Seventy Buddha Cannon Fodder

[Dear Comrade Sun Qiang:

Zhan Xin'an.

Before I knew it, I had been working in the countryside for more than three months. As an educated youth in New China, I feel very honored to be able to come to this beautiful and simple village and support the construction here.

The scenery here is completely different from Xiyuan Town. The vast fields stretch as far as the eye can see, allowing people to see the fullness of the harvest at a glance.

The local family I stayed with was very friendly and always took good care of me, a child from the south. They were afraid that I might not get used to the pickles and steamed buns in the north, so they even found rice for me.

In fact, pickles and steamed buns are also delicious, but my favorite is the persimmon trees that can be seen everywhere here. In autumn, the persimmons turn red, like small red lanterns hanging on the treetops.

Brother Aqiang, I really want to invite you to come and have a look. You will definitely like the scenery here. Unfortunately, fresh persimmons are not easy to post. I can only find some persimmons so that you can taste the taste of the north.

Everything is fine here, don't worry about me, the only bad thing is probably homesickness, when the night is quiet, I always think of the good old days in Xiyuan Town. 】

Along with the delivery of the letter, there was also a big package, which contained not only persimmons covered with hoarfrost, but also many local specialties.

While tidying up, Gu Xiuxiu couldn't help but said, "Ah Hai is always thinking about our family. How hard it is for him to go to the countryside. He didn't keep so many things for himself to eat, but instead sent them to you."

Sun Qiang said with a smile: "Mom, get some sauerkraut and meat sauce later, and I'll send them to him. Ah Hai will definitely miss this."

When Gu Xiuxiu heard this, she agreed with all her mouth, "Sure, I'll make more so that he can eat enough."

Sun Qiang continued to look down, and sighed again: "The ones who report good news but not bad news are all good things."

He doesn't know what's going on in the north, but none of the educated youths in Shanghe Village are complaining, wishing they could go back to the city early, but they can't help it.

The living conditions in Shanghe Village are not bad, and the harvest is abundant every year. This is the case here. It is conceivable that Yan Hai is not much better in the north.

Sun Qiang was worried about Yan Hai's health from the bottom of his heart, but he couldn't help it, so he had to find a way to send him something, so that he would not be able to keep up with eating and drinking, and asked Sun Shumei to buy a few large bags of biscuits and send them together.

Just like what Sun Qiang was worried about, when Yan Hai first arrived, it was indeed a hard time.

Yan Hai has been in poor health since he was a child, because his family conditions are good, and this does not hinder him.

If it wasn't for the sudden cancellation of the college entrance examination, according to his grades, at least he could be admitted to the university and become an office clerk who doesn't have to be exposed to wind and rain.

It's a pity that the chaos broke the Yan family's plan, and everything is out of control.

When he got off the train with a big package on his back, Yan Hai felt uneasy in his heart. He didn't know where he would be assigned and what kind of people he would meet.

The train that lasted for several days and nights had exhausted Yan Hai, not to mention trembling when he walked, and he was even more embarrassed and decadent.

Standing in the crowd, Yan Hai was just passively pushed by the crowd.

When he came out of the train station, Yan Hai was sweating profusely. He could smell the sweat on his body, but he had to endure it.

"The educated youth going to the production team of Yanglin Village gather here!"

Yan Hai hurriedly walked over there, the one who shouted loudly was a tall and burly man, Yan Hai looked at him and felt that he was taller than Sun Qiang, with his big arms and thick waist, he was not easy to provoke at first glance .

The man glanced at him, frowned and said, "Hey, I got another chick."

Obviously very unwilling to accept the educated youths from the south, thinking that they are all delicate and can't work, and they are purely messing up their production team.

Yan Hai pursed his lips, did not refute, but said: "I will work hard."

When the man heard this, he gave him an extra look, thinking in his heart that at least he was obedient and not causing trouble.

Soon, seven or eight educated youths gathered.

