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Lu Qingchen returned home in a daze, the coffee in his hand was completely cold.

Faced with Xiao Mo's sudden confession, his memories seemed to be released from Pandora's box, and all kinds of details hidden in the dark rushed out: fights and hugs anytime and anywhere, inseparable companionship, knowing that he is in love The anger at the time, the sadness when they left Nancheng, the intimacy between them has already surpassed the intimacy of friends.

In the chaotic scene, he heard his own clear and firm voice, he only loves Shen Junhuai, he has always regarded Xiao Mo as his family.Xiao Mo was not surprised, but still couldn't hide his sadness, just looked at him quietly, without saying a word.

Lu Qingchen's heart was tearing and aching. "Xiao Mo, I..." He held the other's hands, but he couldn't say anything more.

"It's okay." Xiao Mo couldn't bear to see him in trouble, so he held him instead, "It's okay...as long as you are happy. No matter what, we are a family."

Xiao Mo gave him full dignity, and caringly drove away his embarrassment.

The two didn't stay in the cafe for long, and said goodbye quickly, as if they were eager to forget what just happened, and they had to find a place to calm down.

Lu Qingchen sat in the studio, tugging at his hair irritably, trying to get rid of these annoyances.His mind was in a mess, he was too busy taking care of his own affairs, Xiao Mo gave him another blow.

Not thinking about it anymore, he opened a bottle of Romane Conti collected by Shen Junhuai, intending to try it out with wine.

As soon as Shen Junhuai entered the door, he smelled a faint scent of flowers and licorice, and then saw Lu Qingchen lying on the sofa, and the red wine bottle at his feet was already empty.

He was completely red from his face to his neck, even the exposed insteps and toes were covered with a thin layer of powder, his hair was messed up, and he was muttering something. He was simply the cutest drunk in the world.

Shen Junhuai leaned over to look at him, and he hugged his neck. "I... I made it clear to Xiao Mo... You, don't be angry." Lu Qingchen babbled, "I only love you, and I want to be with you forever and make you happy..."

His gentle breath sprinkled on Shen Junhuai's face, his eyes were filled with flushed water vapor, his face was innocent and firm, and he spoke straightforward love words without fancy, with the appearance of loving the person in front of him deeply to the marrow.

Shen Junhuai's heart softened for a moment.

"You usually drink a glass, but how dare you drink the whole bottle?" Shen Junhuai joked, "You face is so red, what should you do if you have an allergy tomorrow?"

"No...my whole body is red, it's because I'm digesting quickly, and I'm not allergic..." Lu Qingchen opened his eyes hard, as if afraid that he wouldn't believe it, he lifted up his T-shirt tremblingly, revealing A shallow and round belly button, as if offering a treasure, said, "Look, look, the belly is also red..."

Not only the navel is red, but the whole lower abdomen is dyed red, coupled with that innocent and provocative face, Shen Junhuai's lower abdomen tightens for a while.

Lust suddenly exploded in the drunken night, Shen Junhuai kissed her without thinking.

In a daze, Lu Qingchen felt that his hands were kneading and pressing on his body, his jacket was lifted, hung on his arms, his trousers were ripped off, and his hot body after drinking alcohol suddenly cooled down, making his mind Got a little clarity.

"Go away..." Taking advantage of the clarity, he suddenly swung his arms and kicked his legs, trying to get out of the shackles on his body.Shen Junhuai couldn't make him fulfill his wish, so he dragged him back while pinching his waist.Putting his knees against his legs, one hand on his leaping shoulders, he held him firmly under his body.

Lu Qingchen exerted all his strength, but it was not worth mentioning when he was sober, let alone drunk.

Shen Junhuai has a brain as sophisticated as a supercomputer, and strictly follows a set of inherent procedures in everything he does. From beginning to end, he is well-founded and methodical, and reaches his goal without talking nonsense.Nothing could stop him, not even in bed.

He pushed in fiercely, and Lu Qingchen's mind went blank for a moment when he was hit, and he moaned uncontrollably, like a small animal about to be guillotined, whimpering in confusion, "...well, go away , go away... help me..."

The T-shirt was still hanging on his arm, and his wrists were bound because of the struggle, as if he had been severely punished.Shen Junhuai had to free up one hand to untie his T-shirt.

As soon as she stretched out her hand, Shen Junhuai was stunned. The T-shirt was not unbuttoned, but she touched the tears on Lu Qingchen's face.

In the past year, they didn't go to bed many times. Shen Junhuai is not a person with heavy desires. When he came down a few times, he found that Lu Qingchen looked lacking in interest, so he didn't force it anymore.But looking back now, it seems that Lu Qingchen would cry every time during these few bed incidents, sometimes he would bury his head in the quilt and cry secretly, sometimes he couldn't help but cry in person, and every time The reason is also because of pain.

"Why are you crying?" Shen Junhuai leaned against his ear, coaxing gently.

