The last time to say I love you

Finally, Xu Zhisheng appeared in the bathroom with clean clothes.

"The injury on your head hasn't healed yet, so you can't take a shower. The water temperature in the bathtub is just right. Don't worry, I've washed the bathtub."

As Gao Lv spoke, he glanced at the black wristband on Xu Zhisheng's hand, and quickly turned his eyes away, not daring to ask Xu Zhisheng about opening his wounds in front of Xu Zhisheng.

"Xu Zhisheng, I'm outside, call me if you have something to do, of course, if it takes too long for you to answer, I will kick the door in."

Gao Lv scratched his head in embarrassment and didn't dare to look directly at Xu Zhisheng.

"Then I'll go out first."

Gao Lv walked out of the bathroom and helped Xu Zhisheng close the bathroom door.

Xu Zhisheng looked down at the steaming bathtub, but couldn't say anything, feeling a strange feeling in his heart.

Deja Vu.

He also hated this feeling more and more now, like a monster, he obviously longed for these unreachable warmth in his heart, but when these things were close at hand, he was afraid of their approaching.

Xu Zhisheng's mind was in chaos, but he couldn't forget Li Su's figure.

Li Su smiled warmly while holding a wrinkle chrysanthemum picked by the roadside. Against the light, he stretched the wrinkle chrysanthemum towards the sun. His smile was as warm as the sun, and his words were as warm as the sun.

He said: Another flower language of the chrysanthemum symbolizes hope. The world is full of light. Maybe the gods can't take care of everyone. In the voice of promise, someone will come to see you with light and destroy all darkness for you.

Xu Zhisheng didn't understand how well protected Li Su was to say these words. Only he himself understood that light can illuminate darkness, but darkness can never be destroyed.

Light is only temporary and darkness is everywhere.

As Li Su said, someone will come to him with light, indeed he met the person who came to him with light.

It also fulfilled his own words, his light is very short, so short that he has not yet fully adapted to the world that has dimmed again.

That person broke into his world like a savior wearing a radiant light, and dragged him back to the world from Hades.

It gave him a warmth that he had never had for a long time, gave him a slim and weak hope, and gave him a delusion that he was overwhelmed.

He hated himself who stepped into this world again, hated himself who was weak and incompetent, hated himself who was so vulgar and hopeless, but he never hated that person.

No matter how much that person said hurtful things to him and did too many things that made him sad, he never hated the boy who brought him a short-lived light from the beginning to the end.

The boy who bought him red bean syrup.

Never hated.

He has always been himself ruthlessly.

He shouldn't like Li Su, he shouldn't make Li Su so embarrassing in front of everyone, he shouldn't repay his kindness, he shouldn't shamelessly disgust that person, he shouldn't let that sunny boy's eyes appear that kind of embarrassment. The eyes that make people feel uncomfortable...

Xu Zhisheng jumped over the bathtub and turned on the switch of the shower, and stood under the shower, allowing the cold water to pour on himself.

Only the cold water can make him calm down and stop thinking about those embarrassing things, not thinking about Li Su...

Goosebumps all over his body when he touched the cold water.

Gao Lv was leaning against the wall outside the bathroom, smoking a cigarette he dug out of the room, looking at the ceiling and puffing out smoke rings in boredom, his eyes were deep, he didn't know what he was thinking at the moment, and just now The appearance in front of him is like two different people.

Li Su, right?

There is nothing that cannot be solved by fighting. If it is not possible, then fight a few more times.

Gao Lu was typing with his mobile phone in one hand and a burning cigarette in the other. For a moment, the smoke was lingering. Gao Lu looked very deep, and finally saw a shadow of the past.

With a ding, the group of Chuanjiang Little Princess suddenly became lively today.

Gao Lv: @月光 Help me hack the Internet.

If he remembered correctly, Xu Zhisheng became like that during one class, and he didn't know what must have happened during the period.

Moonlight: Where?

Gao Lv: The Lichuan website, hacked the surveillance on the Xingyuan campus, I want videos from around [-]:[-] to [-]:[-].

Hei Ye: Oh, what, what is it, who is not good-looking who offended our little law?Come, come, brother, help you beat him.

Sun: That’s right, the skin is itchy, right?

While they were chatting, the person named Yueguang had already begun to hack into Lichuan's network.

Moonlight: @高律小律, there are a few monitors that have been damaged and seem to have been forcibly deleted by hackers.

Gao Lv frowned when he saw this reply: Can the damaged one be retrieved?

Moonlight: The one who deleted the monitoring seems to be a mixed network, so it is a bit troublesome to restore, I need some time to find it for you.

Gao Law: @月光好.

There was no reply from Gao Lv's side after speaking, and several people started to have fun again.

Heiye: Which idiot changed the group name to Little Princess Chuanjiang?

Sun: @黑夜嘿呀呀, who doesn’t have a boyish heart!

Hei Ye: Pooh, can you show some face?

Moonlight: @太阳川江The most ruthless person takes the girliest group number, brother, you have to show some face, I remember you never had a "boyish heart" when you hit someone with a wine bottle.

Moonlight, Sun, Hei Ye, Jiang Liu, and Gao Lv dare not say anything else. In terms of fighting, none of them is not a ruthless character, and each is more ruthless than the other. After all, they are not vegetarians.

Among the five people, Gao Li was probably the one who was the least aggressive.

Like Jiang Liu, formerly known as Jiang Xi, when he was 19 years old, he killed people and several others for He Jinxi, and his methods were so cruel that they couldn't keep him, and he was finally sentenced to death.

On the day of his death, I went to see He Jinxi at the coldest time in winter.

