Beautiful and miserable be aesthetics

Uncle Fu ran to adjust the surveillance in the palace.

In the shot, from the very beginning when the teenager leaves there with a plate, everything is normal until he walks into the room with the little light.

The moment the door was pushed open, it was like opening a Pandora's box, and everything happened in an uncontrollable direction.

A plate dropped on the rug was like a signal.

Even through the screen, they could feel the young man's struggle engulfed by fear in just a few seconds.

They are no strangers to Shi Deng's gesture.

Shi Deng fell ill.

Uncle Fu felt his bones were cold for no reason, and his voice trembled: "...Quick! Go to Xiaodeng's room and have a look!"

There was no monitor in the bedroom. When he looked at it, the light stayed in it for a while and then came out, with a strange smile on his face, and returned to the place he came from.

The old man could see clearly with his not-so-cloudy eyes that the young man had spilled something in their meal.And Yuan Ting almost ate it.

Uncle Fu followed Shi Deng back so many times, this time was the one he was most afraid of.

Never been so scared.

Now he doesn't want to know what the thing that was spilled in the meal is, and he only prays for one thing——

The little light is fine.

Ever since Shige'er disappeared, for some reason, the leader lost control of the underworld.Until now, Huang Quan still lies across the city of God Arc.

And the same time going back as before, the leader can't implement it.At most, this ability can only be cast on flowers and plants, or in a small area.

What if Xiaodeng really died in the hands of the leader, and after the leader woke up, he found that he had killed him...

Uncle Fu didn't dare to think about it any further.

I'm afraid the leader will go crazy the moment he wakes up.

When rushing into the little lamp room, everyone prepared for the worst. When the little lamp fell off the bed and crawled out in a daze, he looked up and saw four shocked faces.

Xiaodeng collapsed weakly: "Shideng is ill."

Yuan Ting walked over nervously, picked him up and shook him: "Are you okay?!"

Xiaodeng: "...Fortunately, where is the Shideng."

When he was strangled, he tried to hold his breath, and almost lost his breath. After Shi Deng left, he fainted for a while before waking up.

Just at this moment, there was a violent wave of supernatural power in the next room, and a chain of time pulled uncontrollably towards the wall, smashing the partition between the small lamp and the bedroom of the time lamp with a bang.

Everyone looked, and the scene in Shi Deng's bedroom came into view.

The young man held his head in pain. The water stains on the ground, the scattered green stars, the discarded medicine bottles, and the falling pills made everything around him extremely chaotic.

He obviously couldn't control his abilities now, and the chain of time attacked everything around him indiscriminately.

"They're all dead..."

He banged his head up and down, laughing and sobbing.

The pills swallowed into his body were working, Shi Deng stepped on the edge of reason and madness, and everything he did just now clearly appeared in his mind.

Xiaodeng's flushed face, weak struggles, the caring and trusting eyes of his companion and Uncle Fu, the medicine he put into the food...all became a huge needle, stabbing hard into his mind.

The unspeakable pain broke through this hypocritical world, and he found that this world is real.

So what did he do.

Shi Deng felt an evasive mentality that was close to fear. He wanted to gouge out his eyes and puncture his eardrums, so that he could neither hear nor see the 'black shadows' mocking him for killing the wrong person.

How could he have killed the wrong person.

Consciousness was ups and downs, like a criminal who was about to drown in the deep sea, he pinched his neck, letting himself taste the suffocation.

The effect of the pill dispelled the chaotic illusion in his mind, but Shi Deng was even more desperate.

He hypnotizes himself that this is fake, trying to kill himself to return to the real world.When he died, everything around him ceased to exist.

"Time lamp!"

"Shi Deng, open your eyes and see, we are all fine!"

Someone is calling him.

It's Xiao Deng... and the voices of Uncle Fu and the others.

fraud.

It must be those 'shadows' around him who are lying to him.

Or hallucinations.

But the voice calling him became more and more anxious, Shi Deng slowly let go of his hand, a terrifying pinch mark had already been pinched by himself on his neck, his eyelashes trembled, and he finally opened his eyes.

