When gentleness is worn into the ancient dog blood crematorium

A week later, it was a good thing that "White Clouds" continued to be filmed smoothly. However, as soon as Chi Baiwan entered the group, he was surprised by the mood of the entire group.

Director Liu Qi was smoking a cigarette, brushing his hair with his hands, his face full of distress.

The producer patted him on the shoulder, "Brother, it's okay, it's good if we can be shortlisted, it doesn't matter whether we can win an award, honor, this is an honor! Take heart!"

Chi Baiwan put down his luggage, sat next to Wen Yuxiao, and asked incomprehensibly, "What's the matter? Wouldn't it be a good thing to start filming again?"

Wen Yuxiao crossed her hands on her knees, folded her legs, and shook her head: "I received a notification from the Film Association at 05:30 this morning that our film can participate in this year's Cirsaland Film Festival in France."

Screenwriter Zhao Lianhai pushed a handful of reading glasses, frowning: "This year's competition is very fierce, and the popularity is very high, so the organizing committee temporarily decided that unreleased films are also eligible to be judged, and the General Film Association recommended us for literary and art awards."

Chi Baiwan raised his eyebrows slightly: "Isn't that a good thing? The Sisaran Film Festival is recognized as the Nobel Prize in the film industry. The lifelong pursuit of all actors, if they get it, it will be the honor of actor?"

"It's because of this, it was a good thing, but the one who competed with us for this award—" Liu Qi said solemnly: "Old Monster Li's "This Day in the Morning Light"."

At the mention of Old Monster Li, everyone wailed again.

Old Monster Li is Director Liu’s senior brother, an Italian. His original name is Li Angsi. acclaim and success.

Compared to Lyons, Liu Qi is also a world-renowned director. He is famous for his delicate emotions and beautiful pictures. His film themes contain strong oriental aesthetics. He and Lyons are known internationally as "Twin Heroes of Weirdness".

The confrontation between the two of them will definitely become the focus of all media at home and abroad.

The group performer asked worriedly: "Co-ordinator, what are the chances of us winning the award?"

The president took out a series of forms and presented them in a ppt, with a serious tone: "I have done calculations with the Film Association, and discarded the accompanying, pre-determined, and improvised ones, including those that were forced to stop due to lack of capital turnover. Xiang Xiang's crew, our chance of winning is only 55%, because we are still 30% short of filming the plot, and a series of changes that may occur during this period may reduce the 55% chance of winning, including the status of our two leading actors."

Everyone knows about Chi Baiwan's incident. After filming for such a long time, from the unfamiliarity at the beginning to the present, they are more or less relaxed. Although the relationship is a bit awkward, they are still working hard.

However, the goodwill that was cultivated with great difficulty was destroyed by Chi Baiwan's public opinion turmoil. This awkward atmosphere was obvious from the moment Chi Baiwan entered the door.

Liu Qi patted the table: "We have difficulties, we have to overcome them. Everyone has their own situation." He glanced at Chi Baiwan, "Especially Xiao Yu, who narrowly escaped the storm. Now that he is back, Just get into shape as soon as possible, this battle is doomed to be hard to fight, so let’s put up 12 points of energy! Xiao Yu, how is your state?"

Zhao Lianhai looked at him thoughtfully: "Xiao Yu is in very good condition."

Liu Qi: "That's right."

The coordinator didn't understand: "What's so good about this half-dead look??"

Zhao Lianhai patted him on the head: "What I want is his gentle sense of brokenness, the way he was injured until he was dying and still struggling to live. I created the character "Lu Ling" according to his image, you know what. "

Zhao Lianhai hissed: "Xiao Yu, you are much more cheerful now than when I first met you. What wonderful story happened to you? Tell me."

At that time, Chi Baiwan had just escaped from the sea, his heart was ashamed, and his condition was very bad. It was no different than now, life has confidence, life has hope, everything is developing in the best direction, and people will definitely be much more relaxed.

Except that Fu Sihan came to bother him every day, everything else was very comfortable, and he had been on a business trip for a week, probably in New York.

Chi Baiwan didn't know how to explain the emotional matter, so he shook his head lightly, smiled and didn't intend to explain.

Wen Yuxiao answered: "Hey, don't mention this! Let's talk about the script, everyone clean up today, and tomorrow we will officially start filming!"

Liu Qi: "You kid stole my lines, right? All right, that's what I mean too, let's leave, start shooting tomorrow morning!"

