When gentleness is worn into the ancient dog blood crematorium

After Chu Lan finished speaking, there was five seconds of silence in return. Then, Lu Chen let out a long breath: "It's Fu Sihan, I'll go downstairs and let him go."

Chi Baiwan was worried for a while, looking at Lu Chen, he was speechless for a while.

Fu Sihan actually found this place, how did he know?

After a shock, Lu Chen's cell phone rang. Lu Chen picked it up and saw that it was an unfamiliar number.

"Hello?" Lu Chen didn't understand why he picked it up.

"The one surnamed Lu, let him go downstairs to find me." Fu Sihan said in a cold voice, "I know he's at your house."

Lu Chen raised his eyebrows: "Boss Fu, are you ordering me? I don't need to listen to you, right? The two of us are at odds, who are you giving orders to?"

Fu Sihan on the other end of the phone didn't speak, he hung up.

Lu Chen frowned and looked at the call records, "Is this the end?"

Chu Lan shook her head and sat back at the dining table: "It's boring, I thought he was going to rush upstairs to snatch you away, eat and eat."

Chi Baiwan sat back at the dining table in dismay, Lu Chen brought him some food, and comforted him in a gentle voice: "Don't worry, even if he goes upstairs, I won't open the door for him. Do you really treat you as his personal belonging? Too arrogant gone."

Chu Lan followed suit, took a lobster with chopsticks, and said vaguely while chewing: "Yes, even if you are not his lover, you are his wife, he has no right to control your whereabouts like this, let alone the two of you." It's a lover, as for?"

Chi Baiwan remained silent for a while. Hearing this, he raised his head, forced a smile at Chu Lan, and handed him another plate of fried squid: "Thank you for speaking for me. No one has treated me so well in all these years." He sincerely Looking at Chu Lan calmly, "Thank you, Dr. Chu."

Chu Lan has a cold personality, and when he was thanked, he just nodded lightly, and unceremoniously picked up the squid whiskers to eat, "I will have it in the future, oh yes, call me Chu Lan, I can hear the three words Dr. gone."

Chi Baiwan laughed, his peach blossom eyes were curved, the corners of his mouth were raised, he lowered his head and continued to eat.

However, the meal was interrupted by a phone call again, and Lu Chen's phone remembered again, this time the title was two words: Brother.

Lu Chen rubbed his hands and picked it up, "Brother, why did you call me? It's only morning over there, right? Don't you have a meeting?"

Over there: "Are you eating?"

Lu Chen: "Well, what about lobsters, from Australia, the kind you always bought for me before."

His brother: "Is it delicious? Eat more, maybe you won't be able to eat it in the future."

Lu Chen didn't understand. After three seconds of silence, his brother's roar reached Chi Baiwan's ears through the phone——

"You have a big fucking heart! You know how to eat? You let that person named Chi Baiwan go downstairs now, do you hear me quickly? If I can't see you for a fucking day, you will cause trouble for me, right? Lu Chen , don’t force me to fly back to the country and beat you!”

Lu Chen's ears were deafened, he picked his ears, but he was not too surprised: "Brother, don't get angry, I have nothing else to hang up."

His brother: "Little bastard, do you dare to hang up? You... okay, I won't scold you, Xiao Shen, listen to my brother, let's not fight with Fu? You don't think about yourself, I have to think about you I'm worried about you, do you know? You ran back to China after a fight with your parents, and there was no one to take care of you in China. If something happens to you, do you want me to die? Brother, where have you been since you were a child? The second brother didn't let you? Just don't be stubborn this time, okay?"

Lu Chen frowned. Just as he was about to speak, Chi Baiwan snatched the phone. Facing the microphone, he calmly said, "Don't worry, I won't let anything happen to Lu Chen."

His brother: "Well, you are my younger brother at your age, don't worry too much, what can't you say well? Young people are stubborn—"

Chi Baiwan hung up the phone after he finished speaking, got up and put on his coat, Lu Chen grabbed him: "You don't need to go downstairs, my brother just said that! I'll call him..."

"Don't." Chi Baiwan turned the doorknob, "I'm fine."

How could he let this unknown fire be transferred to others?

The weather in early winter was still very cold. Chi Baiwan gathered his white windbreaker jacket, and the air he exhaled turned into hazy white mist in an instant.

