In the silent place

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Bai Jintang frowned and sat on the sofa, with his right elbow resting on the armrest, his index and middle fingers pressing against his temples, his thoughts were in a mess.Thinking of what Bai Yutang said just now, he still couldn't believe it.The patient in the hospital turned out to be Zhan Zhao?Moreover, my brother, who had never talked about personal relationship issues in front of him, actually said bluntly that the rumors about him and Zhan Zhao in the forum were not just rumors.If it's not a rumor, isn't it a fact?Bai Jintang closed his eyes and slowly leaned on the sofa.After a while, he opened his eyes and touched Bai Yutang next to him with his knee, and said, "You and Zhan Zhao are serious?"

Bai Yutang turned his head to look at Bai Jintang, smiled lightly, and replied, "Well, really."

Bai Jintang stared at the serious-looking younger brother, and suddenly felt that he had grown up.The faint firmness added to his mature charm. "Then what are you going to do?"

"What others like to say is their business. I just want to live a good life with him."

'The public and the media can let it go, but what about the parents? ' Bai Jintang sat up straight and sighed secretly.After hesitating for a moment, he said in a low voice: "Now there is a lot of noise on the Internet. When I came, several media outlets had already published related reports on the Internet. You know the nature of our dad's work. Even if he can't see that post, no In two days, he will know about it." He paused and turned to look at Bai Yutang. "What are you going to tell our parents then?"

"It depends on the situation." Bai Yutang had also thought about this matter. His parents liked Zhan Zhao very much, especially his mother. Zhao gradually accumulated goodwill.Just according to his father's temper, he could more or less foresee that things would never be as simple as he expected.

Bai Jintang saw a flicker of sadness in his brow, and sighed softly: "As for the media, I and Lu Fang have the same idea, how to deal with it depends on you personally."

Bai Yutang hummed in a low voice, hesitated for a while, and asked softly, "Then what do you think about the matter between me and Zhan Zhao?"

Bai Jintang didn't answer, stood up and went to the water dispenser to get a glass of water, took two sips before meditating and said: "To be honest, I don't support it..." He looked up at Bai Yutang as he spoke, and walked away with the water glass in his hand. Go to the sofa and sit down again. "But I won't object. You are in your twenties, and my opinion can't influence your life."

Such an answer is enough.A warm current surged in Bai Yutang's heart, and deep gratitude unconsciously appeared in his eyes.

Seeing him like this, Bai Jintang felt a little ashamed in his heart, and asked thoughtfully, "How is Zhan Zhao's body?"

Bai Yutang was silent for a while, then replied in a low voice, "It's much better than before." He didn't want to talk about Zhan Zhao's condition, but even Zhan Zhao's blood disease broke out on the Internet.In this public opinion incident, this is what angered him the most.No matter what others say, he can do it, but he can't stand others criticizing Zhan Zhao.When he thought of these things, there seemed to be a raging fire in his heart, which made him unable to calm down.

"During this time, don't go to the hospital, wait until things calm down."

Bai Yutang frowned, stood up and said in a cold voice: "If I throw someone in the hospital because of other people's gossip today, what will happen next? Does it mean that I have to run away from him whenever someone says anything?! Now that I've decided to be with him, I won't be intimidated!"

"The legs are on your body. If you insist on going back to see him now, no one can stop you. But if you do this, it will only make things worse. Now that the media is watching you, if you continue to be so willful, you will only give They create topics." Seeing that he refused to listen to persuasion, Bai Jintang felt a little annoyed. "I've already said what I said, it's up to you whether you listen or not." He stood up, grabbed the car keys on the coffee table, and turned his head to look at the gloomy Bai Yutang. "I'm going back to the company first, call me if you have anything to do. Also, if you contact Zhan Zhao, please help me take care of him. I'll see him again in two days."

"Well, I'll tell him."

Seeing his determined look, Bai Jintang shook his head and sighed, then turned and walked out of Bai Yutang's residence.

The summer days are long, and the sky is still bright when it is nearly seven o'clock in the evening.Bai Yutang packed his change of luggage and was about to go out with his travel bag when Jiang Ping arrived just in time.Bai Yutang changed his mind, and didn't invite him into the house either.Jiang Ping stood at the door, saw the other party's posture, put his hands on Bai Yutang's shoulders, and pushed into the room.

"Fourth brother, you have something to do with me, we can talk on the way." Bai Yutang broke away from Jiang Ping's arm, and said calmly at the door.

