Pain fetish

Qi Han has always disliked the night, especially the moon.

The faint moonlight will remind him of the night when his father died tragically, like an endless death knell ringing in his ears, clearly and cruelly reminding him of a fact——

In this world, no one will love him and give him a home.

This fact was once broken by Fu Ge.

Now, the 23-year-old Fu Ge has restored her to her original state.

In his short and ups and downs of more than [-] years of life, he had only had one lover, Fu Ge. The little beta gave him too much love and courage, like a soft shell, wrapping his hard but broken pearl into it. bosom.

They once shared a small apartment and lived there for less than two months, but Qi Han regarded it as his home for the next ten or twenty years.

Because Fu Ge thoughtfully put away all the sharp things in the house, and used every cute decoration to create a sense of belonging for him.

On the first night of moving in, Fu Ge held his hand and stood in the living room, pointing to a bunch of things on the sofa and mysteriously creating surprises for him.

Qi Han's name was embroidered on the pillow, there was a little bear at the bottom of the noodle bowl, and the letters QH were printed on the sleeves of the home clothes...

Fu Ge smiled and introduced him one by one: A-Han's pillow, A-Han's bowl, A-Han's pajamas, and finally patted himself on the head and said, "This, this! A-Han's beta."

Only true empathy and meticulous love can make these thoughts, and the romance hidden in every detail is sincere and warm.

The two boys who were also lonely and helpless, Fu Ge was using all of his own to heal him, while Qi Han pushed him into hell time and time again.

So he knew that everything he had done now was what he deserved.

From the first appearance of the digital planet brooch, Qi Han discovered the abnormality.

Fu Ge has never liked digital elements, and would avoid them in painting and even in daily wear. For no reason, he would like them the first time he saw them, and even asked Qi Chuan to ask for them.

So he asked someone to check Qi Chuan and the brooch, and found that he had studied psychology abroad for five years before returning to China to take over the family business, and the digital brooch was his favorite hypnosis tool.

Based on this, his first reaction was that Qi Chuan wanted to harm Fu Ge through hypnosis.

But then he discovered that every change in Fu Ge's attitude towards him and the confusion of his memory were all related to that brooch.

Little Beta's memory loss is serious, but after seeing Qi Chuan, he remembered everything.

At first Qi Han thought it was because he had given him his pheromones, and Fu Ge's health began to improve. At the same time, the doctor told him that Fu Ge could not help getting close to him because of the pheromones.

But this kind of intimacy would suddenly turn into indifference and disgust after Fu Ge stared at the brooch for a long time.

Before burning the picture album, smashing the ring, and helping him carve the little bear seal, Fu Ge stared at the brooch in the room for a long time, but Qi Han didn't see the slightest liking for the brooch from his eyes. Impossible option, there is only one guess——

The brooch wasn't hypnotizing him, it was helping him stay awake.

And Fu Ge personally admitted that the relationship between Qi Chuan and his mentor helped Qi Han to make this conjecture completely solid.

Strangers who meet by chance will not help him, but what if they have known each other before?

So Qi Han used all his connections to investigate Fu Ge's entire social history in the past five years, and found that except for the first two years of working in a cafe, he was blank for the remaining three years.

Someone helped him erase the social relationships of the last three years, causing little beta to disappear as if he had evaporated from the world, and then reappeared in Qi Han's life on an ordinary night.

So far, all the coincidences have revealed clues.

Why did Fu Ge rush out of the villa and be knocked down by a motorcycle the day after they had sex, but the vehicle that caused the accident could not be found afterwards.

Because Fu Ge told Qi Han to come back, he must learn from a famous teacher.

Why did Qi Han find the safe that he hadn't found for more than five years, and suddenly appeared after they reunited.

Because Fu Ge knows what kind of blow the things inside will bring to Qi Han.

Why did Qi Chuan appear in the hospital so quickly when he thought of using the alpha of the same type of pheromone to deceive Fu Ge, and agreed to help without any payment.

Because this step is in their arms.

And why on the morning of the medical trouble, Fu Ge had to adjust the infusion time back by an hour, and insisted on going to the garden to paint when there was not enough light.

Because he knew there was a bone chopping knife waiting there.

And the relationship between him and Qi Han needed a major accident as a turning point, so Qi Chuan and the axed doctor cooperated with Fu Ge in this scene.

Afterwards, the axed doctor and Fu Ge's attending doctor disappeared almost at the same time. Qi Han asked Chen Xing to investigate their entry records and found that they were transferred to this hospital exactly three years ago.

The same year that the little beta's social connections were wiped.

Fu Ge never lost his memory from the beginning to the end, but used hypnosis to disturb his mind, and then returned to Qi Han in a dilapidated image, allowing him to personally experience everything he had experienced back then.

