flawed

After autumn, the days get shorter.When Jiang Yu returned home, it was almost dark.

The house was dark, and there was no smell of food. The moment he opened the door, he thought that Qi Nuliang was not at home, but in a blink of an eye, he saw that he was sitting by the window, staring intently at the world that was about to fall into darkness. The cigarette burns quietly.

I didn't go to school to pick him up today, it was a little abnormal, Jiang Yu called out softly: "Brother."

"I'm home."

"Ah."

Qi Nuliang put out the cigarette butt in his hand, got up and turned on the light, suddenly remembered something: "I haven't cooked yet... Today is Friday, why don't we go out to eat?"

"it is good."

Qi Nuliang didn't speak much today, but he took Jiang Yu to a restaurant in Hongcheng.The two of them asked for a private room and ordered a large table of delicious dishes.

Jiang Yu looked at a table of chicken, duck and fish: "What's the special day today?"

"Nothing special, I want to eat something good."

That being said, he ate very little, only Jiang Yu ate to his heart's content.

Qi Nuliang had almost eaten, so he put down his chopsticks and peeled the shrimp for him.

"How about the Hongzhong cafeteria, can we still have enough to eat at school?"

"It's okay, I'm sure I didn't have enough to eat at home, the aunt in the cafeteria is not as good as you." Jiang Yu picked up four or five shrimp tails from the plate with his chopsticks, and swallowed them in one gulp.

"Why do you learn to picky eaters as you get older?" Qi Nuliang complained, "It's time to grow your body, even if it doesn't taste good, you still have to eat. Don't save money."

"I didn't save money. For food and study materials, the scholarship given by the school is enough. You don't have to give me living expenses."

Qi Nuliang didn't answer this question, and suddenly began to mutter: "You will be sixteen soon, and you are already an adult just by looking at it.

"When I was 16 years old, I had planted a few acres of grain at home and took care of a fruit forest. When the harvest came, I brought the grain and fruit to Hongcheng to sell money to subsidize my family." Qi Nuliang took the peeled shrimp Put the meat in a small dish, "It doesn't mean that you have to make money, you should be able to take care of yourself at this age."

Hearing what he said, Jiang Yu frowned and swallowed what was in his mouth: "Brother, what do you mean?"

"It's nothing, just let you take care of yourself, no matter what happens, you must focus on your studies."

Jiang Yu put down his chopsticks: "What will happen?"

"Nothing will happen...the idea is to tell you not to have a girlfriend in high school." Qi Nuliang casually found an excuse to end the topic.

Today, before Jiang Yu went home, Qi Nuliang rejected Officer Wu's proposal.

Wu Kequan was a little puzzled, and he tried to persuade Qi Nuliang.

Said that he had read Qi Nuliang's information, and understood the reasons and consequences of his imprisonment, and believed that he was a good man with a sense of justice and courage. Joining Cao Hongjin was just a wrong step. Now he has the opportunity to correct his mistakes. It should be caught.

He also counted how many heinous crimes Cao Hongjin had committed over the years, trying to awaken Qi Nuliang's conscience, and needed his help to wipe out these criminals.

But Qi Nuliang still resolutely refused, leaving no room for negotiation.

His idea is very simple, even though Uncle Hong has committed a heinous crime and should be tried by the law, the person who betrayed him should not be himself.Because Uncle Hong helped him out of the siege back then, and then supported him, allowing him to live a good life, and has always protected him.At the moment when the incident happened, he could not, in order to protect himself, be unkind and unrighteous, and betray those who were kind to him back then.

Besides, he didn't think he was up to the job.He had never stayed by Uncle Hong's side, and Zhaohui and the six of them had been by his side all the time, so why should he trust himself more than the trusted people around him.I don't know how the surname Wu found him.

"Brother, the light is green."

Reminded by Jiang Yu, Qi Nuliang came back to his senses, released the brake, and the car started moving again.

"What are you thinking?" Jiang Yu stared at his profile, and could feel that something was wrong with him today, "If there is anything bothering you, tell me, maybe I can help you find a solution. "

"What do you think?" Qi Nuliang turned his head and smiled at Jiang Yu, rubbed his hair twice, "I'm fine."

"elder brother……"

"Do you want to eat apples?" Qi Nuliang parked his car in front of a street vendor's stall, got out of the car and bought two bags of fruit, and ended Jiang Yu's inquiry abruptly.

Jiang Yu went home feeling depressed, but he also knew that Qi Nuliang couldn't ask what he didn't want to say.If he insisted on asking, both parties would end up unhappy.He didn't continue to ask any further questions, just to see if he could find any clues from his daily life. Anyway, Qi Nuliang wasn't the type to hide himself.

Maybe it was due to overthinking before going to bed, Jiang Yu started dreaming again.

He dreamed that Qi Nuliang was leaving, and asked him to take good care of himself in the future.Jiang Yu was shocked and held him back, not letting him go, but he was pushed away.Repeated several times, no matter how much he cried and begged, it didn't work, Qi Nuliang seemed to have made up his mind to leave.From panic, despair to anger, Jiang Yu tied up Qi Nuliang and locked him in the house.

