When gentleness is worn into the ancient dog blood crematorium

The news about Chi Bai's entry into the police station in the middle of the night remained unabated, and Ling Wan's revelations were too exaggerated and true. The fans' scolding did not stop until the day he joined the filming team.

When Chi Baiwan entered the set with his luggage, almost all the staff members were looking at him, and at the same time looked behind him with full expectation. They didn't see the famous financial master Fu Sihan, so they could only end in disappointment.

After all, the sponsor of another small third-tier family in the same group eagerly sent people to the set, gave hand warmers and luxury goods, generously managed the staff, and left after a long time.

Chi Baiwan heard it and was very calm. This is the strange distance he wanted.

These days, his scandal with Fu Sihan, a mysterious investment tycoon in the entertainment industry, has become widely known, and it even overwhelmed the gimmick of his and Wen Yuxiao's on-screen CP.

He has long been used to being stared at with ulterior motives. He has been with Fu Sihan for five years. What kind of wink has he never had, what kind of crime has he never suffered?Saying that he is cheap and deceitful is everywhere. I was not angry in the past because I loved Fu Sihan with all my heart. It does not mean that he is a heartless fool. Now it sounds too ironic, and it hurts my heart. inside.

Chi Baiwan managed to pull himself together, his gentle eyes were full of exhaustion, he quietly walked to the conference room opposite the script, Wen Yuxiao pulled him to sit beside him, and patted his knee under the table, "Shut up Get your spirits up and don't let yourself down."

Chi Baiwan let himself follow Wen Yuxiao's train of thought, so that he could have some hope in the difficult days.

The directors and producers in the group were very good, organizing Wen Yuxiao, Chi Baiwan and some supporting actors to explain some doubtful points to the lines in a pleasant manner.

Those who sat were all seniors in the entertainment industry. Even though they were supporting roles, their working experience was longer than him, and occasionally they would tell him a word or two. Chi Baiwan listened humbly and took it seriously in his heart.

After the meeting, the director accidentally tripped his foot when he was passing by a machine wire. Chi Baiwan hurriedly helped him, but he himself was hit by the wire, and his whole body went numb. It's okay, Chi Baiwan said with a smile.

But the director threw a sheet of data on the ground, and Chi Baiwan saw it. He was afraid that the director would be anxious if he couldn't find what he lost, so he wanted to send it to him. When he reached the door of his office, he stopped abruptly.

Chi Baiwan didn't have the habit of eavesdropping on other people's conversations, but he heard the director and producer mention his name.

Chi Bai stood blankly at the door at night, listening to the two people in the room discussing his relationship with Fu Sihan fiercely, and analyzing it, joking and joking from time to time, which made his heart very complicated.

A lot of gossip is false and true, and it has been so long that I can't suppress it. People have been paying attention to the story of the celebrity and financial couple. It may be because of Fu Sihan's face that he has attracted much attention as a businessman.However, a boss like Fu Sihan who is sought after by thousands of people will not be affected by this kind of thing at all. Chi Baiwan is different. The star who has just risen is the easiest to be slandered and exposed. In the process of establishing his personal image, Chi Baiwan's foundation is not stable, and he is easily affected by negative news.

He has never dared to read the comments of fans on the Internet. In fact, it is nothing to look at. He has also posted many records of his thoughts, all about memories of his unbearable lovers.

He just resisted the scandal marketing from the bottom of his heart. Most celebrities welcomed him, but Chi Baiwan couldn't do it anyway. He wasn't so shameless to use his sincerity to hype up.

Chi Baiwan knew in his heart that this was only the first hurdle. If he didn't become stronger, there would be more opportunities to spread rumors, so even if he broke a tooth, he would swallow it in his stomach, and he could endure any hardship.

Therefore, Chi Baiwan did not enter the house, but only gently placed the data sheet on the shelf outside the door.

After three months of filming, as the end of the year approached, public opinion had fermented to a level that could not be ignored. The Ling family sent another black material. By being slept on.

Regardless of whether it is true or not, now everyone knows "Luan Yu" regardless of whether he is a star fan or not, and all kinds of arguments caused an uproar on the Internet.

Chi Baiwan was forced to stop filming because of the black material. When the progress was put on hold, the director was heartbroken, because the story line had just shot the first meeting, and the most exciting part of the relationship between the two was about to come, and that was the bed scene.

At the same time, Chi Baiwan was terminated by the advertiser and stayed at home every day. As long as he went out, he would be chased by the media to shoot material, and his mouth would be slapped by the microphone. Fans and reporters jammed downstairs, which annoyed Huo Jue to death, and even hired a security team to protect Chi Baiwan's personal safety.