A group of people cheered out of the conference room, and Liu Qi deliberately left Wen Yuxiao and Chi Baiwan behind, "Yu Xiao, Xiao Yu, you two, as the two male leads, want to set an example for other actors. Now the morale of the army is not stable. Before we face the temptation of great success, we do not believe it first. Once we believe it, we are afraid of failure. The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. At this time, you must let everyone see that you are going all out, especially Xiaoyu, yours The role is very important, it is the trump card, the reassurance stone, the compass of whether we can win the award, I want to hear you give me a guarantee, can you?"

Chi Baiwan solemnly promised: "Don't worry, I will do my best to play my role well, and work hard with Teacher Wen to shape the role well."

Liu Qi patted him on the shoulder: "Xiao Yu, you don't know, the last Chinese film that was shortlisted for the Sisaran Film Festival was in 2000, and that was also the original intention of my decision to return to China to make a film, to make an internationally renowned film. It's a pity that I haven't been able to get what I wanted for so many years, in fact, both the Film Association and I are under a lot of pressure, but I know that this pressure should not be shared with you, so I will do my best."

Wen Yuxiao crossed her arms and leaned on the back of the chair: "Old Freak Li has some out-of-the-ordinary tricks. I heard that he is coming to China recently, and he probably came to see us."

Liu Qi also had a difficult face, so Chi Baiwan asked, "What's an out-of-the-ordinary routine?"

Liu Qi rubbed the center of his brows: "Dirty routines, he likes these things, taking pornographic photos, gathering crowds to suck crush, nude shows, this will make him full of inspiration, if he really comes, it will be very difficult , There are quite a few directors and actors whose reputation has been stigmatized by him. A few years ago, his reputation in South Korea was very bad. But Mr. Li is related to the mafia, which makes him very popular in the world. It's killing me, damn it."

Chi Baiwan and Wen Yuxiao looked at each other, and they both saw worry in each other's eyes.

Chi Baiwan raised the script and said calmly: "Soldiers come to block, water comes to cover up, Director Liu, we will definitely carry it over, and stand upright on the awarding platform of the Sisaran Film Festival."

Liu Qin glanced at Chi Baiwan with his red eyes that hadn't slept for three days and three nights, and after a long time, nodded and smiled in relief.

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After six o'clock in the evening, everyone went back to the hotel to make the final preparations. Wen Yuxiao lay on the steering wheel in distress, "Wanwan, Xiaopi is holding a birthday party for his girlfriend in my room tonight, and I don't want to rent a hotel , afraid of being secretly filmed, how about we go to your house and check the script?"

Chi Baiwan pondered for a while, "No problem, it just so happens that the hotel downstairs from my house opened, with a [-]% discount on consumption, we can go eat."

Wen Yuxiao couldn't help laughing: "Why are you so virtuous? You can cook, save money, and have such a good temper."

Chi Baiwan turned his face away unnaturally, and looked out the car window.

Wen Yuxiao bumped him with an elbow, "Wan Wan, to be honest."

"Do you remember what I said to you?"

Chi Baiwan said in his heart, it's finally here.

Wen Yuxiao looked at him with wrong eyes all the time today, especially when Zhao Lianhai asked him why his condition improved, his eyes would stare him out of two holes.

He has been eating well, taking medicine, and changing day by day. The most important thing is that he has left behind his former love and completely freed himself.

Seeing that he was silent, Wen Yuxiao chuckled, put her hand on her chin, and said thoughtfully: "Wan Wan, do you want to consider starting a new love life?"

Chi Baiwan sighed in his heart, "Brother Wen, I'm not in the mood. The filming work is so difficult. I really don't want our personal emotions to affect the final result. After all, the tone of "White Cloud Rolling" is sad. It’s impossible to act out that entangled sense of fate.”

Wen Yuxiao was silent for a while, "Then, after the filming is over, are you willing to give me a chance?"

Chi Baiwan's voice became more and more gentle under the setting sun, his watery peach blossom eyes drooped, and he did not answer.

Wen Yuxiao's cheeks were slightly red, and she coughed lightly, but a smile slipped from the corner of her mouth.

He tried to pull La Chi Baiwan's little finger, "Then I'll take it as your default."

Chi Baiwan glanced at him, he bent his eyebrows and smiled, his handsome and unruly features were dyed in the orange sunset light, and rubbed Chi Baiwan's hair, "Lead me the way, let's go to your house."

