly, they will definitely stay away from her.

"Since then, everyone kept a distance from me, for fear that I would reveal their secrets. At that time, because of family accidents, I was seldom talkative and unreasonable, so no one made friends with me and didn't care. I thought Going to high school is fine, but when I met old classmates in high school and told me about my deeds, the classmates still preconceived and speculated about me."

It turned out to be the case.

In addition, Wen Lian's personality is really slow, dedicated to work, and often immersed in her own world without being disturbed, which further solidified her reputation as an "unlikable academic bully".

Although the students in the class don't believe it completely, after a little contact with him, they know that Wen Lian is not bad.But it is still difficult to make true friends.

"Will you be sad?" Sheng Qi felt distressed, and Wen Lian was always in a stable mood, so much so that she felt that Wen Lian would have no troubles other than studying.

"Fortunately, other people's misunderstandings are only part of the problem. The main problem lies in myself. I always want to be alone and don't like to communicate with others, so I have no enthusiasm for classmates who show kindness to me."

Wen Lian is very objective, if she has a good personality like Sheng Qi, she can always make people laugh.Even if you are misunderstood, the misunderstanding will disappear after a long time.

But she is not Sheng Qi.

"You're fine. I think you're fine. Don't worry about them, just be comfortable." Sheng Qi had confidence in her, "You're so smart, you definitely don't bother to take what they say."

As if to break Sheng Qi's blind trust in her, Wen Lian said frankly, "I've been told that I cried before."

"What did they say?" Sheng Qi sat upright, with an uneasy expression on his face.

"Someone called me withdrawn, saying that single-parent families have psychological problems, and I feel a little sad." Wen Lian said softly.

Sheng Qi suddenly wanted to understand why Wen Lian in junior high school didn't like to talk, because at that time her father had just passed away, and she was shrouded in great grief.

Someone was vicious enough to poke her scar.

Sheng Qi scolded angrily, "Crazy! I think there is something wrong with the person who said that. It's not a single-parent family, but it's also an uneducated thing. Fuck it."

Although Wen Lian lost her father, Han Ruohua loves her so much. She is excellent, cute, polite, motivated, much better than those people.

Wen Lian heard her swearing for the first time, and opened her mouth slightly, showing a little shock.

Sheng Qi, this is it, don't you pretend?

Later Sheng Qi asked her, "Am I the first to know this?"

"Well, my mother doesn't even know."

"Then should I reward you?"

Wen Lian smiled, the laughter stuck in her throat, "If you want to kiss me, just say so."

Sheng Qi was poked at the center of the matter, his face couldn't help burning, and he ended the topic in silence.

……

Wen Lian, who doesn't understand the same-sex relationship at all, can still say the phrase "If you want to kiss me, just say it" with a smile, let alone the enhanced version of Wen Lian who is now ambiguous with her.

Regarding the photos she sent, Sheng Qi's heartbeat accelerated to gradually calm down.

From the perspective of selfie, he hooked the neckline with one hand, took the mobile phone with the other hand, and took a photo of the place where he was frivolous.

There was no underwear in the pajamas, and when he unbuttoned two buttons just now, seeing the silhouette that was about to emerge, Sheng Qi felt a little dry.In the picture, let the light shine straight on, and it will be clearer.

Slender neck, thin collarbone, fair skin, a small hickey, under the hickey is the exposed edge of the mountain.

After making this mark, Sheng Qi began to doubt herself. She had to be pissed off by Wen Lian tonight to really do such a thing.

It's already strange that she planted strawberries on other people's bodies, and what's even more strange is that the person who planted strawberries wanted to take pictures of them!

Just take a picture and send it to her.

What the hell is Wen Lian doing.

Fortunately, she started to shoot from the neck, without showing her face.Such intimate photos are dangerous, okay? How could she send them out so easily.

It's fine if Wen Lian is confused for a while, what Sheng Qi is afraid of is that she was instigated to do such a thing.

In a love relationship, Wen Lian should be easy to talk to, as long as she begs her, she will easily soften her heart.

Sheng Qi tossed and turned in a myriad of thoughts, and succeeded in insomnia.

Well, good means.

She left a mark to provoke Wen Lian, and Wen Lian used this method to make her feel uncomfortable.

Resentment with resentment.

even.

Sheng Qi didn't feel guilty anymore, so he didn't reply and saved the picture.

I watched it at home the next day, and if Wen Lian dared to post it, she dared to watch it.

Wen Lian must have done it on purpose, the hand hooking the collar was still curled up with orchid fingers, and it was placed there charmingly.

How could the clavicle be so obvious? It must be a posed shot.The concave shape may be a P picture.

Sheng Qi tried her best to pick out the flaws in this photo, so as to drive away all the evil thoughts in her mind.

When she pushed Wen Lian onto the sofa and straddled her, her eyes were flustered.

When he bowed his head to kiss her, her meekness and pandering.

After the kiss, she closed her eyes and gasped in layers.

She was frightened and called Sheng Qi's name, and even brought out her mother to scare people.

And when Sheng Qi sucked and gnawed, she trembled and struggled uncontrollably, and there was a sobbing sound in her throat.

……

Sheng Qi didn't understand why the rhythm got out of control so fast.

She knew that Wen Lian's mind was not pure, she should resist and ignore it, how could she fall into it.

