After I fell off my horse, I was married for nine thousand years

"No, it means dead," Yan Huaiyin said for him what he didn't dare to say, his complexion didn't change, and he said with a warm smile, "How did you die, you can talk about it carefully."

The little prince had experienced too many deaths, and when he heard of the death of his sweetheart, he didn't cry out in disbelief.

The sun shines past the side of his neck, no one is jealous to block it, and it clings to his brows and eyes more and more, so the light looks breathtaking.

"It was surrounded by Liu Qingyun..." Jiang Yang talked about what happened last night in an incoherent manner.

Jiang Lian gave him the handkerchief, and used his body to attract most of Liu Qingyun's troops chasing and killing them. The last scene Jiang Yang saw was countless knives stabbing Jiang Lian.

Yan Huaiyin quietly listened to his description, and finally hummed: "I see."

"Take him down," Yan Huaiyin called Huo Yunping, "seek a doctor to treat him properly."

"I'm fine." Seeing that everyone in the room was looking at him, Yan Huaiyin rolled his eyes and smiled, "You all go out."

The two Heyu soldiers supported Jiang Yang to settle down, and in the end only Huo Yunping and Lian Qing were left in the house, Yan Huaiyin meant to let Lian Qing go down too.

What Yan Huaiyin said was categorical, so they left the room hesitantly.

Lian Qing followed behind Huo Yunping, and when he was about to turn a corner, he looked back worriedly.

He was instantly shattered: "Master!!"

-

Blood was flowing in and out, and when Yan Huaiyin woke up, he saw countless people surrounding his bed.

Yan Xiuqing sat on the edge of the bed, seeing him open her eyes, her eyes turned red.

Yan Huaiyin propped himself up and sat up, first he reached out and touched her head, and said in a hoarse voice, "I'm fine."

Yan Xiuqing didn't believe it.

Yan Huaiyin passed out for a day and a night, Yan Xiuqing was with him, never seen him like this.She watched him curl up on the bed and retch, sometimes he would cough up blood, the blood flowed out from the corners of his lips, and then stained his pale jaw red, sometimes when he couldn't bleed, he just coughed and vomited.

No one could stop it, the medicine couldn't go in, and Yan Huaiyin couldn't break his hand. He held Jiang Lian's hair in his palm, passed out, and stubbornly refused to let anyone take it.

These are Yan Huaiyin's appearances that Yan Xiuqing has never seen before.

The doctor who saw the doctor was trembling, Yan Huaiyin's heart and mind have been lost these days, how can he be revived if his heart is dead, today he was greatly stimulated, if this continues, it will take another year or two at most, even if he is gone in a short few days possible.

Everyone was stunned when they heard the doctor's words. A few days ago, they didn't see Yan Huaiyin's sadness at all.

He has always been good at forbearance.

"Brother." Yan Xiuqing just said that, and shed tears.

"Brother is fine," Yan Huaiyin wiped her tears with his hand, and said softly, "I want to stay by myself for a while, is that okay?"

Yan Xiuqing went to hold his slender wrist, and said: "I don't feel well, brother, please call me, I'll be outside."

Yan Huaiyin rolled his eyes and responded soothingly.

After all the people crowded in the room went out, Yan Huaiyin slowly lay back.

He had no strength in his body, and slowly turned his body sideways, burying himself in the place where Jiang Lian usually slept.

Buried in the deep quilt, Yan Huaiyin sniffed, but did not smell Jiang Lian.

He closed his eyes and groped, and the bedding was also full of ice.

While Yan Huaiyin was doing this, he felt uncomfortable again, the desire to vomit rose again in his body, he arched himself up, and consciously suppressed the discomfort that was swallowing him up.

until his fingers touched a letter.

The letter was stuffed on the innermost side of the bed, Yan Huaiyin didn't notice it a few days ago, but now the quilt was in a mess on the bed, and he only touched the letter when it rolled out.

Yan Huaiyin looked at the letter in his hand, he slowly unfolded it, and his eyes fell on the first line of words.

"My wife, Ayan, kisses me."

It's Jiang Lian's handwriting, Yan Huaiyin's handwriting is very beautiful, but Jiang Lian's handwriting can only be said to be quite satisfactory.Every time Yan Huaiyin saw him writing, she always wanted to take a break and help him practice.

The first time Jiang Lian heard him say that, he put down his pen, hugged him into his arms, and teased him with a smile: "Sir, teach me how to write, do you want Shu Xiu?"

Yan Huaiyin was still holding the tea in his hand, and he was picked up abruptly by him, hurriedly trying to stabilize the tea in his hand: "Why do I feel that I am teaching Shu Xiu to you?"

"Really?" They were sitting in the yard, Jiang Lian looked at the mottled tree shadows falling on him, raised his hand and traced on his thin shoulders and neck through the skirt, "Where do I practice calligraphy? The students want to practice here, Sir allow?"

In the dark bed, Yan Huaiyin closed his eyes after reading these few words.He took a few deep breaths and stabilized his hand holding the letter before he had the courage to continue looking down.