The man looked at the list, frowned and said, "Why are there two more people missing? Where did this black girl and Liu Yun go? Who of you know?"

Everyone shook their heads.

The man cursed and said: "Isn't it because I lost myself on the train, the train is not under the control of our production team."

After waiting for a while, the man said: "It seems that I won't come. Waiting like this is not an option. Let's go first."

Before they set off, a voice came over: "Brother, wait, are you from the production team of Yanglin Village?"

"You two, Liu Yun and Heimei?" The man stared at them impatiently, "Why are you so slow, don't you know everyone is waiting, it's not your time that is wasted by your relationship."

Liu Yun repeatedly apologized: "Brother, I'm really sorry, it was my friend who fainted in the car, and it took me a while to recover."

Seeing that they were late for a reason, the man softened his expression, and only asked with a frown, "What's wrong with her?"

Yan Hai subconsciously looked towards the two female educated youths, only to see that the little girl who had been silent all this time was thin and small, with a sallow complexion and dark skin. .

At this moment, those eyes were staring at him tightly.

Yan Hai's heart skipped a beat, and he subconsciously avoided her gaze, not noticing that the black girl went from hesitating to speak to bowing her head in silence.

"There's nothing wrong with it, it's just that there's no food at home, they're all hungry." Liu Yun helped explain.

"It'll be fine when you have a few full meals somewhere. Really, she's in good health."

The man didn't say much, and took them to Yangshu Village.

Conditions in Yangshu Village seemed to be pretty good. They were picked up in an ox cart and helped to pack and salute. Of course, the educated youths could only walk on two legs.

Two hours passed, but Yangshu Village was still missing, and the young people couldn't help complaining when they were tired.

Yan Hai hammered his legs, because he was mentally prepared before coming, he was better, but he was also tired.

The men ignored the complaints of the educated youths, and just said: "If you can keep up, keep up, and if you can't keep up, go slowly, but I can tell you, there are wolves haunting here at night, if you are caught up by wolves, it is not a trouble." Just for fun."

That being said, whoever dares to procrastinate will have to keep up with gritted teeth.

Suddenly, Liu Yun screamed.

Heimei didn't have enough to eat, and she relied on her willpower to hold on all the way. After walking for two hours, she finally couldn't hold on anymore, and she collapsed limply.

The man became anxious when he saw it: "Well, what should we do? There are no doctors here, so don't kill anyone."

After pinching the person hard twice, Heimei regained her strength.

Liu Yun hurriedly supported Heimei, poured two sips of water into her mouth, and said, "She's fine, she's just hungry. May I ask if any comrades have food in their bags, can I borrow some first?"

The other educated youths looked at each other in blank dismay, a little reluctant. After all, they knew from the location of Yangshu Village that it was not a place rich in supplies. Now that they are generous, they will have to suffer.

Yan Hai didn't hesitate, and opened his package: "I have toffee here, let her eat one first."

Liu Yun saw that it was actually a big white rabbit milk candy, so he didn't care about being polite, peeled off the candy wrapper and stuffed it into the black girl's mouth.

The black girl could still swallow, and the sweet milky scent melted in her mouth, she subconsciously looked up at Yan Hai.

Being stared at by her like this, Yan Hai was suddenly in a daze for a moment. He always felt that the female educated youth in front of him was very familiar, as if he had seen it somewhere.

At that glance, it was like a familiarity that was separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, but could not stop the staring at this moment.

But when he looked carefully, he couldn't remember at all, the black girl's appearance, name, identity and background were all unfamiliar.

Is it just a coincidence, because the black girl has a popular face?

The black girl pursed her lips, she seemed to feel much better after eating toffee, she struggled to stand up: "Thank you, I have caused trouble for everyone."

"It's good that you are fine. If you really can't hold on, just sit on the bullock cart for a while." The man pointed to the bullock cart.

The black girl shook her head, there are so many people here, and there are also many female educated youths, everyone is walking, she can't be special.

