desire to be loved

A weight oppressed him, Luo Jie grabbed him tightly like a wild beast, frantically ravaged that tender lip, and gnawed at his last trace of reason.

This menacing kiss almost made Roy overwhelmed. Since he couldn't keep up with Luo Jie's rhythm, he simply let him snatch the fragrance in his mouth to his heart's content.

The oxygen in the brain and chest dropped rapidly, and Luo Jie's brutal heat reached the soles of his feet, melting his whole body into a puddle of water.

At the end of the kiss, the two gasped for breath, quietly waiting for the agitation in their chests to subside, surrounded by dancing fireflies, but neither of them was in the mood to appreciate such a beautiful scenery.

After calming down his emotions, Roy slowly withdrew his hands that were grabbing Luo Jie's hair and placed them on his chest.

"Why... why did you kiss me?" He blushed and stared blankly at the person in front of him.

A doting smile floated on Luo Jie's thin, stiff lips.

"I thought I made it obvious, can't you feel my heart?" He grabbed Roy's hand that was clutching the collar because of nervousness, rubbed his palm with his fingertips, and then pressed it against the Take it to heart.

Roy's heart shook, and he stared at Luo Jie dumbly.

From that kiss, he could feel Luo Jie's fiery emotion and naked desire, but... Luo Jie obviously rejected him not long ago, didn't he?

"You didn't mean that you couldn't respond to my feelings." He lowered his eyes and turned his head slightly, afraid that when he saw the affection in Luo Jie's eyes, he would have expectations in his heart again.

Luo Jie gently clasped Roy's chin, and turned that lovely sad face to himself.

"I'm sorry, I take back this sentence, and the words that made you sad before, because I was overwhelmed by jealousy at the time, so I hurt you like that." He bowed his head and printed a kiss on Roy's slightly gathered eyebrows .

Roy couldn't say anything for a moment, he opened his mouth and looked at Luo Jie, he couldn't believe that Luo Jie would feel jealous for him!

Staring at Roy's overjoyed expression, Luo Jie let out a deep laugh.

He held Roy's face in his hands, and whispered seductively, "You once said that what you want is not just to be my brother, but what if I said that what I want is not just to be your brother?"

The suggestive question immediately made Roy's whole heart churn, and an extravagant thought could not help but arise in his mind.

At this moment, he decided to put those bad memories of the past behind him, muster up the courage, and take another risk for love.

"I don't just want to be an older brother, so... what do you want?" He asked shyly, his heart beating so violently that he was about to rush out of his mouth.

Luo Jie looked serious, staring straight at Roy.

"I want to hold you, kiss you, own you, love you, want to be your pillar, your lover, your man, I want so much, are you willing to promise me?" He said frankly, I want Roy to understand his mind clearly.

A series of surprise shocks made Roy's heart boil, his chest heaved with excitement, and his eyes flushed involuntarily.

Luo Jie's words seemed to make a promise to him, and they penetrated into his heart so strongly that he almost shouted the three words "I do".

But a negative thought suddenly flashed through his mind, could he really accept this feeling?

His heart is hovering between conscience and desire. Although he longs to have Luo Jie, he doesn't want Luo Jie to lose his whole life because of him.

The heart that was encouraged by Luo Jie's confession was suddenly confused.

Seeing through the worries in Roy's heart, Luo Jie tried to sweep away his uneasiness, "Xiao Yi, with me by your side, you don't have to worry about anything, just follow your own feelings."

His kiss fell on Roy's forehead, with a high bridge of nose and red lips, and finally imprinted his love on his heart, "I love you."

Hearing those three words, Roy's mind suddenly rang, and his ears rang. Suddenly, big tears ran out of his eyes uncontrollably, like pearls with broken strings, and kept sliding down his cheeks.

He put his arms around Luo Jie's shoulders, his whole body trembled uncontrollably, buried his face in his ear, and said passionately: "I love you, Jie...I really love you..." over and over again Those words of strong emotion throbbed Luo Jie's heart and soul.

"Xiao Yi, don't cry." Kissing away Roy's tears, Luo Jie wrapped him tightly in warm arms.