Lu Qingchen noticed that the weight on his body disappeared, and hiccupped and let out a long sigh of relief.He was still in a state of confusion, when he suddenly heard a familiar voice in his ear, he just felt safe.He retracted his head into the chest next to him, hugged the neck of the person next to him with his free hands, and muttered to himself, "Scared..."

"afraid of what?"

"... There are people in the room... They, they..." Lu Qingchen trembled a little, "Jun Huai... Where is Jun Huai..."

"I'm here." Shen Jun hugged him and asked again, "What happened to them?"

"...I can't say... If I say it, it will be gone..." Lu Qingchen stumbled while speaking drunkenly, and could even hear the sound of teeth chattering, and then there was a low whimper, "Jun Huai..." Then he tilted his head and fell asleep completely.

Shen Junhuai looked at the person who had fallen asleep in his arms, and an inexplicable heaviness came out of his heart again.

He re-bathed Lu Qingchen and put him back on the bed. The man had already slept deeply.He walked to the balcony, lit a cigarette, and after calming down, a few restless doubts and details jumped out without warning.

Lu Qingchen loves him, he has no doubt about it, the affection in his eyes can't deceive anyone, but he loves him in his heart, but his body is honestly avoiding it.How long?a year ago?While still in Nancheng!At that time, Shen Junhuai was finishing the project. Half a year later, the two came to Pingzhou together.

Also, unless it is necessary to stop going out, socializing, painting, or even laughing, Lu Qingchen seems to have changed his shell, gradually transforming from a sunny, gentle and smiling artistic talent into a whole The unsmiling and humble lover who hides at home all day, fearful and dull.

No, recently he started drawing.Shen Junhuai thought that the work that just entered the competition was completed in the past few days, that one "Moon on the Edge of the Sky".And the drunkenness just now brought back some of his usual shadows.But... the scattered words after drunkenness did not seem to be fake, as if they were avoiding something.

Shen Junhuai took a puff of cigarette, he was never good at dealing with these delicate human emotions, and he didn't bother to delve into the endless twists and turns in the social arena.He only looked at the result, simply and neatly.

Xiao Mo is out of the game, Lu Qingchen really doesn't have a friend here.In a few days, take him to relax!Shen Junhuai extinguished the last cigarette, thinking so in his heart.

The flood season in August is coming to an end. After a few heavy rains, the sweltering heat has been swept away, and it is a rare clear sky.

Several projects carried out in groups in the laboratories of the Academy of Sciences are progressing smoothly.Su Changxian planned to hold a reception in the hot and sunny Jiangxinzhou in the name of the project team.Jiangxinzhou is not far away, and it takes about an hour to go there from Pingzhou Pier.Moreover, this island is not open to the outside world, it is quiet and quiet, and it is naturally pleasant, and most of the people who come for vacation are the local wealthy circle in Pingzhou.

Shen Junhuai has always been indifferent to such things.So when Su Changxian tried his best to persuade him to go together, he stared at the data graph in his hand without even raising his head.

"I said, why don't you join a group? Every day, your laboratory and your home are two o'clock and the line is moldy. Those of us who are scientists have to have some entertainment, right?" As soon as Su Changxian leaves the laboratory, he will Removing the title of dean of the Academy of Sciences, he showed his original form of wandering on the spot.He is 3 years older than Shen Junhuai, so he exudes a sense of being unscrupulous, far less calm and restrained than Shen Junhuai, and he doesn't look like a well-known high-tech talent in the industry, but rather like a rich man who is fooling around.

However, the Su family is indeed a wealthy family in Pingzhou, and their ancestors have produced wealthy businessmen.Only at Su Changxian's place, a scientist came out.That's right, Mr. Su has always called his grandson that way. In every occasion where there is a feast of wine, the last sentence of the old man is always "Hey, that kid in our family insists on doing scientific research. He became a scientist at a young age. His future family business How can you have time to take care of it!" All the observers echoed, yes, yes, scientists are all contributing to the development of mankind, and being a scientist is so easy, taking care of the family business will be a piece of cake in the future!Then old man Su laughed until all his wrinkles stretched out, and he announced with satisfaction that the host and guest had a good time, and they can leave the venue if there is nothing to do.

Shen Junhuai couldn't help laughing when he thought of Mr. Su.

Su Changxian saw that there was something going on, and continued to lobby: "Hey, that little friend of yours, you have been hiding since you came to Pingzhou, and I have never seen it. Let me take a good look at me this time. What kind of treasures are siblings?"

"Don't call me brother and sister." Shen Junhuai looked up at him, "Call me by name."

"Okay, okay! You don't know, several people in the laboratory are interested in you, you bring your younger siblings, no, Qingchen, you bring Qingchen, and you can also block some peach blossoms for you!" Su Changxian yelled to himself. talking.

Either way, take him to relax and make new friends.Shen Junhuai thought about it, and agreed.