The man didn't force it, he just said, "Say it if you can't hold on."

Liu Yun was worried about her good friend, and reached out to help her walk slowly.

Yan Hai walked ahead, and couldn't help looking back at the two of them again and again. Every time he looked at them, he felt that the black girl became more and more familiar.

That kind of familiarity was engraved into Yan Hai's bone marrow in that glance, making him completely unable to turn a blind eye to the plight of the black girl, and he even had a thought that he should take good care of this girl.

Yan Hai was also taken aback by his sudden impulse, but that feeling didn't disappear, on the contrary, it intensified.

After thinking for a while, Yan Hai walked over, met the doubtful eyes of the two educated youths, he reached out and handed the remaining toffee to the black girl: "You take it and eat slowly, if you can't hold on, just eat one. "

Heimei pursed her lips and looked at him with a thousand words, but in the end she just said, "It's too expensive, I can't accept it."

Yan Hai directly stuffed the toffee to her: "We are all educated youths who went to the countryside together, so we should help each other."

Before Heimei refused, Yan Hai walked forward.

The black girl looked down at the toffee in her palm, with complicated feelings in her eyes.

Liu Yun thought she was embarrassed, and said in a low voice: "Little sister, this big white rabbit milk candy is a good thing, it's so precious, you should take it and eat it first, otherwise your body won't be able to take it like this."

"If you feel that you owe something in your heart, let's find a way to repay that male educated youth's favor when we get to the place."

"En." The black girl answered in a low voice, holding those toffees tightly in the palm of her hand, but the corners of her mouth couldn't help but smile.

Seeing this, Liu Yun breathed a sigh of relief: "That's right, hey, I was terrified when you got out of the car, as if I suddenly broke my head and disappeared."

The black girl pondered, "I just can't believe it."

"There's nothing unbelievable about this. You have a stepmother and a stepdad in your family. If you are not allowed to go to the countryside, is it possible to let their precious daughter come?" Liu Yun said indignantly.

"Actually, if you want me to say, there's nothing wrong with going to the countryside. At least you can eat enough. If you stay there, you can't be a cow or a horse for them. Maybe you will have to sell you for the gift money in two years. .”

"To be a human being, you have to think about it. If you think about it, it's the real thing to live your life well. Everything else is empty."

The black girl nodded slowly: "You are quite right."

She looked at the back in front of her from a distance, she was close at hand, but seemed thousands of miles away, she didn't know what happened, and she didn't dare to say what happened, she only knew the reincarnation of time, and she and her sweetheart came to the same place again .

Perhaps, this is the opportunity God gave her.

And she will catch it at all costs.

Life in the northern countryside is completely different from what Yan Hai imagined.

Unlike Shanghe Village, Yangshu Village did not build an educated youth center for the educated youths. All the educated youths had to live in the homes of the locals. Yan Hai temporarily stayed in the home of the man Zhao Dahu who picked them up.

Borrowing in someone else's home brings a lot of inconveniences, and the family has bumps and bumps, let alone a stranger who comes in suddenly.

Fortunately, Yan Hai is not a difficult person to get along with, and Zhao Dahu's family is also warm and thoughtful, they are not narrow-minded, but they are still harmonious.

Compared with Yan Hai, the rest of the borrowed educated youth had more bumps and bumps, and some even fell out with the locals directly. In the end, no one was willing to let him borrow, so they had to apologize in desperation.

Yan Hai kept his father's words in mind, the strong dragon will not overwhelm the local snake, and he has to integrate into the village and establish a good relationship with them when he arrives in the local area.

He did exactly that, and slowly took out some of the small sweets and snacks he brought over and gave them to the children in the family. Soon, Zhao Dahu's family really became more enthusiastic about him.

Working in the fields is also tiring. Yan Hai has never done farm work since he was a child. Sometimes after a day of work, he only feels that his hands and feet are all newly ground calluses and blood.

Yan Hai was also in pain, but he didn't complain.

