WTO accession

Yang Xuan and Xiao Siye sat side by side on the sofa, Yang Xuan cried in the car, her eyes were still red, Xiao Siye was smoking one cigarette after another.Xiao Guo sat on a chair beside him, and met his parents' eyes.

"Speak," Yang Xuan stared at Xiao Guo closely, her voice a bit hoarse, "What's going on with you and that boy?"

"It's nothing." After Xiao Guo finished speaking, he also felt that this was a bit naive, and he said, "We are in love."

Yang Xuan stood up as soon as she slapped the table, pointed at Xiao Guo excitedly, and said, "Say it again!"

Xiao Guo said: "We are in love."

He didn't mean to provoke Yang Xuan, but Yang Xuan was already furious.She and Xiao Siye deliberately came back early to pick up their son from school in a hurry, but the scene she saw made her mind buzz.

She clenched her hands into fists, forcing herself to calm down, and asked, "Since when did it start?"

Xiao Guo thought for a while and said honestly: "Spring Festival."

Yang Xuan sat back on the sofa, and exchanged a glance with Xiao Siye, the couple regretted it too late.Yang Xuan asked: "Son, you, are you really... that one?"

Xiao Guo had expected that his parents would not easily accept the matter between him and Nan Zhuo, saying that it was different from being found out, and he felt very uncomfortable when he was in such a mess.

But he would not run away and nodded to Yang Xuan.

There was a few seconds of silence in the living room, and tears appeared in Yang Xuan's eyes again.She thumped Xiao Siye who was beside her, and said with a choked voice, "Look, I said we can't ignore our son! You just lost your money! After so many years... Now he is like this, what should you do! You Say what to do?"

Xiao Siye slightly moved the hand holding the cigarette away, and when Yang Xuan finished speaking, he said, "Seek a psychiatrist."

He was tall and strong, indeed dignified when he sat there silent, and for the time being not as excited as his wife.He looked at Xiao Guo and said, "You broke up with that boy. I can go to the best psychiatrist in Yufang City, and it will definitely be corrected. If it doesn't work, just suspend school. If you don't get over it, don't think about it anywhere." Go, I will ask the doctor to come to the house when the time comes, and this kind of thing cannot be spread outside."

"It's so late, you're still thinking about saving face!" Yang Xuan scolded, but she agreed with Xiao Siye's idea, and said to Xiao Guo: "Listen to your father, you have to see a doctor. You are still young, just a moment of confusion. The doctor will be fine."

However, Xiao Guo didn't let her continue, he said: "I won't break up with Nan Zhuo, and I won't go to see a doctor. This is..."

"What do you mean?" Yang Xuan's voice was sharp, "Xiao Guo! How did you do this? You used to be very obedient!"

What she said can be traced back to ten years ago, but now Xiao Guo is close to an adult.He said sincerely: "Homosexuality is not a disease, really. During the winter vacation, Nan Zhuo and I went to the library to check the information. It is not a disease. It is more common in some foreign places, and it also exists in the animal world. It shows that it... .”

"Shut up!" Yang Xuan almost screamed, "You don't live abroad, and you're not an animal!"

"Mom, listen to me first!" Xiao Guo actually raised his voice, and he said, "You can check it out, it's not a disease, and it doesn't need to be corrected. I like Nanzhuo, I... you guys You should also know that I have never liked people, but Nanzhuo is different. I never let you worry about it since I was a child, and I didn't want to keep it a secret this time, we are very serious."

After he finished speaking, he paused for a while, and wanted to say more, but Xiao Siye stood up, stretched out his hand and slapped him across the face.

"What are you doing!" Yang Xuan watched her son nearly fall off the chair after being beaten, jumped up and hugged Xiao Siye's arm.

"You're serious!" Xiao Siye was unmoved, pointing at the tip of Xiao Guo's nose and roaring, "Didn't you let us worry about it? This time you are as good as others a hundred times!"

