The history of struggle for foundation in the entertainment industry

The two stood like this for a moment.

Liang Feng calmed down and felt that his chest was pressed against Tang Jinnian's left ventricle. He couldn't see Tang Jinnian's face, but the feeling was too complicated to describe.It feels very warm, and also very down-to-earth... In other words, why does he, a big man, seek warmth from others.

"Hiss." The old wound on the left side of his face suddenly throbbed, and Liang Feng frowned.

Sensing Liang Feng's slight movement, Tang Jinnian raised his chin that was on his shoulder, but still put his arms around Liang Feng, and looked down at him: "Are you feeling better?"

Liang Feng probably didn't want to see his face at this time, but he raised his head subconsciously, all the warmth faded away in an instant, his dreams were shattered, and he knew that this was the most unlikely person.Liang Feng raised his eyebrows helplessly, and said, "My legs are sore."

Liang Feng and Tang Jinnian were about the same height, he was too emotional just now and didn't pay attention, now he realized that there was a reason why he was able to lean on Tang Jinnian's shoulder with his height - his legs were half bent, and now his thigh muscles felt sore.

Liang Feng stood up straight suddenly, and his face was very close to Tang Jinnian. Liang Feng looked up at him, lowered his head and pressed his lips on his bare/exposed shoulder and neck, and made a very soft "boo" .

Tang Jinnian: "...Hello."

He looked at Tang Jinnian slightly frivolously, and Tang Jinnian saw his wound.From Liang Feng's current angle, it happened to be the left side facing Tang Jinnian.

Tang Jinnian didn't feel anything when he saw the scar. To be honest, the wound was not obvious. Maybe it was because the scar existed when Tang Jinnian first met Liang Feng, so he didn't feel anything at all. Involuntarily swipe across it.

Liang Feng: "..."

Is there such a comforting thing!Really!

Liang Feng exhaled, even though he didn't mind much now, he still cared somewhat uncontrollably.

Tang Jinnian came back to his senses and quickly said: "I'm sorry."

Liang Feng opened his hand angrily, and scoffed, "Fuck you."

Liang Feng went to sit under a tree, and Tang Jinnian also went to sit next to him.

Tang Jinnian asked Liang Feng: "When you were hospitalized, was it really difficult?"

Liang Feng said: "It's okay."

The two sat together and looked at different places. Tang Jinnian suddenly remembered something, and asked, "The time you called me... was that time?"

Liang Feng reacted for a moment, remembered, covered his forehead and gave a "fuck" sound, turned his head, looking like 'the past is too bad to look back'.

Tang Jinnian burst out laughing, looking at Liang Feng while laughing, very happy: "You are still so nervous, huh?"

Liang Feng replied: "It's the same neurotic now."

Tang Jinnian glanced at him.

Liang Feng: "Don't believe me?"

Tang Jinnian perfunctorily said "hmmm", "Mmm, Xin—"

Liang Feng laughed softly, "Don't believe me." He picked up a stone and threw it into the distance.

Liang Feng was leaning against the tree with his legs bent, while Tang Jinnian had one leg bent and his elbows on his knees. The two laughed to themselves.

Someone in the distance suddenly waved to them: "Hey! The two who are in love over there, come back and continue filming!!"

Liang Feng: "..."

Tang Jinnian: "..."

Embarrassed, the two hurriedly got up and went back to the venue.

Before the filming started, Liang Feng grabbed the person who was waving and asked, "Who taught you to say that just now?"

That person immediately pointed to Zhang Zhihui who was sitting in front of the monitor, Director Zhang Da.

Liang Feng: "..."

Liang Feng thought to himself, his reputation as Mensao is really not false, and he wondered if he knew about his affairs with Tang Jinnian.Their blood relationship Zhang Zhihui must not know, Zhang Zhihui himself has not come out of the closet, I don't know if he will mind if the two male protagonists hook up together in the play he directed, I don't know how to explain it in the future... Forget it Don't think about things that haven't been written yet.

This day, the whole production crew was in full swing, and Shao Tang's condition inexplicably recovered, he was relaxed, and he finally returned to normal when facing Liang Feng.

