as gentle as you

Wen Yiran raised his head and looked at Xiao Yihan steadfastly, with a bitter yet gentle smile on his face, and said firmly, "Yihan, I only want her."

"I don't want to choose anyone but her."

"Ling Fei, she... makes me feel at ease." Gradually, Wen Yiran's eyes showed a look and tenderness that Xiao Yihan had never seen before. "After the incident a few years ago, I always felt that I was in a state of floating, with no goals and no hope for life. Until I met Ling Fei, her appearance made my life more glorious and stable. .”

"I'm too selfish and greedy. But this light source is so beautiful that I can't help but want to get closer." Wen Yiran's tone began to choke: "I know that I am in a situation where there is no redemption. If I am really guilty, I will Let me bear it alone, I deserve it. But now, I really want to be brave for her."

Tears welled up in Wen Yiran's eyes following the last sentence, Xiao Yihan looked at her and felt that his heart was also burned by her scorching tears, it hurt so badly.

Xiao Yihan's heart felt like a knife was twisted.

After a long while, she pulled herself together strongly, wiped Wen Yiran's tears gently, and said in a gentle voice: "Wen Yiran, the emotional matter is not at the end of the day, and the sin is not just yours."

"I want to see Ling Fei." Xiao Yihan looked at Wen Yiran solemnly, and said seriously.

The stabbing pain in his heart continued, Xiao Yihan didn't understand how he could say this rationally.She couldn't persuade Wen Yiran to take a smoother and more open road, so as a good friend, what she could do was to make her already rough and rough road less obstacles and tribulations?

Ling Fei is really too young.Some words, some things, as Wen Yiran's close friend, or as Wen Yiran's family, she had to explain clearly to Ling Fei for Wen Yiran.

How could she easily hand over the person she had loved so carefully for so many years to an underage child?

But as soon as the words fell, Wen Yiran raised her charming eyes, and begged her in a low voice: "Yihan, don't you want to look for her?"

Xiao Yihan's body froze for a moment, and he withdrew the hand that wiped Wen Yiran's tears just now, a trace of injury and disbelief flashed in his calm eyes: "You don't believe me? I won't make things difficult for her." She regarded her as the best My friend, doesn't Wen Yiran even have this understanding and trust in her?She couldn't help but feel a little disappointed.

Xiao Yihan looked at the disappointment and sadness that flashed in her eyes, and suddenly reacted, grabbed Xiao Yihan's clothes, and said sincerely: "I don't distrust you. I believe in you, Yihan. I know you must see Ling Fei if you want to see Ling Fei." You have your own intentions, and it must be for my own good. You want to say something for me that I might not be able to say, right?"

Xiao Yihan looked at her quietly, his eyes softened a little.

"Listen to me, don't go to her, okay?" Wen Yiran begged her again.

Xiao Yihan heard her begging herself twice for her sweetheart, and couldn't help but secretly ache in his heart.Once again, she forced herself to straighten out her position as Wen Yiran's good friend, and said stubbornly and calmly to Wen Yiran: "Wen Yiran, although Ling Fei is young, she chose to be with you, so she has to treat you She is responsible for her decisions and actions. She must know some things. As your object, she is also obliged to share with you. Lover, then you have to treat her as an equal instead of treating her like a child."

"But," Wen Yiran gave a wry smile, "what if she knows about some things? Does she have the ability to change anything?"

"Yihan, compare your heart with your heart. When we were in high school, our love fantasy was full of flowers. How much responsibility and responsibility can we think of? Ling Fei has grown up very hard because of me, and I can see it in my eyes." , I feel sorry for her, and I don't want her to bear so much."

"What's more," after a pause, Wen Yiran felt bitterness in his heart, "No matter how hard she tries, she is still just a child in the eyes of everyone."

Thinking of this, Wen Yiran couldn't help but choked up: "The gap between me and Ling Fei exists objectively. Our identities and teacher-student relationship cannot be changed after Ling Fei works hard. Even if she knows these , all you can do is to suffer with me. Yihan, it doesn’t make any sense to do this.”