Xiao Guo came over slowly and also stood up.Xiao Siye almost lifted the coffee table and said, "Sit down for me!"

Half of Xiao Guo's face was red and swollen, and there was blood in his mouth, but he stood still and didn't even look away.

"Okay, Xiao Guo, you can do it! You think your wings are hard!" Xiao Siye became a little manic, "I ask you, this afternoon, my mother and I saw it with our own eyes. What are you doing standing on the street with him? You Shameless! Let me tell you, from today onwards, you don’t even think about stepping out of our house! You, that boy, I will go and tell him in person, you must stop! Talk to a fucking child who is only seventeen or eighteen years old. What love, or two boys! Isn’t that person the one from the hospital last time? It was because of him that you interrupted your hand last time, right?

Yang Xuan's complexion also changed when he heard that he broke his hand, she stretched out her hand and pushed Xiao Guo's shoulder, and said: "I'll just say my son is stupid, he can go to the hospital just because he fights!" Spinning around, "That boy's name is Nan Zhuo, right? I remember, he looks like a girl, and I guess he will be a second child when he grows up. Xiao Guo, you were cheated by him, right? He hooked you up, right? "

"No!" Xiao Guo couldn't bear it anymore, he pressed his soreness to the tip of his nose, he was not sad for himself, but thought of Nan Zhuo, his mind was full of Nan Zhuo's injury curled up on the ground.

He originally wanted to persuade Yang Xuan and Xiao Siye, but it was obviously impossible now.

Then let's just talk about it.

Xiao Guo seemed to give up, but also seemed to rise up. Facing his angry parents, he still said clearly: "Mom, don't speak so harshly. He didn't hook me up. I confessed to him first. Homosexuality is not a disease." , I just want to be with him, whether you allow it or not."

Of course he doesn't have any capital to negotiate conditions with his parents, he just stubbornly wants to be with Nan Zhuo.

"Son, you are a fool!" Yang Xuan's tears fell, "Who is that person? Let's not say that he likes men is a pervert, just say why he is with you? You don't understand the sinister human heart! Last time you He hanged his arm for a month, what do you want to do next time? Look, you are with him, and you will turn against your parents when you get home! What crime did our family do to provoke such a bad boy? The female monster is all him..."

"When we are in love, there is no 'it's him'." Xiao Guo tremblingly said to Yang Xuan, "If he is a pervert, then so am I. As for falling out, I don't want to, I really do. I really want you to agree, but if you still don’t allow me, there’s nothing I can do, Mom, you don’t have to hate Nanzhuo.”

"I will hold grudges!" Yang Xuan cried uncontrollably, "If it wasn't for him, would you be able to do this!"

After all, this night failed to produce any results. The only solution was that Xiao Guo was placed in confinement.His parents and nanny were sitting on the first and second floors of the house, and he was not allowed to get close to the landline or go out, and he was not allowed to go out through the window of his room. Two drivers were standing in the yard, and he couldn't get out at all.

Xiao Guo didn't sleep all night, tossed and turned, and was extremely annoyed to find that he couldn't do anything.He opened the door several times in the middle of the night, the lights on the first floor were on, and his parents were talking, but they couldn't hear the content clearly.

Yang Xuan's eyes were swollen from crying, and she discussed with Xiao Siye for a long time, one was to make sure that she couldn't beat the child anymore, and the other was to find a solution.

There is a desktop computer at home, and Xiao Siye browsed for a long time, during which he never stopped smoking.Finally, he turned off the computer and looked back at Yang Xuan. The husband and wife were silent for a while.

Finally Xiao Siye said: "Let's put aside the matter of finding a doctor for now."

After researching a lot of information, it is clear what is going on scientifically and psychologically.But Yang Xuan still had a hard time accepting it, saying: "I don't care, our family is so innocent, we can't just ruin it like this. Otherwise, how will we enter the society in the future? How will we marry a wife and have children? We raised him so big just to let him live with him in the future. How is the man?"

