Feeding equation

The reason why people trust another person is generally because of the trustworthy temperament that this person exudes from all over his body.It is easy to betray a person, but it is difficult to trust a person, but for me, this conclusion seems very untenable.I will easily trust a person, maybe just because I think this person has eyes.

I can't remember exactly when I met Arvin.I only know that I trust Ah Wen very much. In that year, he was doing legal consultation for the gangster on Hongxia Street who attacked the police. I saw him at a glance. A man from Hongxia Street.I thought we were of the same kind, so I made an exception and promoted him to be my deputy. At that time, I had just set foot in society and I didn't know He Sang'an.When I took over Hongxia Street and Xingxing, it was Ah Wen who ran around for me.He is my military advisor, someone I can trust from the bottom of my heart.

But this person has betrayed me now!

I looked at the man in front of me who was asking Zhang Yude to answer the phone, with a face full of shock and disbelief.

Is this a joke?How could Ah Wen get involved with Zhang Yude?Obviously, he is the man I discovered and single-handedly cultivated...

However, Ah Wen turned a blind eye to my calling.As if he didn't see me, he just repeated respectfully to Zhang Yude, who was like those fake foreign devils in the Qing Dynasty with his braids in front of him: "Mr. Zhang, please answer the phone." It was not in a questioning tone like the previous one.

I saw Zhang Yude made an "oh" expression, and the provocation in his eyes was obvious.

"Chen Bingwen, you are already my subordinate, why do you still want to work for that Wu Zilun now?" Zhang Yude sneered, but he still straightened up and took the phone and pressed it to his ear.It's just that his appearance is as bad as his inside. Just when we all thought he would answer, he dropped the mobile phone heavily on the ground and even raised his foot to step on it.It wasn't until the phone was completely shattered that he raised his head and stared at Awen and laughed.

"Tell me, who are you working for now?" He asked Awen.But Ah Wen still had that unshakable indifferent expression, just standing there quietly, even the shadow seemed to pass through the winter from summer, and then freeze.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Zhang. Until this matter is over, I will still take orders from the second young master." Arwen's tone was very respectful, but the meaning in the words was somewhat tit-for-tat.

I was completely bewildered by their dialogue.Why work for Wu Zilun at one moment, and work for Zhang Yude at the next!Did Wu Zilun join forces with Baozitang?And Ah Wen, hasn't he always been my subordinate? !

When I thought this way, I was already roaring with rage.

"Awen, why did you betray me?!"

It's just that my questioning completely turned into an accusation after my voice was uttered. When I realized it, even I was a little caught off guard.

Overwhelmed by my roar, which was comparable to a lion's roar, Ah Wen and Zhang Yude both turned their heads.I was relatively close to Zhang Yude, so my roar naturally attracted his attention again.

"Why do you look like a bitter woman? Why did he betray you, do I need to tell you in person?" Zhang Yude squatted down and smiled maliciously.

I felt genuinely disgusted by his obscene smile, and subconsciously backed away, but he grabbed my hair.

"Fucking bastard, don't be ignorant of flattery!" He said to me, then locked my head and slapped me twice.I was a little dizzy from his beating, and when Zhang Yude reached out to give me the third palm, I saw Ah Wen come over and stop him.

"Mr. Zhang, please abide by the agreement between you and the second young master!" He said, keeping the distance between Zhang Yude and me, and then turned his head to look at me.I was in a daze, and when I realized that Wu Zilun might really join forces with Baozitang, my heart felt a dull pain.

For some reason, I suddenly remembered the scene where Wu Zilun said he loved me over and over again.There is always something in his eyes that I can't understand. He said he loves me. Although I couldn't avoid it, I also believed it softly.Besides, we are still half related by blood, which made me imagine that even if we can't be friends, at least we won't be tit-for-tat enemies.

However, I seem to be wrong...

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"Haixi, that's not what I meant. You can't believe Wu Si's words. I said something against you in front of him, but I promise it's just talking. I love you so much, how can I be willing to let you get hurt? I want to kill you." Wu Si is the only one, you have to trust me..."

"But I didn't expect that Wu Si would be like a gossip. He told you these words just because he wanted to make you break with me, and then he could take advantage of it. You know, he has unreasonable thoughts about you. It's not just a day or two..."

"Haixi, I swear I never thought of using your crooked brains. If Wu Si stayed away from you or if you stayed away from Wu Si, how could I dare to use you as a threat? Wu Si has been rampant for too long. His lessons, he will never understand..."

"Hai Xi, you must want Wu Si to die, right! And Wu Cheng, I also hate him! Actually... In fact, he should have died a long time ago! And now, it's just the beginning... "

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For some reason, what Wu Zilun once said to me poured into my ears at this moment, causing a deep dull pain in my heart and ears.

I suddenly understood that Wu Zilun's love was only based on the level that we were once considered allies.He loves me, maybe he's just using my excuses...

I let out a breath, lest I implicate any more pain in this realization.To be honest, I never cared whether Wu Zilun was a fake, whether it was in the past or now, although I said how much I hate him, but as much as I hate him, I care as much as I do!Regardless of whether this feeling is due to family affection or friendship, the strong sense of betrayal that rises from the bottom of my heart still makes me feel pain even when I breathe.