Jiang Ping raised his head slightly and stared into his eyes, and said unhurriedly: "You told me earlier that you understood, but you told me what you understood?" After he finished speaking, he didn't care about Bai Yutang's reaction, and left He went to the kitchen counter and sat down in the high chair. "I remember Zhan Zhao's book club, before the signing session, you said a word to me. You said you didn't want to disrupt Zhan Zhao's life, did you say that? Why have you forgotten all about it now?"

Bai Yutang stood at the door for a long time, then suddenly threw his luggage on the ground with a bang, walked into the living room without saying a word, and dumped it heavily on the sofa.Looking at his back, Jiang Ping sighed helplessly, and followed him.

Jiang Ping didn't think he was so great. Between Bai Yutang and Zhan Zhao, he knew who he favored more.It's just that sometimes Zhan Zhao has to be moved out.Lao Wu's personality is unusually strong, he does things decisively, and never cares about other people's opinions, and he doesn't even listen to the opinions of his brothers.He would only think about it when Zhan Zhao was mentioned.The matter this time can be said to be big or small, after all, it is only an online revelation, and the media can only rely on the headlines to make a fuss, but they dare not scribble about the actual content.But if he was caught by the media in the hospital, the matter would most likely be magnified infinitely.Jiang Ping knew how much Bai Yutang loved this career since he was in college.Watching him step by step to today, it is not easy to achieve this result.Although the public's acceptance of homosexuality is much better than before, how many people in reality dare to admit that they are gay without fear?Although he does not discriminate against homosexuality, most of the people around him look disgusted when this topic is mentioned.Moreover, the power to control the entertainment industry is not in the hands of the public.Wanting to block someone is just a word from some people.He believes that Lao Wu also knows it in his heart, but for the sake of Zhan Zhao, he can even give up his favorite acting career.From this point of view, Jiang Ping understood Bai Jintang and Lu Fang's feelings very well.As brothers, he had the same thoughts as them, and he couldn't sit idly by.Although it is indeed somewhat inhumane to leave Zhan Zhao in the hospital, this is the only way to go at present.

"Don't be too anxious. Don't look at the turmoil now. Once people find a new topic, they will naturally stop paying attention to you." Jiang Ping pushed Bai Yutang and sat down beside him.

Bai Yutang leaned on the sofa, looked up at the chandelier on the ceiling and couldn't help but think, if he wasn't a public figure, all this might not have happened today.Although he and Zhan Zhao still have to face many problems, at least Zhan Zhao will not be pushed out and discussed by thousands of people like he is now.After staying in the hospital for only a few weeks, he has deeply experienced the pain and suffering brought about by birth, old age, illness and death.No matter how tough a person is, there will be a moment when he falls in the face of cruel illness.He is not a pessimistic person, he just has to face reality.Zhan Zhao's life is like walking on a tightrope between the cliffs, and it seems that he will disappear from his eyes at any moment.Every time he wakes up in the middle of the night, he will unconsciously reach out to touch the people around him. When the warm temperature and real touch come from the palm of his hand, he will be so fragile that he wants to cry.Even if it's just a quiet hug, it feels precious.From the moment a person is born, he has worked hard to grow up. He has experienced so many laughter and shed too many tears in the years. Life is so difficult and strong, but why is it so fragile in the face of disasters and diseases?He didn't know how long Zhan Zhao's life was left, so he cherished their time together even more.Although it is impossible to keep him by your side all the time, how sad and ridiculous it would be to separate from him just to avoid other people's eyes and comments!He stood up abruptly, pulled Jiang Ping up and walked quickly to the door.

"Hey, old five..." Jiang Ping was staggered by him and almost fell down. "What are you doing again?!"

Bai Yutang turned his head and glanced at Jiang Ping, then let go of his hand suddenly, removed the house key from the key ring and handed it over. "You can leave if you want to, just take care of my house." After finishing speaking, he picked up his luggage, opened the door and walked away.

The door slammed shut before his eyes.Jiang Ping was stunned for a moment, then grabbed the briefcase beside the kitchen counter and rushed out.

"Wait." Jiang Ping quickly caught up with Bai Yutang who was waiting at the elevator door, and threw the key back. "Fifth, you are too recalcitrant, you can't..."

Bai Yutang caught the key and raised his hand to interrupt Jiang Ping. "Fourth brother, I've thought about it. Although I said that I don't want to affect Zhan Zhao's life, but now that we are together, wouldn't it be naive to say these things? Today's events are in front of me, whether I want to see them or not. I realized that Zhan Zhao's life has already been affected. Escaping will not change the world's opinion, if this circle cannot tolerate me, as long as I can still be with him properly, I will not regret today's decision." Knowing why he hesitated just now, even just for a moment, made him feel unforgivable.Life cannot be repeated. In this life, he only wants to be Zhan Zhao's Bai Yutang, not the Bai Yutang expected by the world.

