The last time to say I love you

It wasn't long before Lin Xiao was dragged away by the head teacher of Class No. [-] of Senior Secondary School, and Li Su was also taken away by the class teacher of Class No. [-] of Senior High School.

The two walked in tandem, and the head teacher of class [-] and [-] in senior high school was not in the mood to scold Li Su for having so many things that his mind was in a mess.

After a long time, the head teacher of class [-] and [-] in senior high school stopped and asked:

"Li Su, do you have contact with Xu Zhisheng? Did he tell you where he went?"

Li Su looked bewildered and couldn't understand why the head teacher suddenly asked him about Xu Zhisheng.

Where can Xu Zhisheng go?Isn't it just a private meeting with a lover?

Thinking of the scene where he saw Gao Lu reciting Xu Zhisheng just now, Li Su snorted coldly, mockingly and pretending to be careless with anger, said lazily:

"It's not the roundworm in his stomach. Teacher, you mean that I have to follow him every step of the way when he goes to the toilet, right?"

Saying that, Li Su passed the head teacher and walked in front:

"Are you asking me? Why don't you ask the sophomores, after all, Gao Lv, a student from Class [-], seems to like to go to the third department, maybe the student Xu Zhisheng you're looking for went out with him. "

Li Su returned to the classroom with a red face on his face. The students in the class were frightened when they saw Li Su's bruised face, especially Lin Han was so frightened that water spewed out of his mouth.

"Li Su, I haven't seen you for a while, and you came back in a different way? Do you want to go to the infirmary?"

Li Su sat back to his seat without saying a word, lay on the table and ignored Lin Han, staring straight out of the window.

I don't know why he suddenly thought... Xu Zhisheng.

During this period of time, he was always inexplicably irritable, and at night he always dreamed of Xu Zhisheng frequently.

Dreaming of Xu Zhisheng in the past, dreaming of the current Xu Zhisheng, and even dreaming of Xu Zhisheng dying in front of him.

The only thing that is the same is that in the dream Xu Zhisheng looked at him like a stranger, the cold and distant eyes made him feel scared, and he always felt that something was missing little by little, no matter how hard he grasped it in the dream. live.

He couldn't remember how many times he was woken up by this kind of dream, and he couldn't remember how many times he woke up until he broke out in a cold sweat.

Seeing Xu Zhisheng and Gao Lu approaching again and again, the feeling in Li Su's dream became stronger and stronger.

Seeing the scene of Gao Lu and Xu Zhisheng walking together, my heart always stabs inexplicably. The pain is very painful, but it is not the kind of pain that makes tears flow, but the kind of indescribable pain that spreads all over the body.

The torment like insects and ants eating one's own flesh and blood was unbearable.

Thinking that Xu Zhisheng might no longer hang around him or even see him in the future, Li Su suddenly felt that everything seemed meaningless.

Even the hatred for Xu Zhisheng began to crack.

And he didn't think about how he would feel when that person would no longer appear in front of him one day.

He subconsciously thought that Xu Zhisheng surrounded him like a dog, and he couldn't get rid of him even if he couldn't run away, but the appearance of Gao Lv made him deeply doubt that this guy who couldn't get rid of would one day not be around him again change.

He was disgusted when that person was jumping in front of him, and he seemed to panic a little when he wasn't jumping in front of him.

It's scary like a habit, and what's even more terrifying is that he seems to be used to that person dangling in front of him.

He seems to be starting to lose track of why they became like this...

I can't remember when I started to hate Xu Zhisheng, and I can't remember how he hated that guy.

I can't remember how long it's been since that guy hid behind him and called him Li Su, I can't remember the way that guy ran towards him full of joy, I can't remember the way that guy said he likes him softly...

In my impression, Xu Zhisheng is easy to coax. Give him a bowl of red bean syrup and he will be happy for a long time.

What Li Su didn't know was that for Xu Zhisheng, his bowl of red bean syrup was the last straw Xu Zhisheng clung to.

But because of this harmless appearance and superb acting skills, if he hadn't witnessed him with his own eyes, it would be really hard to imagine Xu Zhisheng playing him like a fool.

While telling him that he likes it, while being ambiguous with others, he disgusts him instead. He has remembered this grudge for a long time, and it has become a hurdle in his heart for so long, it has become a reason for him to ignore Xu Zhisheng, and it has become his disgusting Xu Zhisheng. cause.

Every time he sees Xu Zhisheng, he will think of this hurdle, and then he can't control his actions, he can't control himself not to embarrass Xu Zhisheng, he even finally beat Xu Zhisheng for Yu Weiwei...

That guy didn't seem so fragile anymore, because he didn't seem to see Xu Zhisheng cry again since the breakup.

Generous

Lin Xiao was carried by his head teacher to a utility room. When he was at the door, the head teacher of Grade [-] and [-] kicked Lin Xiao in without hesitation and closed the door.

The two of them didn't speak for a long time, and the face of the head teacher of Class [-], Grade [-] was so serious that Lin Xiao felt strange.

In the end, it was the head teacher of Class [-], Grade [-], who broke the terrible silence.

"Lin Xiao...have you ever thought about me?"

The utility room was very dark, with only a few faint rays of sunlight coming in through the undrawn curtains. In the darkness, Lin Xiao seemed to hear the voice of his homeroom teacher choked up.

Lin Xiao reached out to touch the shoulder of his homeroom teacher and was silent:

"Xu Mo..."

Suddenly Xu Mo knocked off Lin Xiao's hand and grabbed Lin Xiao's collar, screaming:

"Did you ever miss me!"

In the dark, Lin Xiao seemed to see the shining marks on Xu Mo's face through the dim light, as if...

Tears.

"Have you ever thought about killing people... What should I do? Ah? Lin Xiao, you can be majestic...you can fight...you can, you are amazing!"

Lin Xiao reached out and hugged Xu Mo tightly, apologizing non-stop:

"Teacher... I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I won't dare next time..."

Xu Mo's voice was a little hoarse with a hint of grievance:

"But Lin Xiao...I have tried my best to grow up with you..."

"I have deliberately catered to your childishness, to cater to your pace and your thoughts...but I suddenly feel very tired...Lin Xiao...I have been with you for a year..."

"Xu Mo, I..."

"How many years do you want me to wait for you before you grow up? Five years? Ten years? Or forever?"

"Xu Mo..."

Xu Mo made up his mind and pushed Lin Xiao away: "Don't touch me!"

"I think I'm really being unreasonable. What am I talking to you as a minor? I think I'm just mentally retarded. Everyone is right. We shouldn't be together at all..."

"We're not people from the same world at all. Let's just call it a day. I'm tired."

Xu Mo is only 21 this year. He is a senior graduating this year. Since he was a child, he has a good mind and skipped a lot of grades. He originally entered Lichuan as an intern. Because the head teacher of the second and seventh class of the senior high school suddenly had a car accident, he couldn't find it for a while. Xu Mo's excellent grades in school made an exception and made him the temporary head teacher of Class [-] and [-] of Lichuan High School.