Feeding equation

I was dreaming, and I said it was a dream because I am now trapped in a vast, endless, surging darkness.

I don't like darkness because it's too bitter and strong.It's like the sky above the head, and at night, it extends endlessly to hell.The feeling of having hell on your head like that is very uncomfortable, even more breathless than being strangled by someone's neck and throat.

However, although I hate the darkness extremely, I have to accept the reality of living in the darkness.In my memory, I have always grown up in the underworld and matured in the underworld.Such blackness is a disgrace to me who was born into a police family.

hateful!

To be honest, I really don't know why I have such a bad fate, such a contradictory life.I should be like everyone of the same age in society, born in an ordinary family, go to an ordinary school, enter an ordinary company, and walk an ordinary path.But life seems to dislike me a bit, insisting on putting me in the most contradictory situation I would like to see, making me tremble like an ugly duckling and live step by step.

Damn!

While thinking this way, I stomped heavily on the floor under my feet.The lingering darkness from all directions seemed to bury my hands and feet tightly.I don't like this feeling so much, especially when I see another person like me next to me.

"Brother Haixi, wait for me!" Wu Zilun, who looked like a teenager beside me, jumped beside me like swimming in a swimming pool.I saw him swaying from side to side, stretching his hands forward and kicking his legs back, like a happy fish.

But, what a nuisance!

I looked at his expression when he told me to wait for him with a smile on his face, and walked away with some displeasure.

I thought of myself as if I hated his existence so much.Who knows if Boss Wu Cheng had a brain cramp that day and asked me to take care of this young master who just recognized his ancestors.Although it is very troublesome, the life experience of this boy named Wu Zilun is really tragic.I heard that when Boss Wu brought him back, he was sitting in the arms of his dead mother.

Since there are people in the world whose fate is more miserable than mine, then I will forgive him!It's just that I promised to take care of him, but I didn't mean to be his nanny and little follower. If he dares to disobey me, I don't care if he is the second young master of the Wu family!

But this kid is quite honest, except for being a bit annoying.But sometimes I just can't stand his pestering methods, so when I see his smooth body swimming in the water, I have evil thoughts, want to suppress him, and scare and play tricks on him .

"What are you going to do?" Just when I was about to make a move, a voice rang coldly in my ear.

"Hai Xi, you'll never be good..." When I turned around and saw Wu Si, I couldn't help but shudder.

I think Wu Si can go to the ghost film studio to apply for a job if he stops being a gangster one day.He doesn't have to act at all, just making a sound in the dead of night can scare people half to death!

I ignored Wuji.In my impression, I should be jealous of this person.Although this is in a dream, I still don't have the slightest liking for this man who is extremely imposing and exudes a strong aura.

But Wu Si is too jjj and domineering. Seeing that I didn't speak, he actually stepped forward and pressed me in the darkness. When I couldn't stand being submerged in the black and was about to suffocate, he suddenly bent down `The body kisses me and floats out of the dark forehead.

"Hai Xi, Wu Zilun doesn't love you that much..." I heard him whispering softly in my ear amidst more suffocating passion.The sound was crisp, crisp, and numb, which made me feel unbearable palpitations all over my body.

Wu Zilun...don't love me that much?

There was a feeling of emptiness in my heart, and a feeling of being betrayed climbed up my spine.I was a little angry when I heard Wu Si's words.But I am not angry because of Wu Si, I am angry because of Wu Zilun.He doesn't love me that much, so... is he going to betray me?

"Are you going to betray me?" I pushed Wu Si away, looking angrily at the young Wu Zilun who was still swimming behind me.He looked confused, and then slowly grew taller and bigger, gradually losing his childishness.Then, he slowly looked at me and his face turned cold.

"I want revenge!" He said hysterically, his face stained with blood.

In a black so rich that no other colors can be seen, this red is dazzling like a pool of fresh human blood.Such an ominous premonition caused me to back away quickly, but the incisive redness crawled up my cheeks like a snake.

"Bang!" Suddenly, there was a loud sound that completely enveloped the entire darkness.Then, the vast and boundless black fell down like a shattered glass...

"Ah—" I yelled loudly and woke up suddenly.

"Hae Xi, I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." Before I woke up, I heard someone whispering in my ear...

……

headache!

This is a problem that I have been deeply aware of since the moment I opened my eyes.

Lying on the bed, the chest rises and falls, bringing heavy breathing.It was as if my body had fallen into a cement pool, it was clumsy and heavy.

The surrounding area was dark, only the dull "clang" sound from the desk clock in the corner, like a dumb old-fashioned waterwheel, gradually falling mottled in the extension of time.

This is a room, a ward to be precise.Quaint rooms, decorated with a combination of Chinese and Western styles.The walls on all four sides are framed with patterns. The complicated European decoration and the elegant Chinese wooden furniture give people a feeling of conflict and inexplicable harmony.And in this space of less than [-] square meters, the pure white color of the wool carpet stretching all the way to the door seems to remind you that "you are not here for vacation but for hospitalization".If it weren't for the presence of modern medical facilities everywhere in the house, people who are here might mistakenly think that they have fallen into a space-time tunnel.

I stared at everything in the room through the dim light with a pair of confused eyes, and the inexplicable sense of familiarity was as fresh as a deep memory in my heart.I seem to have been here.Looking around at the surrounding furnishings, I am even more sure that I know the facts here.Wu family's private hospital!But why am I here?My chaotic mind is a little confused about the whole story, but seeing the IV still inserted in my hand at the moment, I seem to understand the reason why I appear here.

I frowned, and I still remembered the image of myself being humiliated in front of everyone when Zhang Yude kidnapped me.The pain in the body will not be eliminated so quickly. Just when I think of this, the whole body seems to be falling apart, and there is a burning pain.Compared to this, the mental trauma made me desperate. Even now that I was rescued, I even had the urge to make myself disappear forever in this hateful and boring world.

However, I also know that I will not disappear.One is because I am the kind of person who would not die easily as long as there is a glimmer of hope to live, and the other is because some people even gave up their dignity and life to save me.

In front of my eyes, the picture of Wu Si kneeling on the ground to save me is still clear. He looked at me, making me feel like a grandson seeing the Tathagata Buddha, and there is nowhere to hide.A man has gold under his knees, let alone a warrior? !

I feel a little inexplicably sad when I think about this.I don't know what kind of emotion I used when I saw Wu Si kneeling, unbelievable?Shocked very much?Or...worried?

He tightly clenched the hands beside him, forcing himself to calm down.I am a little worried about Wu Si. Looking at the current environment I am in, I generally understand that we are out of danger.Since I'm still intact... what about Wu Si?And... Wu Zilun!

Although I don't want to think of him, but when the glass window smashed down at the end, I knew that he gave up his life to protect me.In the first second before passing out, I heard his name calling in my ear.Urgent, worried, and unexpectedly profound.I'm too lazy to lie, yes, it's true that I hate him, but now I don't worry about him at all, that's a lie.

So I sat up and wanted to get out of bed and find someone to ask.But just as I gritted my teeth and bent my arms, the door of the room was opened from the outside.

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