Jiang Lian never took the trouble to write to him, and always used the most common words, as if he was hugging him and telling him these words in a casual manner.

This letter is very long.

From my wife Ayan:

I love my wife so much that words are like faces.I left in a hurry and asked Lian to warm up the hot soup. Remember to drink it after you wake up, and don't let it cool before drinking, otherwise you will have a stomachache.

Qingqing Ayan, Liu Qingyun sent a letter saying that the Tiger Talisman is in his hand and he wants you to get it.Ahead is the Dragon's Pool and Tiger's Den. How can I give you up to jump, so I keep this time from you and try it first.

It shouldn't be easy to go this time, if I can come back alive with the Tiger Talisman, I will come to you to plead guilty, and let you beat and scold me to vent my anger, I just ask my wife not to ignore me.But I think you should be angry, so it’s okay to ignore me. If you ignore me for a day, I will coax you for a day. If you ignore me for a year, I will coax you for a year.If you are not angry, just smile at me, I love to see you smile.

If I can't survive, I will try my best to send the Tiger Talisman out of the city.

Ayan, Ayan, I'm far away, I can't touch you, don't cry when you see this place.I was a duckweed when I was alive, and I was not afraid of death, but I never expected that one day I would really be sympathetic to you, so I was born with thousands of worries and sorrows.

As soon as I left this time, I only cared about my wife's weakness. If I wasn't here, what would happen if it was cold?What about the hot weather?Will you have a good meal?Can I have a good night's sleep?

I am always worried when I am by your side, I want to find a place where the seasons are mild and unchanging, and I will put you in it, so that the wind and rain will not drench you.I don't do anything, just stand in front of your door, and you can see me as soon as you look up.

This is the case in life, and it is impossible to let go of it after death.Ayan, my wife, I pity you, cherish you, and never let go.

You used to be trapped in nightmares, when I hold you to sleep, you are always better.You may not know that when you woke up a few nights ago and found that you had fallen asleep and was not in my arms, I wanted to hug you back.But as soon as I put my hand on your waist, before I could use any force, you rolled back into my arms and hugged me tightly.

That night, the shadows of the trees were whirling outside the window, and the moonlight was extremely clear. At that moment, I felt as if I was struck by lightning, and my mind was shocked.When I see you touch your softness, it's like seeing the five mountains pressing down on my body and soul, so I can't struggle, and I'm willing to sink, like I've got a treasure.

My wife, Qingqing, I still have a thousand words to say so far, I hesitate to say anything.I want to hug you, I want to kiss you, I want to hear you talk, and I want to talk to you.The breeze and bright moon are always there, if I don't come back, I think there will always be a breeze around you, bringing my remnant soul to see you.

A Yan, you are sleeping next to me at this time, I just kissed you.If you see this, it is right that I kiss you again.

When I come back, I want to hug you.

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By the end, Yan Huaiyin could no longer read the words on the letter clearly. He felt that he couldn't breathe, and his fingertips were trembling violently.

He wanted to hold the letter tightly, but he couldn't bear to wrinkle it.

Yan Huaiyin put the letter aside, he tilted his head, curled up in the brocade quilt, he seemed to be smashed to pieces, and it was difficult to even blink.

But the tears welled up quickly and urgently, Yan Huaiyin was so stuffy in the brocade quilt that he finally burst into tears.He was crying so sadly, his cheeks were hot from crying, and big teardrops gushed out from under his thin eyelids, suddenly wanting to flow into the last warm blood in his body before giving up.

-

When Yan Xiuqing saw Yan Huaiyin again the next day, he was no different except for his pale complexion.

In the past few days of Yan Huaiyin's illness, Yan Xiuqing was responsible for many things. After he recovered, he did not take the matter back into his hands all at once, but instead gave Yan Xiuqing as much power as possible.

After a few days like this, Yan Huaiyin called Yan Xiuqing into the room one afternoon, and asked with a smile: "Zhao Huan's army is coming soon, now that you have the Tiger Talisman, what are you going to do?"

Yan Xiuqing knew that it was Yan Huaiyin who was testing her, so she answered cautiously: "Zhao Huan still thinks he is the general of the old dynasty's Fuguo. If he thinks so, the Northwest Army will be restricted by the tiger charm of the old dynasty. If it were me , I will build momentum first, my elder brother is the prince of the old dynasty, you are the king and he is the minister, if the momentum is well built, at least half of the army can be divided by taking the tiger talisman."

After she finished speaking, she saw Yan Huaiyin looking at him with eyes full of approval.Yan Xiuqing was immediately encouraged, and she said: "This is the interesting thing. It is impossible for Zhao Huan to give up his status as a general of the auxiliary state of the old court. Before he gave up, he was a loyal minister of the former court. Once he gave up, he would be a traitor to the party. No need If elder brother takes action, other forces in Daqi who hold military power will not let him go."

Yan Huaiyin praised her softly: "That's very good."

The tiger talisman is everything, Zhao Huan may have thought that Yan Huaiyin would never get the tiger talisman, and he and Liu Qingyun planned together, so that Liu Qingyun dared to use the tiger talisman to try to lure Yan Huaiyin into Chaohua City, but he knew there was no tiger talisman Yan Huaiyin is nothing.