Xiao Siye snuffed out the cigarette in his hand and sighed.

"Our family is rich, maybe it was targeted by that unscrupulous boy to plot! Otherwise, how could Xiaoguo be that!" Yang Xuan's eyes were a little fierce, "It's okay not to hire a doctor, but he and that Nanzhuo must break."

Xiao Siye also meant the same thing.

Of course, the parents turned towards their own son, and the arrow of resentment suddenly turned. The word "Nanzhuo" no longer represents the good-looking boy, but the source of Xiao Guo's rebellion and change.

***

The next morning Xiao Guo went downstairs according to the normal time, Yang Xuan and Xiao Siye were already sitting at the dining table.Yang Xuan's attitude was much softer than yesterday, she smiled when she saw him, and asked why she got up so early.

Xiao Guo sat down and said, "Go to school."

His eyes are black and blue, and he hasn't slept all night.

"Don't go to school now, your dad has already asked the teacher for leave." Yang Xuan went into the kitchen and he brought out the milk, and said, "Tomorrow is the weekend, so you should take a good rest, and mom should calm down and have a good rest." talk to you."

Xiao Guo raised his eyes from the milk glass and nodded.

Yang Xuan told about Xiao Siye's investigation of information last night, Xiao Guo was a little surprised.Xiao Siye ate breakfast in silence, Yang Xuan's voice was not loud, but the nanny stood aside and did not dare to speak loudly.

"Mom and Dad won't call you a doctor right away," Yang Xuan said, "but we still hope that you can cut off contact with Nan Zhuo, and it's best if one of you transfers to another school. His mother runs a KTV, so that's nothing Serious person. You are only 17 years old now, you are not yet an adult, and you have not yet entered university. We don’t allow puppy love, let alone you are... In short, you still have to separate from him and don’t see each other again.”

Xiao Guo drank the milk while listening, held his breath all the time, and drank it all in one gulp.The hand he put down the cup was heavy, Xiao Siye even raised his head, but he didn't speak.

Xiao Guo said, "This is impossible."

He really refused to take a step back, Yang Xuan suppressed the fire, exchanged a glance with Xiao Siye, and said nothing with a sullen face.

The morning sun shone in through the half-opened window, very bright, probably because Xiao Guo was sleepless all night, Xiao Guo was a little dizzy.He looked at the balcony with his hands propped up. Today, only his parents' driver was standing in the yard. Master Wang was not there, so he thought he could run out.

If you run away, you will go to find Nanzhuo when you go out. It is not considered elopement, and we will talk about it when we get together anyway.The way Nanzhuo watched their car off at the tree yesterday was too lonely, he wanted to see Nanzhuo.

But Xiao Guo didn't know that in the next many years, he would not see Nan Zhuo again.

***

When Nan Zhuo was driven by Master Wang to Xiao's house, Xiao Siye and Yang Xuan had just closed the door of Xiao Guo's room.The nanny let Nan Zhuo in, and when she saw Nan Zhuo's face, she understood what his wife said yesterday, "Looks like a girl".

Nan Zhuo didn't see Xiao Guo, and didn't ask.He was very calm and said, "Hello Uncle, Hello Auntie."

Xiao Siye and Yang Xuan sat on the sofa without speaking.This reaction has already told Nan Zhuo many things, he walked in, glanced around, went straight to the single sofa and sat down.

"Hey you..." Yang Xuan didn't expect him to be so unafraid and rude, but after thinking about it, he still didn't get angry.She adjusted her breathing, smiled, and said, "Student Nan Zhuo, I picked you up early in the morning, you should know what it is?"

Nan Zhuo looked at her and said blankly, "I know."

"That's good." Yang Xuan smiled twice, and then said: "Then Auntie can tell you now that our family firmly disagrees with Xiao Guo's relationship, not to mention you are a boy, even a girl."

Nan Zhuo's face was very pale, he raised his eyebrows, and the muscles around his eyes tensed quietly.

