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The candle was flickering on and off, Zhou Shuhe could even see the tiny fluff on his face, but Qi Yu looked at her in a daze, and after a long while, he said two words: "No."

"what?"

His eyes were red, and he suddenly became anxious for some reason, and said with a stiff neck, "I'm not plotting against you, I won't plot against you."

"..."

what.

Zhou Shuhe didn't know whether to laugh or cry, so he went up to touch his forehead, and sure enough, it was burning badly. He picked up the cloth towel next to the pillow and soaked it in the water basin, and coaxed him softly while wringing the water.

"I know, you like me, so you won't calculate me, you are very good to me."

When the cold cloth towel touched his hot forehead, Qi Yu calmed down and let out a muffled "hmm".

Since he was a child, every time he had a fever, it seemed that he would become stupid. Honestly, Zhou Shuhe liked to tease him, and he would tell him a little bit when he got better. Telling everyone often made Qi Yu dare not speak out.

Of course she's not so mean-spirited now.

Zhou Shuhe withdrew his hand with a sullen smile, went to the closet and took out a set of underwear, and returned to him: "You sweat a lot, so you're bored like this, can I change your clothes for you?"

Qi Yu's gaze followed her all the time, and he shook his head resolutely when he heard the words: "It's not good."

Zhou Shuhe felt like an old woman, gentle, patient and persuasive: "Why is it not good? I will take it lightly, and I promise it won't hurt."

Qi Yu frowned: "It's not this one. I rode a horse yesterday and went to look for you in the small kitchen. There was a lot of smoke and dust. Later, the spring stool where the staff was executed was not clean. I haven't bathed all the time. It's so dirty."

He seemed to have suddenly remembered something, his eyes widened all of a sudden, and he stretched out his hand to try to push her away: "Stay away from me."

It was this hand that hurt the bones, and the slightest movement caused excruciating pain. His complexion turned pale, and cold sweat broke out.

Zhou Shuhe was taken aback, fearing that he would move around again, he didn't even dare to ask why, so he took a step back.

"Go further." Qi Yu said dissatisfiedly, "Go to the desk."

"..."

Zhou Shuhe glanced at the desk, it was the place farthest from the bed in the whole room.

She took a deep breath and reminded herself repeatedly that if the past and the present were added together, she would already be old enough to be a grandmother, and there was no need to haggle over every detail with the little kid who hadn't reached the crown yet.

"Okay." She squeezed out a smile, walked to the desk with heavy steps, and said sweetly: "Then brother Xiaoyu, can you tell me now why you drove me so far away?"

Qi Yu's address for her was quite useful, he nodded subtly, and was about to answer her, but couldn't help frowning.

"I didn't take a shower. I smell bad on my body these few years. I don't want you to know."

Zhou Shuhe's body froze, and he lost his words in an instant.

There was a sharp pain in her heart, she bit her lower lip, couldn't help raising her hand to hold her chest tightly, but she couldn't stop the icy chill.

She is no longer that teenage girl. She traveled all over the world for so many years, and finally settled in the capital. What is she not clear about?

There are so many men, women, and eunuchs in Beijing, and they are all customers in her dim sum shop.

Some laughed and scolded, some sniggered shyly, and some loved her snacks but dared not drink too much tea, even if they had power, they were afraid of being ridiculed.

It is best for such people not to ride horses, drink as little water as possible when going out, and have to bathe frequently to maintain a clean and decent appearance, so it is difficult for them to get decent.

Qi Yu can use his thoughts to arm himself with mental barriers, but the physical | physical wounds are definitely beyond the control of manpower. He can still guard such incompleteness on weekdays, but in the face of injuries, eating, drinking, and lassing are difficult. Ordinary people have to endure shame, let alone him.

Why is it him.

She didn't make a sound for a long time, and Qi Yu turned her head and buried her face in the pillowcase, and a muffled voice came from the cotton fabric.

"Let me tell you. Although you like to run around and make yourself dirty, you like cleanliness. If you know that I smell bad, you don't want to talk to me. You should go back first. I will be fine in a few days." , I promise to find you cleanly."

Tears poured out of her eyes uncontrollably. Zhou Shuhe wanted to cry loudly. He cried until his parents, brothers and sisters came to comfort her and asked her what was wrong. He cried until Qi Yu was devastated. If you don't, you can't gouge out her heart.

But she didn't.

The one who shouldn't be able to is her. She can't be willful, indifferent, ruthless, can't hide behind Qi Yu to keep her own peace, and can't make him sad alone.

She tried to slow down her voice so that no one could hear the choking in her throat: "I let you say everything, and I am sloppy and clean. Besides, you gave me Dabai, she, she dyed She got ear mites and her head stinks, but I only feel sorry for her and treat her well, and I won't dislike her at all."

Qi Yu snorted unhappily, "That's why you like her."

"Then do you think," Zhou Shuhe paused, "do you think I like you less than I like a cat?"

The sky had already completely darkened, and the thin dark clouds could not hide the moonlight, which shone coldly on the eaves of every man, woman and eunuch.