Sheng Qi didn't go out all day, and even ordered takeaway to avoid the time when Wen Lian might show up.Because the work unit is close to home, Wen Lian will come back for lunch and nap two or three days a week.

Wen Lian wisely didn't knock on the door.

Sheng Qi made up her mind to send food and drinks, walk the dog and borrow books, all these reasons are impossible to knock on her door again.Even if Wen Lian's account book or wallet is lost here, she will not return it.

All reasons are not allowed!

Sheng Qi started to practice calligraphy late at night, and after calming down, he relaxed a lot, and was ready for a good night's sleep.

I glanced at my phone before going to bed, it was fine if I didn't look at it, but I got angry when I saw it.

Wen Lian sent her another picture.

!!!

What on earth is she going to do!

The same action and position, but it is obviously a new shot, because the color of the strawberry print is different from yesterday, and Wen Lian's orchid fingers are also different from yesterday.

It was originally updated.

Sheng Qi couldn't take it anymore, and sent a "?" in the past.

Wen Lian: [I think you should have your consideration for keeping it, so I took it for you. ]

Sheng Qi: [I don't need it, don't shoot anymore. ]

Wen Lian: [Before it disappears completely, I will take pictures of it for you every day, and I can't be the only one who sees it. ]

Heh, people who talk through the screen are so stubborn, right? She has already said that she doesn't need it, but she still insists on posting?

Sheng Qi managed to lose sleep for another night.

The next day, she still chose to avoid Wen Lian, devote herself to practice, and draw pictures with peace of mind.

But before going to bed, Wen Lian's picture was still sent over.

The traces faded a little.

However, this photo should have been taken before Wen Lian took a shower, and she was wearing a white shirt and white underwear.The lifted part is so eye-catching that it makes people blush and detests, and it overshadows the strawberry mark.

Sheng Qi ignored her, and instead sent Liu Chengjuan a message: [Chengjuan, I hate you. ]

If Cheng Juan hadn't accidentally seen strawberry prints by her, she would not have such thoughts, would not have done such things to Wen Lian, and would not have received such photos every day.

Cheng Juan also ignored her.

Sheng Qi was really angry, she didn't like Wen Lian doing this kind of thing.

Wen Lian's words and deeds are consistent most of the time, she will do what she thinks, and she will say that.

According to Sheng Qi's understanding of Wen Lian in the past, she really felt that it was because of some kind of psychology that she left a trace of nervousness, so she insisted on taking pictures for herself.

But people change, who knows what Wen Lian is thinking.

Sheng Qi couldn't stand it just thinking about it, if Wen Lian did this on purpose, it was to tease and seduce her.

She can't accept it, she can't help being narrow-minded, thinking about who Wen Lian learned from.

So she acquiesced in her heart that Wen Lian had no intentions.

At noon the next day, Liu Chengjuan suddenly called, doubtful and worried, "Sheng Qi, what's wrong?"

Some words can't be said at all, Sheng Qi is also very embarrassed, and sent out such a sentence last night in the second place.

"It's nothing, you are busy, don't worry about me."

The more vague she is, the more Liu Chengjuan needs to know, "Shouldn't you let me know the reason for hating me?"

"You don't need to know, it's really all right."

Liu Chengjuan was silent for a while, and said a little tiredly: "But you sent a message of condemnation so late, others thought something happened to us, I scumbag you."

The angle was so strange, Sheng Qi laughed out loud, "It seems so, it really does look a bit like it."

Halfway through laughing, she suddenly realized that Cheng Juan would not say this for no reason.So it was the mysterious strawberry grower who misunderstood them?

Lack of Dade.

On the other end of the phone, Cheng Juan couldn't laugh at all, "Tell me about it."

Sheng Qi felt that Cheng Juan must need his own reason now so that he could explain it to the other side, so he made up a relatively reasonable one: "Well... I'm so small, didn't I ask you to accompany me to the exhibition on the 20th, you said I didn't have time, so I didn't go. I regretted it after thinking about it last night, so I hate you."

Cheng Juan over there seemed to believe it, and said in an apologetic tone: "It's my fault. You have only returned to Yujiang not long ago, and I am too busy to accompany you. I will treat you to dinner when I have time."

"Leave me alone, let's talk when you are free, I know you are busy." Cheng Juan used to be a studyaholic like Wen Lian, but now he must be a workaholic. It is normal to have no time.

After hanging up the phone, Sheng Qi lay down on the sofa, the things in his head were in a mess, what could it be called.

A message came in, Wen Lian: [Let's make another soup, what kind of soup do you want? ]

Sheng Qi: [Wrong post? ]

Wen Lian: [No, didn't you say we had dinner together on weekends? ]

Sheng Qi: [Forget it, it's too troublesome, I have something to do on the weekend, so I won't go there to eat. ]

She can't stay with Wen Lian recently.

Need to slow down for a while.

Wen Lian didn't reply to her again, but Sheng Qi had a hunch that it wouldn't end easily.

Sure enough, at eight o'clock in the evening, the doorbell rang.

"What's your business?"

"I can't tell you clearly about the meal by sending a message, so we should talk to you in person."

"In person? You still want to come into my house?"

"Can't you?" She calmly acted as if Sheng Qi was a troublesome security guard, and she just wanted to visit a supermarket.