"But..." Chi Baiwan hesitated.

Wen Yuxiao: "What's the matter? Hesitating."

Chi Baiwan settled down, but still shook his head, "It's okay, let's go."

The two went to the hotel downstairs in the community for dinner, and went upstairs to have a rest after eating. Chi Baiwan squeezed juice for the two of them, cut up the fruit, and then sat down to prepare for the script.

Some of the lines are beautiful, while others are very explicit, but Chi Baiwan's face remained unchanged, full of emotions, and he and Wen Yuxiao continued the conversation line by line, and the progress went smoothly.

Zhao Lianhai is right, "Lu Ling" is Chi Baiwan, and Chi Baiwan is "Lu Ling".

——The painter Lu Ling met the young banker Song Yaocheng on a cruise ship. After several times of love and hate, the two broke up. Ten years later in China, Wen Yuxiao met "Lu Ling" who was married and married. The story begins here Expand.

This was a desperate love with no future, but when Chi Baiwan saw the end, his heart was sore and painful, which he could not forget for a long time.

In the end, Wen Yuxiao's eyes were red, and she was sad. Just about to say something to Chi Baiwan, she heard the sound of the keyhole on the door being turned.

Chi Baiwan stood up abruptly, walked over quickly, and held the door firmly to prevent him from entering.

"Who!"

"Wanwan, I'm back."

"Fu Sihan?"

"Well, open the door."

As expected, he came back today. Chi Baiwan vaguely remembered that when he called to book the flight ticket, it was today. This was also the reason why he didn't want Wen Yuxiao to come just now.

Wen Yuxiao walked over and shrugged: "Boss Fu? Didn't you all break up?"

Chi Baiwan subconsciously bit his lips and did not speak. Fu Sihan had already pushed the door open and came in, covered in snow, but the moment he saw Wen Yuxiao, his eyes filled with anticipation turned into uncertain anger.

"Wen Yuxiao, why are you here?"

Wen Yuxiao took the script, "As for the script, Mr. Fu, you also invested in "White Clouds Surge". You should know that we have been shortlisted for the Sisaran Film Festival. Time is tight and the task is heavy. What if we don't hurry up?"

Fu Sihan glanced at his watch and said coldly: "It's already 11:30, if you want to correct the script, I won't bother you, but I hope you will come back tomorrow."

Wen Yuxiao smiled lightly and said, "I'm afraid it won't work. We will officially start filming from tomorrow, and we don't have time to review the next script. Mr. Fu, I hope you will understand me."

Fu Sihan wanted to say something else, but Chi Baiwan stopped him helplessly, pulled him aside, and said in a low voice, "Fu Sihan, don't make trouble."

Fu Sihan looked down at him, pursed his lips tightly: "Do you want me to watch you guys flirting in the room? What is that, a luminous script, do you have to read it in the middle of the night?"

"It's not Qingqing and me, and it's not the nightlight script. I'm not as dirty as you think." Chi Baiwan closed his eyes, held the fire, turned around, took a watering can from the bathroom, and handed it to Fu Sihan, "If you're really okay , just water the flowers at the door and don't bother me."

After finishing speaking, Chi Baiwan dragged Wen Yuxiao into his bedroom, and closed the door with a bang, blocking Fu Sihan out.

Holding the kettle in his hand, Fu Sihan's dislike for Wen Yuxiao reached the extreme.

But Chi Baiwan insisted on protecting him, Fu Sihan had nothing to do.

He could only water the flowers, but he didn't know that those flowers were raised and watched by Chi Baiwan when he had nothing to do, so they didn't need a lot of water.

By the time Chi Baiwan and Wen Yuxiao came out, it was already 02:30 in the middle of the night.

Chi Baiwan felt a lump in his throat when he saw the mess outside the house. The culprit, Fu Sihan, was sitting on the sofa with his arms folded, staring at him motionlessly.

Fu Sihan's face was pale and his lips paled. He was like this when he first entered the door. Chi Baiwan thought he was cold, but in fact it was a bad cold that hadn't recovered. This week he flew to New York and Washington one after another. In meetings, not well rested, running around, looking weak and out of shape.

He got up and quietly asked Wen Yuxiao: "Have you finished watching this time?"

Wen Yuxiao rubbed her ears: "Thanks to Mr. Fu for taking care of us, we are almost right, and the future shooting will probably go smoothly."