Yang Xuan has shown hostility and said: "Nan Zhuo, Auntie believes that you are a smart boy, so she speaks clearly. Don't say you are a boy, even if you are a girl, you have to get along well with Xiao, I and his father I also have to object. You and Xiao Guo, it was a mistake for you to walk together."

There are many reasons behind this mistake, such as family, background, and personality. Parents are always strict and strict when choosing a partner for their children.Nan Zhuo remained calm, but his hands on his knees curled up, his nails dug into his palms, and he clearly understood the gap between him and Xiao Guo again in the slight pain.

"Of course, your situation is even worse." Yang Xuan sighed, seemingly helpless, and continued, "I have worked hard with his father for these years, just to make his future life easier, but we don't accept homosexuality. Accept. Parents, we can't let you ruin Xiao Guo's future. You are with him, no matter what the reason is, you can't hold him back. So Auntie asks you, from today on, don't see Xiao Guo again. "

Anger was growing, Nan Zhuo didn't show it, and shook his head.

"Why are you so ignorant, child?" Nan Zhuo's refusal made Yang Xuan look annoyed, and the ceremony was over, and she said, "I don't know about you, but we, Xiao Guo, are going to get married and have children in the future. If he hadn't met you, would he have fallen in love with a man? We adults have seen a lot like you. "

Nan Zhuo smiled, his eyes curved and his lips curled up, even Xiao Siye looked sideways.

He asked, "What am I like?"

Yang Xuan was taken aback by the rhetorical question, she didn't expect this child to be so sharp.She frowned and said, "You know what you are like! I'm doing this to save face for you." She folded her arms, "Look at you, you look so good, don't worry about men and women, in the future you want to What kind do you want? Why do you have to pester us to Xiao Guo!"

Nan Zhuo blinked and said slowly: "I really can have whatever I want, but I don't want any male or female."

He said with a smile, "I'm going to pass."

"You don't know what's good, do you?" Yang Xuan was furious, and couldn't help yelling loudly: "I just saw you, a goblin, who is neither male nor female, and has no restraint at all. You have a woman's face to seduce men. !"

This time Xiao Siye coughed, this time Yang Xuan didn't suppress it, as an adult saying such things to a child, the scene was too ugly.He sat up straight and said, "Student Nan Zhuo, our request will not change."

Nan Zhuo still smiled and looked at Xiao Siye.

"No matter what you say, there is no discussion about this matter. From now on, you don't want to see Xiao Guo again." Xiao Siye said, "If you need, Xiao Guo's mother and I will help you transfer schools. The school is still as good. We hope you If you can respect yourself, don't delay us from Xiaoguo again."

The insult in the couple's words was too great, Nan Zhuo's chest seemed to be on fire, and his anger instantly occupied his brain. The young man, who had never been in a good mental state, even thought of the folding knife on the side of his schoolbag.But of course he restrained himself and said, "Impossible."

"Can you let Xiao Guo go!" Yang Xuan slapped the table, "The elder talked to you well, what's your attitude?"

Nan Zhuo didn't look like a child, he said coldly: "You are Xiao Guo's parents, but to me, you are just like many other people and things, just an obstacle that stops me and Xiao Guo from going on. .I'm not afraid of getting in the way, and I won't be getting in the way."

Yang Xuan was taken aback by his oppressive aura, but she held on, sneered, and said, "But Xiao Guo doesn't want to go on with you anymore."

Nan Zhuo narrowed his eyes.

Yang Xuan's eyes turned to complacency, and she said: "We have talked with him, and he has promised us to separate from you and never meet again. But he himself is too embarrassed to tell you, so let us pass it on to you. Transfer to another school, do it for yourself. Don’t look at me like that, we gave you face in the beginning, but you don’t want it.”

Nan Zhuo stared at Yang Xuan, remained silent for a few seconds, and asked, "Where's Xiao Guo?"

Yang Xuan said, "He doesn't want to see you."