On the other side of the wall broken by the chain of time, Xiaodeng, Uncle Fu, and his friends stood together, looking at him worriedly.

"Shi Deng, we're fine."

Xiaodeng looked at him nervously: "I was you when you were a child! I'm awesome, okay, pretending to be dead is the best way to do it."

The tear-stained teenager stared at them blankly for a long time, as if confirming that this was not a dream, he staggered out of bed.

But for some reason, Shi Deng stopped running towards them, and two seconds later, he started to back away instead.

The young man didn't seem to be fully awake, he murmured softly: "I...I can't go there, I will hurt you..."

It's ridiculous.

He divided Xiaodeng into his own protection area, installed surveillance in the corridors of the palace, and allocated time to chain around Xiaodeng to protect him.

Prevent Uncle Fu from getting tired, and protect your companions to reduce injuries during the battle...

After Brother Shi left, he didn't want to lose anyone close to him. It's not that he didn't know that his overprotective desire was a bit pathological, but he just couldn't control it.

But in the end, it was himself who hurt them.

Shi Deng's consciousness is sometimes sober and sometimes chaotic, the whole person is in the middle of the dividing line between half-crazy and not-crazy.

Uncle Fu and the others held their breath and concentrated, for fear of irritating him again.

This kind of carefulness can be clearly felt by Shi Deng.

He couldn't help feeling self-loathing.

Obviously he did something wrong, why should he care about him so carefully and care about him.Shouldn't what they should do now be to lock him up as a threat so that he can never hurt them?

This thought flashed through the boy's mind, but he felt it made a lot of sense.

A strange and crazy light ignited in the different pupils, and he said to himself: "I will protect you."

He raised his eyes and smiled: "I will remove all threats that will harm you one by one."

Under Uncle Fu Xiaodeng's horrified eyes, the boy smashed his tendons, sealed two of the three major meridians through which the supernatural powers flow, and fell limply in the puddle on the ground with a smile.

No matter what happened after that, Shi Deng's trance-like consciousness could no longer remember clearly.

He saw the sharp tiles piercing into his limp arms, and the limbs with weird arcs were soaked with water.

He saw the rotten sunflower that he had trampled on floating in the water, the brilliant golden petals now showing a dirty and dull black, sinking and floating.

Like his world.

·

[The tall windows cast a ray of light from the sky.

In the dim room, the boy was lying limply on the water beach, his different pupils were extremely gray.

The green grass scattered on the ground looks like real stars.According to a slightly bloody weird dream.

Not far away are friends who are running towards him.

Light and shadow clearly divide the space.

He is like a sunflower rotting in water. 】

This episode of the manga update ends with this scene, the manga reader sits up in shock as he is dying, and the 40-meter-long knife stabs straight at the inappropriate person's bald pen.

[I forgot that Shi Zai was sick ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah if he really accidentally killed Xiaodeng this time, he would really go crazy! ]

[It's not normal now, okay? !Normally he'd kill himself (screaming)]

[That is to say, can it be saved? Woohoo, sister Le, give me some strength, help me! ]

[Save... save the child... save... what should I do (holding a needle and thread in a daze), this shabby boy, where should I sew QAQ]

[After Brother Shi left, I felt so insecure, woohoo, are you really not coming back? What has Shi Zai done to himself. ]

[It stands to reason that Yuan is gone, and the timeline continues to move forward, should this manga be over?Why is it still being serialized ah woo woo woo, I’m so uneasy, it won’t be all over qaq]

[It’s like a warm sunflower, but its body is covered with thorns that only roses have. Even if he didn’t want to, he still hurt people. When Shi Zai hurt himself, he pulled out these hurting thorns, so that he didn’t get hurt. the ability of others. ]

[......]

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Wheelchairs that had been idle for a long time came into use again.

Shi Deng didn't cooperate with this treatment so much that he even moved out of the palace and asked people to build a small wooden house in the sea of ​​sunflowers under the back cliff.

Counting nine cold winters, this sea of ​​flowers blooms brilliantly, and the first snow falls on the golden petals.

A scene of nature that is absolutely invisible under normal circumstances, Shideng insisted.He didn't seal all his main meridians, but only kept one, so that he could use some supernatural powers to keep these flowers brilliant.

