Yang Chun Bai Xiao

Bai Xiao felt that he was very unprincipled towards Sun Yang, so he took the initiative to knock on Sun Yang's door because of the brief conversation on the balcony that day, when he should have been angry at being left behind at the stall.

He originally scolded himself secretly in his heart, but then he thought about it and being able to be with Sun Yang was a trivial matter, as if there were thousands of reasons to be angry with Sun Yang, all he needed was the reason "I still love him" Enough to dismiss all the previous ones.

It was not Sun Yang who opened the door. Bai Xiao felt a little embarrassed looking at the man in the wheelchair with his head raised slightly, "Excuse me, is Sun Yang there?"

"You are?" Mo Ni knew that this man was the one who lived across the street, but he didn't know that he actually knew Sun Yang.

"My name is Bai Xiao."

"Bai Xiao?" Mo Ni was a little surprised, he knew the name, "He went out, come in and sit for a while."

Bai Xiao wanted to refuse at first, but Moni had already turned the wheelchair to let him enter the door, which made him embarrassed to say what was on his lips.

Mooney closed the door, turned the wheelchair to the coffee table by himself, and smiled slightly, "You can go to the refrigerator to get what you want to drink. It's not convenient for me."

"I'm not thirsty." Bai Xiao walked over and sat down on the sofa. There was a faint smell of medicine in the room, as if the medicine was being boiled in the kitchen, making the sound of boiling. It rained last night, but today's weather has turned fine. The light wind rolled up the corners of the curtains, and the wind chime hanging in the center made a series of ringing sounds. Mo Ni smiled slightly on the opposite side. For no reason, Bai Xiao felt a sense of tranquility.

Seeing Bai Xiao staring at the wind chime in a daze, Moni said with a smile, "I'm often alone at home, and I feel at ease when there are some voices."

The word "home" made Bai Xiao feel like something was stuck in his heart.He could only smile slightly, "Does Sun Yang go out often?"

"He's always on a business trip."

"Then is he on a business trip today?"

"He didn't go on a business trip today. He will definitely come back in the evening. I don't know at noon. I'm cooking a medicinal meal for him. If he doesn't come back at noon, I have to throw it away and make a new one in the evening."

After listening to Moni's words, Bai Xiao felt that he couldn't sit still. Has he reached such a caring point?In order to spend time and energy cooking medicinal meals for Sun Yang when he came back, he began to question whether what Sun Yang said was just friends living together?

"Why does Sun Yang want to drink medicinal food?"

"He drinks a lot and has a bad stomach. I told him many times that he didn't listen."

The tone of Moni's words made Bai Xiao feel very unpleasant no matter what he heard, as if he was complaining to others that his lover wasted money on roses, it was both resentful and sweet.

"Oh." Bai Xiao responded, took out his phone and looked at the time, "I have something to do, so I'll leave first, and come find him when I have time."

"Leave so soon? Stay and eat, I'm really boring to eat alone."

"No, I've already made an appointment." Bai Xiao refused, and when he turned around, Mo Ni said behind his back, "Okay then, come back when you have time."

But Bai Xiao froze and didn't go any further. After he came in, he sat on the sofa and never looked back. There was a small painting on the wall behind him. On the picture were two A man stood facing the sea breeze, the man in front leaned in the arms of the man behind, the two of them leaned their heads together as if they were laughing and whispering something, and a pair of metal reflections could be seen on the four interlocking hands in front of them. The shiny ring, the background is a vast blue sea, and one of the two men is Sun Yang, and the other is Moni.Bai Xiao suddenly remembered that the beautiful bartender who was in Qingqing had said that Sun Yang had a friend who drank 25 degrees of blue.

"I drew this painting randomly..." Mo Ni hesitated to speak.

Bai Xiao wanted to say something, but he opened and closed his lips a few times before falling into silence. It took him a long time to find his voice, and he pretended to have nothing to do and asked casually, "Your paintings are beautiful? Why did you suddenly think of this?" How about two men?"

"I want to draw a picture as a commemoration. After all, the two men can't go out to take pictures in public. No one at home has come to hang it..." Mo Ni seemed a little flustered, didn't know how to explain it, and didn't say the following words.

"No, I remember that Sun Yang had a girlfriend before." Bai Xiao seemed to be coaxing himself, and the reasons he gave were not even convincing to himself.

"Sun Yang had a girlfriend?" Money seemed surprised.

Bai Xiao didn't answer either, but just said, "I should go." The voice was a little lonely, and Mo Ni's heart tightened when he heard it. It seemed that the joke was a bit too much. If he wanted to call Bai Xiao again, Bai Xiao had already opened the door Going out, the speed was a bit fast, and Mo Ni looked sideways at the wind chimes that were still rippling with the wind, and thought to himself, let Sun Yang explain.

Bai Xiao didn't know how to get down the stairs when he went out, and he seemed to return to the heartache when he found out that Sun Yang had a girlfriend a long time ago, even more painful than that, because this time there was more deception by Sun Yang.

"This is my girlfriend Lin Xia."

Bai Xiao felt that when he heard the word "girlfriend", his heart felt like an earthquake struck, and the sky collapsed and the earth shattered.

When Sun Yang left the playground that day, didn't he invite him to dinner because he heard what he said?But why there was such a way of getting along after that, except for going to class and sleeping, he was already close to inseparable, and he even went to accompany Sun Yang to run [-] meters in training as a member of the basketball team.

Some stupefied raised their heads, nodded, and smiled with difficulty, "I only have your portion of the dishes."

"It's okay, we're going out to eat with friends."

"What about that dish?" At that moment, Bai Xiao didn't seem to be able to think, his mind went blank.When he asked that question, a voice kept circling in his heart, so what should I do?So what should I do?Over and over again, over and over again, until finally, even the voice was unable to make it again.Sun Yang's answer just brushed past his ears and didn't really listen to it.Then, Sun Yang led the girl away.

Bai Xiao's hand holding the spoon was still in the air, and his head was still slightly tilted as before Sun Yang left. It was a long time before Bai Xiao lowered his head to eat. He even felt that the color of the rice was dazzlingly white, and suddenly tears came from his eyes. drop down.

"Bai Xiao." Sun Yang had already left the school, thinking it would be unkind to leave Bai Xiao alone, they are all friends, so it is okay to bring Bai Xiao along, so he came back to look for Bai Xiao.

Bai Xiao didn't look up, Sun Yang sat down opposite him, "Would you like to have dinner with us?"

Bai Xiao wiped the corners of his eyes with his hands, and smiled inexplicably brightly, "I'm not going." After speaking, her voice changed a bit, and tears welled up again, and she couldn't stop it no matter what.

Bai Xiao smiled and said, "I'm sorry, I don't know what's wrong, it just fell off." Bai Xiao wiped her tears with her hands, and wiped more and more, and finally pushed away the dinner plate and lay down on the dining table. look up.

The day after Bai Xiao cried, Sun Yang broke up with that Lin Xia, but in the afternoon Sun Yang was beaten, Bai Xiao looked at Sun Yang who was covered in injuries, but smiled happily, and Sun Yang pointed his finger His head, saying he has no conscience.

Bai Xiao smiled and said at the time, it deserved it.

Sun Yang grabbed him and hugged him, and said in his ear, I don't like men, but I can't bear your tears and pain, I always think, if I have this ability, I must make you laugh lifetime.

Sun Yang never said anything like that before or afterward.

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