"If I don't see Xiao Guo," Nan Zhuo's chest heaved, "I won't believe what you said."

Yang Xuan hesitated for a moment, but said, "I told you, he doesn't want to see you. Don't believe me, he's at home. If he doesn't want to break up with you, can we just chat with you here?"

Nan Zhuo's back was still straight, but he knew that some kind of strength in his body was losing.

"Let me meet him," he finally said slowly, "If he really wants to break up, I'll listen to him."

The living room fell into silence, and finally Yang Xuan brought Nan Zhuo to Xiao Guo's room.She took a look first, and Nan Zhuo could hear her voice outside the door, as if she was asking Xiao Guo a few words.Then Yang Xuan came out and half opened the door.

The curtains in the room were drawn, Xiao Guo was lying on the bed covered by the quilt, with his back to the door, only his head exposed, motionless.

"Speak here if you have something to say," Yang Xuan said, "Don't come into my son's room."

Xiao Guo's room was very big, the side of the bed was next to the window, Xiao Guo was facing that way, Nan Zhuo couldn't see his face.Yang Xuan was still standing beside him, Nan Zhuo could hear his own breathing in the dark.

He said, "Xiao Guo."

Xiao Guo didn't respond.

Nan Zhuo said, "Xiao Guo."

Xiao Guo still didn't move.

Nan Zhuo's voice was trembling when he called for the third time, but Xiao Guo still ignored him, even unwilling to turn around.Nan Zhuo subconsciously wanted to go in, but Yang Xuan pulled his arm hard.

"He doesn't even want to see you," Yang Xuan said in a low voice, "If you have something to say, finish quickly."

"Xiao Guo," Nan Zhuo pressed his hand tightly on the door frame, and he kept saying, "Xiao Guo."

He couldn't count how many times he read these two words, time passed by, helplessness mixed with anger, ringing in the ears of Nan Zhuo's head, and the remaining reason was also squeezed away.He had a sharp thorn from the moment he stepped into Xiao Guo's house, which was the poor self-esteem of a young man. He held on to his last insistence, unwilling to lose his composure in front of Yang Xuan and Xiao Siye, but he didn't hold back.

"Xiao Guo," Nan Zhuo's eyes became moist, he said, "you look back at me."

The scene inside the house trembled with tears, Xiao Guo didn't respond.

"Xiao Guo, look back at me!" Nan Zhuo suddenly raised his voice, knocked on the door frame with his knuckles, and said sharply, "Turn back!"

Xiao Guo moved with this sound, Nan Zhuo and Yang Xuan were very nervous, but Xiao Guo just adjusted the posture of his legs and didn't look back.

"Xiao Guo," Nan Zhuo cried, and he said, "I don't want to be with you, and I don't want you to be with me either. Turn your head, turn your head... look at me, look at me I'll leave at a glance and never come back..."

The dead silence in the room reflected his distress. Many people flashed through Nan Zhuo's mind, Nan Xiujuan, Nan Yan, Nan Hongzu, Teng Yong'an, good and bad, they appeared one after another, and then they all quit him with the end of death life.But this person in front of him is fresh and full of life. They embraced in the pouring, kissed on the train, and after talking yesterday, they made an appointment to celebrate his birthday on the weekend.

It was such a person who brought him into the world with his own hands, and then decided not to let him go.

This person didn't even want to look at him. He didn't even have the qualifications to ask "Do you want to break up?"Xiao Guo is different from him, the more he has, the more he cares about.On the balance of value, Nan Zhuo was not sure that Xiao Guo would favor him.

He stood by the door for a long time, tears dripped down, and part of Nan Zhuo's body was broken together.There was blood in his eyes, and the small bright red spread on the whites of the eyes, smearing the windows of his soul.

The lips parted tremblingly, and finally made a sound.

"I was wrong...you are still that good baby." He said with difficulty in exhaustion: "Goodbye, Xiao Guo."

The author has something to say:

Thanks for watching.