Feeding equation

Maybe this season of the year is a crazy one.So many things brewed are also crazy as hell.

This is the second week that Wu Si stayed in my apartment.During this period of time, he did not go out to do errands, but stayed in the house with me.We made love crazily, from morning to noon, from noon to night, over and over again tirelessly.And his body, like the most powerful motor installed, is pressing on my body and turning over and over with me in different ways, entangled with me to death.If it wasn't for my good health, I think I would have died long ago.

But even so, I still had a fever twice in it.The first time it was because of being exposed to the rain and getting cold and the lower body was lacerated, and the second time it was completely because of excessive indulgence.

When I was in the arms of Wu Si when I went to the hospital and received the doctor's warning to "reduce exercise", I really wanted to find a crack in the ground to get in and not come out.It's not the first time I've been admitted to the hospital because of something like this, but every time, my mood is the same and the same.Fortunately, my condition did not meet the criteria for hospitalization. If I were not allowed to face the strange eyes of those "white coats" every day, I am afraid that I would really go crazy.

On the way Wu Si drove me back from the hospital, I kept lying on the spacious back seat thinking about something.

The sky outside the car window is a frightening gray, which is the most common sky color in late autumn.The poplar trees and phoenix trees on the side of the road began to wither their leaves at some point. Maybe it was the night Hua Lin died. They were so fragile that they would fall off a large piece by a gust of wind. pieces of fallen leaves.

When Wu Si stopped the car to go to a high-end restaurant to pack food, I watched his back silently from behind.

If it was in the past, I would never have imagined that one day I would be able to live with this hateful and terrifying man for such a long time with peace of mind.

Wu Si doesn't like sweets and prefers to wear white underwear. He goes to the bathroom at a fixed time every morning. He has the habit of resting his cheek with his hands. He has a severe cleanliness habit. The easier it is to master your lifestyle and small habits.And watching him gradually show his human side in front of me, while I was repelling him, there was a wave of mood swings that was hard to suppress.I found myself actually starting to re-examine my feelings for Wu Si. This was the first time I had faced this issue since Wu Si confessed to me that terrible night.

I should have feelings for him, but definitely not to the extent of loving him.And compared to love, I seem to hate him more.

I often see Wu Si standing in front of me covered in blood when I dream back at midnight.He asked me over and over, "Why are you doing this to me?"

Why are you doing this to me?

This is a question I have wanted to ask him more than once.In the dream, he couldn't give me an answer, he just held up his bloody hands and pinched my neck fiercely. The feeling of suffocation was not much better than when he kissed me. He also wanted to kill me. I don't think he doesn't care about me at all with the feelings he has swallowed.

He has always been cold-blooded and cruel, and it is not easy for him to show a human expression when he is with me.I'm not sure if he really loves me, of course he should have feelings for me, it's undeniable.If not, leaving a ticking time bomb like me by his side, either his brain will be flooded, or his brain will be kicked by a donkey.

Bored, I took out my cell phone from my jacket pocket and called He Sang'an. I didn't explain to anyone what happened during this period.Everyone thought that after Hua Lin fell to his death from a building, I was hit hard, Wu Si made an exception and gave me a big vacation and let me go abroad for vacation and relaxation.But in fact, I have been enjoying sadness in China, and I am still with the current boss of the Red Gang, Wu Si.

He Sang'an seemed surprised to receive my call, and he was trying clumsily to change the subject to amuse me.But after all, he is not a person who talks a lot, so as we talked, there was only silence between us.

"Brother Xi, I heard that my sister-in-law jumped off the building because you caught evidence of her cheating..." I don't know where He Sang'an heard the rumor.But since there are rumors that have reached his ears, it means that this matter has already caused a lot of trouble within the Red Gang.I know that now I must once again become the laughing stock of everyone after dinner, but it doesn't matter, all this will end.

The corner of her mouth curled up coldly, and she said silently: "Yes, the child in her womb is the best evidence."

I don't know what kind of mood I'm using to say this, I feel my heart still hurts.The matter of the child and Hua Lin's death are still a scar on my heart, it's a new scar, and it doesn't feel good to be reopened without healing.

"That child...should have died afterward..." He Sang'an murmured, and then said, "Brother Xi, do you want me to send brothers to find that wild man? Anyone who dares to touch my sister-in-law , must not be forgiven lightly!" When he said this, his tone was very angry and strong.I really want to know what kind of expression he would have if he knew that the "wild man" who had an affair with Hua Lin was Wu Si.

But I just think about it.Although Hua Lin is not good, she also met me once after all. I don't want to see her being cast aside by everyone after her death.

Not long after I hung up the phone, I saw Wu Si walking towards me with packed meals.In the past few days, he occasionally cooks and orders takeaway. He takes good care of me except that he always makes me drink porridge and doesn't let me eat anything greasy and spicy.

Seeing me looking up at him from the car window, he smiled brightly at me.And just as he was about to open the car door and come in, my phone rang again.

At first I thought it was He Sang'an looking for me again, but just now when I refused him to find that so-called "wild man", he scolded me for being useless.He seldom swears, his character of not caring about anyone and only living in his own world, it is really hard to believe that he would be so warm-hearted to me.But when I lowered my head to look at the phone screen, I found that the text message icon was lit up, and above that icon was a string of very familiar phone numbers.

My heart skipped a beat. Although I didn't note the name of that string of numbers, there is no doubt that it must be Song Qiao.I don't think Song Qiao is a person who would send me text messages for no reason, so the moment I received his text message, I quickly backhanded to put the phone in my arms, but only two-thirds of this series of actions was completed. Wu Si's hand was already on mine.

"Whose information?" Wu Si gently curled the corners of his mouth, but it made my scalp tingle.

I didn't speak, maybe I didn't know what to say in this situation.Seeing the phone being held by him, a drop of cold sweat dripped from my forehead.

"Don't look!" I wanted to snatch the phone from Wu Si's hand, but just as I stretched out my hand, it touched the wound behind me again, and the pain made me grin my teeth.

"Can't watch?" Wu Si raised the corners of his mouth playfully.His expression used to be very common, but now it is very strange.I was so stared at by him that I got goosebumps and my hands froze, but he had already read my message.

"Wow!" I thought he would throw a tantrum, but unexpectedly he made such a baffling sound like Columbus discovering the New World.

I frowned, really not understanding his reaction.

"It's very hot! I didn't expect you to like it so spicy!" Seeing my expression puzzled, Wu Si made a beautiful turn of his finger and pointed the phone screen at me.And when I saw a nude girl with 34F big breasts on the screen, my face suddenly turned black.

"You have time to share these messy pictures with others. Is it because I didn't satisfy you?" Wu Si stretched out his hand to pinch my chin, and the movement of narrowing his eyes slightly, apart from the teasing elements, was indeed a very interesting gesture. The sexy expression is very deceptive.

It's just that I don't have the heart to appreciate his expression at all right now, all I can think about at the moment is "Why did Song Qiao send me a photo of a naked girl".And when I saw the background of the calendar with only a corner exposed behind it, I suddenly understood something.

Reaching out and snatching the phone into his pocket, his heart was beating fast.

Wu Si was not surprised to see my series of movements, and just rubbed my chin with his hand leisurely.

"Hae-sik, I love you!" He said suddenly, then leaned down and kissed my lips.

Feeling his approach, I closed my eyes and greeted his kiss actively.The chaotic wind that came in from the car door blew the broken hair on my forehead, it was a heart-throbbing itchy.It wasn't until his hand slipped into the collar and stroked my collarbone that I suddenly realized that we were in public.

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