But he didn't expect an accident to happen to Jiang Lian.

Liu Qingyun might be in chaos at this time, but unfortunately Chaohua City is now blocked by Yan Huaiyin, he can't send any news, so Zhao Huan on the road has no idea that the overall situation has been settled.

Yan Xiuqing also thought of Jiang Lian's point, but didn't dare to say it again.Yan Huaiyin looked too pale, Yan Xiuqing didn't dare to say Jiang Lian's name in front of him again.

The two chatted like this for a while, Yan Xiuqing was afraid that he couldn't bear it, so she stood up obediently: "Brother rest, I will go to the meeting again."

Yan Huaiyin hummed: "Okay, let's go down."

He looked at Yan Xiuqing, it seemed that his eyes were too farewell, Yan Xiuqing stopped for a while before leaving, she turned back and asked: "Brother, how are you these days?"

She came to Zhaohua City later, in her eyes, Yan Huaiyin might like Jiang Lian, but not that much, and when someone is gone, she will be sad for a while, and will always move forward.

She felt that even if her brother liked a man, as long as he was willing to find him, with his appearance and temperament, how could there be no one to admire and like him?

Yan Huaiyin heard her asking, and smiled, he seemed to be really much better, even his smile was a bit more real, and said gently: "I'm much better, don't worry too much about me."

Yan Xiuqing saw that he really seemed to be thinking about it, so she left hesitantly.

She wanted Yan Huaiyin to rest more in her heart, so she didn't go to him early the next day, but until noon, the door of Yan Huaiyin's room was still tightly closed.

Yan Huaiyin always got up early, Yan Xiuqing finished his work, passed by his house, saw his closed door, halfway there, suddenly froze there.

As if struck by lightning, she didn't bother to knock on the door for a while, and directly pushed open the door of Yan Huaiyin's room.

There was no one in the room, only a letter on the table.

Yan Xiuqing stepped forward in two steps and opened the letter on the table.

After reading the letter, she felt that the blood in her body was cooling down. Yan Xiuqing clutched the letter and hurried out to call for someone.

But before he opened his mouth, he heard a burst of cheers.

Yan Xiuqing looked up and saw Qi Yu running over, she shouted: "Jiang Lian, Jiang Lian is still alive!!"

Behind her, followed a tall man.

Jiang Lian's whole body was dirty, his wounds were roughly covered, and he was full of evil spirits that couldn't be concealed.

He walked in a hurry, turning a blind eye to the cheers around him, and when he saw Yan Xiuqing with red eyes, he paused, and asked hoarsely, "Where's your brother?"

Yan Xiuqing couldn't hold back her tears anymore, she handed the letter in her hand to Jiang Lian, and said in a trembling voice, "Look, you'll know where he has gone after you look."

Jiang Lian took the letter, looked down, and saw Yan Huaiyin's smooth handwriting.

From my sister Xiuqing:

Zhan Xin'an, seeing words as faces.The tiger talisman of the army is placed under my pillow, you go and get it, so that it is convenient to deal with the old northwest department.After I'm gone, I'll discuss everything with Liu Shangqing, he's the only adviser you can trust.

Even if the overall situation has been decided, the outcome of the confrontation is unpredictable, so we must not take it lightly.If you win, immediately send your troops to attack Chaohua City without delay.When entering the city, don't hurt the people, occupy the palace first, kill Qi Xuanchang, avenge the death of his mother, and then he can become emperor.The road of empress is difficult, sister, choose more good ministers, stay away from villains, and care about the common people, so that the country can last forever.

I am going this time because of Jiang Lian's death.I always can't believe that he is dead, and I wake up in the middle of the night, as if I also died with him.He died simply, and I died a hundred times.

I'm so sorry that I don't know what will happen to you.In the first half of my life, I was in shackles, and I considered every step of the way. Looking back on the past, I was nine times hard and bitter, and rarely lonely and happy.I thought it was my great fortune to be able to meet Jiang Lian, and I wished I could cherish it again and again, but I didn’t expect it to be teased by the heavens, who took away my love time and time again, and in the end it was like grasping sand, leaving nothing behind .

But don't worry, I will look for him, the world will see his death as a pity, but I don't know that I am happy.Sister, let me indulge this time, Jiang Lian is not here, I feel like a knife hammering my heart all the time, only when I think of being able to see him, I feel happy in my heart, so I am willing in every possible way.

You have grown up, you no longer need my protection, the eagle is flying, and I have nothing to worry about in this world.Sister, I miss him so much, don't blame me.

After you become emperor, if you have spare time, you can find the bones of the two of us and bury them together.I didn't believe in the Buddhist theory of reincarnation, but when I was dying, I didn't see each other. I was always unwilling. The bones were buried in one place. I don't know if the soul is easier to meet?

The road ahead is in a hurry, so I stop writing here.I am willing, my sister cherishes it.

Mo Nian.

Yan Huaiyin stayed.