Fu Sihan nodded slightly, stepped out of the way with a cold face, and signaled Wen Yuxiao to leave quickly.

Naturally, Wen Yuxiao would not make fun of himself, he said goodbye to Chi Baiwan, and after a hug, he turned and left.

After closing the door, Fu Sihan's gloomy face changed into an expression of aggrieved, his tall body lowered down, and hugged Chi Baiwan tightly.

"It's been a week, haven't you called me?"

Chi Baiwan said lightly: "We have nothing to talk about."

Fu Sihan used to be on business trips all the time, but Chi Baiwan would make video calls to him, and sometimes, Fu Sihan would ask for remote voice sex. Chi Baiwan was always conniving, he just loved him very much, I also believe that Fu Sihan will not leak those videos.

Fu Sihan likes to let him appear in front of the camera with nothing on, take off his top and bottom pants, and show him to please himself. He likes to see Chi Baiwan's blushing, jerky, and unspeakable appearance, which will make him feel awkward in an instant. Blood boils.

This is almost one of the secret interests between two people.

"I know, I can't ask you like before..." Fu Sihan said with difficulty, "Then I can't even look at your face?"

"Aren't you tired of looking at my face?" Chi Baiwan said softly, "And Fu Sihan, I asked you to help me water the flowers, and I didn't ask you to tear down my house."

The living room was full of all kinds of gift boxes and packaging bags, with unintelligible foreign languages ​​printed on them. These were probably gifts Fu Sihan bought for him.

In addition to these, Fu Sihan didn't know how to use a watering can—he had never done housework before, so the floor was covered with water, and he got wet when he stepped on it, and he couldn't find where the mop was, so he could only sit on the sofa Sulked and turned the TV on loud.

Fortunately, the sound insulation effect of the door is good, Chi Baiwan and Wen Yuxiao didn't pay attention to it, and only realized how loud the sound was when they opened the door.

And what Fu Sihan showed was a horror movie, but he himself didn't even watch it.

Chi Baiwan was indescribably tired, so he could only turn down his voice, went to the bathroom to get a mop, and was about to mop the floor, when Fu Sihan took it, "I'll do it."

Chi Baiwan let go, and squinted at him, "Aren't you the least fond of horror movies?"

Fu Sihan pursed his lips and said after a long while, "But you like it. I watch horror movies when I can't fall asleep and think about you."

Chi Baiwan blinked his eyes and asked him in a low voice: "Do you think I look like a ghost, or are you trying to anger me on purpose?"

Fu Sihan was stunned, "I didn't mean that, Wanwan, don't get me wrong, I—"

"It's okay, I don't care." Chi Baiwan said softly, "After you finish packing, you can go back."

Fu Sihan lowered his head, neither saying yes nor saying yes, after wiping the floor, he insisted on pulling Chi Baiwan to the sofa, hugged him from behind, and put him on his lap.

Chi Baiwan was held tightly in his arms. After struggling for a while, Fu Sihan lowered his head and leaned on his shoulder, coaxing him softly: "You watch a movie with me, I dare not watch it alone."

Chi Baiwan said slowly: "Then you turn it off, I won't watch it."

Fu Sihan refused to agree to him, "This is filmed by your favorite director Zhou. It hasn't been screened yet. What I want is the uncensored source. You know that a lot of it will be deleted once it is released."

"..." Chi Baiwan wanted to refuse, but he stopped talking. He really likes director Zhou's horror movies. Moreover, he once had a kind of obsession with Fu Sihan holding him to watch movies, as if in his In my arms, the cruelty of this world has also become warm and lovely.

Maybe it's because what he cared about was not horror movies, but the first time he watched a horror movie with Fu Sihan, that time when he loved someone wholeheartedly, when he was young and the most beautiful and innocent.

Fu Sihan hugged him like this to watch horror movies, covering his eyes from time to time—yes, Chi Baiwan would look away when he saw scary places, deceiving himself and others.

In fact, Fu Sihan knew it all along, but he was too lazy to take care of his feelings.

And he himself is actually more scared than Chi Baiwan, even though his face is pale, he still insists on not closing his eyes, staring at the screen, as if he has a grudge against the ghost inside, his pupils shrink violently from time to time, clenching his teeth, Cold sweat on the back of the neck, cold hands and feet.

Chi Baiwan knew that Fu Sihan was going to be afraid of death.