"You know? Whenever I see your tears, my heart feels like being pulled hard."

A feeling of emotion flooded Roy's heart. He raised his head and asked stupidly, "Really?"

Seeing that Roy was crying with snot and tears, and his nose was as red as an elk, Luo Jie almost laughed out loud, but he held back.

"It really hurts here." He pointed to his heart, showing a tangled and uncomfortable expression.

Seeing through Luo Jie's bad acting skills at a glance, Roy glared at him angrily, "Liar, your eyes are obviously smiling." He beat Luo Jie's chest hard, intending to let him taste the real heartache.

"Won't your hand hurt when the mallet is so hard?" Luo Jie grabbed his hand and kissed the back of it lightly.

"I know I'm not very good at speaking sweet words, but from now on I will express my feelings with practical actions, hoping to make you feel full of love."

Although this love story sounds unsatisfactory, Roy has received his full sincerity.

"When did you have feelings for me?" he asked out of the blue.

"Why did you ask this question suddenly?" Luo Jie lay on the grass with his head propped on one hand.

Roy looked at him affectionately, and only his figure was in the deep eyes.

"I'm curious what's the reason? It made you fall in love with me, who is the same sex and a brother." The two met four years apart. He was curious how Luo Jie fell in love with him in just two weeks?

"This may go back to high school... Do you still remember that pervert in Class [-] who hid in the school bathroom and peeped at you while you were taking a shower?" Luo Jie asked.

"I still remember this incident. Didn't you catch him outside and beat him up?" At that time, this incident caused an uproar in the whole school. looks good.

"Actually, I found the camera on him. Later, I took the camera to develop and it contained your photos, of course including the photo of taking a bath that day. I was so angry that I planned to beat him up the next day, but somehow When I saw the photo of you naked, I felt hot in my chest." When mentioning the desire in his heart, Luo Jie avoided his eyes with some embarrassment.

Roy was taken aback for a moment, he couldn't believe that Luo Jie had feelings for him in high school, but seeing Luo Jie's shy appearance for the first time, he found it very novel.

"So you look like my body." He rubbed his cheek with his index finger, jokingly said.

Hearing this, Luo Jie put his hands on the sides of Royyi's body with lightning speed, and looked down at him from above.

"I'd have eaten you long ago." He thrust his body between Roy's legs, countering his joke.

All of a sudden, Roy blushed like an apple, and his whole body exuded a mature and charming charm.

With a smug smile, Luo Jie kissed his bewildered face.

"At that time, I thought maybe it was because I was young and vigorous that I had lust for you. Fortunately, I graduated a year earlier than you. After entering the workplace, this episode was left behind in my busy schedule. I didn't find out until after Jingying happened. How much I care about you, but I use the wrong way to deal with this feeling."

"If it weren't for Jill's help, I think maybe the two of us would miss each other again and again. Although I am very grateful to him, we can only be together because of his help, but this kind of thing can only happen once. Remember from now on your people, Your heart belongs to me." He declared his ownership boldly.

Seeing Roy staring at him, he asked nervously, "Why don't you talk?"

"I've known you for so long, and now I know that you can say such things. Will I be on a thief ship?" Roy hid the surprise in his heart, deliberately showing a troubled expression.

"Don't forget who made the first foul to seduce me." Luo Jie raised his jaw.

Roy raised the corner of his mouth, hooked Jie's neck and offered his lips.

"Don't worry, I exist for you, of course it belongs to you." He said silently in his heart.

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After knowing each other's feelings, whenever they touch again and again, they can't help kissing in an instant...

After dinner on the night of the week off, the two decided to watch the latest DVD together.

"I think I'd better sit on another sofa." Roy frowned as he moved his body uncomfortably.

The two big men squeezed together on a single sofa, a bit aggressively, and planned to get up and sit on the other sofa, but the hands around his waist were tightly tied to him.

"Don't move, now is the most exciting time." Luo Jie stopped his movements aloud.

In the movie, the male protagonist is fighting with the villains. Seeing that the female protagonist is about to fall off the cliff, the male protagonist teleports and hugs her.

