The last time to say I love you

As soon as Xu Zhisheng got off the bus at the station, he received a call from his homeroom teacher urging him to die. Xu Zhisheng hesitated for a while, as if nothing had happened, and then connected as if he was saying hello.

"good morning teacher."

"Where are you now?"

The other party's voice was a little tired, as if he hadn't had a good rest, and he yawned from time to time.

"I'm at home now, I'm sorry I didn't tell you to worry you."

The head teacher of class three and four in senior high school stood by the window in pajamas and looked at the application for class transfer on the desk. His dark eyes sank for a long time before he could utter a word.

"Zhengsheng, I've thought about it for a long time. With your grades, you shouldn't be held back by class four. You deserve a better future. So I've already communicated with the teacher of class one to let you transfer to class one."

"The learning atmosphere and environment of Class One are suitable for you. Although the college entrance examination is approaching, it will not have any impact on transferring classes based on your grades."

"You don't have to worry about the kids in the first class, they are all excellent and easy to get along with."

Xu Zhisheng's heart skipped a beat, his face was a bit ugly, he didn't know why the head teacher suddenly mentioned the transfer of classes to him.

Could it be that the people in the class finally couldn't stand him?So did they report it to the class teacher?

That's right, who can stand him who exists like a monster.

Living in a class with someone like him, even the air stinks, right?

[Sound of Xu. ]

The young man who called him with a smile appeared in Xu Zhisheng's mind again, obviously this person was by his side, obviously the person who called his name with a smile had existed before, but Xu Zhisheng felt very far away and false.

It was as if the boy in his mind was a fictitious illusion created by his own brain.

But obviously there is this person, why does it feel more and more unreal...

That person must also wish that he would disappear by his side, and that the stinky thing haunting him would stay far away from him...

Will he be happy?He...will be happy...

Xu Zhisheng gave a wry smile and wanted to say that, but he couldn't for a long time.

It seems that he has always been the one between them. It is his own thoughts that have ruined that person's reputation. It is he who made that dazzling and cheerful boy look strange. The look he hates.

It's him all the way through.

Xu Zhisheng, don't you understand?It's time for you to withdraw from that person's world.

Can you stop being so selfish?Can you stop compulsively polluting others! ! !

"Okay, teacher, I see..."

After saying these words, Xu Zhisheng felt that he had exhausted all his strength, and his whole body was weak and weak.

It was the first time I felt so tired. It turned out that giving up on someone would be so uncomfortable.

It hurts more than being locked in the toilet by those people, being insulted and kicked by those people when I was sick.

This time he seems to have nothing to yearn for...

He could even feel the pain of a cracked heart, as if a black shadow stood in front of him and pierced his heart with one hand, stripping his heart alive from his body without giving him any chance to breathe.

And he was still conscious and could only watch the black figure take out his heart.

He could obviously struggle, but because of the person hidden in his heart, he completely gave up struggling.

Xu Zhisheng, you will never interact with that person again...

You no longer have the slightest reason to appear in front of that person...

After that person is gone, he will never have anything to do with you again...

Li Su, I really gave up on you this time...

Give you all the glory.

It's time for you to come back.

Looking at the noisy crowd, Xu Zhisheng once again felt that he was out of place in this world. His tinnitus was so severe that Xu Zhisheng couldn't hear what his homeroom teacher said at the end, and he didn't know when or who hung up the phone.

Some people are ideals in the world and live to warm the years, and some people are tragedies in the world and exist for the four words of suffering in the world.

He is the latter.

Xu Zhisheng didn't cry this time, and he didn't know why he didn't cry, he just felt very tired, and the cold air from his heart spread all over his body, which made him feel the breath of winter in summer.

His head was blank and buzzing all the time, his whole body was weak and weak, and his whole body was covered with gloom and dead silence, making him seem to be carrying a heavy burden on his back, just like a puppet walking on the way home step by step.

Every step is heavy, he keeps telling himself that it's okay, he still has a family, he still has his mother.

As soon as Xu Zhisheng stepped onto the corridor of his own stairs, he heard a voice that shocked him.

"Hush."

It was these words that made Xu Zhisheng raise his head suddenly, only to see a woman running towards him and hugging him tightly.

"Hush, mom... miss you."

All the strength on Xu Zhisheng's surface collapsed in an instant. He stretched out his hands and hugged Ms. Yang's shoulders tightly, biting his lips tightly, blinking hard to swallow all the bitterness in his stomach, but tears still burst out of his eyes.

What he cried was that all the attachments and longings in his heart were shattered into fragments and disappeared in his heart, and the person who had been chasing after him for a long time finally turned into the fatigue of giving up halfway.