The Internet is not a pure land, it is easy to harass a small star online, not to mention so many evidences, almost all of them are confirmed, it is the first time that Chi Baiwan has been subjected to online violence, personal attacks, scolding him that he has no one to support him to do it for others Little lover, his parents used to be special soldiers who sacrificed their lives on missions. The family members of the martyrs abandoned themselves with such good treatment. He was embarrassing his parents, saying that he would never let his son marry such a slut. Consider whether you are sick.

And so on, when Chi Baiwan saw the numbness, the needle pierced his heart.

In this way, Chi Baiwan's depression became more serious. During this period, Lu Chen added a lot of new drugs to him, all of which were serotonin reuptake inhibitors, paroxetine, citalopram, and the drugs were more effective, changing patterns control his condition.

After he took the medicine, he would always be in a trance for a moment. At this time, he would occasionally sit by the window and look downstairs with his chin stuck. Wen Yuxiao's fans pulled up banners asking him to withdraw from the actor's new movie. It was ugly, the security team couldn't see it and snatched it away, but Chi Baiwan only felt lost, but he was not angry in his heart.

The fans just hoped that Wen Yuxiao would become popular. Chi Baiwan didn't blame them, but thought he was funny and sad. Wen Yuxiao suffered innocent disasters because of him, where did he seek the root of the disasters?

In the final analysis, I have committed too many cheap things.

He was pushed to the cusp of the storm by everyone, and right now he has no ability to resist the wind and rain, so he can only grit his teeth and hold on.

Every time he thought about it, it made his heart ache like masochism, his palms were numb, and the tendons in his arms trembled. He had to close his eyes and plug his ears, put his head under the quilt and kneel on the bed, not daring to look at the bright red downstairs. banner, as if stained with blood.

Then after leaving the dormitory, he would put on a calm and gentle mask again, hiding his thoughts well.

Perhaps it was because Ling Luo and Huo Jue were at odds with each other, and the revenge from Ling Wan hadn't come to an end. Ling Luo had come to the company to look for him several times, and expressed his apologies every time. He had nothing to do with him, Chi Bai Wan couldn't bear to see him in such a difficult situation, so she offered to rent a house outside.

Taking advantage of the dark and stormy night for a month, Chi Baiwan avoided the media, left the company fully armed, found a rental room the next day, and paid the rent for the next three months.

It's the season, he can't have no place to celebrate the new year, right?In the past, he used to stay alone in the old house and guard the lantern, clutching his cell phone all night and not daring to close his eyes, for fear that Fu Sihan would suddenly call and say he was going home, but this kind of thing never happened.

Chi Baiwan couldn't go out at home and had no one to accompany him. Therefore, he remembered all the parties clearly, because Fu Sihan would come back in a few days, and he would test his lines while doing it badly, to see if he had any Staying at home honestly, so Chi Baiwan can remember many lines now.

At that time, it was regarded as a warming of nostalgia, but now it has become... an unspeakable memory.

Chi Baiwan thought, this year...maybe he can ask Lu Chen if he needs to hire a chef for the New Year's Eve dinner?

Thinking of this, he couldn't help laughing.

Chi Baiwan rented a residential building. The decoration here is very good and the environment is quiet. It is only one kilometer away from Excellent Era Media. No one is looking for him to make a movie. As long as Ling Luo doesn't come to him to apologize, he will accept it. It's not like the young master Jiaogui calls himself dear, hugs his waist and acts like a spoiled child.

Thanks to Lingluo and Huo Jue's care, Chi Baiwan borrowed some private work in private, shooting offline advertisements, and being a model for men's magazines without showing his face but showing his figure. The price is not low, the work is simple, and it is more than easy to maintain daily life.

Now "Luan Yu" is a well-known hard-working workaholic, and everyone knows it.

After a while, he has a lot of savings, and he no longer worries about whether it is expensive or not when he buys anything. He only thinks about whether he likes it or not, and he finally has a bit of confidence in this huge upper city.

While breathing the cold air, Chi Baiwan could feel his blood boiling, and his mood relaxed a little bit.

One day, he was called back to the company by Huo Jue, but met an incredible person.

Fu Song.

"You are finally here." Fu Song said lightly, "Xiao Chi, sit down, I have something to tell you."

……

At night, Chi Baiwan walked out of the nearby gym. After a period of hard work, his physical fitness has improved a lot, at least he will not often feel dizzy. Although it may be caused by blood clots in his brain compressing the nerves, he still did it. Do some auxiliary training to strengthen your resistance and prevent you from getting sick in winter.

It took only 10 minutes to walk to the community he rented, but today the whole community was pitch black, probably due to a power outage, but fortunately, the gatekeeper had a good temper, opened the parking lever for him, and let him enter without swiping his card with a smile. out of the district.

The weather is cold, and Chi Baiwan is very tired after exercising. He has little muscle and fat content. He can't help but think to himself, he is really raised by others and doesn't work hard. He deserves it.

The door of the building opened as soon as it was pulled, and there was no elevator, so Chi Baiwan could only walk up with his legs. He lived high, on the seventh floor, and walked up slowly with his legs crossed. He deeply felt that his body was much weaker than before.

