planted in her hands

Fang Qiyue made the cup of fruit tea for the last guest.

After a while, Fang Qiyue took out a band-aid, fastened it on me and muttered: "Why are you so careless? I haven't seen such a deep wound for many years, Xiao Chi, look at you, your hands are so tender, It's as if there is no bone, and it hurts like this..."

She babbled a lot, all of which were concerned about me.

I came back to my senses and raised the corner of my lower lip: "It was an accident."

Fang Suyue sighed at the side: "Xiao Chi, don't come to work tomorrow, and take care of your injury first."

"It's okay, Boss." My eyes quickly glanced at Bai Feixu again, "It's the index finger that hurts, it's not a problem, and sister Qing Yao isn't here in the first place, if I'm not here, wouldn't it be another open?"

"Isn't there still me here?" Fang Qiyue said, "Anyway, I came here to work for nothing."

Fang Suyue also laughed: "What does it matter if it is not open? I don't rely on this store to make money."

After she finished speaking, she looked at Bai Feixu again: "Mr. Bai, I made you laugh. This is what we do here. Open a store according to your mood, and open your business according to your mood."

"It's very leisurely, it's the life I want to live." Bai Feixu still smiled warmly, "No wonder Qing Yao will stay here forever."

It was as if a thorn had been planted in my heart, and every time Bai Feixu uttered a word, the thorn would pierce me, making me very uncomfortable. After thinking about it, I was about to find an excuse to go back when I heard Fang Qiyue ask : "How did Mr. Bai and Qing Yao meet? Were they friends before?"

"Our parents are friends."

Just a few words made my heart sink even more. Less than an hour ago, Fang Qiyue was still talking about Meng Qingyao and the person she likes in my ears, which also mentioned this point.

I feel even more uncomfortable.

Without thinking about it, I looked at Fang Suyue: "Boss, I'm not feeling well, can I take half a day off? I'm going home first."

"Go back and rest." Fang Suyue frowned, "Your lips are turning pale, Xiao Chi."

Fang Qiyue was also concerned about me: "Are you okay? Xiaochi, could it be heatstroke?"

"It's okay." I stood up, waved my hand, and smiled at the three of them, "Then I'll go back first."

"I'll see you off, Xiao Chi, I'm really worried."

"it is good."

I paused, and tried to use a normal tone: "Please don't tell sister Qingyao, it's just a cut, it's not a big deal, she's still so busy, I don't want her to worry."

Bai Feixu and I had no verbal communication, so he nodded his head as an answer.

I pursed my lips, looked past him, and followed Fang Suyue out the door.

I really don't want to see Bai Feixu anymore, especially the tear mole at the end of my eye makes me breathless, only after I came out of the shop did I feel that my breathing was calmer.

Fang Suyue drove me to the gate of the community, took another bag of band-aids, and told me: "Don't touch the wound with water, and don't touch peppers and salt. If you still feel uncomfortable tomorrow, just let me know on WeChat. "

"Okay, boss." I grinned.

"Look at that forced smile on your face."

I smiled again and opened the car door.

The sun was still very hot, and the steaming heat from the ground wrapped my ankles, and I walked home in a daze.

The wound on the index finger of my left hand was aching. I stood it up and looked at the ugly Band-Aid that Fang Qiyue made for me.

I don't cook much by myself. Before I came to "Jianqingshan", I seldom even cut fruit.

Jiang Linyan left a mark on her index finger because of cooking, and she can still see it now. She envies me for having such a pair of well-maintained hands. Every time I hear her say this, I say "tsk "One sound, saying that there is no way, there is really no chance of getting hurt.

As a result, it hurts now.

But my heart was hurt more than my superficial wound.

The two paintings of Meng Qingyao placed on the coffee table also made me feel sad when I looked at them at this moment.

I thought I would no longer care about the fact that Meng Qingyao had someone he liked very much, but it turned out that I cared to death, especially the appearance of Bai Feixu today, which made me realize this even more.

The words "deep roots of love" played repeatedly in my mind.

I closed my eyes and let out a deep breath.

I didn't have much appetite for dinner. I took a shower and lay down on the bed. It was only eight o'clock, and I was so sleepy.

Meng Qingyao was still busy, so I struggled to send her "good night".

I can't let her find my emotional abnormality.

After sending the message, I buckled my phone, turned it on silent, and fell into a deep sleep.

My mood was affected and my dreams became real nightmares.

I dreamed that Meng Qingyao said that she didn't like me, she just regarded me as her younger sister.

I dreamed that Meng Qingyao said that she was actually a straight girl, her orientation had not changed, and my presence brought her pleasure.

I dreamed that Meng Qingyao pushed me away.

It was as if I had fallen into a rushing river, my ankles were still entangled in water plants, and I could only wait for myself to drown.

It was still dark when I woke up, and I was out of breath.

I believe that Meng Qingyao will not talk to me like that in the dream, this nightmare just reflects my worries.

It was me who was afraid.

After adapting to reality and darkness for a while, I touched my phone.

It's four o'clock in the morning, and Meng Qingyao didn't finish work until three o'clock. She sent me a message saying that she was going to bed and that she had to get up early to catch the flight.

I stared at the message, no reply.

At this time, I should still be asleep, instead of being awakened by a nightmare.

