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Lian Yu drove to the cemetery. It was not a day of worship, and the cemetery was not even open to the public. After registration, Lian Yu came to his mother's grave.

Looking at the cold tombstone, Lian Yu couldn't bear it anymore.

"Mom, tell me, what should I do now?" I endured the tears all the way, and when I saw my mother's tombstone, they fell in clusters, not to mention that the man did not cry easily, but it was not that sad the point.

What happened today had a huge impact on Lian Yu, his mother committed suicide.

At that time, she must have suffered great pain and despair, but he was so close to her at that time, so close, but he didn't notice it at all.If he had known something at that time and spent more time with his mother, would it have been better, would it have made her want to survive.

"Do you hate my dad? Or it's silly for you to want him to remember you forever in this way. "

In many cases, loving someone can engrave a brand in your heart, and hating can also do the same.And self-death is a point that is forcibly stuck in the memory, and this point will be engraved in the bone, lingering.

No matter how much his father hated his mother, he couldn't forget this person.

But later he could no longer find a picture of his mother at home, and even the traces of his life were erased.

His aunt also comforted him, his father was afraid of being emotional, no matter what, his mother had passed away for so many years, his father didn't have any gossip, and lived a life of asceticism like an ascetic.

It turned out that it was just because I had lost too much and was afraid.

His parents' marriage was a victim of interests, and there were no survivors of this marriage, including him.

"Should I hate my dad?" If it weren't for his dad's selfishness and irresponsibility, maybe the current situation would not exist.

It is said that in an unfortunate marriage, children are the biggest victims, so he should be too.He lost his mother and his father when he was young.Since bearing the family pressure, he often feels empty and lonely.

But nothing can compare to Wen Yan, who has ruined her voice and grew up lonely and helpless.Thinking of how he was bullied by the campus, Lian Yu's heart felt like a knife.

"You shouldn't hurt Wen Yan, he is the most innocent." Lian Yu took a deep breath, "Is he your son's favorite person, a piece of my heart?"

Lian Yu wiped his eyes: "Are you surprised? Probably the feelings in the world are so unreasonable."

The cemetery was built on a shady mountain, very cold, even with unmelted snow, even if the sun is shining now, it can't reach here.Together with the cold wind, it can freeze people through.

Lian Yu was wearing thin clothes and his body was already numb, but he couldn't feel the cold.As if masochistic, just stood there, stubborn like a tree.

After a long time, Lian Yu moved his stiff body.

"Whether you like it or not, if you want to admit your daughter-in-law first, I don't know if blood relationship can stop others, anyway, I don't care."

Lian Yu smiled: "I'll come to see you when I'm free, and I'll try to bring him with me next time. I'll leave today."

Lian Yu turned and left, leaving all the coldness behind him, now he just wants to go back and sleep with his wife in his arms.

……

Wen Yan let Yan Ruoxue pull her into the car, and kept silent no matter what Yan Ruoxue said along the way.Not knowing what to say in response, his consciousness was torn in two.Half were celebrating finding their mother, overjoyed.Half of them were mourning the loss of Lianyu, crying bitterly.

There were many voices tugging at him in the haze, and there were sharp echoes in his ears.

Yan Ruoxue was surrounded by great joy and guilt. It was a gift from heaven for her to find her child.

"Xiaoyan, what do you want to eat? Mom will take you to eat, and then we'll go shopping. You can buy whatever you want." Yan Ruoxue was so excited that she didn't know why.

"Your job is a makeup artist, right? Mom is a painter. You can see that our professions are similar. When I finish handling domestic affairs, you will leave here with me."

Yan Ruoxue didn't expect Mu Ling's son to be so absurd and vile, money was no longer important, she had to take the child away quickly, and don't let him continue to be polluted here.

"Mom will find you the best beauty teacher to teach you. You are so smart and you will definitely be able to improve to the next level." Yan Ruoxue is famous in the art circle and has a wide network of contacts. As long as Wen Yan wants to learn Yes, she will arrange everything, her children don't have to worry about making a living, as long as they are happy from today onwards.

"I'll contact some good throat specialists to cure your throat, and everything will be fine." Yan Ruoxue was very heartbroken and blamed herself. When it was found out that Wen Yan couldn't speak, she collapsed for two whole days .How could she not hate the child who could chase after her and call her "Mom" but turned into a mute? She was afraid that Wen Yan would blame her for not being optimistic about him.

