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"I'm changing. I'm willing...to change for you."

This is what Jingxi said, to Bai Qian.

The mountains are silent, not even the wind.The leaves are still and the flowers are silent.It's an absolutely quiet place, just two people.There are only people who talk, and people who listen.

A space for two people.

Bai Qian felt very sour for no reason, and the aftertaste was sticky and sweet, which stuck in his throat.It's not an unpleasant taste, like a cake with a certain flavor that I have eaten before, sweet and sour.But it's actually a bit uncomfortable.If you eat too much mellow cream, you will feel sick, and Jingxi's words like this are also awkward.

Bai Qian was a little embarrassed, "hehe" laughed twice, and expressed his intuitive feelings straightforwardly, "I can't imagine that this is something you can say, it feels a bit...perverted..."

"..."

Bai Qian hastily changed his tone and explained: "It's the kind. You see a thick bearded man wearing a pink or light yellow skirt on the road. He walked over with his legs crossed, and he didn't feel uncomfortable. Well?"

Jing Xi's complexion completely darkened, Bai Qian's voice became smaller and smaller, and finally changed the subject: "My paper is all wet, something will happen in a while, I don't have to draw..."

Jingxi said "hmm", but still didn't respond.

Bai Qian asked: "Our weapon is only this gun, plus a very small number of bullets. Why do I feel a little flustered?"

Jingxi didn't even say "um", and just walked forward with her head sullen.

Bai Qian also shut up.He couldn't speak at first, and his voice was hoarse and unpleasant, and he felt annoying listening to it.

After walking like this for a while, he has gone deep into the woods.Jingxi has always been that facially paralyzed, but Bai Qian is a little uneasy.

Keep walking, Bai Qian didn't want to bear it any longer, and asked in a low voice: "Did you just... just confess your love?"

Jingxi's footsteps paused, neither admitting nor denying.It was only for a moment before he started walking again.

Bai Qian poked at him: "Why don't you talk anymore, it's a bit annoying."

Jingxi let out a "huh".

Black line in front of white: "What the hell is 'um'..."

Jingxi put on a poker face: "Answer."

"The previous answer?"

"Ah."

This time it was Bai Qian who stopped talking, and didn't even know how to pronounce "um".In this way, Jingxi can understand the situation that Jingxi usually doesn't like to talk.Obviously there are quite a lot of mental activities, but I just don't want to tell that person.It seems that I have deviated from the most original mood anyway, and the words are too weak.

Bai Qian was a little annoyed.What kind of beard, what kind of pink dress, it doesn't feel like this at all...

Jingxi became serious, and pursued it uncharacteristically: "Then?"

Bai Qian was a little confused, and asked back: "Then? What then?" I didn't say anything, shouldn't it be me who should ask "then"!

Jingxi was a little embarrassed: "Mmm... that's it... and then?"

Bai Qian guessed that he wanted an answer, but at this moment he was still so embarrassed, it was a bit....Bai Qian turned his head: "Nothing and then..."

Jingxi digested it for a long time, and replied "Oh" sullenly, and stopped talking.

The two continued to walk, it seemed that there was nothing unusual, but Bai Qian felt a little embarrassed.

He used to have many fans and readers who were eager and crazy, and he was able to meet many of them.But this kind of emotion is based on the love for his works, and there is an intermediate medium.No one has ever walked into Bai Qian's life and told him sincerely that he likes him.

Looking at it this way, it seems that when I came to this world, my luck was good.Although Yuan Li was a bit inexplicable, he was really kind to himself.The girl Yueguan just proposed marriage, here I heard Jingxi say something like this again.

It's just that it's hard to tell whether this peach blossom calculation is good or bad.

Jingxi was a little unhappy, but Bai Qian could feel it.He usually has a straight face without much expression, but this time he looked a little angry.It was only then that Bai Qian felt that he was actually the type who was the least able to hide his emotions, and he only attributed everything to nothingness, thinking that he could hide himself well by always being a boring gourd.

When the two arrived at the woods that Jingxi had mentioned before, the stench came over their faces, and Bai Qian couldn't help retching.

The trees in this area grew better than those by the river, and the distance between the trees was so small that it was difficult for Jingxi to walk among them with Bai Qian in his arms.In addition to the dead bones and rotting flesh on the ground, Jingxi's pace also slowed down a lot.

Bai Qian covered his nose with his sleeve, his voice muffled inside: "Can you hurry up? It smells too bad."

"Yes, there is no guarantee that you won't fall."

Hearing this tone, is he acting angry?

Bai Qian also took advantage of the trend: "Okay!" Anyway, I didn't fall alone.

Jingxi didn't quicken her pace, but let go.Bai Qian relied entirely on him to support himself, and when he fell like this, he hurriedly stretched out his arms to wrap around Jing Xi's neck.

Just kidding, the ground is full of dead people's rotten flesh, and it won't even get wet when it falls!

The corner of Jingxi's mouth curled up slightly, and Bai Qian accidentally caught a glimpse.Bai Qian's face darkened, and he let go of his hand: "You threw me down!"

Jingxi hugged Bai Qian tightly and pressed Bai Qian to her chest.

Bai Qian pushed him, and there was no room for gentleness in his tone: "I will find a way to get out by myself."

Jingxi was a little nervous at this moment, and asked, "Are you really angry?"

Bai Qian was so angry.A person who has always been gentle will be easily ignited when he is in front of Jingxi.Things that were a little bit of concern before became taboos.It's not that Bai Qian doesn't know how to joke, but he doesn't want such a joke to happen.

With a hoarse voice, Bai Qian was very serious: "Don't bully me as a disabled person. Wherever you put it, I can crawl out."

It seems that there are other emotions to write.It's not just because Jingxi poked her own dead spot that she was so angry.Under the anger, it seems a little disappointed.

Bai Qian kept struggling, but Jing Xi hugged him tightly and didn't let go.Although it is not honest, it does not hide its apology: "Sorry, I was wrong. I will not be like this in the future."

After a pause, Jingxi continued: "I... said it. If you don't answer, I'm a little angry. But I didn't want to really let you go. How could I...Bai Qian, don't be angry. Don't be angry again. There is no future. Where are you going, I will hold you, or I will hold you by the side. I will not let you fall. I swear."

By the way, this is it.The deep meaning of confession in my impression is "I will spoil you forever".There is no marriage bondage between men and men, even a marriage proposal is just a promise.But what is the promise?In fact, it is just a word, and it will be scattered when the wind blows.

Jingxi seems to belong to the hard-line group. The feelings he expresses are rare, but they are also illusory.Before Bai Qian was completely convinced, he was tricked.For a while, I couldn't figure out whether this person liked me, or loved the self who liked others more.

"If you're not happy, you can use me to spread fire? If you tease me like this, you'll be happy." Bai Qian sneered.

Jingxi was stunned, not knowing how to explain.What Bai Qian said was right, he just wanted to see him flustered and dependent on himself, but inadvertently such behavior was based on his pain.

It was my own fault.Jingxi understands, write down this matter seriously, and keep it in her mind.Tell yourself not to do it again.

Thinking of this, he remained silent and did not answer.As soon as Jing Xi turned his head, he caught a glimpse of Bai Qian's complexion getting worse and worse, so he couldn't help hesitating.

Seeing him looking over, Bai Qian asked in a cold voice, "Is your usual silence? Is this how you avoid problems?"

Jingxi was stunned, and wanted to shake her head in denial.But when he saw Bai Qian's gloomy face, his heart turned cold.

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