In order to facilitate wheelchair walking, a flat path was opened up in Huahaili and paved with marble.The path is twists and turns, Shideng isolates himself in the cabin deep in the sea of ​​flowers.

No matter how Xiaodeng cried and everyone tried to persuade him, he seldom came out to see them.

Yuan Guang has dismissed many people since the Essence Incident, and his overall image is much better than before.Occasionally, a person with supernatural abilities passed by this sea of ​​flowers when performing tasks.

Seeing it is strange, I want to go deep.

The time lamp was annoying, so he simply surrounded the outside with time chains as a fence, and put a wooden sign outside, which read: [Monster dwelling, strangers should not enter].

The chain of time is too iconic, after the sea of ​​flowers is surrounded, all the supernatural beings know that this is the place surrounded by time lamps.

I also saw the wooden sign saying that there were monsters living inside. Although they were afraid of offending the leader of Yuanguang, they dared not approach, but their curiosity grew stronger in their hearts.

As the cold winter passed, some people accidentally saw the shadow of a 'monster' in the sea of ​​flowers.

Some people said that he saw a white-haired old man quietly vicissitudes under the setting sun and white snow; some people said that he saw stars with soft green light; Locked up many monsters, because he saw vague and unreal lights and shadows, and whispered conversations.

The more rumors became more and more bizarre, the sea of ​​flowers that bloomed all day was gradually tinged with mysterious and fantastic colors. It was inevitable that someone would inquire about the news, and found out that they had come to Yuanting and the others who were familiar with Shideng.

Yuan Ting waited for some people who knew the inside story to finish listening, then remained silent.

There is no monster there, but it is just a person who has locked himself up.

This sea of ​​sunflowers also has a name, which is [Monster Residence].

……

Shi Deng looked indifferent, pushing the wheelchair forward slowly, snowflakes fell on his gray hair tips and eyelashes, the feeling of twilight on his body was even heavier, and pale fingertips brushed off the snow on the sunflower.

He didn't care if he didn't have enough strength, he just brushed it a few more times.

The desire to kill would become the cause of his illness, so he stopped killing strange beasts, and now he takes medicine every day to control his emotions well.

If nothing major happened, he would never stand up again with his abilities, and he would never let himself have the chance to hurt his friends.

He had a glass jar on his lap.

The green star inside is only half left.

In the reed leaves of Huangquan, there are fragments of brother Shi's memory wrapped in them, all of which are beautiful memories that can soothe his emotions.

He now understands what Brother Shi meant when he told him that this jar of stars was a little 'selfish' of his when he left.

Brother Shi is also not sure if everything about him will disappear after he disappears.So he made a star to store memory and gave it to him.

It is said that the moment a person really dies begins when no one in this world remembers him.

Shi Deng thought to himself, it turned out that Brother Shi was also a little scared.

Afraid of forgetting the old future after giving him the new future.

These green stars loaded with memories are like addictive drugs to him, and he couldn't help himself to open them.

Every time you look at one, the stars disappear one by one.

It seemed to be his only pleasure.

After seeing these stars, he wanted to go.To leave in the true sense, to disappear.

Presumably the small lights will also be well taken care of.

Maybe he should send Little Lantern back...

Thoughts were drifting aimlessly. The boy was drowsy in the snow. Recently, he always felt cold easily, and his body temperature was also cold. It wasn't because of the weather and temperature. He seemed to be able to feel that he didn't live long.

The chain of time outside trembled suddenly, and Zhi Ze's voice came from afar, with unconcealable tension: "Shi Deng, something happened!"

Above the Arc City, above the rushing Yellow Spring, a cloud of dark and weak mist suddenly appeared.

It was chained and cursed sharply: "I said I can't die! You can't kill me! When I recover, I'll see if any of you lunatics drag me to die with me!"

The boy in the sea of ​​flowers and snow gently opened his eyes.

Very slowly, a shocking chill and hostility emerged from those different pupils, and the terrifying tyranny was suppressed under the calm.

The young man looked in the direction of the Arc City.