Gradually, Zhao Dahu changed a lot towards him. At first, he felt that this educated youth from the south was white and tender, gentle and gentle.

After a long time, Zhao Dahu really likes Yan Hai. He thinks that although he is not good at work, he is down-to-earth and kind-hearted, and has a gentle temper. The most important thing is that he reads a lot but is not proud. He is also willing to teach the children in the family to read.

Zhao Dahu was able to speak well in the production team, so he found a way to change Yan Hai to a lighter job, so that he would not get tired after finishing the job, and he could spare time to teach the children every day.

Intentionally planting flowers but not blooming, unintentionally planting willows and willows make a shade.

At the beginning, Yan Hai just wanted to build a good relationship with Zhao Dahu's family, and he really liked children, so he started teaching them to read. Unexpectedly, in the end, he won a chance for himself.

During those years in Yangshu Village, Yan Hai went from working in the fields to doing some light farm work, and finally became a temporary teacher of the production team primary school, thanks to his good popularity.

With better popularity, life in the countryside seems not so difficult.

The only thing that annoys Yan Hai is that he always feels that he is possessed by a demon, and he feels familiar with the female educated youth black girl who went to the countryside together several times.

In the beginning, the intersection of the two of them was not much.

It's just that the black girl ate his toffee, probably because she felt indebted, and from time to time she turned to help him with some farm work. Yan Hai felt very ashamed. He is a big man, and his work is not as good as that of a little girl who can't eat enough all the year round.

But slowly, Yan Hai felt that something was wrong with him.

He always looked at Hei Mei involuntarily. In the crowd, no matter where Hei Mei stood, he could always find her at a glance.

But Yan Hai didn't dare to look into Heimei's eyes. Those big black eyes always hide emotions that frighten him and make him throb, but he can't figure it out.

Heimei doesn't talk much, but she can always speak to his heart. Obviously the two of them have only known each other for a short time, but they are in perfect harmony. Every movement, every look, and every word, Yan Hai feels that he can speak instantly. Understand what the other person means.

Yan Hai often feels that he thinks too much. Heimei is always cold and indifferent. She came to help, but she just ate his toffee and felt guilty.

But in the dead of night, he tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep. He always thought of those eyes, and even felt that there was deep affection for him in those eyes.

Yan Hai thought: I must be crazy.

Before he knew it, he hadn't thought of Bai Xiaohua for a long time.

It seems that from the moment the black girl appeared, the shadow of the little white flower in Yan Hai's heart faded away bit by bit, replaced by someone who is not as beautiful as the little white flower, has less fair skin, is not so cheerful and loves to smile, and even Some silent black girls.

Yan Hai once thought about avoiding the black girl and not getting in touch with her anymore. He felt that he still couldn't forget Bai Xiaohua in his heart, so he shouldn't be close to another girl, as it would harm others and himself.

But longing will always make his plan fail. As long as he can't see Heimei for a day, he will be worried that he won't be able to eat well or sleep well.

Will Heimei be hungry again? Is she tired today? What did she eat for dinner? Who did she talk to...

When Bai Xiaohua gave up their relationship for many years and turned around to marry, Yan Hai was devastated and even felt that his heart died along with it.

At that time, Yan Hai was extremely sure that he really liked Bai Xiaohua, and was even willing to continue waiting for her.

But now, in a strange place, a strange girl made him feel once again what it means to be lingering, yearning, and hard to let go.

In the letter to Sun Qiang, Yan Haibi was more honest when facing the black girl:

[Brother Ah Qiang, I don't know what's wrong with me. Before I left Xiyuan Town, I thought that the love of my life was Xiaohua. Even if she left me, it wouldn't hurt our relationship in those years.

She left, but I still remember the eternal promise between us, the big willow tree is our witness.

I used to think that I would cherish my love for her for countless years to come, even if I was lonely, I would never give up.

