as gentle as you

Wen Yiran glanced at Ling Fei's clear eyes that were still red, kissed her smooth forehead, and sighed softly: "But, Ling Fei, I'm also very scared."

"I'm afraid that you will be found out about our relationship, that you will be judged, and that one day when you turn around and leave, you will blame me for letting you take such a wrong path full of thorns."

"I'm very guilty, and I'm afraid that I have led you to ruin, whether I have seduced you, whether it is because of me that you have endured so much more than others, and are walking on such a road of no return."

When Wen Yiran's words fell into Ling Fei's ears, it was like a thunderclap on the flat ground.Wrong way, point of no return?She never thought that falling in love with someone of the same sex was a thorny and misguided path.What's more, falling in love is something that two people love each other, so where does the temptation come from?If I had to talk about seduction, it was she who seduced Wen Yiran, because she was the one who fell in love with her first.

In love, two people are equal, but she is older than herself. Ling Fei thought that Wen Yiran might be under pressure when facing her family, but she never thought that she would be so serious when she was with her. layer of psychological pressure.

Ling Fei stretched out her hand to take Wen Yiran's hand, and put it in her palm.She frowned and said to her, "Mr. Wen, don't forget, I liked you first, and I forced you to be with you."

Wen Yiran obviously didn't listen to her words.Who really liked whom first?

Before meeting Ling Fei, Wen Yiran always thought that he liked the opposite sex.After knowing that Ling Fei likes me, not only did I not make it clear to her and educate her to return to the right path like I did with the girls who liked me before, but also deliberately made a so-called "boyfriend" to force her to give up. The car accident almost cost Ling Fei his life, and then he was afraid of a repeat of the past, so he took the initiative to be with her.

And in this process, if he hadn't fallen in love with her first, he wouldn't have such an abnormal behavior of making a "boyfriend", and maybe the car accident later would not have happened.Get rid of any of these things, Ling Fei, it won't be what it is now.

Perhaps from Ling Fei's point of view, it was a car accident that forced her to be with her.As everyone knows, that was just the straw that broke the camel's back.

Moreover, it does not make much sense to discuss this proposition now.Even though Ling Fei now swears to herself that she will never leave her and never regret it, but no one can say for sure what will happen in the future. Will Ling Fei in the future have the same thoughts as now?

But if it can bring Ling Fei happiness now, then even if her future self may be embarrassing, she is willing to expose these problems to Ling Fei, as long as she can feel at ease.

Wen Yiran put Ling Fei's messy hair from the kiss behind her ears, and said softly: "Xiao Fei, it's late, let's go to bed quickly, you have class tomorrow."

Now that the conversation has progressed, Ling Fei doesn't know if Teacher Wen has listened to her own words.It was rare for the two of them to get along alone today, if they didn't say something now, Ling Fei didn't know if they could say it in the future.

No matter whether she finished speaking or not, she didn't want to talk anymore after hearing Wen Yiran's tone.Ling Fei thought, at least she and Teacher Wen had a frank communication.

Ling Fei looked at her teacher Wen, with a smile on her lips, and replied obediently: "Okay, let's go to bed, good night."

Ling Fei felt that no matter what, Wen Yiran threw her question to herself, and then it was time for her to tell her to answer it with actions.

The next morning, when Ling Fei woke up, Wen Yiran was no longer by her side.Walking out of the bedroom, I saw that gentle back who made me feel at ease busy in the kitchen.

She walked into the bathroom, brushed her teeth and thought for a while when she saw Wen Yiran, should she forget what happened last night as usual, or wait for the opportunity to continue the conversation last night before the two of them went to school?

But when she finished washing and it was time to go out of the bathroom, she didn't think it through yet, so she decided to stay put. If Wen Yiran continued the topic of last night, then she would continue talking; if she kept silent, then treat it as two people and forget about it. It's over.

Just thinking about it, Wen Yiran appeared at the door of the bathroom wearing an apron.She looked at Ling Fei and asked, "Have you finished washing? I've already made breakfast, come and eat quickly, I'm going to school later."

Ling Fei stepped forward, printed a good morning kiss on her red lips, and replied with a smile: "It's already washed, here it is."

She didn't mention anything about last night... Since she didn't want to mention it, she shouldn't mention it for now.

It can be said that I don't mention it, but last night, the tears that Wen Yiran buried in her heart, and the guilt and self-blame that she opened up to her, were like a sharp thorn, stubbornly and fiercely piercing Ling Fei's chest. In her heart, the pain tormented her.When she thought that her teacher Wen had been burdened with so much guilt and self-blame since he was with her, she felt that the thorn in her heart hurt a little more.

Obviously he fell in love with her at first sight, and he forced the two of her to be together, but why did the responsibility become hers in the end?

Wen Yiran said that she was the one who led her on this path.Ling Fei had no way to argue.

She is not very old, and although she will only become an adult next year, there have been boys in the class who have pursued her since she had a puppy love in junior high school, but she didn't feel it.She even once suspected that she would not like anyone.It wasn't until Wen Yiran appeared that she finally understood that it wasn't that she couldn't like anyone, but that anyone had to be Wen Yiran.

