A guide to the first love of a spoiled dog

People will grow up, and one day they will discover those things that were brooding in their hearts when they were young, and they will be nothing more than that in retrospect.

Wounds heal and scars become shallower, but the pain felt is not entirely forgotten.

It becomes fear, defense, cowardice... A protective cover is attached to the heart, and all secrets, difficulties, and pains are hidden in it on its own initiative, and it becomes the reason for adults' unhappiness and distrust.

At that time, Cupid didn't have a deep understanding of human nature, and he hadn't raised his guard yet, only faintly aware that something was wrong.

It was as if... After that day, everyone changed.

The summer vacation of the second year of high school is very short. As prospective senior three students, they have to return to campus more than a month earlier than students of other grades.

On the first day of school, the entire floor was filled with a death depression.The weather was hot and the cicadas were singing, and the four characters "life is better than death" were written on everyone's faces.

The three of them would still take the initiative to talk to Cupid after class, bragging together; Hou Lingfan said that he was going to the bathroom, Cupid got up and wanted to go too.

Hou Lingfan immediately sat back in his seat and said that he could bear it any longer.

Recalling this, Cupid was annoyed, "He can't bear it! Later, within 2 minutes of class, he raised his hand and said he was going to the bathroom..."

Then, Qu Zao, who always liked to pester Cupid before, suddenly announced that he had a girlfriend and would no longer play with them inseparably; Zhao Feng also suddenly had a mysterious girlfriend from another school, and Hou Lingfan suddenly fell in love with Ban flower……

The English class representative in the class is a weak boy who was always bullied by the seniors before. Cupid helped them fight twice, and the relationship between the two has always been good.

On the third day of school, the English class representative put a letter in his homework, which was full of love for him, very sincere.

Cupid found him after school at noon, and politely rejected him, saying that he didn't mean that to him.

In the empty classroom, the class representative had tears in his eyes and cried, "But... it was your buddy who told me that you liked me... I thought it was true..."

"good buddies?"

"Well, Hou Lingfan, Zhao Feng, Qu Zao, aren't they your good buddies? They told me that you, you like boys, you are so nice to me because you are interested in me..."

Cupid didn't say anything more, and left after refusing, and left the school in a daze.

Want to confront them?Or call them out and clarify?

He was in a tangle, and now, he couldn't think of what attitude he should use to face his "good buddy".

Just as he was thinking, three familiar figures walked out from the snack street opposite the school.

The three hooked their shoulders together, chatting and laughing, and Zhao Feng was still holding a skewered squid in his hand, eating so much sauce that his mouth was full.

Faced with this scene, Cupid didn't have time to think too much, so he turned around and ran in the opposite direction.

He was afraid, afraid that those three people would also see him, afraid that those three people would come over and tell him: Ah Qiu, in fact, we have been avoiding you on purpose these days.

We don't want to play with you anymore...

Cupid ran with all his strength, the August sun wrapped around his body viciously, and sweat rushed like a river.

He ran, he wanted to run away from prejudices and misunderstandings, he didn't like anyone, he didn't hurt anyone, why was his heart hurt, why was he guilty?

He ran, he wanted to beat the time, ran back to the past, ran into that birthday night, he obviously still had many unspeakable secrets, why did he choose this one to tell?

He runs, he asks, he curses, he hangs his head down.

He ran, he ran, he ran.

Until passing through that intersection, a car with brake failure rushed out and knocked over four pedestrians on the zebra crossing.

Cupid finally stopped running and started a long tug-of-war with death...

Xia Yu got up and took out a new can of cold beer from the refrigerator after listening to all he said.

Cupid spoke dryly, but unexpectedly happily, he finally spoke out his unknown thoughts, and gained a sense of relief.

"Brother Xia Yu, can I have some wine?" Cupid asked.

Xia Yu leaned on the refrigerator door, turned his back to him and chuckled, "Drinking? You won't have class tomorrow?"

