how to fall in love

On Saturday morning, before Sun Guiyi woke up, there was a knock on the door of the dormitory.

Sun Guiyi frowned slightly, then opened his eyes.

Although it's not too early, but today is Saturday after all, so Xu Chao hasn't woken up yet.

Sun Guiyi got off his bed, opened the door, and saw Xie Xinghan standing outside the door.

Sun Guiyi was stunned for a moment, then asked, "Why are you here?"

Xie Xinghan smiled, "Why, I'm not welcome."

"No, I just didn't expect you to come over." Sun Guiyi said, and gave some space so that Xie Xinghan could enter the dormitory.

As Xie Xinghan went in, he raised a hand and gestured for the things in his hand, "I'm here to deliver food. Chu Qi said that it's not convenient for you to go out recently, so I bought food and asked me to deliver it."

Sun Guiyi looked at the things in Xie Xinghan's hands, and was a little puzzled, "Chu Qi bought it? Then why didn't he bring it over by himself?"

"I don't know the details. It seems that he has some things to deal with temporarily, so he can't come here, but he said that he promised to bring you food, so let me deliver it to you. Oh, he also said, he I will order takeaway for you at noon, so that you don't have to worry about eating at noon."

Sun Guiyi nodded, "Then will he come over at night?"

"I don't know about that. I'm only responsible for bringing food and talking. That's fine, I've already brought the things, and I have other things to do, so I'll leave first."

Sun Guiyi was still thinking about what would happen to Qi Chuqi, and was a little absent-minded for a while, but when he heard Xie Xinghan say that he wanted to go back, he came back to his senses, "Oh, okay, then I won't send you off on purpose."

"Okay, you don't have to see me off, hurry up and rest." After finishing speaking, Xie Xinghan left Sun Guiyi's dormitory again.

Sun Guiyi stared at what Xie Xinghan put on his table, Qi Chuqi bought breakfast, stayed where he was for a while, then sat in his seat, and unpacked the breakfast.

In fact, Xu Chao was already half asleep when Xie Xinghan came in. Hearing the sound of Xie Xinghan closing the door when he left, Xu Chao woke up. He rubbed his eyes, and was completely awakened by the smell of food rushing into his nose. , "What's the situation, it's a big weekend, and you went to buy breakfast specially?"

Hearing Xu Chao's words, Sun Guiyi raised his head and glanced at him, then looked away and stared at the rice in front of him, "No, Chuqi bought it."

"Chuqi? He just came over?"

"No, Xinghan came over to help him deliver it. Chuqi has something to do today, so he can't come."

"Oh." Xu Chao nodded, then looked at Sun Guiyi again, "Did he buy a lot? Have you finished eating?"

Sun Guiyi felt a little helpless when he heard that, "I bought a lot, do you want to eat? If you want to eat, I can give you some."

After hearing Sun Guiyi's words, Xu Chao immediately got off the bed, "I'm going to wash up now!"

Then, Sun Guiyi saw Xu Chao rushing to the bathroom in a hurry.

Sun Guiyi watched Xu Chao walk away, shook his head helplessly, then turned back to look at the breakfast in front of him, was silent for a moment, then took out his mobile phone, and opened the chat interface between himself and Qi Chuqi: Breakfast I Already received, sorry for your inconvenience.

When he received this news from Sun Guiyi, Qi Chuqi was sitting in the middle of the football field in the northwest playground.

In fact, he didn't intend to come here at first, but he didn't know what he should do for a while, so he walked aimlessly along the campus, walked to the northwest playground, looked at the running crowd on the playground, and walked over .

He was in a mess right now and didn't want to calm himself down, so he wanted to stay in a crowded place for a while.

In fact, it's not that Qi Chuqi didn't realize that his attention to Sun Guiyi was abnormal, but before that, he would always find various reasons to rationalize his behavior and attitude.

Just a few days ago, when Sun Guiyi fell in front of him, he didn't even need to replay the heartache he felt at that moment. Qi Chuqi could feel how wrong his reaction was at that time.It's just that because the situation was too complicated at that time, Qi Chuqi ignored it after the incident happened.

But yesterday, when Xie Xinghan said those words unintentionally, Qi Chuqi could no longer make excuses for his abnormal emotions.

Because when he inadvertently looked back at his attitude towards Qi Chuqi as a third party, nothing could be hidden.

Qi Chuqi was sitting in a daze in the middle of the field, when suddenly someone came over.

"Hi, are you alone?"

Qi Chuqi was stunned for a moment, turned his head to look at the other party, and nodded slowly, "Yes."

"I see you look very unhappy, can we talk?"

Qi Chuqi shook his head, "I'm not unhappy."

The other party smiled slightly, "People's words and behaviors may lie, but the expression is not so easy to hide. I can tell by your expression that you have something on your mind. I am from the big base next to you. Student, is it convenient for us to chat?"

