After the rebirth, Aijia and Bamboo Horseshoe printed him

Someone said: "Blood."

Someone said: "It hurts."

Someone said, "They're all dead."

Previous life, Taiping 40 years, August.

The Mid-Autumn Festival is approaching, but people don't know where to reunite.

35-year-old Zhou Shuhe stopped a refugee fleeing from the north and asked him if he had seen a group of businessmen. The leader was a 20-year-old girl who liked to wear goose yellow and carried a broad knife on her back.

The person who was pulled back was numb, his cloudy eyes seemed to be out of focus, and he just stared at her without answering.Until a shout came from a porridge shed not far away, he didn't know where the strength came from, he broke away from her suddenly, and soon merged into the team not far away, and disappeared like a drop of water in the sea trace.

Zhou Shuhe had no choice, sighed, and moved to the porridge shed. The middle-aged man who gave the porridge saw her and called "My boss" respectfully.

She nodded with a smile, and after a moment of silence, she said softly: "Old Li, you can ask these people for me again. There are so many people who have seen Xi'er. I raised her like my own daughter. I don't want to be like this." ..."

I don't want to lose my last loved one just like that.

In the autumn when he met Xi'er, Liu Gui received the news and took Zhou Shuhe all the way to Beijing.In those few days, she was dull all over, her mind was blank, only the thought of seeing Qi Yu for the last time was left, and she never stopped thinking that her heart, liver and heart were burnt, and she didn't know how many horses ran to death, but It was too late after all.

When she arrived at the execution ground in the West Market, the crowd had gradually dispersed, and she could see a human head hanging from the Xuanwu Gate from a distance, swaying slightly with the autumn wind.

Zhou Shuheding looked at it for a while, got off his horse, and wanted to put away the headless body first, but when he got closer, he realized that someone had taken a step ahead of her.

It was a little girl, estimated to be only eight or nine years old, and she was not afraid to see the corpse, and she struggled to grab the man's arm, trying to put him into a thin coffin.

The woman passing by took pity on the young girl and helped her. She saluted the woman, but shook her head and refused.

"You are a kind person, Xi'er wishes you a long life, but if you have no respect for your lord, don't touch your lord's corpse."

Later Zhou Shuhe gradually learned about the child's life experience.She was an abandoned child picked up by Qi Yingying when she was a concubine in Zheng's mansion. Within two years, Qi Yingying fell out of favor and was beaten to death by Mrs. Zheng for any reason. At that time, Mrs. Zheng was pregnant with a child and did not want to kill her. The child lost his morality, so he just threw Xi'er out of the house to fend for himself.

In the previous life, Qi Yu didn't get involved in the affairs of the harem, and the Zheng family was born with concubine Jia, and it would be difficult to find Qi Yingying who was trapped in the backyard of the Zheng family without starting with Concubine Jia.

It was not until the 24th year of Taiping that he searched for his younger sister's grave, sacrificed the flesh and blood of 29 members of the Zheng family to Qi Yingying's spirit in heaven, found Xi'er who was wandering in the joint, and took her back.

This girl was young, she had tossed and turned in the world, and suffered a lot. Fortunately, she was well-bred, knew friendship, and understood etiquette. Zhou Shuhe liked her very much and regarded her as his adopted daughter.

People go through the world, even if they don't live a good life, as long as there are people who really care about it, it is not in vain.

So Xi'er... Xi'er is the trace of their life.

In fact, Zhou Shuhe understood that if a young girl brought a merchant's goods and ignorantly broke into the eyes of the barbarians, even if she knew how to fight, she would have no way out.

What she couldn't understand was that in a short life span of tens of years, a person could endure so much suffering, but why it was hard to tolerate even a dear person.

Even those traces and afterimages will be scattered all over the world.

As a citizen of Daning, Zhou Shuhe hated Chu Huaizhang very much.

No matter how inhumane and unrighteous Emperor Taiping was, at least he was a strong man. Even in the Southern Barbarian riots that Zhou Shuhe himself experienced, he was very suspicious and did not know people clearly. He killed loyal officials and good generals, and finally caused the people to become refugees and refugees Even the untouchables.But at least he didn't cede the people and the whole land together like Chu Huaizhang did, and became a slave to the barbarians.