The onlookers in front of the monitor said that the recovery is recovery, but Mao looks a bit wrong now. He used to look like a normal captain and deputy captain. Now when the captain and deputy captain discuss issues, why do they feel like there are pink bubbles between them? .

After working all day, Tang Jinnian found Liang Feng.

Tang Jinnian said: "I figured it out."

Liang Feng: "Thought what?"

Tang Jinnian looked indifferent, but his tone was serious, and said: "Whoever you like, no matter men or women, is your freedom. Even if you like your brother and me, I can accept it and continue to like it. I don't mind...Okay Is it?"

Liang Feng opened his eyes slightly, very dazed.

Tang Jinnian was very proud of the psychological changes he had undergone. He found that he didn't reject the fact that Liang Feng liked him, and felt that it didn't affect him. He liked it as long as he liked it.

He walked away leisurely with his hands in his pockets, and Liang Feng watched him go blankly, only then regained the feeling of speaking.

"Hey!"

"Aren't you mistaken! Am I still begging you to let me like you?!!!"

However, Tang Jinnian had already turned a corner and went upstairs and lost his hearing.

Liang Feng stood at the same place, thinking more and more depressed, took two steps to catch up, took a few steps up the stairs, caught up with him at the corner of the stairs, held his face with both hands and kissed him.

Liang Feng didn't make up his mind when he was strong for the first time, but now he feels the evil results he planted at that time, and finally he won't be weak anymore.

He is used to the posture of a strong man. With Tang Jinnian's height, he could only stand on tiptoe and forcefully kiss him.

It's a pity that Tang Jinnian didn't cooperate this time.

He directly pushed Liang Feng away, and Liang Feng was pushed so hard that his back hit the handrail of the stairs at the corner, looking at him, he didn't speak.

Tang Jinnian didn't like this very passive posture very much, and was displeased: "Don't you understand what I'm saying?"

Liang Feng stopped laughing, let out a sigh of relief, leaned on the armrest and put one hand in his trouser pocket, and said to him: "This is what I want to say too. If you don't be a couple, you can't have friends, understand."

Tang Jinnian said coldly, "Understood."

Liang Feng nodded and stood still.Thinking of the misunderstanding of what he just said, he didn't force Tang Jinnian to be with him, but Tang Jinnian should be able to understand.

Tang Jinnian went upstairs by himself.

Liang Feng paused for a while, then turned and went downstairs.

Winter came, about half a month after Liang Feng's birthday, December came, and there were a few light snowfalls in the mountains, and everyone was shivering with cold.

Zhang Zhihui began to give small lessons to Tang Jinnian every day, and it was very easy to teach Tang Jinnian. The eyes he is used to can often conceal many things, and his nature does not need to be liberated. Zhang Zhihui said: "You can look at the road, the street, and the passers-by. , Observe their demeanor, try to figure out their thoughts."

Tang Jinnian walked to the window, looked out the window, the leaves fell all over the ground, it was the rest time, the actors were all shaking around, Xiao Shaoyu and Zuo Yurong set up a small hot pot on the stone table to eat, there was no one in sight Liang Feng.

Tang Jinnian said, "I'm hungry."

"Let's have hot pot together at night." Zhang Zhihui said casually, and shouted towards the window, "Xiao Shaoyu, Zuo Yurong, you two!"

As the weather was cold, Zhang Zhihui didn't want to open the window, and shouted through a layer of glass, his voice was muffled and low, with no deterrent effect.The two of them took a pot and a thread and didn't know where to go to eat.

"Look." Zhang Zhihui continued, raised his chin to signal him to look outside, "What should a person's demeanor have to do with it?"

Tang Jinnian said: "Mood, what happened, and habits."

"Almost." Zhang Zhihui casually pointed to a staff member who was arranging props. "If you were to play such a person, what would you think?"

Tang Jinnian looked at the man silently, thinking, but didn't speak.

Zhang Zhihui said: "Don't define what kind of person he is, and then imitate him. You have to think about what your life would be like if you were that kind of person."

The terrain here is low, and there is usually little wind. In autumn, the leaves are still hanging on the trees. In the past two days, the temperature has dropped suddenly, and the leaves have fallen down and covered the ground.

Tang Jinnian half understood, turned his head and asked him: "Then what kind of person is Gu Jiang?"