After being out for a long time, Zhan Zhao didn't make a phone call, and didn't even send a text message.People who don't understand him may say that he is cold and heartless, but Bai Yutang can't understand what this person thinks in his heart.It's just that the heart is the heart, and the mouth is the mouth.As soon as he entered the door of the ward, Bai Yutang walked straight up to Zhan Zhao as if he didn't see Jiang Dong next to him, and said fiercely, "You can really hold back." Sitting down, he raised his eyebrows and said with a smirk: "Do you miss me?"

Zhan Zhao half-lyed on the bed, suddenly felt embarrassed, raised his leg and bumped into the man's tailbone.Bai Yutang rubbed his butt pretendingly, seeing him staring with an expression about to bite, he just felt very happy. "I forgot to tell you, your cousin knows about us."

Jiang Dong was originally sitting on the companion bed with his head bowed and pretending to be a wooden man. Hearing this, he immediately raised his head and looked at Bai Yutang with doubts in his eyes. "Did not you say..."

Bai Yutang shrugged, stretched out his right hand and pointed at Zhan Zhao. "Your cousin is a thief. I have nothing to do with him, so I have to tell him what happened on the Internet."

Zhan Zhao glanced at him fiercely, then turned his head to look at Jiang Dong opposite, and said a little embarrassedly: "Cousin, I wanted to tell you these two days." A faint smile slowly emerged. "I plan to move in with him after I leave the hospital."

Jiang Dong didn't expect his cousin to be so frank and straightforward. After a moment of silence, he said in a muffled voice, "My mother will definitely not agree."

Zhan Zhao's eyelashes drooped slightly, he pondered for a moment, then raised his eyes and said, "I'll talk to my aunt properly." As soon as he finished speaking, his left hand was suddenly gently grasped.The warm temperature came, which made people's heart beat.He slowly gathered his five fingers, and tightly held back the opponent's hand.

Bai Yutang stared at Zhan Zhao's side face, feeling sour and sweet in his heart, wishing he could hold this man in his arms and love him well.But due to Jiang Dong's presence, he didn't dare to be too presumptuous.

"Jiang Dong, when did you come?"

"It's two o'clock in the afternoon."

"Has the media been here?"

Jiang Dong glanced at Zhan Zhao first, then turned his gaze to Bai Yutang. "Yes. The hospital didn't know the situation, so they thought they were visiting, so they let them in. When I came, I happened to see the fourth brother throwing them out."

When Bai Yutang heard this, he immediately became furious.When such a thing happened, the fourth brother didn't even say a word!He turned his head to look at Zhan Zhao, and unconsciously clenched his hand even tighter. "Did they make things difficult for you?"

"No. Before I realized what was going on, the fourth brother pushed them out." Zhan Zhao saw his chest rising and falling, panting with anger, felt pain in his heart, and gently moved his thumb to rub him The back of his hand, whispered: "I'm fine."

Jiang Dong originally wanted to inquire about the situation at Bai Yutang, but seeing the other party's face, he dismissed the idea.Standing up, she tidied up the magazines on the bed and said, "You two talk, I'll go back first."

Zhan Zhao was grateful in his heart, and said "Thank you, cousin".Jiang Dong stared at him, and punched him on the head as if in the air. "How many times have I said it, and I'll really beat you up." Zhan Zhao tilted his head, smiled and said nothing.

"I'm leaving first, call me if you need something." Jiang Dong waved at Bai Yutang, and walked out of the ward with a stack of magazines in his arms.

After a short period of silence, Bai Yutang slowly bent down and put his head on Zhan Zhao's chest. "Cat, do you miss me?"

Why are you here again?Zhan Zhao leaned against the pillow with his eyes closed, and said with a soft smile, "How old are you?"

Bai Yutang raised his head, rested his chin on Zhan Zhao's heart, stretched out his fingers and said, "Three years old."

Zhan Zhao was amused by him and laughed out loud, and suddenly felt his waist tighten, and was tightly encircled by that man.The force was so great that it made him feel a dull pain in his ribs. "What's wrong? Am I fine?"

Bai Yutang nestled on Zhan Zhao's chest, and after a while he said in a muffled voice, "I know you miss me, and I miss you too."

"What big talk."

There was a faint scent of medicine from Zhan Zhao's body, which mixed with the strong smell of disinfectant in the room, filling Bai Yutang's nostrils.

"Cat, I am so happy."

Zhan Zhao stroked the man's hair with a smile, but his eyes felt hot involuntarily.

"Me too."