Yang Chun Bai Xiao

The runway was drawn with white lime on black cinders, black and white.

Because it was class time, there were only a few people on the playground. The perimeter of the playground was a fence, and there were a few clusters of green bamboos in the corner.

Before he knew it, it was almost autumn. Bai Xiao shrank his neck when he felt the coolness, and put his hands in his trouser pockets, "Sun Yang, are you waiting for me to come back when you buy a house near the school?" He talked a lot with Sun Yang The time is still straightforward without turning.

"You really dare to think about it." When Sun Yang spoke, his tone was slightly mocking, but Bai Xiao could still see some warmth from the corner of his slightly raised mouth.He knew that Sun Yang was a very soft-hearted person, but he was just stubborn.In fact, Bai Xiao was half right. In a sense, the only place in this city where Sun Yang could feel a sense of belonging was his alma mater. The sense of belonging usually came from his alma mater itself, and half of it came from Bai Xiao.

"Do you still remember that time when your basketball club ran [-] meters on the playground for training? At the beginning of October." Bai Xiao lowered his head, kicked small gravel under his feet, and pointed to the semicircle of the oval track when he raised his head, " I still remember that I caught up with you at that corner."

Sun Yang looked along the direction he was pointing, his eyes stopped there as if he was thinking about something.How could he not remember, when Bai Xiao ran, his face was frighteningly pale, Sun Yang asked him to rest, but he stubbornly ran forward without saying a word, and threw up after running.

"Why were you so stubborn back then?"

"I never thought that I would be considered a lot of exercise, but in the end I was so embarrassed even running [-] meters. When I jumped in the queue, I just wanted to run with you all the way, and give up after this last stupid thing. As a result, you slowed down and waited for me, and when I caught up with you, I thought in my heart, maybe this is the only chance to run side by side, how could I give up halfway?" Bai Xiao felt that he was a little naive back then It's ridiculous, and said with a wry smile, "I'm running as my love as my life, and I'm running with me all the way..." At first, when I followed Sun Yang, Bai Xiao was thinking every step of the way. At least don't be one step away from Sun Yang. When you run side by side, you really don't want to have such an opportunity.

Run all the way and accompany you for a lifetime.

Sun Yang was silent. At that time, he could vaguely feel Bai Xiao's feelings for him. Bai Xiao mentioned it many times, but he never

He really took it to heart, and now that he heard Bai Xiao express his heart after such a long time, he felt a little distressed in his heart.

Sun Yang exhaled, as if he had made up his mind, "The past is all in the past."

"What do you mean?" Bai Xiao was alert, the meaning of the past could be to let go of the past or to give up.

"Do you want to run again?"

Bai Xiao looked at Sun Yang's hand and laughed, "No, you can run." Sun Yang's hand stopped there, and Bai Xiao went on to say, "I'm a bit old, and I'm not that stupid." Then the topic changed again, "Is it really possible to start over?" At the end, he still lacked confidence.What Sun Yang said yesterday was very clear, but he was drunk at that time.

Sun Yang withdrew his hand and continued to walk forward, asking Bai Xiao as he walked, "Do you always use your confidence in the wrong place?"

That's because I met you, so I'm not confident.Bai Xiao thought to himself.

Bai Xiao exhaled, and stretched out his hand to hold Sun Yang's hand. Sun Yang did not refuse, and a perverse smile hung on the corner of Bai Xiao's mouth,

The two walked to the parallel bars on the side of the playground. Sun Yang let go of Bai Xiao's hands, and sat up with both hands. He changed into a set of casual clothes today, and he still had a youthful vigor, unlike his usual appearance. So mature and stable.

Bai Xiao walked over to lean on the bar, looked up at Sun Yang, Sun Yang was looking down at him, the two of them lowered their heads and then raised their heads, the time was sparse, condensed into a painting.Bai Xiao's heart beat slightly faster, and he blurted out what was on his mind, "Sun Yang, are there many people chasing you?"

"No." Sun Yang avoided Bai Xiao's gaze, "What about you? Five or six dates a day?"