She is not a very affectionate person, but she thinks she is a long-lasting person.She was convinced that it would be difficult for her to fall in love with anyone other than Wen Yiran in this life.

She seemed to be waiting for Wen Yiran to appear, and bent over for her.But is this Wen Yiran's responsibility?If she was curvy by nature, even if she never met Wen Yiran in this life, then she was destined to fall in love with a girl.

These are all Ling Fei's own ideas. How can she convince Mr. Wen, who treats others leniently but is strict with himself?

A few days later, during the big break, because it was raining lightly, the school's scheduled break exercise was also canceled, so many students gathered outside the corridor to chat.

Ling Fei was still thinking about last night's problems, and she was a little distracted even listening to the teacher's lectures, but fortunately, she had previewed those courses in advance, so it didn't matter if she didn't listen much.At this time, Qi Yuanyuan also came out of the classroom, and seeing Ling Fei looking into the distance without saying a word, with a look of preoccupation, she felt strange and asked: "Ling Fei, you seem to be preoccupied? Is it... ...Did something happen?" She originally wanted to say, "Did something happen with Teacher Wen", but she changed her words because she was afraid of being heard by other students.

Ling Fei glanced at the classmate who was chatting with other students not far from her, frowned, and then pulled Qi Yuanyuan to the corridor away from the crowd.

She turned her head and found that Qi Yuanyuan was also looking at her, as if expecting her to tell the story.Ling Fei hesitated again and again, but finally her concern for Teacher Wen overwhelmed everything, she bit her lip and said, "Yuanyuan, I ask you a question, it might be a little offensive."

Qi Yuanyuan smiled when she heard the words, and said generously: "You can ask whatever you want. When did you become polite to me? Ask, it's okay."

Ling Fei asked cautiously: "That's it... When you were with Yue Yue, did you ever think that you broke her? Or, did you influence her to make her take such an unusual path?" way?"

Qi Yuanyuan thought for a while with her chin in her hands, smiled lightly, and then asked her back: "Why did I break Yueyue? She might break me too? Besides, Yueyue is my first love."

After being with He Yueyue, she never thought about who broke who and who influenced whom.Liking this thing is a matter of your love and my wish. He Yueyue likes her, she can resist it, but she doesn't.Could it be possible to be tempted by another person?

Ling Fei was left speechless by the question, and after a long while, she slowly said: "You are right, probably, the situation between Mr. Wen and me is different from that between you and Yueyue."

Before meeting Mr. Wen, Mr. Wen liked the opposite sex, but it was the first time he liked a girl after meeting himself, and he had never been in a relationship.Did he bend her by himself?But what Qi Yuanyuan said is also right, it is also possible that she bent herself, so for this possibility, does she have to unilaterally think that she should bear more responsibility?

However, this seems unfair to her.

Qi Yuanyuan looked at her frowning, and guessed in her heart that a person as gentle and responsible as Teacher Wen might be thinking too much because of the huge age difference between her and Ling Fei.

To be honest, if she didn't know Ling Fei and Wen Yiran well, just because of the huge gap between them, she would subconsciously think that the older Wen Yiran should bear more responsibility for this inappropriate relationship in the eyes of the public.

Age is the original sin.

But she knew the two men.Although Ling Fei, like herself, will only come of age next year, she is already half an adult and has the ability to think independently. Moreover, she was the first to know that Ling Fei liked Teacher Wen, and she was sure that Teacher Wen was absolutely right at that time. Ling Fei didn't feel it yet, so Teacher Wen definitely didn't affect her.If you have to talk about influence, it is that Teacher Wen was trying to push her away at that time.

Qi Yuanyuan interrupted Ling Fei's meditation suddenly, and asked, "Ling Fei, did Teacher Wen say when did he fall in love with you?"

Ling Fei was stunned for a moment, then said hesitantly, "This...she doesn't seem to have said it."

Seeing Ling Fei's hesitation, she comforted her and said, "If you know this, maybe you can solve the problem between you."

Ling Fei thought about it seriously, then nodded solemnly.

Time soon came to the evening.Ling Fei had been thinking about this question for a day, and she couldn't wait to know the answer, so she waited for all the teachers and students to go to eat, and then quietly came to the office by herself.

Seeing the woman in the window who was seriously working at her desk, Ling Fei's eyes were filled with a smile.

The door closed with a bang, and Ling Fei leaned against the door panel, staring at the woman in front of her without moving.Hearing the voice, Wen Yiran subconsciously looked up at the person who came, and asked with a smile: "Why did you come to look for me? Haven't you eaten yet?"

It seems that Teacher Wen is waiting for me to have dinner together.Ling Fei stared at Wen Yiran's gentle face, a smile gradually appeared on the corners of her lips.

She ran behind Wen Yiran at once, bent down and hugged her fair neck from behind, buried her head and took a deep breath of her fragrance, and whispered in her ear: "Because I miss you, I want to be with you..." Let's eat together."