Wu Zilun, who promised never to be against me, seems to have pushed me into danger for his own purpose.

Unconsciously, Wu Si's slightly mocking words passed by his ears.

"Hai Xi, it seems that Wu Zilun doesn't love you very much..."

It's just that I realize the power of this now, it seems really late...

"Brother Xi..." Ah Wen said suddenly, this was the first time he was facing me directly after entering the door, I saw him dodging my eyes for a while, although the wound on his face hurt by Zhang Yude, he still kept silent Gritting his teeth, he asked the question in his heart.

"Ah Wen, what the hell is going on here?" I felt a throbbing pain in my heart, which was the same as when I knew that Hua Lin seemed to have another man outside.It turns out that the feeling of being betrayed is so sad, like being gouged out, it is a prickly pain.

Seeing my question, Ah Wen's expression turned cold for some reason. He stood up and said after a long while, "Hai Xi, I'll follow you. I won't be able to kill Wu Si in my whole life!" Not big, but enough to make me stunned on the spot.

It turned out that Arwen's father, a gambler, was ordered to fill the sea by the military because of huge gambling debts a few years ago. Arwen deliberately attracted my attention and joined the Red Gang for revenge.

"Brother Xi, I used to naively thought that you hated Wu Si and wanted him to die! I thought we were the same, so I followed you and wanted to use your power to kill Wu Si and destroy the Red Gang one day! But you will forget Hatred, not only that, but you even talked about love with him! You really let me down!"

Ah Wen's words pierced into my heart like a sharp knife.I didn't expect that the brother whom I have always valued would one day use me for other purposes. Although we are considered to be on the same front, it feels really uncomfortable to be kept in the dark.And, what did he just say?fall in love?Falling in love with Wu Si?Although it is a little sad to be deceived and used, such slander makes me even more angry.

"Shut up, you're talking nonsense!" I scolded him with a stern look, feeling a little guilty for no reason.

I thought of that day when Wu Si pushed me against the wall and kissed me in front of Awen, and the way Awen looked at me that day was like looking at a monster.

"Shut up? Don't you? Haixi, you actually like Wu Si, right? No matter how he treats you, you just like him. That's why you can't do anything to him! Didn't you say you would tear him into pieces? Is this just your empty talk?!" Ah Wen also got a little angry, reached out and grabbed my collar and pulled me closer to him.

"Hmph, but so what if you fall in love with him? Your strength can't kill Wu Si, I can still rely on others. For example, the second young master Wu Zilun, he seems to hate Wu Si more deeply than you!" He said, slightly teasing mouth.

Once again, I saw this kind of Arwen, impulsive and cold-blooded, completely different from the wise and steady Arwen in his daily life.A strange feeling formed in my heart, and I knew that at this moment, Ah Wen was really getting farther and farther away from me.

"So, is this the purpose of your defection to Leopard Hall now?" I heard my teeth chattering.

To be honest, I thought about many things.I once thought about killing Wu Si, killing Wu Zilun, rescuing Hai Qian, regaining my dignity, and leaving the Red Gang.I have thought about too many things, but my weak and cowardly personality dominates me, which can only make these cold thoughts linger in my mind all the time, but they never take shape.

I am not a person who has the courage to practice. Now that I see Awen, I finally admit it.I'm awkward and conceited, messing up everything in my own world and still thinking I'm the best.But I am too inferior. While I am conceited, my inferiority complex has always affected me. When I do anything, I always think of the bad side first, so until now, I am still content with the status quo and have achieved nothing.

Awen sneered, as if he thought my question was really ridiculous.

"Hai Xi, your mind is still as simple as ever!" He came to the conclusion privately, which really made me depressed.It's just that I resisted not interrupting, and listened to him continue, "If you succeed in killing Wu Si this time, do you think I can still stay in the country?" In one sentence, I was speechless.

Indeed, if Wu Si is killed, the Red Gang will not let it go.Arwen's defection to Leopard Hall seems to be the most ideal ending.It's just Wu Zilun, if he really joins hands with Baozitang, how will he deal with himself?I really don't believe that Wu Zilun never thought that he would be wiped out.One life for one life, is it really worth it?

"And now that you are in my hands, I'm not afraid that Wu Si won't take the bait!" Ah Wen suddenly let go of me, I staggered and fell heavily to the ground without any strength. "Wu Si, his life is not long!" I saw Ah Wen smiling, this is a smile that must be won.

I suddenly understood why Zhang Yude brought me here, he wanted to take me as a hostage and force Wu Si to take the bait.

I smiled wryly, feeling sad for the tragic fate I might face.

But Wu Sihe hates me, how could he be in danger because of me?I don't know if Wu Zilun and Ah Wen have misunderstood the relationship between Wu Si and me. To be honest, Wu Si hates me, and this should be known to everyone.

"Wu Si...he won't come..." I closed my eyes, but my heart was whining.

I am not afraid of death, but feel sincere sorrow for this lonely death.

When Ah Wen heard me speak, the sneer on his face became even worse.

"That's not necessarily true!" His indifferent voice attracted Zhang Yude's confident echo behind him: "You are the weakness of the young master of the Wu family..."

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