"Five or six times?" Bai Xiao was a little hesitant when he heard Sun Yang's words, and then he understood what Xiao Ran said to Sun Yang. At that time, he was financially strapped, and if he had a free meal, he would not refuse anyone who came. The situation was disgraceful, and I would not tell Sun Yang directly, "It is possible to have dinner with five or six friends." After speaking, there was a very distressed expression on his face, "I have no one to chase after me."

"No one would appreciate your bad temper." Sun Yang seemed to be in a good mood, smiling and looking up at the blue sky.

"Who didn't have three or four admirers when they were young? Whether they were ambiguous or secretly in love, there is only one who has achieved a positive result."

Sun Yang couldn't help "puchi" laughing, in fact, Bai Xiao's replacement is also right, there is only one person who didn't admire three or four people when he was young, or had an ambiguous or secret love.After thinking about it, I felt wrong, "We're not too old, are we?"

"I didn't say old, aren't we just young now?"

"Oh? Then you met a few admirers?"

"Only you." Bai Xiao opened and closed his lips, his voice drifting in the wind.It's not just one, it's just that there are some people who can't get into his eyes.

Sun Yang said with a smile, "You really are narcissistic, I don't admire you."

"Yes, yes, I admire you." Bai Xiaowei raised her head and stretched out her hand to Sun Yang, smiling sweetly, "Mr. Sun, would you like to give me a chance, no matter whether you are rich or poor, happy or sad, let me be with you in the future." You share and accompany you until the end of your life."

As if time stood still, Bai Xiao raised his head and didn't notice the speed of time sliding. The wind blew the hair of the two of them, blocking their sight. Bai Xiao heard the sound of his heart beating in his chest. He said this not to get an answer, but to test Most of the ingredients.Sun Yang talked about the past a few times, but all of them were vague. What Bai Xiao wanted was a clear promise, even if it wasn't a promise, the other party had to give him a clear statement.

"Did you talk too much about this kind of thing, so you don't care?"

In Bai Xiao's opinion, Sun Yang's tone of voice was colder than before, as if warm water had melted into ice water, and he couldn't feel a trace of temperature.In a daze, Sun Yang had already got off the parallel bars and was walking outside the playground.Bai Xiao was stunned before chasing after him, "Didn't you just say that the past is all in the past? It was all my fault..."

He didn't finish his sentence, the man walking in front of him looked back at him, his tone was indifferent, "It's not all your fault." He paused and said, "I also heard something about your family. .”

As if years of hard work had finally been recognized, Bai Xiao had the urge to cry with joy, but then a new idea broke this urge. What happened in his home in the past tense was not so beautiful, but rather irritating. Unspeakable.And the man in front of him knew it, but he didn't reach out a hand to hold him when he was suffering alone, like he did when he wiped his hand in the bathroom, so that he could feel a little warmth.

"I tried to contact you, what about you? Have you thought about contacting me after all these years abroad?" Sun Yang looked at Bai Xiao seriously this time, "Do you know why I didn't promise you?" Sun Yang took out the phone from his pocket. The mobile phone, Bai Xiao's mobile phone rang in a moment, Bai Xiao took out the mobile phone without knowing why, he had saved both Sun Yang's numbers, but this number did not show Sun Yang's name, Bai Xiao looked very familiar A string of numbers in the room couldn't help but shed tears.

"sorry."

Sun Yang ignored his apology, but reached out to wipe his tears, "Don't cry in front of me in the future. It seems that I owe you a lot."

All of this seemed to break through one layer of fog and enter another layer. Back then, Bai Xiao bought a pair of mobile phones on Sun Yang's birthday and chose two consecutive numbers. His mobile phone and number were lost together before going abroad. I never thought of Sun Yang's number, he still uses it all the time.

"Sun Yang, I'm sorry." He didn't know how much he had squandered Sun Yang's expectations in these years. At this moment, he suddenly lost the courage to stand by his side, and those self-righteous loves were rendered insignificant.

"Don't cry." Sun Yang frowned, "If I really blamed you, you wouldn't see me now. I'm just very angry."

Bai Xiao wiped her face, turned her head to look into the distance, "How long are you going to be angry?"

"I thought I was no longer angry, but I still feel a little angry when I think about it, so I don't know how long it will take."

No matter how long, I will always wait.Bai Xiao had the urge to bite himself to discourage him, he should have come back to find Sun Yang sooner.

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