as gentle as you

Wen Yiran raised his head abruptly, and he took a deep breath of relief when he saw that the lines of the ECG machine on the bedside table were still fluctuating up and down.

The feeling that something was going to happen last night was too strong, Wen Yiran almost didn't sleep all night, and this morning she was still in fear, under overwork, she actually fell asleep on Ling Fei's bedside.

Wen Yiran looked at Ling Fei, who was lying quietly on the bed and was still in a coma at this time, reached into the quilt, and gently held her slightly cool catkin, the panic in her heart gradually disappeared.Fragments of incomplete nightmares involuntarily reappeared in his mind. Wen Yiran felt the real warmth in his hands, but he was still afraid. Even holding her hands began to tremble, and his eyes that were red and swollen from crying instantly filled with tears.

The dream just now was too terrifying and real, she didn't dare to think about it anymore, as long as Ling Fei was still by her side, she could ignore everything.

Yes, she risked it all.She admits failure, admits defeat, she still doesn't win her heart in the end.Because of her stubbornness and self-deception, Ling Fei almost lost her life.After this life and death, Wen Yiran never dared to let Ling Fei leave her side.

Wen Yiran wiped away his tears, lay his head sideways on the head of the bed, and gently stared at the little face with closed eyes under the oxygen mask.

Fortunately, she is still there, she is still by my side.

After receiving a call from Ling Fei's father in the morning, Wen Yiran rushed to the hospital without stopping.When she rushed to the intensive care unit, Ling Gang and Li Li were both there. Both husband and wife were in tears. Li Li seemed to have aged several years overnight, looking haggard.

Just as Li Li came out of Ling Fei's ward and was going to the water room to fetch water for the thermos bottle, she saw Wen Yiran panting at the end of the hospital corridor. She was taken aback for a moment, then pulled her away from the ward place to speak.

Li Li was very strange, why did Ling Fei appear outside the school in the middle of the night?Wen Yiran was not very good at telling her the real reason. He only said that it might be because of something going out at night, and the specific reason could be asked after Ling Fei woke up. Li Li didn't go into it.

Wen Yiran learned a general story from Li Li. Ling Fei was accidentally knocked down by a black car on the way back to school last night. The driver of the car got out of the car and took a look. The surveillance camera at the convenience store on the side of the road captured the scene, and the police were able to locate the suspect immediately.Then, about ten minutes later, a passerby passed by and happened to see Ling Fei lying on the ground, and immediately called an emergency number and called the police.

Wen Yiran couldn't help but gasp after knowing what happened.Broken sternum and broken legs, it was hard for her to imagine how Ling Fei, who looked thin and frail, endured such pain.

Li Li also said that fortunately the driver stopped the car in time, and the bones protected the internal organs, so there was not much internal bleeding, but because they were not delivered in time, a lot of blood clots had accumulated in the brain, and there was a possibility that he would become a vegetative state.

When Wen Yiran heard the news, her heart was about to be broken into pieces, as if someone was holding a sharp blade and biting her heart bit by bit.

"Xiao Fei, you must be in pain, right?" Wen Yiran held her hand with a little strength, but Ling Fei didn't respond, and just fell asleep peacefully.

Wen Yiran couldn't imagine how painful Ling Fei's body would be when the car hit him. The blood didn't seep from the skin, but the bones and viscera in his body were in excruciating pain.The little girl was lying on the ground in despair and helplessness, truly feeling the passing of life in her body bit by bit.

When Wen Yiran rushed over this morning, she heard Li Li say that Ling Fei had her last breath when she was delivered in the middle of the night, and her tears fell down. At that moment, she wished that the person lying in the emergency room was Own.

After Ling Fei was transferred to the intensive care unit, Ling Gang had to go back because the company had to deal with matters. Li Li also needed to go back to the company to get the piled up documents, so Ling Fei was temporarily handed over to Wen Yiran to take care of her.Although Li Li was hesitant at first, she had to do so.

"Xiao Fei, you must be very scared walking alone on the road without street lights..." Wen Yiran looked at Ling Fei quietly, and gently stroked her cool hand.There's an abrasion on the back of the hand, but it's scabbed over.Wen Yiran didn't dare to imagine the cruel and bloody scene at that time, she hated herself why she couldn't be so stubborn and agreed to Ling Fei's request!

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I hurt you..." Wen Yiran muttered to herself again, she wanted to face up to this feeling again, and never dared to escape again.

"Xiao Fei," Wen Yiran wrapped Ling Fei's entire palm with his own, as if he was holding a rare treasure, and his tone trembled slightly, as if he was afraid of waking her up, "Don't you want to know what I'm doing now? How do you feel about you, then get up, and I'll tell you when you get up, okay?..." Halfway through speaking, Wen Yiran was already sobbing, covering his mouth and crying silently.

