The last time to say I love you

Xu Zhisheng took a long cold shower last night, looked at the bowl of cold traditional Chinese medicine on the table, his stomach felt nauseous, and he couldn't help retching a few times, pinching his nose and took the medicine to the toilet to pour it out.

He began to suffer from insomnia again while lying on the bed. He didn't know how long it took him to fall asleep. When he woke up the next day, he was lucky to have a cold.

His head was groggy, he wondered if it was because he took too long bath in cold water last night, and the insomnia last night made his eyes ache a little, and he felt so uncomfortable that he was not energetic.

At six o'clock, Ms. Yang had already prepared breakfast and put it in the pot. Xu Zhisheng woke up at six twenty, as usual, and did not see Ms. Yang who was going to work early in the morning.

After taking a few mouthfuls of noodles, Xu Zhisheng couldn't eat anymore, picked up his schoolbag and went out to take the bus.

The bus didn’t arrive until about 57:[-], stopped and went around, and arrived at the bus stop near Guantian Bridge at [-]:[-]. As usual, Xu Zhisheng got on the Guantian Bridge and walked down for a while. to the school.

Xu Zhisheng didn't have many friends at school. He didn't have any friends himself, and after knowing that he was gay and liked Li Su, no one wanted to have anything to do with him.

How much do they hate homophobia?No, it should be because I hate him so much!

It was probably because the father and son in the dormitory who were obviously in the same dormitory were able to plant him and drive him out of the dormitory because he liked Li Su, and gave him a reputation for being unclean.

To be honest, Xu Zhisheng was very grateful that they didn't make trouble in front of the teacher. Although the teacher saw their actions, he didn't know the reason but simply thought that they didn't get along.

Xu Zhisheng had just arrived at the door of the classroom and hadn't opened the door to go in. Through the door, he could hear what he was talking about inside.

He wondered if they were really talking about him all day long.

"Xu Zhisheng, it's so disgusting! When I first started school, I saw him looking so gentle. I thought I must chase after this handsome guy. He must be a warm guy. I didn't expect him to be a gay! I'm so blind The old lady's eyes!"

"Isn't it? I still like Li Su!"

"Who is Li Su? I heard that his relative is the mayor, and he doesn't look in the mirror and thinks that everyone is as psychotic as him and likes men. Besides, Li Su is something like him that he can imagine?"

He's not a pervert, it's just that the person he likes happens to be a man...

"Have you heard? I heard that Xu Zhisheng beat Yu Weiwei, our school beauty Yu Weiwei! Li Su's real girlfriend!!! Xu Zhisheng actually beat Yu Weiwei because of jealousy, wow!! It's amazing!! !"

He's not jealous, he's just angry that Li Su Mingming treats Yu Wei Wei so well, and Yu Wei Wei even steps on two boats behind Li Su's back...

"That's not true! My best friend witnessed Xu Zhisheng being slapped by Li Su in the opposite building yesterday. I heard that the slap was terrible! I'm so sorry for Yu Weiwei."

That's right... she vented her anger on Yu Weiwei's behalf mercilessly...

Every word is like a thorny hand suffocating him, and at the same time, the thorn can pierce into his flesh and blood to wake him up.

Even if the thorn is pulled out, I can remember this feeling that life is worse than death.

Hearing these ugly words, Xu Zhisheng's fingertips pierced into the palm of his hand little by little, his lips were pale and his eyelashes were shaking constantly.

Please stop talking...

The students passing by Xu Zhisheng looked at Xu Zhisheng pointingly, and some of them walked away with their mouths covered in disgust.

It cannot be said that everyone in the school knows about Xu Zhisheng, but at least everyone in the same building as Xu Zhisheng knows a little bit.

"Garbage out of the way!!!"

A sudden force pushed Xu Zhisheng aside, Xu Zhisheng was already in a trance, staggered back a few steps and fell to the ground unsteadily.

Some messy black hair blocked his face, and through the gaps in the hair, Xu Zhisheng saw the man's piercingly cold eyes exactly in his eyes.

It's like a high-ranking person staring at you with contemptuous eyes like looking at garbage.

So oppressive that you can't breathe.