The last time to say I love you

"Sound of Xu?"

Gao Li tentatively called out to the boy sitting on the bedside looking out the window in a daze.

It has been several hours since Xu Zhisheng woke up, but no matter how Gao Lu asked Xu Zhisheng, he did not speak, his eyes were fixed on the bird jumping on the branch outside the window.

The quietness made Gao Lv feel terrible.

"Out……"

After a long time, Gao Lu heard Xu Zhisheng muttering these words while looking out the window.

"Who's out?"

Gao Lu had been sitting on Xu Zhisheng's hospital bed with a small bench for a long time, when he suddenly heard Xu Zhisheng speak and raised his head to look at Xu Zhisheng, Xu Zhisheng didn't respond to his question at all.

Gao Lv looked at Xu Zhisheng's expression that hadn't changed for a long time and wondered if he had auditory hallucinations in his ears.

After a while, Gao Lu heard Xu Zhisheng's voice of pain, Gao Lu suddenly held Xu Zhisheng's hands to prevent him from touching his head.

Xu Zhisheng's head hurts badly, his hands are struggling with great strength, and his eyes are full of tears when he looks at Gao Lv.

Seeing Xu Zhisheng like this, Gao Lu was also very sad, and he held Xu Zhisheng's hand and comforted him softly:

"Xu Zhisheng, be good, don't move, it's okay, it will be fine."

As he spoke, Gao Lv blew on Xu Zhisheng's bandaged head.

Xu Zhisheng didn't say anything, didn't make a sound in pain, just watched Gao Lu's eyelashes flutter a few times, and warm eyeballs dripped onto Gao Lu's hands.

Gao Lv could feel the sensation of his hairs standing on end, as if the warm tears were soaking into his skin, his heart and whole body trembled suddenly.

Sometimes Gao Lu feels that Xu Zhisheng is aloof as if he is not on the same side as them, even a natural fake smile can warm people's hearts.

Sometimes I feel that Xu Zhisheng is very distressing. Although he doesn't like to gossip, he knows more or less the rumors about Xu Zhisheng.

A top student who is number one in the school doesn't know whether his head was squeezed by the door or kicked by the donkey. If he doesn't go to the top class, he must go to the ordinary class with a bad atmosphere.

I heard that I was excluded in ordinary classes.

He heard that guy Lin Xiao nagging Xu Zhisheng in his ear more than once.

Gao Li, do you know?Xu Zhisheng in the third and fourth class of high school, I heard from my senior golfers that Xu Zhisheng's reputation is stinky, he really knows people, knows the face but doesn't know the heart, don't look at him as weak, I heard that what Xu Zhisheng did in the class is disgusting.

I heard that he fell in love with a guy, and that guy is straight and has a girlfriend. Guess what Xu Zhisheng did, I heard that he went around talking about that guy's girlfriend, and that guy and the girl It's broken.

In the past, Gao Lv might have believed half of it, but now it is impossible for him to believe the pain in front of him and refuse to speak out. The boy who was beaten and told him to run was the one Lin Xiao had rumored. species of people.

I don't know who spread these nonsense, obviously they don't even know who Xu Zhisheng is, and even label him viciously.

Looking at Xu Zhisheng's red eyes, what Gao Lu thought was whether Xu Zhisheng would let others bully him without saying a word when he was being bullied, would he secretly hide like this now, crying alone? I dare not send it out.

Then he can appear in front of everyone as if nothing had happened.

He has never loved someone so much as he does now, and Xu Zhisheng is the first.

He didn't even take the initiative to coax his several ex-girlfriends. When they broke up, he cried to death and wanted to commit suicide. Not only did he not comfort them, he even found them annoying.

Xu Zhisheng is different, he just feels distressed for no reason.

It may be that his heart beat strongly for Xu Zhisheng, and it was the first time he fell in love with someone and knew the word like, so he has a double standard for the person he likes.

It's okay not to watch him being bullied.

Gao Lu held Xu Zhisheng's wrist with one hand to prevent him from scratching his head because of the pain, and gently wiped Xu Zhisheng's tears away with the fingertips of the other hand.

There was a hint of choking and an unknown emotion in the voice.

"Xu Zhisheng... don't cry."

My heart hurts even more when you cry.