The bed sheet was crumpled up by Qi Yu's grasp, so he simply turned his head to the other side. If it wasn't for the pain in his leg, he couldn't use any strength. He even wanted to stick it to the wall, the farther away from Zhou Shuhe the better.

"Liking Dabai can make you feel good, but liking an eunuch is a shame, and it will make others look down on you. Even someone who is as loyal to you as Chunye will subconsciously look down on you."

He said so.

How dare he say that.

Zhou Shuhe's palm was bleeding from being pinched by herself, and she walked towards the opposite bed step by step. Every time she took a step, the person on the bed would tremble slightly imperceptibly, until she squatted down and lay on the side of the bed, resting her head lightly. on his shoulders.

"How can you be ashamed? I am obviously too greedy. I want a lot of things. I want my parents to be healthy, and I can live a better life when I miss you. I never want you, I just..."

She didn't want to be heard crying by Qi Yu, so she paused for a long time before continuing to speak: "You are my moon in the sky, I just said that I didn't want you first because I couldn't get you, and I was afraid of shame."

"If you can't eat grapes, you say grapes are sour," Zhou Shuhe couldn't help laughing out loud at himself, and she made a bubble of the runny nose. She didn't care, and wiped it off with her sleeve, "I How come you haven’t even heard of this story after reading so many books?”

Qi Yu didn't speak, the shoulder she touched was as stiff as a rock.

Zhou Shuhe was crying and laughing to himself. In fact, he didn't necessarily have to respond, but she didn't want to be far away from him, not even an inch.

In the middle of the moon, Chunye paced back and forth anxiously outside the house, not knowing who provoked whom first. In the quiet night, she and Tan Xiang lowered their voices to argue.

The evening wind covered up the whispers, and she could only hear the silence in the room.

In front of her was the messy back of Qi Yu's head. She gently pulled out a handful of his hair and twisted it between her fingers: "Talk to me, if you ignore me, I will get angry."

The person lying on the bed moved a little uneasily.

"I didn't ignore you, I just didn't know what to say."

Zhou Shuhe didn't want to force it, so he thought for a moment, and said seriously: "How about this, I'll talk to you, if you ask a question, you can answer it, you don't need to say anything else, but it can't make me feel like I'm talking to myself, Makes me look so stupid."

"it is good."

"Hmm... I went to Nanyuan before noon yesterday to get a cat contract for Dabai. Zhang Huan, who is in charge there, seems to recognize you."

"Yes," Qi Yu replied, "He is a good man. He used to take good care of me in Nanyuan, and he was also very good to other eunuchs, but he just loves to worry about it."

He thought for a while: "Tan Xiang didn't appreciate it very much, saying that he took care of us as if he was taking care of cubs, and he babbled endlessly."

For some reason, Zhou Shuhe suddenly sneered as if he had been poked in the laughing hole, and the bed board was shaken by her.

Qi Yu was a little puzzled: "Did I say something funny?"

Zhou Shuhe shook his head while laughing, and thought that he couldn't see him with his head turned away, so he had to sit upright, picked up the water glass next to the bed to drink water, and finally calmed down slowly, so he opened his mouth to explain.

"That day when I went to hire Dabai, he also babbled for a long time, saying that cat gifts are not popular in the palace. On my face, I said that it should be taken by him, but my heart ached. After all, it was a good tomorrow. Former Longjing. But I am also a person of status, so I can't get back the things I gave away, so I have to give up."

"Now listening to you say this, I feel that if you are really the kitten and puppy he looks after, as long as you have tea, candy and a bunch of dried fish, at most I can cook you some delicious food Hiring away, that's great."

She was immersed in the fluffy Qi Yu cat in her imagination, couldn't help laughing, folded her arms and folded her arms beside him, and said in a drawn out voice, "You mean it?"

A gust of spring breeze blew by, and the petals of the red cherry by the window rustled. Zhou Shuhe stretched out his hand and tucked a corner of the thin quilt towards Qi Yu's neck.

"Don't say such things," Qi Yu froze, even his voice was tight, "you will be ridiculed by others."

She suddenly became hoarse, speechless for a while, and smiled hastily: "I thought you wouldn't care about other people's opinions."

Qi Yu shook his head, feeling that his head could not move like a rusted armor. He was always smart, but now he couldn't think of how to answer her, but he kept in mind not to make Zhou Shuhe angry.

So he turned around slowly, under the high fever, his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of moist mist.

There is no more ingenuity, the eloquent mouthpiece and brain are burning together, he has not been like this for a long time, he can say whatever he thinks of.

Qi Yu said, "But I hate that others look down on you."

Under the flickering candlelight, Zhou Shuhe stared at his face seriously, and suddenly had a strange realization.

As the saying goes, "The emperor worries about the humiliation of the minister, and the emperor humiliates the minister to death." Although she and Qi Yu are not emperors and ministers, in their relationship, only her dignity, Zhou Shuhe, can make Qi Yu not feel ashamed.

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There may be thunder in the next chapter (be vigilant, fighting poison with fire belongs to yes