I couldn't believe that I was an extremely ruthless man, just like those heartbroken men in the book, before I left, I had one in my heart, but when I came here, after seeing the black girl, I had another in my heart.

Brother Aqiang, I dare not tell Hei Mei the love in my heart. I am afraid that she will not agree, and I am also afraid that she will agree. I am afraid that she will be disappointed in me after knowing all this in the future.

If one day, seeing resentment against me in those eyes full of stories... no, I can't imagine.

Maybe I should stay away from her and stop disturbing her, but I can't see her for a day, as long as I don't see her for a day, the longing will drive people crazy and burn my reason.

Only in the letter can I dare to say that, every time I see her, I feel happy from the bottom of my heart, and I have long since left behind my former love and eternal promise.

Even when I was with her sometimes, I would have a strange feeling, an illusion that Xiao Hua had returned to me.

I shouldn't think so, it's extremely unfair to her, and I'm sorry for the love in my heart.

But I can't control myself. The more time I spend with each other, the more I can't restrain this thought.

Brother Aqiang, I don't know what to do. 】

When Sun Qiang received the letter, he almost laughed three times, and wrote the letter overnight and sent it back.

[Comrade Ah Hai, people should not be addicted to the past, we should look to the future, two people insist is called commitment, only one person insists is called stupid.

You shouldn't hide and restrain your feelings, which is also a kind of disrespect to her. If she has the same feelings but doesn't get your response, only evasion and indifference, isn't it also a kind of harm?

Ah Hai, show your courage, you should tell her your worries and love, she is the one who is qualified to make the choice.

Looking forward to your good news, your lifelong friend Sun Qiang. 】

To sum it up, Yan Hai don't look back, and rush forward, it's best to forget about Bai Xiaohua immediately.

Before, Sun Qiang was worried that Yan Hai was not used to the north, but now he felt that Yan's parents sent their son to the countryside, which was the best decision in their life, otherwise Yan Hai would meet his beloved girl again and forget about that Changed-hearted Bai Xiaohua?

Maybe Sun Qiang's letter gave Yan Hai courage, or something happened that he didn't know.

At the end of the year, Sun Qiang received another letter from Yan Hai. This time, he no longer hesitated and hesitated, and became extremely firm.

[Brother Aqiang, you are right, it is shameless to blindly escape.

I love her, I want to take care of her, I can't live without her, I don't want to see her sad.

Running away would only do her more harm.

The black girl saw through everything, she stopped me, and gave me the only relic of my deceased mother, it was a plain bead, but for some reason, I felt that it would be the hope of our love.

I finally mustered up the courage to tell everything in my heart.

Fortunately, Heimei has the same feelings for me. She is gentle and considerate, but so strong.

She said: If you feel owed to me, then use the rest of your life as compensation.

I promised, my heart, my person, and everything in my life will belong to her. We don't have a common past, but we will have a common future.

I hung the bead on her body with a red thread and told her that for the rest of my life, like her deceased mother, I will always be by her side.

Brother Aqiang, the promise that the big willow tree has witnessed is no longer there.

But this time, without any testimony, I knew from the bottom of my heart that she and I could grow together. 】

When he saw the letter, Sun Qiang already knew the news of Bai Xiaohua's death. He originally wanted to tell Yan Hai, but after reading the letter, he dismissed the idea.

Telling him at this time is just to cause him more troubles, since Yan Hai has decided to let go of the past completely, then don't add more troubles.

Many years later, Yan Hai and Hei Mei returned to Xiyuan Town with their three children.

Hearing the news of Bai Xiaohua again, Yan Hai didn't care at all, and just sighed slightly.

He already has his own brand new life, the love of his life, hot sex, everything that happened in the past is blown away.

The author has something to say: This is a side story that I have always wanted to write but have never found a suitable opportunity to insert it

Belongs to Yuan Bai Xiaohua and Yan Hai's love

There is no detailed part in it. You can imagine for yourself. After the end of the later period, it will bring some decryptions after the two come back.