Zhang Zhihui went to the desk to sort out the entire document, and said casually, "Based on his identity, you can't guess it?"

Tang Jinnian nodded: "Guess a little."

Zhang Zhihui said: "The image of Naobu is usually masked and rigid. No two characters are exactly the same. Even if they all have to wash their faces and brush their teeth, one may like to use glass cups, while the other is accustomed to using plastic cups... ... Regarding Gu Jiang's past, He Xiaozheng has his own thoughts, you can talk to him when you have time."

"What happened to you and Liang Feng?"

This question is more complicated, Tang Jinnian casually replied: "Something went wrong."

Zhang Zhihui picked up a chair from the desk and put it down, supported the chair with one hand and said, "Tell me."

Liang Feng had told him before that Zhang Zhihui never cared about other people's messes, and usually did what he wanted to do.Director Zhang doesn't have any messy hobbies, so what he wants to do is related to directing.There was obviously a rift between the two leading actors, and it was reasonable for him to want to know the situation.

But Tang Jinnian didn't know how to tell him, he couldn't just say that he and I were half-brothers, so he was silent for a moment.

"Don't want to talk?" Seeing his expression, Zhang Zhihui gave up. He sat down and said, "Actually, I'm very curious about your growth experience from childhood to adulthood." He stopped talking, obviously not intending to continue, looking at Tang Jinnian, motioning for me Really want to know.

This kind of thirst for knowledge of an art worker is very common. Although it is a bit surprising to put it on Zhang Zhihui, it makes him look more like a person with good looks.

Tang Jinnian said: "This can be said."

Tang Jinnian didn't hide much about this, and finished in a few words: "My father is an upstart when he was young, and my mother is the daughter of a cadre family. She is beautiful, intellectual, and very charming. My father beat me since I was a child." , but they were all behind my mother's back, and my mother also beat me after I was 15 years old. Later..."

Zhang Zhihui was very sensitive to this. He knew that something important had happened, but he didn't bother him. He bowed his elbows on his knees and listened carefully with his chin in one hand.

"Later, my mother and I got cancer and passed away. I failed a course, and I failed again. My father moved to the other side of the ocean, gone..."

Zhang Zhihui said: "You are too serious, skip the hot pot at night."

"Do you really want to know?" Tang Jinnian looked at him, then took a chair from the wall and sat down opposite Zhang Zhihui.

Zhang Zhihui felt a little embarrassed about the man with well-developed limbs, and straightened up and leaned on the back of the chair: "I know you have the desire to talk out now, so I didn't guide you and let you speak up."

"Yeah." Tang Jinnian nodded casually, leaned back on the back of the chair, looked around and finally looked at the ceiling in front of him, and said, "My father didn't let me see her for the last time without telling me. Okay, but I still found out, ran to the hospital, reached the door of the ward, and he had someone throw me out."

Zhang Zhihui: "Did you really throw it out?"

Tang Jinnian's eyes fell from the ceiling to look at him: "Yeah, I threw it across the road... No, it just drove me out of the corridor, please come out once, I rushed in once, rushed back and forth a dozen times, he didn't My heart was soft, and in the end I gave up first, fell to the ground and started crying."

Zhang Zhihui didn't comment, but talked about himself: "I have never experienced my parents treating me like that. I have an elder brother who is ten years older than me. If it was a painful experience, he had a big fight with me seven years ago and drove me away. gone."

Tang Jinnian said: "If I were me, I wouldn't treat my younger brother like this. An elder brother is like a father. Parents should be the strongest backing for the children."

One can tell at a glance that Tang Jinnian belongs to the kind who has had family trauma and vowed to be good to his family, but Zhang Zhihui is not. Zhang Zhihui rarely looks a little disappointed: "I don't have the consciousness like you, and I haven't thought about it even today. What will happen to me when I become a big brother, maybe I don’t want to grow up, maybe even if I become a big brother, I will treat my second and third children very badly.”

Tang Jinnian laughed and said, "I hope I won't meet a dad like you in my next life."

Zhang Zhihui said indifferently: "Anyway, I don't plan to be a father." He stood up, turned around and left, Tang Jinnian came to his senses and watched him leave.