how to fall in love

It was still early, and there were not many people in the entire dormitory building, so apart from the occasional sound of talking or walking, the dormitory was still very quiet.

And in this intermittent silence, Sun Guiyi squatted on the ground silently, letting tears fall from the corners of his eyes.

After lying down in the tent last night, Sun Guiyi didn't fall asleep immediately, so he saw Qi Chuqi's exposed half of his shoulders by pulling the hoodie through the moonlight.

In that scene, Sun Guiyi's heart skipped a beat, which seemed completely understandable and acceptable.

But as time goes back a little bit, Sun Guiyi didn't fall asleep at night because of insomnia.

When he woke up and walked outside the tent without a sound, he opened his eyes silently, turned over casually, and after fully adapting to the surrounding light, he saw Qi Chu who was close at hand in the dark. start.

For some unknown reason, Sun Guiyi just kept staring at Qi Chuqi.After watching for an unknown amount of time, he slowly took his hands out of the thick clothes covering his body, and then slowly moved towards the direction of Qi Chukai's face.When he regained consciousness, his hand was only a few millimeters away from Qi Chuqi's cheek.

Sun Guiyi seemed to wake up suddenly, immediately withdrew his hand, then turned over, turned his back to Qi Chuqi, and closed his eyes.

All night, he kept telling himself in his heart that he was just distracted just now, and he didn't really want to touch Qi Chuqi's face.

After a night like this, until Sun Guiyi was called up to watch the sunrise, he did not fall asleep.

So, for the rest of the time, his head was drowsy because he hadn't slept on one page, and he got up as if he was sleepwalking, watching the sunrise.

Also because he was out of shape, when watching the sunrise in the morning, he couldn't control himself, and when the sun rose, he cast his eyes on Qi Chuqi.

Only then did Sun Guiyi realize how happy he was when he saw Qi Chuqi.

In fact, even he himself didn't realize that Qi Chuqi had already lived in his heart since he didn't know when.

When he first realized this, probably due to the chaos of not having a good rest overnight, Sun Guiyi felt at a loss and at a loss at first.

But since packing up his things, Sun Guiyi's mood began to become heavy again.

It wasn't until he returned to the dormitory, when there was no one around, that Sun Guiyi's mood completely collapsed.

He likes Qi Chuqi.

But, how can it be.

Why, can it be...

……

Qi Chuqi felt that Sun Guiyi was very strange recently.

They are still the same, when neither of them have class, either go to the laboratory, or go to the study room or library to study together, and act alone when they are busy.

But something different, Qi Chuqi found that recently Sun Guiyi was always writing homework and started to be in a daze.

This time Sun Guiyi was in a daze again, so Qi Chuqi pushed Sun Guiyi's arm, leaned into his ear and asked him softly, "What's wrong?"

When Qi Chuqi pushed that, Sun Guiyi came back to his senses, and when Qi Chuqi leaned into his ear to talk, Sun Guiyi's heart skipped a beat again, and he hid a little to the side , said, "It's nothing, it's just...a sudden distraction. Maybe I'm a little excited because the holiday is coming soon."

Looking at Sun Guiyi's expression, Qi Chuqi knew that what he was telling was not telling the truth, but Sun Guiyi didn't want to say it, and Qi Chuqi didn't want to force him to say it, so he asked along the way, "This May Day holiday, are you going to go? Didn't you say you can't go back this time, so you have to go back again?"

Sun Guiyi lowered his eyes slightly, and then said slowly, "My mother... wants me to go back."

He didn't plan to go back at first, but the recent events made his heart messy, so he wanted to go home for a while, and let himself sort out his emotions.

When Qi Chuqi heard this, he didn't say much, just nodded, and then asked him, "Before, we made an appointment to go to the playground on the last day of the holiday, are you still coming?"

Sun Guiyi thought for a while, then nodded, "Come on. It was agreed before, and I can't release everyone's pigeons at this time. I will come back one day earlier."

"sure?"

Sun Guiyi pretended to smile relaxedly, "There's nothing so uncertain about it."

Qi Chuqi looked at Sun Guiyi's face, and finally just smiled lightly, and said, "Yes, when you come back, I'll pick you up at the station."

"Not only do you want to pick me up, but you also have to see me off when I get home. You can't run away."

Qi Chuqi smiled slightly when he heard the words, "Okay. Don't worry, I won't run away."

In the following time, Sun Guiyi behaved as usual, not distracted, and when Qi Chuqi was talking to him, he would respond to his questions freely.

But Qi Chuqi just felt that Sun Guiyi must have something on his mind recently.

But this was just his own idea after all, and Qi Chuqi couldn't find anyone to ask, so he could only accept Sun Guiyi's statement that he was "excited to go home", and hoped that he would be back to normal when he came back.

Qi Chuqi thought about it, and in the blink of an eye, it was the day when Sun Guiyi was going home.

Qi Chuqi said that he wanted to send Sun Guiyi home, but in the end he failed to do so.