When Ling Fei asked Wen Yiran last night, the answer had actually appeared in her mind.She had already fallen in love with Ling Fei unknowingly, but she didn't dare to admit it, she didn't dare to bet, she was afraid that in the end it was just a "game" played by Ling Fei in her youth.Unexpectedly, her last rejection almost became their farewell.

Wen Yiran slowed down, seeing that Ling Fei was still lying motionless on the hospital bed, he changed his mind and said, "Then you wake up, can I confess my love to you? As long as you wake up, I can do whatever I want."

Ling Fei still didn't respond.

Wen Yiran lowered his head and lightly kissed the back of Ling Fei's injured hand, withdrew his hand, tucked in the quilt, and then continued to sit on the bedside and stare quietly at her pale face.

With a sound of "ding", the elevator stopped at the top floor of the inpatient department. Li Li appeared behind the elevator door carrying a large travel bag, and walked exhaustedly to the single intensive care unit at the end of the corridor.

Ling Fei's ward was a single room, which was vacated by Wen Yiran that morning with the help of Xiao Yihan's relationship.Because Xiao Yihan happened to have a classmate who worked in this hospital, Ling Fei was transferred in soon after the operation was successful.

The air in the corridor was filled with the smell of hospital disinfectant, which was disgusting. Li Li couldn't help but quicken her pace, trying to stay away from this smell.

So many things have happened from yesterday to today, it seems that everything has changed overnight.When the police called Li Li last night, she was sorting out the documents for a joint meeting with the department the next day, and she was in a daze when she received the call.Although Ling Fei is very mischievous and rebellious, although there were many conflicts between the mother and daughter that have not been solved until now, Ling Fei is her daughter who was born in October after all, how could Li Li not love her?

Li Li and Ling Gang rushed to the hospital that night, and the moment Ling Fei's pale, bloodless face and mouth full of blood came into view, the couple almost collapsed on the ground, tears streaming down their faces.

Then Ling Fei was pushed into the operating room, and the husband and wife waited outside the corridor.Ling Gang was able to calm down for a while, but Li Li was still crying non-stop.How can she not be afraid?She has lived to this age, and there is only a daughter like Ling Fei, who has finally grown up, can be admitted to university and have her own future, how can she be allowed to leave her side?If Ling Fei left like this, what would she and Ling Gang do?

Thinking back on these things now, Li Li still has lingering fears, as if she had experienced a nightmare.Now, she doesn't think about anything, she just prays to God that her daughter can wake up soon.

Walking to the ward, he gently pushed open the door of the ward, and saw Wen Yiran sitting beside Ling Fei's bed, staring at Ling Fei who was still awake on the bed with tubes all over his body.

"Mr. Wen, Mr. Wen..." Li Li called her softly.

Wen Yiran was quietly listening to Ling Fei's light but rhythmic breathing.Suddenly hearing someone calling her, she suddenly turned her head and realized that Li Li had entered the ward at some point and was standing behind her looking at her.

"Auntie." Wen Yiran stood up in embarrassment and nodded slightly.

Li Li gave her a surprised look, then walked to the bedside table and put down the bag.She and Wen Yiran were both worried about the same person at this moment, so it could be regarded as sympathetic to each other.Li Li had a good impression of Wen Yiran in the past, and felt that she was a teacher who was very responsible and cared about the students, especially her daughter.She still remembered that Wen Yiran, the homeroom teacher, took care of Ling Fei when she was injured at the sports meeting before she came; and that time, when Ling Fei ran away from home because of her grandmother's affairs, it was this teacher who helped her take care of her daughter... ...Even this time, when Ling Fei had an accident, as the homeroom teacher, she immediately appeared by her and her husband's side.Both she and her husband are grateful to the head teacher.

But when she pushed open the door of the ward and went in, the picture of Wen Yiran quietly looking at her daughter on the hospital bed was so peaceful and peaceful, she suddenly felt that she shouldn't have come, or it wasn't the right time to come.

Why is there such a strange feeling?Li Li herself couldn't tell.

"Has Xiaofei woke up during this time?" Li Li asked, opened the bag, and took out the things that are currently in use.

"No." Wen Yiran said, lowering his head and continuing to look at Ling Fei.

It was only after Li Li asked that she realized that it should be the same whether she asked or not. Ling Fei has just been operated on for a short time, so how could she wake up so soon?

Li Li sighed and closed the travel bag.She asked the doctor before, and the doctor said that although there is a possibility that she will not wake up and become a vegetative state, the probability of this is very small. Generally, after 72 hours of observation after surgery, she will wake up soon without any problems.

Wen Yiran sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Ling Fei all the time, without saying a word, just staring at her, as if afraid of missing the moment of her waking up.Seeing how she cared about Ling Fei so much, Li Li suddenly felt like she was superfluous.