Fu Sihan waited for him quietly, he opened the passenger door through the car seat, Chi Baiwan remained motionless with his hands in his pockets, his voice was very cold and calm: "Fu Sihan, get out of the car, let's talk. "

Fu Sihan didn't argue with him, he got out of the car, walked around the car and stood in front of him.

Chi Baiwan felt very tired, and his heart was sore, unspeakably tired.

"What are you doing here? We broke up, Mr. Fu, do you have a lot of time?"

Fu Sihan was much taller than him, with his head slightly lowered, staring at him with indifferent and delicate eyebrows, the corners of his lips pursed into a straight line, his tall and handsome shadow cast by the street lamps, standing with Chi Baiwan looked like a A sweet couple.

It's a pity that in fact, Fu Sihan's expression was the same as that of a winter night: "We can reconcile if we break up. I know you are angry with me, otherwise you wouldn't keep ignoring me and avoiding me. But you can't change it for me." Opportunity, I did a lot of wrong things before, and I will change them in the future, provided that you go home with me and stop running away.”

Chi Baiwan didn't understand at first, but the more he listened, the more he was filled with resentment, his eyes widened: "Why should I give you a chance? From the moment I jumped off, we are strangers. Fu Sihan, where do you stand? Do you want me to go back with you?"

Fu Sihan tilted his head slightly: "Then why don't you go back with me? Tell the truth, have you fallen in love with someone else? So you want to forget our past and ignore me on purpose?"

Chi Baiwan was swallowed by waves of powerlessness, and he heard his dry voice powerlessly retort: ​​"What are you talking about? Don't be so self-righteous, Fu Sihan, we're done, I'm free to go wherever I go, and you It doesn't matter."

Fu Sihan wasn't too angry, one was that he was a little tired from a bad cold, and the other was that Chi Baiwan might really fall in love with someone else, so he couldn't be angry and pushed him further and further away.

He made it clear: "Is it Lu Chen you love? You don't know Lu Chen's identity, he is not as simple as you seem."

Chi Baiwan clenched his fists in his pockets, gritted his teeth, and his mouth was numb: "Fu Sihan, I don't know his identity, but I do know that you were the one who made his brother's phone call, and you threatened him..."

Fu Sihan nodded: "Lu Feng and I have been partners for many years, I admit it."

Chi Baiwan felt dizzy, and said with strength: "If you dare to touch Lu Chen, I will never let you go in my life, Fu Sihan, I know you are cruel in doing things, and I have noticed it for so many years. If you have any tricks, come at me, and if you propose it, I can promise you."

Fu Sihan looked at his usually tender and affectionate peach blossom eyes, and his heart tightened, "You know that I feel guilty towards you, and if you say that, I won't do anything to Lu Chen, but do you know why? Angry? I can accept your occasional temper tantrum, but you can't think about leaving me, but now, I can only see in you that you want to leave, how can you make me feel relieved?"

Chi Baiwan's eyes were dazzled, he supported the body of the car with both hands, leaned on it, bowed his head and did not speak...

Maybe it's because he didn't read much, he felt that he couldn't get around Fu Sihan anymore, so he didn't want to say anything now.

Fu Sihan came over, bent slightly, and gently stroked his cheek with his pale and cold hand. His hand was very broad, and he easily wrapped Chi Baiwan's side face in his palm. In the night when the cold wind was blowing, I watched him for a long time.

"I've always wanted to tell you why I appeared in front of you at your most difficult and lonely moment."

He lifted Chi Baiwan's chin and raised his head. There were tears in his eyes, which looked pure and beautiful in the winter night. That tenderness and fragility made Fu Sihan even more unable to let go.

Fu Sihan lowered his voice, as if he also knew that what he was about to say would make Chi Baiwan hate him, but he had to tell Chi Baiwan.

Being honest with each other is the first step to start again, and he should tell Chi Baiwan the truth.

"In your year, I did a lot of wrong things, including but not limited to renting all the houses you can afford, leaving you with nowhere to live. Saying hello in advance made all your part-time jobs fail, and going to nightclubs repeatedly to delay you You work, let the dogs bite you, and drive you to nowhere, I thought at that time, so you can be with me, right?" Fu Sihan said tremblingly, "But you didn't."

"I just didn't do one thing, let the school expel you because of your work experience, but I got you because of it. I can't say if it's a blessing or a curse. You never went to school again, and you have been with me wholeheartedly. Life Everything is given to me, and I am very happy."