After the man completely lost the ability to resist, the beast in his heart finally broke through the cage of his chest, and he couldn't care about anything anymore. He held his face and began to kiss.

When Jiang Yu kissed him, the man stopped struggling.I don't know when he broke free from the rope, hung his arm on Jiang Yu's shoulder, and began to give him the long-awaited response.

Jiang Yu was overjoyed, and kissed harder, the two hugged each other and rolled on the ground.However, just when Jiang Yu didn't know what to do next, Qi Nuliang suddenly stood up, with a cold face, and walked away without looking back.At that moment, Jiang Yu understood that all his submissive responses just now were just a deception to leave smoothly.

Angry and furious, Jiang Yu started to chase, but he couldn't catch up. He chased more and more urgently, and chased out of the dream in one breath.

He lay on the bed gasping for breath, stroked the corners of his eyes, it was wet, had he already cried in his dream?I touched my lower body, it was also wet, and the shorts were dirty again.

Every night, similar nightmares haunt him, and I don't know how many times it is.Most of the previous dreams were that once he crossed that line, Qi Nuliang would be very angry and then abandon him.Qi Nuliang in today's dream responded, but the ending didn't change.

Jiang Yu knew very well that it was his desire that could not be vented that was being realized through dreams, but this was a taboo that had been deeply imprinted in his subconscious mind, so every way to realize his desire was such a nightmare.

He took off his shorts and threw them at the foot of the bed, found a new pair and put them on, got up, and gently pushed open the door of Qi Nuliang's room.

The room under the darkness was very quiet, only the man's gentle breathing.The window was not closed, and the cold night wind blew in, and it was brought in together with the faint moonlight in the second half of the night.

The moonlight is a thin layer of gray, spread evenly in the room, diluting the thickness of the night.The figure raised on the bed is like a rolling mountain, with soft and graceful lines.

Jiang Yu stood in front of Qi Nuliang's bed, didn't know what he was doing, couldn't leave and didn't dare to approach, just bit his lip, swallowed his saliva repeatedly, and gradually clenched his fists.

"Xiao Yu?" Qi Nuliang turned over and faced him, "What are you doing standing here if you don't sleep at night?"

The man's undefended, tired and lazy voice dispelled Jiang Yu's sharp emotions brought out from the dream.

He was a little wronged: "Brother, I have a nightmare."

Qi Nuliang propped himself up from the bed: "What kind of nightmare?"

"I dreamed about my mother."

"Xiaolan loves you the most, don't be afraid." He took Jiang Yu's hand, pulled him onto his bed, lifted the quilt, and covered him, "Sleep here tonight, Sleep peacefully."

"elder brother……"

"Don't talk, go to sleep."

Qi Nuliang hugged Jiang Yu from outside the quilt, like putting a child to sleep, patted through the quilt.

Closing his eyes again, the dampness and darkness of the previous dream were gone.I don't know when he fell asleep, but when Jiang Yu woke up, the sky was bright and Qi Nuliang was no longer on the bed.

Jiang Yu lay on the bed and yelled twice, but no one answered.He ran out of the room, only saw the breakfast on the table, and Qi Nuliang went out.

He went back to bed, curled up under the covers.Wrapped in Qi Nuliang's smell, the residual heat in the quilt was like his remaining body temperature.

He also remembered that last night he was cuddled to sleep against Qi Nuliang's chest, Jiang Yu buried his whole face in Qi Nuliang's pillow, only the tips of his red ears were exposed.

Goosebumps popped up all over his body, and the throbbing of his heart was like a powerful pump, which continuously pumped the scalding blood down.He turned over, his legs caught the quilt, and became entangled with Qi Nuliang's quilt.

The flush from the ears spread to the face, and the forehead began to sweat.But he always felt that something was missing, Jiang Yu glanced and saw Qi Nuliang casually threw the dirty clothes he wore yesterday on the stool.

Coats, shirts, vests, and briefs tucked into jeans.

Jiang Yu covered his head with his shirt and vest, and stretched under the quilt with his briefs.

The side of the window framed by daylight moved slowly, from the side of the bed to the foot of the bed.A white foot with powdery knuckles under the sun, the upturned toes were suddenly rolled up, and then slowly released, followed by the arched legs, which slid weakly on the bed.

Jiang Yu peeled off the layers of clothes on his face, unfolded the briefs in his hand, and held them up to his eyes.

The wet part turned dark black and was no longer transparent. He stared at it for a while, then let go of his hand as if giving up, and let the top of his trousers fall onto his face.

Regret, shame, and entangled pain, after a brief moment of pleasure, immediately flooded to engulf him.

Why did he become like this, a nasty pervert?

I have warned myself countless times that I can't do such a thing again, but I broke my determination time and time again, and I became more and more unable to extricate myself.