reborn stepfather

Early the next morning, I went to Pengpeng's room to see him.

He was alone in the room, and he struggled to put on his shoes.Tiantian went downstairs to help him make breakfast. What he said yesterday scared the little girl to the floor of his room with the quilt in her arms. After sleeping for a few hours, she woke up with a start, staring at him to listen to his thin breathing in the dark night. , breathed a sigh of relief and went back to sleep.

"Third Uncle." He saw me look up.

I stepped forward, took the shoes in his hand, squatted down and put them on his feet.

I wanted to say something to her, but the words were spinning around on the tip of my tongue, and I couldn't get it out after all.How do you restore hope to a heartbroken man, especially when he thinks his death will save his family from the pain?

Before I could figure out a way, Tiantian came back, and she held a bowl of lean meat porridge in her hand: "Third Uncle, you can go down to eat too."

It shouldn't matter if Tiantian is here, I thought about it, it's better to tell my elder brother about this first.

I went downstairs to have a casual meal, and caught a glimpse of my elder brother smoking a cigarette standing by the banana tree.

I walked towards him, he heard footsteps, turned around and saw it was me, he pinched his cigarette and said, "Third."

He always remembered that I hated the smell of cigarettes.

"Pengpeng seems to be a bit of a dead end recently." I told him what happened last night, "I'm afraid he is trying to do something stupid."

The eldest brother was silent all the time, and his only reaction was to shake his hands to take out a cigarette, but in the end he still didn't light it, and smiled at me: "He didn't dig into the horns."

There was so much sadness in that smile.

"He knows his condition, he must have felt it." The eldest brother said, "He knows that he will not be able to hold on any longer."

I looked at him in surprise: "Didn't you say he's much better?"

The eldest brother shook his head: "I just said that because I was afraid that my mother would worry."

"You don't know how fragile his body is now." The eldest brother gestured, "He doesn't dare to use force at all now. With such strength, if his hand is propped on the wall, the entire metacarpal bone will be broken. Not only that, his lungs are also broken." Started fibrosis, and sometimes coughed so hard that I could hardly breathe."

The elder brother smiled wryly: "The more surgeries you do, the less and less the success rate. Two weeks later, he will have another surgery, and it may be the last surgery."

I stood there blankly.

"This child is very strong, why would he want to commit suicide? If he wanted to commit suicide, he would have committed suicide a long time ago. Why wait until now?" the elder brother sighed, "After the operation, the most painful time is when the anesthesia wears off. He is afraid of us worrying, and often He bit his lips and refused to say anything. He has been actively cooperating with the treatment, because he doesn't want our family to suffer for him in vain. If it wasn't really the end, how could he say such things to his sister?"

I will always remember my elder brother's expression at that time, it was a kind of desolation as if he had seen through the world.

Three days later, the eldest brother and his family returned to the provincial capital.

Two weeks later came the news of Pengpeng's death. After the operation, he was fine. He also told Tiantian that she should remember to keep her hair up. He wanted to see how she looked with long hair.In the middle of the night, the person suddenly died and was out of breath. When the doctor heard the emergency bell, it was too late.

He is only 16 years old.

He only lived to be 16 years old.

From the day he died, I will never be able to get rid of the guilt. If I hadn't been reborn, he should be a young man with a bright smile, healthy, carefree, and he doesn't know what troubles are.

Although I don't know the next life of his previous life, I ruined him in this life.

I cannot escape the blame.

The eldest brother and sister-in-law later moved back with Pengpeng's ashes. They returned to Yunshi, worked in the factory where they used to work, and Tiantian was repeated for a year. When Chiqian was in his third year of high school, he was admitted to No. [-] Middle School in the city.

I've been to their house, it's a very old community, there is no elevator, the walls in the narrow corridors are covered with small advertisements and the words "xxx bastard", the white wall powder is slightly yellow and peeling off.Most of the furniture in the room is second-hand, and the sofa in the living room has mottled patent leather, which looks like a skin patient.

The house is not big, but it is divided into three rooms. The sister-in-law specially reserved a room for the dead son, and arranged it as he liked. The sister-in-law often sat there, holding the clothes worn by her son in a daze. The elder brother advised her not to Such a person cannot be resurrected from the dead, and when she looked up, tears fell uncontrollably: "Why do I always think that he will come back?"

There was not a single white thing in the room. Tian Tian told me, "My brother doesn't like it. He said that he has been in the hospital for a long time, and he feels sick to his stomach when he sees white."

Once I went to Yunshi to see Chiqian, and I stopped by their house for a sit-down. The sister-in-law was whimpering softly from Pengpeng's room, and the eldest brother was sitting in the living room smoking one cigarette after another.I couldn't sit still amidst the crying, and asked, "Should I go in and persuade her?"

The expression on the eldest brother's face seemed to be carved with a knife, and he was extremely rigid. He said, "Let her cry, just cry."

Tiantian is studying very hard, I often ask Chi Qian to take care of her, make two portions of delicious food, and ask Chi Qian to bring it to her.Her hair was already very long, cascading down to her waist, but the person who wished to see her long hair could no longer see it.

Girls at this age have started chasing stars, put Wu Yanzu Kaneshiro Takeshi Nicholas Tse in the wallet, but there is always a photo of Pengpeng at the age of [-] or [-] in Tiantian’s wallet, which was taken by Tiantian with his mobile phone. Standing up and leaning against the tree, the sunlight leaked through the leaves, like broken gold, and he smiled at the camera as clean as sunlight.

I don't know how to remedy it, so I can only do my best to take care of Tiantian.

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The next chapter will get better, I won’t be abused again, I promise, please believe _(:3∠)_