"It's okay, I can go by myself, who would have thought that your experimental class would be scheduled at this time."

Qi Chuqi has a class that besides the lectures, there are also several hours of experimental classes. This experimental class started this week, and it was scheduled for the afternoon of the day Sun Guiyi came home.But there is actually no problem with the teacher's arrangement, after all, it is Wednesday.

Therefore, Qi Chuqi could only go to Sun Guiyi's dormitory before class and help him pack his luggage.

"I'm going to class soon, otherwise, I'll at least send you to the subway station."

"It's nothing, it's not missing anyway, just remember to pick me up at the station on the day I come back."

"Sure, I will be waiting for you at the exit of the station early. How about I make a stop sign and make you the brightest kid in the whole high-speed rail station."

"No, I want face."

Qi Chuqi smiled lightly, and looked at the time again, "Okay, I'm going to the classroom. Remember to tell me when you arrive at the station."

Sun Guiyi nodded, "Let's go now. It's so gross."

After speaking, Qi Chuqi went to the classroom.

Sun Guiyi watched Qi Chu open the door of the dormitory, and the corner of his mouth fell slowly.

Since Qi Chuqi asked himself "what's the matter" that day, Sun Guiyi has tried to behave as naturally as possible during this time.

Now he was the one who was at a loss, and the one who had the problem was himself. Before he figured out what to do, Sun Guiyi didn't want his emotions to affect Qi Chuqi, so he tried his best to make himself "normal".

But he had something in his heart, so no matter how normal he pretended to be, the things in his heart did not disappear.

The thought of Qi Chuqi fell on Sun Guiyi's heart like a stone, making him breathless.

Such emotions followed Sun Guiyi back to his home.

After Qi Chuqi asked Sun Guiyi to arrive at the station, he told him.Sun Guiyi only enlightened Qi Chu when he was at the station.

Qi Chuqi was probably still in class at that time, and did not reply to Sun Guiyi's message in time.

However, Sun Guiyi didn't respond to his reply afterwards.

Throughout the May Day holiday, Sun Guiyi did not take the initiative to contact Qi Chuqi.

The day before returning to school, Gu Ning walked to the door of Sun Guiyi's room and asked him, "Can I come in?"

Sun Guiyi was sitting in her seat at the moment, looking out the window in a daze, when she heard Gu Ning's voice, she turned her head to look at her, raised the corner of her mouth, "Mom."

Gu Ning then walked into Sun Guiyi's room and sat down beside him.She glanced at the computer screen in front of Sun Guiyi, "What are you looking at?"

"Just find something to look at." Sun Guiyi glanced at the computer screen, and then clicked pause.

"Actually, on the first day you came back, I wanted to ask you. You said you wouldn't come back this May Day. Why did you suddenly say it again? Is there something wrong? But on the day you came back, I saw that your expression seemed to be I was not very happy, so I wanted to ask you when you were happier. As a result, you are going back to school tomorrow, and I didn’t ask. So, I am unhappy with you these days when I come back this time because One thing. What's the matter, can you tell mom?"

"I……"

"Don't say you're not unhappy, mom is not stupid."

Hearing Gu Ning's words, the corner of Sun Guiyi's mouth that he had forced himself to raise fell back to its original position, and he lowered his eyes slightly, "Mom, I... I seem to be a little strange."

Gu Ning frowned slightly when he heard the words, "What does this mean?"

Sun Guiyi hesitated, "I...I like someone alone."

Gu Ning laughed out loud when he heard the words, "I just like people, what's so strange. Didn't you have a girlfriend before..."

"But I like it this time," Sun Guiyi looked up at Gu Ning, "It's a boy."

When Gu Ning heard this, his eyes widened in shock, and he didn't speak for a long time.

Sun Guiyi looked at Gu Ning's expression, frowned slightly, and slowly lowered his head, his whole heart felt uncomfortable.

"How, how could it be?"

"I do not know either."

"Are you sure you didn't make a mistake?"

Hearing Gu Ning's words, Sun Guiyi was silent at first.

After being silent, when Gu Ning thought that Sun Guiyi might have realized that he might have misunderstood his own heart, Sun Guiyi slowly said, "At first I also thought that I made a mistake. But since I doubted myself Did I make a mistake, until I was sure that I was not mistaken, I only took one look. Mom, I actually found out that I seemed to like that person very late. When I found out, I realized that I already liked it very much gone."

I like it so much that I even skipped the shock and entanglement of finding out that I suddenly like boys, and started to feel sad because my relationship may be destined to fail.

Hearing Sun Guiyi's words, Gu Ning fell into a long silence. After a while, she said, "...it's getting late, you have to go back to school tomorrow, go to bed early." After speaking, Gu Ning stood up , preparing to leave Sun Guiyi's room.

When Gu Ning was about to leave the room, Sun Guiyi suddenly stopped her again, "Mom, you..."

"Guiyi, you go to bed first. Let mom... think about it."

Sun Guiyi looked at Gu Ning's back and said softly, "Okay."