It wasn't because he didn't cry just because he didn't have feelings, he did, he did!If he had no feelings for Li Su, he wouldn't have been persistent for so long and never gave up...

He just didn't want to accept for a while that he finally gave up on Li Su.

The more reason was that Ms. Yang's shout of joy pulled him back to the reality he didn't want to face, and brought all his reactions back on track.

The soreness in the nasal cavity was unbearable. He didn't want to cry in front of Ms. Yang but he still couldn't control his tear glands.

Xu Zhisheng's voice trembled uncontrollably: "I miss you...Mom...I miss you too."

Ms. Yang looked at her son's whole body, and the longing that she hadn't seen for a long time made her eyes moist:

"Brat, how long has it been since you came back to see your mother...why did you lose so much weight all of a sudden?"

Ms. Yang looked at her son while wiping her tears, and felt even more uncomfortable after seeing the Band-Aid on his forehead and the bandage on his wrist.

"Why is it so serious? Does it hurt? Huh? Tell mom if it hurts..."

"Why does it make my mother feel so distressed every time I do it like this..."

As Ms. Yang spoke, she foolishly blew on Xu Zhisheng's wrist, and hot tears fell on Xu Zhisheng's wrist. It was these insignificant tears that scalded Xu Zhisheng's heart that was breaking.

Xu Zhisheng gently wiped away the teardrops from his eyes with his fingertips, put Ms. Yang on his own face and burst out laughing.

"I'm fine... don't you think it's okay? Ms. Yang, your son is not that weak. You can see that his nose and eyes are alive and kicking."

But Xu Zhisheng just didn't know why he couldn't control his lips that trembled because of the discomfort, and couldn't control the tears that kept falling down.

I really hate who I am now, obviously I could do well before, what happened this time?

As soon as Ms. Yang looked up, she saw her son's tear-stained face and felt indescribably uncomfortable.

In her impression, Xu Zhisheng doesn't shed tears easily, and every time he smiles, it touches her heart sweetly. When she sees Xu Zhisheng's smile, she knows that everything she is doing now is worth it.

She didn't know if she talked too much today, which made her son feel uncomfortable.

"I'm sorry... whisper... Mom just misses you so much."

Ms. Yang tried to help Xu Zhisheng wipe away her tears with trembling hands, but suddenly Xu Zhisheng hugged her tightly.

"Mom, I really miss you...I miss you so much..."

Xu Zhisheng muttered in his mouth trying to get rid of all the pain in his heart, he only dared to express his sudden sadness like a bottomless pit in this way.

He only dared to let Ms. Yang think that he really shed tears because he missed her so much.

Gao Lv panted and looked at the mess in front of him, the laptop computer that fell on the ground was still playing the monitoring, the blood on his hand dripped down the floor along the wound, and bright red 'plum blossoms' blossomed out.

The bloodshot eyes became clear because of anger.

In the monitoring that Song Yan sent to him today, he just watched the thin boy being choked by a stranger. He saw the boy was scared, and finally yelled at the person who was choking him. It's like exhausting a boy's strength.

In the end, I don't know what that person said to the boy, so the boy gave up struggling, and then the fourth class teacher passed by, he clearly saw tears rolling down the boy's face facing the camera, and finally said something tremblingly, Gao Lv watched The shape of his lips knew what that sentence said.

Teacher... I hurt.

Gao Lv's heart was suddenly torn tightly by something in his hand, and he was sweating from the pain.

what……

The boy he cherished was so bullied that he had no power to resist.

That's his idiot... his white moonlight...

Teacher, I hurt.

This sentence was engraved in Gao Lu's mind like a brand, and when he thought of that helpless face, the sentence would ring in Gao Lu's mind: Teacher, I hurt.

Li Su, Li Su.

And the person who supported him was Li Su, the person he wanted to hide in, the person he wanted to rely on was the one who never looked him in the eye.

Gao Lv didn't know whether Xu Zhisheng was stupid or not.

After simply cleaning the wound, Gao Li put on his school uniform and went to school like this, his clenched fist has never been loosened.

Because he was wearing a school uniform and carrying a school badge, he entered the campus very easily, so he walked straight to the third department of high school.

Every time he took a step, his anger became more intense, and he wanted to tear that dog thing in the video to pieces.

When Gao Li appeared in Class [-] and [-], there were only a few students in the classroom, probably due to a physical education class.

Gao Lv immediately saw the person sitting next to Xu Zhisheng, who was holding Xu Zhisheng's neck in the surveillance.

Gao Li didn't think about anything at all, his anger overwhelmed his rationality, and he strode in.

Before the man could react, Gao Li grabbed the man's collar and punched him, and the man's nose was bleeding immediately after being punched.

"Are you tired of living?''"