In her previous life, she was just the owner of a dim sum shop, and her business was not bad, and she was well-known among her peers.But her eyes can't see far, she can't see the compatriots howling under Beidi's iron hooves, and her hands can't reach the sky, and she is powerless to reverse the decline of the world under the rule of the faint king.

now……

Now she is pregnant with a dragon descendant, if the child is a prince, she can teach him to support him, let him protect the people of Daning from Chu Huaizhang; if the child is a princess, she has to protect herself His daughter, we must never let her marry Saibei far away, and suffer the same pain of marriage as the eldest princess in the previous life.

No, no - so what if she is a princess. Princess Jingjia was arrogant and arrogant back then, but she was able to use the love of her parents and brothers to become powerful. As a princess, even if she cannot be called emperor, she still has the power to influence the world.

Queen Mother's birthday, the whole country celebrates.What Zhou Shuhe could see were the disasters that hadn't happened yet. In the past, she didn't dare to think too much about it. Even in the face of the difficulties she had to deal with, all she wanted was to escape and live.

How can the power of one person resist the disputes in the world?Daning has the fate of Daning, prosperity and decline fall on the common people, it is only suffering and worse, there is really no need to work hard for it.

As for herself, just wanting to survive with important people has already exhausted all her energy.

But today, Zhou Shuhe suddenly discovered that the fetus in his womb, which did not exist in his previous life, was actually the only solution to change the fate of tens of millions of people.

If she is helpless, she can ignore others and only seek to protect herself; if she is not the only way out, she can also settle down in a corner and let him flood the sky.Princes, generals, dignitaries, and nobles are so tall, why should she be the top when the sky is falling?

But now she can, and she is the only one who can.

Perhaps it was because the mother was agitated, and the fetus in the belly moved accordingly, stretching out a small bump on Zhou Shuhe's belly.

She stroked her belly gently, as if stroking a child's soft cheek.

"Aniang wants to choose a path for you. It may not be what you ask for, but...my good boy, accompany Aniang, and fight for a way out for yourself and the people of the world."

The singing and dancing above the main hall is peaceful, but the Di people in Saibei still need to sharpen their knives.

That is to say, but the child is not born yet, it is impossible for him to start working hard in the mother's womb, and it is not the way to expect a child to become a dragon. The most important thing now is to ensure Zhou Shuhe's own health.

What's interesting is that the empress is actually more worried than her rightful lord.

King Ning suffered from several serious illnesses when he was young, and the servants who served him were beaten again and again. Everyone accused the servants of not being dedicated enough, but they knew very well in their hearts that even if they were hidden in the side hall, he was the only son of the emperor. The slaves dare not be wholehearted.

The root of the problem was that the child was weak from the womb, and that the emperor's blood was weak.

The queen had high hopes for Zhou Shuhe's belly, hoping that he would be a prince, and even more hope that he would be a healthy prince. She searched through all the good things in the warehouse, and sent them all to Lanfang Pavilion.

Others didn't know the origin of it, so they praised the queen so much that the reputation of being virtuous and virtuous spread to the people. The concubine Jia was upset, and she didn't know how many antique porcelains were smashed in Shangyang Palace.

Regardless of deeds and minds, no one is perfect. Even though the queen has her own goals, she has no intention of harming others. Zhou Shuhe still feels a little guilty when he thinks of her well.

Her child should not suffer from such inadequacy as King Ning, after all, the child's biological father is not the emperor.

But Jiyue was more sentimental. One day, she suddenly mentioned Chen Xiaoxiao.

"If Xiaocai is still here, she's afraid she will make random arrangements again, saying that the empress cherishes you so much, as if you are pregnant with the empress's child."

It was less than a year, and Zhou Shuhe felt a little strange when she heard people talking about Chen Xiaoxiao again. She was in a daze for a moment, and as if nothing had happened, she lowered her head and continued to sew small clothes for the child.

When a person dies like a lamp goes out, there is no need to mention good or bad things.

Zhou Shuhe ate meals according to the instructions of the imperial hospital every day, no more than no less; he took a walk near the Yihe Palace before going to bed, and had to exercise moderately no matter how sore his back was; There is always one of the two palace servants who stays with her all night long.