The seventh floor was as quiet as usual, and the opposite door was empty. Chi Baiwan took out the keychain, but felt a special smell of perfume in the air.

He frowned, obviously he only needed to turn the key to open the door, but he was attracted by the strange silence, and a strong, undisguised feeling of staring behind his back suddenly appeared.

Chi Baiwan speeded up to find the key, but a pair of hands covered his mouth from behind. Chi Baiwan couldn't make a sound. The people behind him were extremely strong. Chi Baiwan instinctively kicked his legs and tried to run but failed .

"Well--"

In just a few seconds, Chi Baiwan's heart was pounding like thunder. He grabbed the wrist of the person behind him tightly and screamed. The person behind him didn't say anything. He felt his ears were covered by warm breath. , Immediately afterwards, a cold hand came in from under the rolled up sweater.

Chi Baiwan's eyes widened, he struggled violently, he broke free in a frenzy, and quickly stepped back, and within a second he was pulled into his arms by the man and hugged him tightly.

Chi Baiwan resisted with all his strength in the next second. He was frightened and couldn't think of who this person would be. The man's breath was strange, so he couldn't possibly be a robber...

The man put one arm around his waist, put his chin in the hollow of his shoulder, rubbed his hands intimately, and spoke slowly, speaking the first sentence from the beginning to the present.

"do you miss me?"

Chi Baiwan froze on the spot as if struck by lightning, he forgot to struggle, forgot to shout, and stood still until Fu Sihan hugged him even tighter, then he realized that he subconsciously breathed heavily. Si Han's ribs hurt from strangling him.

Chi Baiwan's voice became hoarse: "Let go..."

There was no light in the corridor, and it was very dim. He couldn't see the face of the person in front of him clearly. He only saw the pair of sharp and narrow eyes, which also had the light of a beast in the dark night. They looked straight at him, bowed their heads, and gently touched his lips Kiss down.

Chi Baiwan was stunned for several seconds as if he was stupid, and clenched his fists tightly.

The kiss was gentle and lingering, full of affection, like a close lover whom he hadn't seen for a long time. The moment he met, he ignited like a firewood. He stuck to Chi Baiwan's skin obsessively: "We haven't seen each other for several months, you should calm down too. Have you calmed down?"

Chi Baiwan suddenly came to his senses, breathing hard, unable to speak: "Get lost—"

He began to push Fu Sihan's chest desperately, but he couldn't move, the emptiness in his eyes and the faint fear made him tremble all over.

Chi Baiwan looked away, and said coldly: "Fu Sihan, if you don't leave, I'll call the police."

Fu Sihan gave a cold face, but just lowered his eyes, his indomitable expression was a little hurt, and his deep voice made his scalp tingle: "Haven't I coaxed you long enough? Why haven't you forgiven me yet? You didn't want to see me, so I worked continuously for several months and didn't come to you. You wanted to break up, and I gave you a time to calm down. I didn't let anyone watch your movements, so we should get back together now, right?"

Fu Sihan grabbed his hands and pressed them on his chest. To him, Chi Baiwan's strength was like a cute praying mantis.

His tone was low, with a touch of distress: "Look at you now, you are not as beautiful and likable as before."

Chi Baiwan felt a pain in his heart. These words caused him to be poured with a basin of cold water for nine days in the cold winter. He was so cold that he couldn't breathe, his face was pale, and he became more and more fragile, especially those pair of eyes that used to be full of smiles. Looking at Fu Sihan's clear eyes, they have lost all brilliance, like inorganic baby's eyes, completely black.

"You're right. I'm not pretty, and I'm not attractive. There are so many good-looking lovers on the outside who are hard to fuck. Why can't you find another sweet one? In the past five years, you've been getting tired of me. Isn't it? My body is no longer attractive to you, you might as well just forget about me."

He bit his lip, completely overwhelmed by the anger and sorrow in his heart, almost unable to stand still, forced to nowhere to retreat by the person in front of him, almost collapsed, his heart throbbed, he broke free reflexively, stumbled and ran over to open the door The door is to enter the house.

When he turned around to close the door, Fu Sihan strode forward, pinned the door forcibly, and barged in.

The door was slammed shut by Fu Sihan's backhand. In the darkness, Fu Sihan's indifferent face was even more sharp-edged under the darkness of night, and he looked at Chi Baiwan without blinking.

Like a hungry wolf who has been greedy for his taste for a long time and cannot be satisfied.

Fu Sihan narrowed his eyes slightly, took off his suit, hung it on the closet, lowered his head slightly to unbutton it, and looked at Chi Baiwan silently, "Do you know why I came to see you today?"

The author says:

感谢在2022-09-2523:45:59-2022-09-2616:45:34期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦——

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of oregano from the flower market;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!