I flipped through the previous chat records with her.

It was only when I saw the little crocodile emoji that I pulled the corner of my lower lip a little more easily. I still remember my joy and joy at that time. The voice that said I was "cute" was clicked by me, and Meng Qingyao smiled. The sound was very clear in this silent night.

I listened to it over and over again.

By the time I realized it, I had already shed several tears, which fell on the quilt and disappeared.

I wiped my tears, took a breath, and clicked on the album again.

The photos of Xixi's school entrance banquet and the photos of my birthday were sent to everyone, and I also saved a lot. Among them, the photo of me and Meng Qingyao was the one that made me look back and forth the most.

The background is a dreamy carousel, Meng Qingyao hugged my shoulders, and smiled at the camera with me.

I couldn't even look her in the eyes that day.

That day, in front of the little bear in her mouth, I had a secret code with her that no one else knew.

That night, I hugged her again under the witness of two rows of willow trees and the breeze. She lit a fairy wand for me. In the gorgeous fireworks, I can't forget her smile.

There are many memories between me and Meng Qingyao.

There are many beautiful moments in these memories, and I have reviewed them one by one, and my mood has stabilized a little.

After an unknown period of time, the drowsiness returned, and I covered myself with the quilt again and fell asleep.

But I really didn't have much energy, and when I received Fang Suyue's greeting in the morning, she said that Bai Feixu was still in the store, so I didn't even want to go.

It just so happened that today was Saturday, so I simply drove back to the city.

I had already replied to Meng Qingyao's message when I woke up, telling her to take good care of her body. I didn't say anything else, and I didn't even ask her where she was going on a business trip, whether it was Haicheng or Beijing, whether she wanted to To take photos of Hanfu or cheongsam.

I didn't even ask.

Not long after I returned to my home in the urban area, Jiang Linyan and Yuan Ze also came over, one of them was carrying fruit and the other was carrying snacks, and the Chinese takeaway I ordered was delivered just in time.

Jiang Linyan thought I came back and asked them how to confess their love face to face, she sandwiched the dish: "Do you have a plan? A'Du."

"What plan?" I froze for a moment.

Yuan Ze added: "Confess your plan."

"No." There were some ideas at first, but now they are gone.

"Why don't you be more vulgar? What kind of rose petals are on the bed..." Jiang Linyan began to give me some advice.

But halfway through her words, I interrupted her: "Let's talk."

The two of them realized something was wrong.

"Chi Xiaodu, what's the matter?" Yuan Ze's eyes were concerned.

Jiang Linyan asked tentatively, "Did something go wrong with Miss Meng?"

I bit the food in my mouth and thought it didn't taste very good, but this is obviously my favorite takeaway in the past, and it's also my favorite takeaway store No.1 of the year, isn't it because I haven't ordered it for a long time?

Why is it so unpalatable.

I swallowed hard, and instead of answering their questions, I asked instead: "What do you think of the taste of this meal?"

Jiang Linyan and Yuan Ze looked at each other, and replied cautiously: "It's delicious." Jiang Linyan also reminded me, "Isn't this your favorite restaurant before? You even added the boss's WeChat account."

"Oh."

"So that's why..." Yuan Ze didn't continue, she waved her hand, "Forget it, it doesn't matter, today is Saturday, everyone has nothing to do, let's go play."

"What are you playing?" Jiang Linyan asked.

Yuan Ze thought for a while: "Why don't you ask Yunyun?"

"Row."

I lowered my eyes: "I don't really want to go."

Jiang Linyan looked at me quietly, thousands of words turned into a sigh, she looked at me worriedly: "A'Du..."

I put down my chopsticks: "You guys eat, I'll go in and take a nap for a while."

After washing my hands, I returned to the bedroom. Instead of lying down on the bed, I stood by the window to blow some air.

The Band-Aid on my index finger was torn off by me, revealing the specific appearance of the wound, which was not too hideous, and I put a new one on myself without blinking my eyelids.

But my mood also needs a Band-Aid.

After standing for a while, I leaned on the bed and unlocked the phone.

Meng Qingyao messaged me back about ten minutes ago.

Little crocodile: [Get off the plane, catch up on sleep on the plane. 】

Little crocodile: [What about you?Have you had lunch yet? 】

【have eaten. ] I have no expression, but I know that my whole person looks gloomy now.

Meng Qingyao finally replied in seconds this time: 【Why don't you ask me where I'm going? 】

【Where is Sister Qingyao going? 】My tone is normal, it's no different from the past.

In the next second, the chat dialog box became a caller ID.

Remarks is obviously Meng Qingyao.

The note I gave her on the phone has not been changed. As soon as these three words came out, my heart trembled.

I took a deep breath before answering the call with a smile.

"Aren't you unhappy?" Meng Qingyao asked me directly when she came up.

I looked down at the phone: "A little bit."

I didn't say anything specific.

"I will come back as soon as possible. This time I have some disputes with my partners."

"it is good."

"Pay attention to rest."

Meng Qingyao sighed on the other end of the phone: "It seems that you are not just unhappy, and you don't want to say a few more words to me."

My eye sockets instantly turned red: "Sister Qingyao..."

"Little crocodile misses you very much." Meng Qingyao said softly, "Wait for me to come back."

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