Roy was unwilling, and reluctantly stayed in Luo Jie's arms, watching the movie quietly.

A breath sprayed on his sensitive ears, he moved his head slightly, and suddenly, the invisible gas turned into a real moist and hot touch and landed on his ears, his heartbeat suddenly missed a beat.

Luo Jie was biting his ear lightly.

Seeing Roy's eyes closed tightly and his eyelashes trembling slightly, Luo Jie felt that he was really cute, and couldn't help but want to play tricks on him.

He closed his eyes and waited for Luo Jie's next move, but after a while, there was a chuckle in his ears. Roy turned his head to look, and his eyes immediately met a pair of smiling eyes.

"You did it on purpose." He squinted his beautiful eyes and stared at Luo Jie dissatisfied.

Luo Jie likes to tease him very much recently, besides kissing him, he also likes to suddenly hug him from behind, knowing that she is expecting his next move, but keeps teasing him.

The smile in Luo Jie's eyes became even more rampant.

"I won't watch it with you." Roy broke free from his arms and walked into the bedroom displeased.

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Accidentally flipping through the calendar, Roy noticed that there was less than a week left until the end of the month. Thinking that he had not yet dealt with the work in the United States, his brows were filled with worry.

I don't know if Jill has informed his assistant Jason and the client of his decision to resign?

If not, he would be in big trouble now!

Walking back to the living room, he came to the TV, blocking Luo Jie's sight, "Jie, I have something to tell you."

A smile appeared on the corner of Luo Jie's mouth, and he patted his thigh, asking him to return to the position just now.

The obedient came to sit in Luo Jie's arms, and Roy naturally put his hands on his neck.

"What do you want to say to me?" Luo Jie raised his eyebrows slightly.

"I'm going back to America in a few days."

"I didn't decide to stay, why did I go back to America?" Luo Jie asked puzzled, he thought Roy had left everything in America.

"The things at work and the house over there haven't been dealt with yet, so I have to go back." Roy explained.

"Didn't you wonder what agreement I made with Jill on the day of the competition? In fact, he was asking me to see if I would go back to the United States with them." He mentioned this matter casually.

Jill asked him to give an answer in two days, but Luo Jie suddenly confessed to him that night, so he rejected Jill.

"Then you can decide the date yourself!" After understanding the reason, Luo Jie simply agreed to let him go back.

"But do you need me to accompany you?" He had a premonition that Jill would do everything possible to keep Roy.

"Aren't you still busy with work at the resort, I'll just go by myself." Roy declined.

Luo Jie's going will only prolong his stay. He hopes to finish the affairs in the United States as soon as possible, come back to Taiwan, and start a new life with Luo Jie.

"By the way! When you come back to Taiwan, let's go on a trip together sometime!" Luo Jie suggested suddenly.

This idea came about about a week ago,

"Really? Then I'll book a flight back to the United States right away." Roy's dark eyes immediately shone brightly, and he jumped off his lap excitedly.

Luo Jie wrapped his arms around his slender waist and pulled him back into his arms.

"I only give you one week. If you come back after the time, I will "punish" you." He emphasized those two words, as if the words were mysterious, but he didn't get through the words.

"How are you going to punish me?" Roy winked playfully, not taking his threat seriously.

Luo Jie smiled, suddenly grabbed the back of Roy's head, and kissed his lips.

The hot and humid tongue stuck into his mouth and stirred in his mouth, teasing the tactile nerves, while the palm of his hand stroked his chest through the fabric, gently rubbing the petite protrusions on his chest.

After being touched, Roy felt an electric current pass through his back, and couldn't help trembling.

"Jie..." Before he could stop his movement, the hem of his shirt was lifted up. Luo Jie bowed his head to open his sexy thin lips, and held the breasts hardened by excitement with his mouth. The pleasure of being sucked and bitten immediately reached Roy The chest rises.

"Ah~" A small moan escaped from his lips.

Suddenly, Luo Jie stopped and pulled his clothes back.

"It's an even more excessive punishment than this." He looked at Roy's flushed face evilly, and whispered hoarsely.

【being loved】