In fact, it wasn't them who couldn't keep Jiang Xi, it was Jiang Xi himself, he loved He Jinxi deeply, he said: I'm too tired, I want to see her...I don't want to run away, I want to be clean...go see her.

Since then, five people have become four, and the nickname Jiang Liu in the group has never spoken again.

Among several people, Gao Lv had the deepest relationship with Jiang Xi. They were not much different. Gao Lv Gaoyi was only 16 years old when Jiang Xi died.

When Gao Li was visiting the prison before the execution, he pulled Jiang Xi's collar and scolded like crazy.

Jiang Xi!You bastard!you/fuck!You said it!You said you would always be with me forever!I let you follow me!Come with me! ! !

Jiang Xi's hair was all shaved, his hands and feet were wearing handcuffs and anklets, and he was wearing a prison uniform. He lost his former glory. He was haggard and had wounds on his mouth and body. His eyes had no longing, and he was lifeless. of.

He looked like a walking dead, letting Gao Li grab his collar and yell.

Jiang Xi looked at Gao Lu and smiled helplessly: "Xiao Lu, you should learn to grow up, I'm sorry for breaking my promise, I'm too tired, I want to see Jin Xi... someone will accompany you for me in the future."

Because Gao Li lost control of his emotions, he was dragged out of the prison by several police officers.

When Gao Lu was taken away, he kept yelling: Jiang Xi!I will not forgive you!Don't think about me weeding your grave!I tell you!I will trample your grave to death and not let you live in peace!I tell you!I will never let you be buried with He Jinxi as you wish!

On the day of the execution, Gao Lu went to the scene without saying a word, but when the gunshots rang out, Gao Lu burst into tears and cried to see Jiang Xi.

In the end, he passed out on the spot because of his emotional overdrive. When he woke up, he saw Jiang Xi's ashes. Afterwards, Gao Lv was depraved for a long time after drinking until his stomach bleeds and he went to the hospital. The most he said was:

Brother Jiang is not dead, right... Brother Jiang said he would not abandon me...

What they say doesn't count...

Although Gao Lu said harsh words to Jiang Xi at the time, he finally found the best cemetery and buried him and He Jinxi together.

It took Gao Lv a long time to accept Jiang Xi's departure, after that Gao Lv seldom spoke in the group.

So when Gao Li spoke in the group, several people thought they had read it wrong.

After hearing the sound of the bathroom door opening, Gao Lu quickly threw the cigarette on the ground and stepped on it, waving the remaining smoke with both hands in case Xu Zhisheng could smell the smell of the smoke.

When Xu Zhisheng came out, he first smelled the pungent smell of tobacco, and then he was startled by Gao Lv who was standing outside.

"Xu Zhisheng? Did you take a cold shower?"

The moment he touched Xu Zhisheng's arm, the coldness spread to him through his fingertips.

Seeing Xu Zhisheng tortured himself, Gao Lu was a little angry, but seeing Xu Zhisheng was frozen speechless, Gao Lu had nothing to do with Xu Zhisheng.

After cursing inwardly, he dragged Xu Zhisheng into the bedroom, took out a white blanket from the cabinet and wrapped Xu Zhisheng tightly.

Gao Lu dug out another hair dryer from the bedroom, plugged it in, forced Xu Zhisheng to sit by the bed, and dried his hair little by little.

Gao Li was a little helpless by the hair dryer. After all, he didn't usually blow his hair, so he didn't use this thing.

After torturing for a while, he finally figured out how to use this thing. He fiddled with Xu Zhisheng's black hair with one hand, which was limp, and the smell of his shampoo exuded from his whole body.

Touching Xu Zhisheng's soft hair, Gao Lv was as gentle as possible, not to hurt Xu Zhisheng.

After drying his hair, Gao Li went outside again, and when he came in, he was carrying a medicine box.

Xu Zhisheng protected the wet gauze and still resisted Gao Lv's approach:

"I... will do it myself."

Gao Lv forcibly grabbed Xu Zhisheng to keep him from moving. He was very strong in this matter, and then comforted him softly:

"Xu Zhisheng, take it easy, I won't hurt you, so trust me?"

As he spoke, he took out a pair of scissors from the medicine box, and cut off the soaked gauze. The wound seemed to be healing little by little, and scabs began to form.

Now the best part is that there is no need for bandages anymore.

"Xu Zhisheng, Renren, I'll disinfect you."

Pick up a cotton ball dipped in alcohol to wipe off the medicine bit by bit, disinfect the wound and apply anti-inflammatory medicine, pick up a large square medical band-aid and stick it on the wound.

"Thank you... thank you."

Gao Lv stood up without saying a word.

Just when Xu Zhisheng felt a little uncomfortable, Gao Lv knelt down at his feet and grabbed his left hand, trying to help him deal with the wound hidden on his wrist.

Xu Zhisheng's eyes widened all of a sudden, and he desperately tried to break free from his hand.

"Do not touch me!"

It feels like a piece of fish waiting to be slaughtered on a cutting board with no privacy exposed in front of everyone.

Gao Lv raised his head after hearing Xu Zhisheng's yell, and saw Xu Zhisheng's face flushed with anxiety, and his eyes were also red.

Xu Zhisheng looked at Gao Lu looking at him, his nose was sore, he covered his eyes with his right hand, and shed tears in front of Gao Lu's face.

He doesn't know what's wrong with him...

He doesn't want this...

He just didn't want others to see the scars he made like a monster in the night...

What kind of eyes will Gao Li see?Is it shock?Fear?

or pity...

He thought about Xu Zhisheng's reaction, but never thought that the reaction would be so big.

But what makes him sad is the relationship between him and Xu Zhisheng...

After so long, the relationship between him and Xu Zhisheng seems to be more than that of strangers...