The last time to say I love you

"Xu Zhisheng! Are you inside?"

Gao Lv knocked on the toilets one after another in spite of other people's strange eyes, and asked anxiously if it was you?Xu Zhisheng?

If you don't answer, you will be knocked to someone else to reply, and you will be scolded as a fool/a fool. If you are replaced by Gao Li's violent temper, you will have to drag out and beat that person, and you will have to detour when you see him!

But now Gao Lv didn't see Xu Zhisheng panicked, especially when he thought of the last time Xu Zhisheng watched his tears roll down his hands without warning, Gao Lv felt at a loss.

What is retribution?

Probably now, he suddenly remembered that the girl he had dated with cried out of breath and said something to him that he thought was ridiculous.

The girl said:

"Gao Li! You shouldn't have treated me like this! I love you so much...I could give you my life! But you obviously don't love...why do you still want to provoke me..."

"I can't accept losing you...Aren't you heartless? Do you know that you are tired of making me feel the feeling of the sky falling? You...will definitely suffer retribution...You'd better bless you I won't be tempted...otherwise one day you will become like me...you will never have the person you like..."

This is the way of heaven and reincarnation, the sentence he thought was ridiculous has come true.

He thought it was ridiculous at the time, how could he not have the person he likes?How could you be tempted by others?No one deserves to let his heart beat violently!Not worthy!

As if everything had been arranged, the purpose of meeting Xu Zhisheng was to let him know clearly that he had suffered retribution.

Sometimes he couldn't help but wonder if he could meet Xu Zhisheng earlier, would he be able to see the sincere and gentle smile on his face in the sun, making his heart beating wildly.

Can he protect this distressed young man before Xu Zhisheng gets hurt?

Could it be that Xu Zhisheng, who couldn't see the pain and didn't dare to say it, could make him hurt like others?

From Xu Zhisheng's upbringing and his unique temperament, he knew that Xu Zhisheng should have lived in his mind as the person whose smile makes the heart tingle. He should be a very good person, but why should Xu Zhisheng be so clean? The boy reduced to this appearance?

Gao Lv searched all the toilets on the entire floor of the third year of high school, and skipped class to search all the places he thought Xu Zhisheng would go, but he didn't see the boy who took his sweets in the last class.

Gao Lv finally ran to ask the gatekeeper if he had seen a high school senior named Xu Zhisheng leaving the school gate, but the gatekeeper shook his head and said he hadn't.

If he didn't leave school to register, then Xu Zhisheng must still be in school?But where did people hide?

No toilets, no rooftops, no classrooms, no gazebos!where?

On the other side, the head teacher of Class [-] and [-] of Senior High School also searched all the places he could think of, but still couldn't find anyone, and he didn't register when he left school. He went back to the classroom immediately, and the moment he stepped into the classroom with the candy in the bag, it scared half his life.

Xu Zhisheng was still not in the classroom, neither was Li Su and Lin Han, and there was a girl bleeding and fainted lying on the floor, and no one reported what happened to him. The school doctor took the fainted girl to the hospital.

The monitor was broken, so I didn't know what happened. When I asked what happened, no one said anything.

He should think about the application for withdrawing Xu Zhisheng from Class [-] and transferring him to Class [-] where Xu Zhisheng should have been.

But when this happened, he suddenly realized that he didn't know how to face Xu Zhisheng.

As the monitor of Class [-], Xu Zhisheng had more chances to get in touch with him than others, and he didn't notice anything unusual about Xu Zhisheng.

Every time he saw Xu Zhisheng, he could always see Xu Zhisheng's comfortable smile. If it wasn't for today's incident, he would never know that the child was bullied by others in the school.

Teacher, I hurt.

This sentence echoed in his mind all the time, how much wronged he had suffered and how much torture he had faced to tear apart his usual strength while crying while pretending to tell him the words, teacher, I hurt.

Looking at Xu Zhisheng's position, the infinitely expanding self-blame in his heart made his eyes a little moist.

With regard to the attitude of the whole class just now, he already had the answer in his heart, and he suspected that he could not find out who the person who put pressure on Xu Zhisheng was.

What will he do to face Xu Zhisheng in the days to come?What qualifications does he have to find Xu Zhisheng now?What qualifications stand in front of Xu Zhisheng and tell him as the class teacher that he can make decisions for him?How would he explain to his mother?

He...can't think of a solution...can't think of a way to face Xu Zhisheng...

Gao Lv carefully searched even the corners, and found a bush on the campus that no one usually walks about. It deviates from the playground, classrooms and dormitories, so no one usually walks around. There are trees planted around the short bushes, which are luxuriant. The leaves of the trees block the sun, so the bushes here look a bit shady and dark.

"Xu Zhisheng? Can you hear me? I, it's me, Gao Lu..."

Gao Lv didn't know whether Xu Zhisheng was in this place, but he couldn't help but opened his mouth. He looked for what he should look for. He didn't know where Xu Zhisheng was hiding.

Gao Lu didn't hear any sound, and walked into the bushes as high as his thighs while chanting the name of the fair and clean boy.

When he walked to the innermost part and was about to walk to the bushes on the other side, he suddenly heard a familiar murmur from the bushes against the wall behind him.

When Gao Lv turned around, his whole face was pale, and his heart was clenched together.

Xu Zhisheng hid his emaciated body in the bushes, hugged his legs and kept shaking, and murmured: "I'm sorry" with trembling and crying.