After all, Ling Fei is still too young. Now that she is the same age, what she can do and what she can think of is limited after all. Even if she says that she will be responsible for herself and this relationship in the future, how many people can be convinced?Transferring the pressure didn't do anything, it just made Ling Fei suffer along with her.

The best way she can think of now is to try to keep her relationship with Ling Fei secret and protect her well before Ling Fei becomes an independent adult.Wait until Ling Fei can really take responsibility, and then slowly come out to both parents.How could she hide behind Ling Fei, watch her single-handedly come out to her family, and then bear all possible tragic consequences?

That's the girl she loves on the cusp of her heart. She can't let her suffer the consequences alone, and she can't stay out of it. She can't be so selfish and shameless.

She is much older than Ling Fei, so she should take more responsibility; she is Ling Fei's lover, so she should protect her even more.

Xiao Yihan was rendered speechless by Wen Yiran's words.She loves Wen Yiran, so she naturally thinks more from Wen Yiran's perspective.She didn't care what Ling Fei would face, nor did she care what decision Ling Fei would make after knowing this, she only cared about what Wen Yiran would face and bear.She just wanted one more person to share these unknown pressures and responsibilities for Wen Yiran, even if Ling Fei was just a child, even if it didn't help at all, at least this child could be by her side when she knew Wen Yiran's pain , Protect her.

But Wen Yiran thought about Ling Fei, but every word hit the point, every sentence hit the bull's-eye.What if Ling Fei knew about it?Apart from verbal comfort, she could not give Wen Yiran anything, let alone change anything for Wen Yiran.

Wen Yiran could see clearly, but why was he so persistent with this child?

Ling Fei, is she that good?

"Are you determined to be with Ling Fei?" Xiao Yihan asked with difficulty as his throat was choked.

Then, is a person resolutely resisting everything?

"I can't be separated from her. Yihan, I want to be with her."

Even if the person who will accompany her in the end may not be me, I am still willing.

The lights in the park were turned on, and Xiao Yihan saw his sweetheart sitting opposite her in a soft halo, smiling softly and bitterly, which made her heart ache.

"Why..." Why can't the person by your side be me.Xiao Yihan's throat hurts, and he struggled to stop the secret that had lingered in his heart for a long time and almost blurted out.

She turned her face away quickly, and a tear slid down her cheek.

After all, we are destined for each other.

Xiao Yihan quickly wiped away tears, turned his head again, stared at Wen Yiran, took a deep breath, and seriously told her as his best friend: "This is your choice, I respect you. So, you have to be careful Being with Ling Fei proudly proves to all of us that your choice is not wrong."

Wen Yiran looked at her gratefully with shining eyes.

Xiao Yihan turned his face away, afraid that he would accidentally reveal the deep affection and nostalgia for her hidden in his heart.As she walked forward, she said: "I don't care about your affairs anymore. If you feel uncomfortable...you can ask me for a drink, and you can lean on your shoulder."

The heaviness and bitterness in Wen Yiran's heart finally gradually dissipated, and a gentle and soft smile appeared on his face again.She caught up with her in two steps in three steps, and thanked solemnly: "Thank you very much, Yihan."

Xiao Yihan turned his head to look at her, smiled and didn't speak, just waved his hands, and then walked towards the parking lot.

It was still early, and the company had nothing to wait to deal with urgently, and it was too early to go back to bed, so Xiao Yihan drove aimlessly on the street.

After separating from Wen Yiran, Xiao Yihan's mind was in a mess along the way, he had no clue, and his mood was very irritable.When he came to the busiest street and looked at the crowds coming and going, Xiao Yihan suddenly felt very confused, lacking a sense of belonging in his heart, like a lonely duckweed floating in the world.

When I looked up, I saw a bar.

Fascinated.

If wine is not intoxicating, everyone is intoxicated. It is not people who are intoxicated, but people's hearts.

interesting.