"Low-alcohol wine should be fine, right?" Cupid thought, "Why don't you pour me a little of your bar, I'm afraid I won't be able to sleep tonight..."

Xia Yu paused for a moment, and took out a can of peach-flavored sparkling fruit wine from the deepest part of the lower shelf of the freezer. The alcohol content was only 3%, and it was a free gift from convenience stores.

"Hey~"

Cupid glanced at the package, said nothing, and took a sip from the tab.

"Brother Xia Yu, why do you love drinking so much?" Cupid's mood changed quickly, and he asked curiously, "Although I know that drinking is just a personal hobby, I don't mean to criticize you... I just want to know, what is the meaning of drinking?" Where is the beauty?"

Xia Yu took a sip of beer, pondered for a moment, and said: "Well... the slightly drunk state is very light, and the mind will also relax, thinking about nothing. There is no special concern in the head, but the feeling is very fulfilling, closer to ..." He paused, "Love."

"Love?" Cupid was puzzled, "Who do you love, wine?"

Xia Yu smiled, took another sip of wine, and didn't speak again.

A drunken state is like love...

Thinking about this sentence, Cupid took another sip of sparkling wine, and the jar in his hand became much lighter.

But Cupid may have overestimated himself, he didn't drink well, and he didn't know why he fell asleep.

At seven o'clock the next morning, Xia Yu woke him up from the bed in the bedroom and told him to get up and have breakfast quickly, and he had to go to class later.

Cupid's head didn't hurt much, but he also forgot how he got back to this bed.

The boy put his curly chicken nest head on his head and asked, "Brother Xia Yu, did I do anything rude last night?"

"No," Xia Yu denied, and went back to the living room to lie down on the sofa, silently rubbing her red wrist and palm.

Cupid doesn't like the smell of cigarettes, but recently, during the breaks between each class, he began to take the initiative to ask Xia Yu to go to the balcony to smoke.

As the name suggests, I want to ask for advice on oral practice skills.

Xia Yu was not suspicious either.

Since he knew Cupid's sexuality, he was afraid that his attitude would hurt Cupid's inexperienced little heart, so he became more patient and accommodating.

Cupid doesn't know this, Xia Yu's personality is selfish, it makes sense for him to be hot or cold.

What he was worried about was that if Xia Yu continued to show his face on the balcony, the head of the group might pursue him with roses as soon as the lockdown was lifted.

Before that, Cupid added the group leader's WeChat account and matched the information in the group, only to find out that the group leader was the admirer who posted Xia Yu's photo in the group.

mock up!The young lady also changed her nickname and avatar specially. If Cupid hadn't been alert and remembered her nickname in the group, she might have taken it lightly.

Many people in the group joined this group buying activity, and most of them stocked up on instant noodles, fresh fruits and vegetables; Cupid also specially ordered two boxes of high-calcium milk for his grandparents, and Grandma Qiu insisted on sharing them after receiving them. Give them a box of...

Xia Yu got two boxes of beer as he wished, and when volunteer Qin Tian delivered the goods to their door, he also gave Xia Yu a bag alone—snacks he didn’t buy, and said they were given by the team leader.

This leader... is not easy!

Cupid secretly cared about it, so he became more and more attached to Xia Yu, and worried that he would go to the balcony to smoke alone.

Coincidentally, when Xia Yu was smoking alone on the balcony, he could always see the team leader posting photos in the group from time to time, recording his beauty and temperament from various angles.

Since Cupid appeared together, there has been no photo of Xia Yu in the group.

"Tsk, what are you doing?" Xia Yu turned to look at him, frowning slightly.

Cupid suddenly regained consciousness, withdrew his hand from Xia Yu's shoulder, and took a step back.

The palm that held Xia Yu's shoulder was hanging by his side, it was about to burn!

Cupid doesn't understand what's wrong with him. Recently, his body seems to have his own consciousness, and he always acts without the brain...

"I, I'm nervous!" Cupid explained dryly, "I'm under too much pressure and need comfort!"