Qi Chuqi thought for a while and said, "I have nothing to talk to you about."

The other party was noncommittal, "It doesn't matter if you don't want to say it. Then can I sit here for a while?"

"This playground is not mine and I have no right to stop you from sitting anywhere."

The other party nodded, and sat down next to Qi Chuqi.

Although the other person was sitting next to him, Qi Chuqi didn't care about this person, and still sat in his position, dazed.

Every so often, another person came over and sat directly next to the person just now.

Those who came later said to those who came first, "Why are you sitting here?"

The person who came first said, "I wanted to chat with someone, but I was rejected."

Later people said, "Chat? You plan to use your ability to read psychology books for three days to be a psychiatrist for others."

The person who came first said, "What you said is wrong. By now, I have seen it for ten days."

"Isn't that still not counted as getting started?"

The person who came first smiled softly, "Then I see this little brother is really sad, so I want to enlighten him?"

After he finished speaking, the person behind him took a look in Qi Chuqi's direction.

Before that person could speak, Qi Chuqi said first, "Do I look really sad?"

Those two people looked at each other, then looked at him, and the person behind nodded, "It seems really sad."

Qi Chuqi chuckled when he heard the words, "I should be sad. Besides, I also know why I am sad."

Those who came first raised their eyebrows and did not speak, while those who came later tilted their heads and looked at Qi Chuqi, "You know?"

Qi Chuqi still raised the corners of his mouth, showing a slightly bitter smile, "Because I like someone."

"But why do you feel sad when you like someone? Because she already has a boyfriend?"

Qi Chuqi shook his head.

Because he knew that they were impossible.

Qi Chuqi knew Sun Guiyi shortly after he met him. When he was a freshman in college, he once dated a girlfriend for almost a year.Later, when he was in class, Qi Chuqi also accidentally met that girl.

Qi Chuqi knew that Sun Guiyi had been sad for a while because of breaking up with him.

Because he knew it, Qi Chuqi understood better that he and Sun Guiyi couldn't even have the possibility of starting.

When Qi Chuqi is not clear about his heart, he can pretend that he has no thoughts, can accept Sun Guiyi's trust and dependence, and can follow his own mind to care and take care of Sun Guiyi.

But now that Qi Chuqi knew his intentions, all his actions became dishonest.

He didn't know if he could still get along with Sun Guiyi like in the past, and he didn't know if he would have many expectations that he shouldn't have when he got along with Sun Guiyi again.When I care about Sun Guiyi again, will I give Sun Guiyi some guidance that I shouldn't have because of my inner expectations...

These thoughts have been running through Qi Chuqi's mind over and over since last night, so much so that even this morning, he even bought breakfast, but he still didn't have the courage to bring it to Sun Guiyi.

As for his thoughts, Qi Chuqi knew that he could not tell anyone.

After the other party asked the question, Qi Chuqi stopped talking after shaking his head, so he didn't ask any more questions, just kept silent for a moment, and then said, "I'm not like Brother Su, I have read a few pages of psychology books anyway, I I haven’t read anything, so I just said it according to my own ideas. Although I don’t know what’s going on with the person you like, I hope you know that when it comes to feelings, I just keep thinking about it, right? Meaningful... In fact, many people will become painful in the face of feelings, because they do not have the courage to face it. But sometimes, facing it is the fastest way to get out of pain... If you don't know what to do If you have a choice, then let the other party help you. If you really like her, then no matter what choice the other party makes, you should be willing to respect it. If the other party gives you affirmation, it is naturally the best Yes, if the other party asks you to let go, then you should let go of this relationship and look forward... After all, there is still a long way to go, and when it passes, you will find that the so-called pain now is not worth mentioning .My words are finished, I may be wrong, just listen to it casually..."

Qi Chuqi didn't know how to react after listening to the other party's words.

Fortunately, the two on the other side didn't seem to expect any response from Qi Chuqi, after saying this, the two looked at each other the same way, and then Brother Su said, "I'm sorry, I'm bothering you. But I still hope Xiao Shen's words can give you some help. We have other things to do, so we won't bother you anymore." After speaking, the two of them nodded to Qi Chuqi and left.

Qi Chuqi kept watching the two walk away, then lowered his head and stared at the lawn in a daze.

Qi Chuqi actually listened to that little Shen's words.

However, sometimes, there is still a long distance between listening to it and being able to follow it.

"Let the other party... make a decision? But..."

But Sun Guiyi liked girls, even if he didn't ask, he knew what the final result would be.

Qi Chuqi laughed at himself.

So, you should be more proactive.

Take the initiative to stay away from Sun Guiyi...

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7: Impossible, Qi Chuqi, you can't do it!