Looking at the sign of the bar, Xiao Yihan suddenly felt a little familiar, as if he had been here before.

By the way, isn't this Shao Yang's bar?

Xiao Yihan realized that there was nowhere to go, so he went in.

Dazzling stage lights, men and women dancing ecstatically in the middle of the dance floor, unknown rock songs playing on the stereo... In such an environment, it seems that everyone can forget their troubles.

The last time Xiao Yihan came here with colleagues and clients, so he didn't notice the difference here.

It seems... It really can make the noisy heart no longer chaotic.

"Miss, what would you like to drink?"

Xiao Yihan went to the bar and sat down, noncommittal to the waiter's question, looking back and forth on the counter with deep eyes, but he didn't know what kind of wine to choose.

While hesitating, a pair of white onion-like catkins handed her a goblet filled with blue liquid.

"Try this bar in our store." A lazy and magnetic female voice sounded in her ear.

When Xiao Yihan heard the words, he turned around and found that it was Shao Yang.

Shao Yang is wearing a red dress today that is flamboyant, with a slender and fair neck exposed by a deep V neckline, her loose black hair looks more charming and charming, her thin red lips are slightly raised, and her slightly curved peach blossom eyes are smiling at her Laugh, be regarded as saying hello.

Seeing those peach blossom eyes, Xiao Yihan recalled that he was fascinated by these ghost eyes that night, and then the feeling of wanting to conquer her like climbing a mountain, but being conquered by her hit him wave after wave. Although there is no pain, joy is accompanied by anger, but I have no way to push her away...

So today's meeting is considered a chance for him to "revenge"?

"Miss Shao, long time no see." Xiao Yihan stopped recalling, the corners of his lips curled up, he took the goblet in her hand and took a sip.

After the last incident, the two have not been in contact again, and have no chance to meet each other.Originally, Shao Yang just wanted to forget about it as a one-night stand, but in the dead of night, when the deepest desire in her body was aroused, the first person she thought of was Xiao Yihan that night.The lights were not turned on that night, but Xiao Yihan's body curves were completely touched by Shao Yang, and he was not satisfied once, so there was the second or even third time later.Now that this person appeared in front of him, Shao Yang felt a little itchy again...

She smiled and sat down beside Xiao Yihan.

"Miss Xiao is the first time to taste the new products in our bar. How do you feel?" Shao Yang looked at her with a playful smile on his lips.

Xiao Yihan shook the liquid in the glass slightly with his right hand, nodded and said, "Not bad. Does this wine have a name?" After speaking, he took another sip.

"Of course." Shao Yang raised his eyebrows, staring at her with dark eyes, "it's called a blue rose."

While speaking, Shao Yang's body was already getting closer to her, the surrounding music changed to gentle English songs at some point, the lights dimmed, and the atmosphere gradually became more charming.

The face in front of him suddenly became bigger, and Xiao Yihan could even feel Shao Yang's warm breath.She put down the goblet, and looked away uncomfortably from her.

But in the center of the dance floor not far away, several beauties with graceful figures swayed gently with the rhythm of the music. One of them was wearing a red dress like Shao Yang. Seeing her legs, she felt a little hot and ready to move.

"What are you looking at?" Shao Yang whispered in her ear, taking advantage of the situation and blowing lightly.

The earlobes were itchy from the hot wind, just like Xiao Yihan's heart at this moment.Turning his head, Xiao Yihan caught Shao Yang's bottomless black eyes with a glance, and the smile on his lips seemed to want to hook her in.

"Don't wear this suit when you come to the bar next time," Shao Yang's voice became clearer and calmer, accompanied by a hint of magnetism, "It's easy to get hot..."

A soft kiss landed on Xiao Yihan's neck.

Xiao Yihan's whole body was stiff, he clenched his fists tightly, his heart beat violently, and the itching in his heart became more and more intense.

Xiao Yihan felt as if his soul was taken away by the person in front of him, and under the dim light, his heart skipped a beat and he kissed him...