After Chi Baiwan heard these words, he couldn't return to his senses for a long time.

Why?why! !

All the whys were answered at this moment. He finally knew the truth about his unlucky luck. It wasn't a shitty fate at all, it was caused by Fu Sihan!

...Why?

Chi Baiwan couldn't see the road in front of him at all, his eyes were blurred by tears, so that when he raised his hand and slapped Fu Sihan hard, he didn't know how much force he used.

The corner of Fu Sihan's mouth was bleeding, and the wall of his mouth was ruptured by him, but he was not angry at all, but roughly wiped the blood, tightly grasped Chi Baiwan's wrist, and pulled him up from the car, "What I want to tell you is that I only found out after I died once, I want you to love me, our love has never respected each other from the beginning, I never put you on an equal footing with me, once upon a time Yes, I’m afraid it won’t change in the future, and I will never change for anyone. So I don’t force you to fall in love with me again, as long as you are mine, it doesn’t matter where your heart is.”

Chi Baiwan shook his head desperately. He was about to die from cardiac arrest. Everything in the past was like a flower in a mirror, like a moon in the water. He felt that he had withered into a puddle of mud. He didn't know where the courage came from, so he grabbed Fu Si Han's suit and tie, forced his head down, and said with a choked voice: "Fu Sihan, you bastard! You have lied to me for five years?! So you..."

Chi Baiwan couldn't speak anymore. He crouched down with his head in his arms. He cried so hard that he couldn't help himself. He sat on the ground and cried, regardless of the coldness of the ground or the eyes of passers-by. He just wanted to cry enough.

At this moment, Lu Chen and Chu Lan opened the door of the building and rushed out. Lu Chen looked at Chi Baiwan and cursed: "Chi Baiwan, are you sick! What are you doing pressing the buttons on every floor!!"

Chi Baiwan couldn't answer him, the slender young man sat on the ground and hugged himself tightly crying, his coat was stained with mud, he was still wearing slippers when he came down in a hurry, his two thin white feet were beaten blue and white by the wind, his whole body Shrunk into a ball and no more strength.

Lu Chen didn't know what happened between them. Since he became Chi Baiwan's psychiatrist, he realized Chi Baiwan's true character. Hidden under the gentle appearance is a heart that is easily hurt. Ordinary people are still sensitive, especially after he was ill. The double torture of depression and physical made him struggle with his spiritual life every day.

Therefore, Lu Chen rushed over and stretched out his fist to Fu Sihan without saying a word. How could Fu Sihan be afraid of him? Both of them are good fighters, and they were used to being arrogant when they were young.

The sound of their fighting together was too loud. When their tall bodies collided with the car body, the headlights made a shrill whistle, and the warning lights flashed and flickered, which was shocking.

Soon there were crowds of onlookers, they recorded and took pictures, and called 110.

The police arrived soon, and they were taken aback when they saw that there were actually three men.

It seems to be the arrogant and rather difficult to mess with President Fu.

They are going to make arrests by force.

The corners of Lu Chen's mouth were bruised from Fu Sihan's beating, his cheeks and cheekbones were bleeding, and his fist accidentally hit a car part, and his joints were also broken.

And Fu Sihan didn't get any better, the blood on the corner of his mouth was slapped by Chi Baiwan, and he was hit by Lu Chen a few times on invisible places on his body, but nothing could be seen on the surface.

Fu Sihan wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, and when the police ran towards them, he lowered his head and told Chi Baiwan: "I waited for you downstairs in Excellent Era all night, and I caught a bad cold when I was hospitalized. You didn't accompany me, at that time, I missed you very much."

Chi Baiwan wiped away his tears, stood up expressionlessly, his eyes were bloodshot.

That's right, he has been hiding from Fu Sihan. Even when he jumped into the sea, his heart was only tightened because of being hurt. He took this love too seriously, more than life.

During the past five years, he wondered countless times, did that big man really sleep with him for five years, did he really love him?

The answer is no, he himself knows that this is a vain romance that will eventually be shattered, after the longing for love is shattered, how long will it take to shatter that memory?

He didn't expect that this day would be countless times more tragic than he had imagined.

Chi Baiwan looked at the stranger who had been in love for five years, and heard his own voice that could no longer sing: "Fu Sihan, go to hell."

The author says:

Maybe there will be a change at nine o'clock? ? ...it will be later if not updated