He was a little distracted while watching the horror movie. After the movie was over, Fu Sihan finally heaved a sigh of relief, pressed his ear, and said softly, "Do you want to watch another one? I'll accompany you?"

Chi Baiwan lowered his head, "Don't watch."

"Then let's watch something else." Fu Sihan kissed his earlobe and played a soothing romance movie.

In the quiet of the night, Fu Sihan hugged him and said in a deep voice: "Wanwan, this time I went to New York, I attended several international conferences, and everyone praised me with colored glasses, but actually treated me There is a lot of criticism, and I am used to it. Zhengqing has achieved the level it is today in the world, and I should bear all the praise and criticism I get. Look at me, I don’t care at all. I have always been a person who doesn’t like to listen to other people’s opinions. I always believe in my own judgment. Facts have proved that every business decision I make is correct. I have seen countless The scenery that others dare not even imagine, and I am used to others submitting to me, the rest is to maintain this foundation, and I don’t need to let everyone like my style of acting.”

Chi Baiwan listened quietly. This was the first time that Fu Sihan had talked to him about his career. Chi Baiwan thought it was very fresh, and he didn't resist listening to it.

Fu Sihan reached out his hand to the bottom of his shirt, stroked his skin gently and forcefully, couldn't put it down, and said: "For so many years, from childhood to adulthood, I don't have to please anyone, everyone will bow down for me, and I don't I like everyone to listen to me, I am tired of that. But it has been a long, long time since I really want to communicate with someone, just chatting, without considering any money and rights, everyone sees me as if they only see A symbol, a symbol of money and power."

As Fu Sihan spoke, his expression was calm, and he unconsciously recalled the past: "Do you still remember? The first time I met you, you looked at me with such timid eyes and told me not to drink too much. Drinking hurts your health. At that time, I really wanted to tell you that I didn’t want to drink, but so many people were looking at me, I couldn’t stop drinking.”

Chi Baiwan looked at the warm love movie and pursed his lips. He also recalled that incident.

"Although after that, I knew that you were the undercover agent that the Ling family placed next to me to steal my business secrets, but I really don't care. I just want you to like me and make you mine." Fu Sihan Falling into memories, "But I didn't expect that you would be so good, so that I wanted to possess you, I completely lost my mind, and soon turned you into my canary, that night, we had sex bed……"

Chi Baiwan wanted to struggle: "I am no longer your canary."

Fu Sihan wrapped his arms around his waist, and fanned his long eyelashes across the back of his neck, "I know I did something wrong, I shouldn't be willful to you, for so many years, the only person who loves me the most is you, even though you are now Don't love me anymore, I still hope to save you, tell me, am I dreaming?"

"You are." Chi Baiwan broke free from him, went back to the bedroom and locked the door, leaned against the door, and slowly fell to the ground.

He covered his face with his hands, his throat was sore, when he heard Fu Sihan's footsteps stop at his door, without knocking, he also sat down through the door.

Maybe Fu Sihan really repented this time, but they really can't go back to the past, maybe half a year, maybe a year, Fu Sihan will definitely show his true colors one day, the pride and self-satisfaction in his bones, defiant It cannot be changed. Who can guarantee that Fu Sihan didn't say so many considerate words to him on a whim?

There are still so many years in the future, Chi Baiwan is really tired and afraid, he can love Fu Sihan for five years, and he can leave him forever, as long as he concentrates on his career and becomes a good actor, it is enough He will never reconcile with Fu Sihan, just like he said at the beginning——

I don't want to mess with you.

Fu Sihan knocked on the door outside, and asked him unwillingly: "Wanwan, I'm sick and haven't recovered, can you take care of me?"

Chi Baiwan: "I can't. I'm going to bed. You can either leave or sleep on the sofa. It will be dawn in four hours. Don't bother."

Fu Sihan knocked on the door again: "Can I have a word with you?"

Chi Baiwan didn't answer him.

Immediately afterwards, Fu Sihan knocked on the door five times, paused, knocked twice, and finally knocked once.

"Did you hear that?" Fu Sihan said in a low voice, his tone was full of loss and loneliness, "Give me an answer, please?"

There is no answer in it.

His Chi Baiwan is only a door away from him, but their hearts are so far away. He wants to think about the Wanwan who was full of eyes and only him. He thinks about it so much that he is going crazy.

How could he lose the person who loved him the most?