Qi Han should have thought earlier that his lover was never a weak dodder, he was a hedgehog full of spikes, with tenderness and love inward, cruelty and hatred outward.

He spent three full years laying out this situation, every step of planning and planning formed a net like a steel bar, and Qi Han was the only ant waiting to be slaughtered on this net.

But the ants have already sacrificed everything they have.

Including his life, dignity, and the short life that has been dilapidated.

Sitting in the empty ward, Qi Han organized the paintings at hand into a book, flipping through one by one carefully.

The faint orange light left an outline of a hand on the drawing paper, and he suddenly remembered that Fu Ge had lied to him once when they were still together.

I can't remember the reason for lying. It's probably because Fu Ge did a very dangerous thing that he knew Qi Han would not agree to. After doing it, he chose to hide it and asked his friends to help cover it.

Qi Han was very angry when he found out, but he was more disappointed because he was too afraid of being deceived in his relationship.

The father was deceived by that woman's rhetoric and married her back home, and only then did all the tragic things follow.

Qi Han chatted with Fu Ge for a long time at that time, and briefly described the woman's affairs, and then asked him carefully if he could stop lying to himself.

"Brother, don't be like this in the future, okay? No matter what mistakes you make, or how good you are for me, don't lie to me. If something happens, you can tell it frankly. I will always stand by your side and share the burden with you. But don't lie to me... well, I'm terrified of this..."

Fu Ge felt guilty and distressed at the time, and hung on him obediently, kissing his cheek over and over again and promising: "I'm sorry, I won't do it again, I promise you, I will never lie to you again, as long as If I love you for one day, I will give you loyalty for one day, do you trust me, okay?"

The hand flipping through the drawing paper suddenly stopped, Qi Han didn't raise his head, but only curled the corner of his lips bitterly, "I believe it, I have always believed it, and I have done everything that my brother promised me."

Then why are you lying to me now...

Qi Han closed his eyes, and asked himself and answered in his heart: Because the love that my brother gave me is gone, so is the loyalty.

After stuffing the last scroll into the scroll, he locked the door of the ward.

If Fu Ge broke in at this time, he would find that this room was full of things related to him.

The pictures I drew when I was young, my favorite hawthorn flower specimens, the fragments of the burnt album, the broken diamond ring, and the cut blue ribbon...

Qi Han called these bits and pieces his relics.

It is the only thing that can be taken to the grave after his death.

While Fu Ge was trying his best to bring him down, Qi Han quietly arranged for his funeral.

He wasn't sure what little beta wanted.

Want him to be ruined?Or is life better than death?Qi Han has no way of knowing, the only thing he can be sure of is that if there is such a day, there will be no relatives to collect the corpse and take care of the funeral for him.

He no longer cared about his ending, he just wanted to leave with a little dignity.

The wind at night was icy cold, and it made people feel chills.

Qi Han walked into Fu Ge's ward and covered the person on the bed with a quilt, but the person who was so drunk and unconscious woke up because of this movement, and immediately stretched his hand under the pillow.

After discovering that it was him, he stopped his movements abruptly, pretending to stretch nonchalantly, "Why haven't you slept yet, what time is it?"

"It's still early, it's cool at night, I'm here to cover you with a quilt."

Fu Ge was going to turn on the light, Qi Han pressed his hand, "Don't turn it on, it's too bright to drive away drowsiness, I'll just look at you like this."

Fu Ge smiled, held his fingertips under his head, and said lazily: "I've been tired all day and still don't sleep. Is it because I have a lot of work? Do you want me to help?"

"Okay, I'll teach you if you want to come."

Qi Han scratched his chin and said suddenly: "I was looking at the wedding venue just now. Is it okay to arrange our ceremony and honeymoon in February?"

Fu Ge's body froze obviously, but fortunately it was covered by the night, "Why are you watching this late at night?"

Qi Han didn't make a sound, lay down on his side and hugged him into his arms, and said in silence for a long time: "Probably because of the impermanence of the world, if an accident makes me die right now, then after the wedding, maybe my ghost will still have another one who can survive." back home."

"What are you talking about, you!" Fu Ge patted him, and said angrily, "What are you talking about in the middle of the night? Hurry up, bah, bah, bah!"

Qi Han laughed and buried his head in the hollow of his shoulder, "Brother promise me first, will you marry me?"

Fu Ge's voice was cold in the dark night, "Does Ah Han want to get married so much?"

"Yeah, that's all I want..."

He closed his eyes, and said softly: "Brother, give me the wedding, and I will give you everything you want, okay?"

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I guess some people will say be forget it or something, but there is still room for reversal, trust me!There will be 5000 starfish added tomorrow, and the code has been finished, remember to come and see.

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Give Ahan a bear: ?˙?˙?