"Ms. Wen?" Li Li called her again.

This time Wen Yiran didn't wait for Li Li to call her several times before answering as he did just now, and hurriedly agreed: "What's the matter, Auntie?"

"Mr. Wen doesn't have to go to class today?"

Wen Yiran explained plainly: "After hearing about Xiao Fei's accident in the morning, I asked for leave."

"Oh..." Seeing this, Li Li didn't say anything else. She took the washbasin and towel she just found out of her travel bag from the bedside table, and was about to go to the bathroom to get some water to wipe Ling Fei's hands.

Hearing her movements, Wen Yiran quickly stood up and took it: "Auntie, why don't I do it." Wen Yiran has always felt guilty for Ling Fei in her heart, and she always felt that she was also responsible for Ling Fei's accident, so she wanted to do her best as much as possible. Do more things for Ling Fei to relieve the pain in your heart.

"...Okay." Li Li gave her the basin and towel without saying anything.

After a while, Wen Yiran came back.

She put the basin on the bedside table on the other side, moistened the towel, wrung it dry, carefully took Ling Fei's hands out of the quilt, and then wiped her fingers one by one. It was obvious that she was extremely Careful and serious.

Li Li felt even more strange.

This woman's concern for Ling Fei has gone far beyond the scope of a normal teacher's treatment of students. If it wasn't for the extremely deep affection, why could she ignore the class and ask for leave from the school to take care of Ling Fei?

Li Li took a quick look at Wen Yiran's eyes, which were looking at Ling Fei's hand seriously. They were red and swollen with bloodshot eyes, as if they were caused by crying too hard.It could be seen that she was also very sad that Ling Fei had an accident, but she was her student after all.

But why would she be so nice to an ordinary student for no reason?Could it be because Ling Fei's grades are doing well in the test now, so the head teacher pays special attention to her?

Li Li didn't believe it.No matter how eccentric a teacher is, it is impossible to be eccentric enough to take care of an injured student without teaching the whole class.

But she couldn't think of any reason, so she couldn't help but said, "Mr. Wen is too kind to Xiao Fei."

Wen Yiran was slightly stunned when he heard this, and it took a few seconds to realize that Li Li seemed to have something in his words.She suddenly realized that after hearing about Ling Fei's accident, she came to the hospital to visit her, take care of her, and even left all the students in the class to guard her.The only people who take care of and protect Ling Fei here are her parents, and she is only her teacher, so what right does she have to take care of her instead of her parents?What's more, when Ling Fei wakes up, will she blame herself?

However, Wen Yiran didn't want to leave.Even if Ling Fei hated her, she didn't want to leave, let alone leave.After knowing what happened to Ling Fei, the Ling Chi-like pain in her heart almost suffocated her, and the helplessness and despair of wishing to lie on the hospital bed instead of Ling Fei filled all her emotions, and she knew that she couldn't push her away. Ling Fei was gone, and she couldn't leave Ling Fei—she couldn't lose Ling Fei anymore.

"I..." Wen Yiran put the wiped towel in the basin and rubbed it a few times, then said slowly after thinking about it: "Auntie, when Ling Fei first came to my class, her Chinese scores were not very good. She often comes to my office to ask questions, so I have a good impression of her and think she is very motivated, so I treat her as my younger sister."

Wen Yiran wrung out the towel and picked it up, then wiped Ling Fei's other hand: "After Ling Fei's accident, I actually felt quite uncomfortable. You said, Ling Fei is such a good child, why did he just meet him? This kind of thing..." As he spoke, he couldn't help crying again.

Seeing her crying, Li Li couldn't help having a sore nose. The doubts about Wen Yiran just now disappeared in her heart, and she blamed herself for being suspicious. She couldn't help but apologize. Seeing her wipe Ling Fei's other hand, she went up Qian said: "Mr. Wen, let me pour the water."

"Auntie, why don't I pour it." Wen Yiran wiped away her tears and declined.

Li Li took the towel from her hand and said sincerely: "Mr. Wen, don't be polite to me." After speaking, she picked up the basin and went out.

Seeing Li Li's leaving back, Wen Yiran couldn't help feeling a little ashamed.How could I dare not be polite to her?I rejected Ling Fei again and again because of selfishness, which made her what she is now; and now I know that I like her daughter, if I let her know the twists and turns, her parents don't know what to do. What do you think of yourself as a teacher?

But... Wen Yiran began to worry.If Ling Fei wakes up, will she hate and blame herself?Or is she willing to accept herself?

Wen Yiran thought it over, no matter what attitude Ling Fei had towards him after waking up, he would do his best to treat her as well as possible, and even if she couldn't make her forgive herself completely, she would still tell her——she loves her, she loves her. Can't lose her anymore.