"Look, we're home. This is a temporary residence, and we won't be staying for long anyway." Yan Ruoxue got out of the car first, and opened the door for Wen Yan, "After we leave, we will never come back."

Wen Yan remained numb, but flinched when he heard "Never come back again".He doesn't want to, he can't do without the familiar environment, this is the city where he grew up, he is familiar with the climate and food here.He likes the four distinct seasons here, his work and colleagues are here, Bai Congyu is there, and... Lian Yu!

Thinking of this, Wen Yan's heart ached fiercely, and his mind, which had been numb for a long time, began to function.

He carefully looked at Yan Ruoxue's face, they had similar eyes, same dimples, and fair skin.He's found his mother, he's not an unwanted kid, he's just been lost.He was bearing the shock of being lost and found again, and the feeling of being connected by blood made his breathing tense.

"Xiaoyan, come and drink some grapefruit tea first, and mother is going to change clothes." Yan Ruoxue put a large cup of tea with the fragrance of grapefruit in his hand, and entered the room by herself.

But after a while, Yan Ruoxue came out in a change of home clothes. Compared to the black one just now, which looked like a war robe, the camel cashmere sweater instantly softened her temperament.

"It's still early, you can think about what you want for dinner." Yan Ruoxue sat next to Wen Yan, held Wen Yan's hand, and kneaded it carefully.

"Let mother take a good look at you. I didn't expect that it would be 20 years since our mother and child were separated..." Yan Ruoxue cried and laughed, holding on to Wen Yan and not letting go. After 20 years, the ghost knows how she survived. The child was lost. , At that time, even the idea of ​​committing suicide appeared.

Fortunately, she survived, otherwise she would not have seen her child.

"Mom has houses in Sweden and Spain. You can live wherever you like. If you don't like it, you can choose by yourself. You can choose where you like. Mom will be with you." Yan Ruoxue wanted to give Wen Ruoxue everything she had. Word.

"Originally you had a little aunt, but it's a pity that the three of them are gone. Back then, your aunt loved you." Yan Ruoxue sighed regretfully, but after more than a year, Yan Ruoxue lost four relatives. It's unimaginable, "Okay, let's not talk about this, let's talk about something happy."

The whole afternoon, the mother and son were immersed in the joy of reunion, until after dinner, Wen Yan politely rejected his mother's idea of ​​keeping him overnight. He admitted that he really wanted to be close to his mother. Similarly, he now needed a quiet place to digest these things. He has endured too much today, and it is a bit overwhelming.

Yan Ruoxue was unwilling in every possible way, now she wanted to see Wen Yan all the time, and Wen Yan even refused her request to move tomorrow.

Wen Yan: You give me some time, I need to coordinate some things, I am not an older brother who lives alone and grew up together.

"I know it's that person named Bai Congyu." During the investigation, Yan Ruoxue found that this person occupied a very important position in Wen Yan's life.

"Has he gone on a business trip? When he comes back, I will treat him to dinner. What does he like? I will prepare a big gift. I must thank him very much." Yan Ruoxue is so grateful to Bai Congyu, he accompanied Wen like a competent brother Words grow up.If it weren't for Bai Congyu, Wen Yan would be so lonely and pitiful. In the end, Yan Ruoxue reluctantly sent Wen Yan home.

Wen Yan watched the car drive away, and stood downstairs for a long time, close to those wintersweet plants, I don't know if it was because of the night, the fragrance of wintersweet became even colder, and the coldness penetrated his bone marrow until it was so cold in his heart.

There were calls coming in from his mobile phone all the time, and he knew it was Lianyu without looking at it. He didn't answer and turned off the sound because he didn't know what else to say.In the end, the phone was dead and turned off.

In a day of great sorrow and great joy, he endured it all over again.Gaining and losing are so heavy.

Step by step upstairs, step by step to the door.Seeing the person sitting in front of the house, Wen Yan's eyes welled up.

Lian Yu raised his head when he heard footsteps, his eyes met, Wen Yan bit his lower lip, shrank his head like a turtle, turned and ran away.

It is best not to meet now, he will cry.