co-living together

what is love?what does love feel likeSi Yi searched deep in his memory.

He remembered that his parents fell in love with each other because of eye-catching; in the novel, the woman fell in love with the protagonist because of admiration; the protagonist fell in love with the woman around him because of gratitude.

Lin Zhinian is very handsome, majestic when he raises his eyebrows, and gentle when he smiles, both of which are innate temperament, Si Yi always deliberately ignores them out of envy.

Lin Zhinian is very capable, his little uncle has been praising him all the time, and he can cook and do all the housework by himself, and he became a supervisor at a young age.

Lin Zhinian was very kind to himself, giving him advice on writing, sending him to the hospital, and that book.

So, envy, admiration, and feeling—is this love?

So, isn't he missing a friend, but a loved one?

An email notification popped up in the lower right corner of the screen—from Yang Qi.

Theme: You will understand when you read it.

When Lin Zhinian came back, what he saw was Si Yi with tears streaming down his face.This is the third time he has seen Si Yi cry. It is different from before. Si Yi has no expression on his face, and sits quietly with his back against the pillow. split lung.Lin Zhinian stood at the door, not daring to go forward.

Si Yi cried, because what he saw was a tragedy, a very realistic story.

The protagonist likes a colleague in the company, but is afraid to confess it due to the secular world, and endures inner suffering while marrying a wife and having children.Because the wife couldn't bear her husband's lack of love for her, she took the child and left him. The protagonist died alone and had no one to rely on.And that colleague fell in love with the protagonist as soon as he entered the company. He was afraid of being rejected, so he only dared to fall in love silently.When he finally plucked up the courage to confess his love, he received the protagonist's wedding invitation, and he became confused.Later, he was found to be seriously ill. He chose to face it alone and drowned in the most beautiful sea in his hometown.

Regret, sympathy, sorrow... turned into a ball, and Si Yi was left with nothing but sadness.

Obviously in love, why can't we get a happy ending?

If it is true what Yang Qi said, Lin Zhinian loves himself, but he didn't realize it.Is Lin Zhinian also sad, sad, or maybe he gave up because of exhaustion?

give up!

As if he could see through the wall, Si Yi knew that there was no one in that room; no one in the living room; except himself—who was at the door!Lin Zhinian?

"You, you're back." Si Yi hurriedly lifted the quilt to get out of bed, but he didn't pay attention, but dropped the notebook on the ground, and the "snap" sounded very abrupt.

Lin Zhinian stepped over, picked up the notebook, patted it left and right, and handed it to Si Yi, "It's not broken."

Si Yi didn't seem to hear it, and said to himself: "Am I very useless, I cry when I read a novel, it's annoying."

Sitting on the edge of the bed, Lin Zhinian grabbed Si Yi's shoulder and comforted him, "How could it be? A man who can cry is a real man of flesh and blood. It's too late to like it. How could he hate it?" Lin Zhinian said while using He wiped away the tears from Si Yi's face with his hand, and patted him to cheer him up.

"Is it too late to like it?" Si Yi said silently in his heart.

"I, I..." With hope in his eyes, Si Yi grabbed Lin Zhinian with his backhand, "Why didn't you reply to my text message!" Still not!He was not sure, not sure if Lin Zhinian loved him, not sure if he loved Lin Zhinian.

Knowing that Si Yi would ask, Lin Zhinian made an excuse that his hometown was too remote and he couldn't receive the signal.

"Never mind this, I brought special products, I'll get them for you to eat."

In the middle of the night, when Si Yi thought of Lin Zhinian next door, a longing condensed in his heart.Intense, longing for something!

Lin Zhinian must be very tired from rushing home all the way, right?Thinking of this, Si Yi plucked up the courage to discredit him and entered Lin Zhinian's room.

The moonlight showed Si Yi the way, and he tiptoed to the bedside, staring at Lin Zhinian with plain white brilliance.

He had lost a lot of weight, and the line of his jaw had become sharper.Right now, there are so many shadows, you must be really exhausted.nose, lips...

The book says that when you see someone you love, your heart will take the initiative to give reminders.Si Yi stroked his chest, feeling his own heartbeat.Plop plop, fast.

The book says that when you see someone you love, you will want to get closer and closer.Si Yi clenched his fists tightly, and knelt down beside the bed without losing his strength.

Lin Zhinian's sleep was light, and he regained consciousness when the door moved.It's Si Yi, why is he here?Lin Zhinian had a vague expectation in his heart, an absurd expectation.

There was a sudden warmth on his face, it was... Si Yi's breathing.What does he want?

The feather-like soft touch fell on the lips, so slight that Lin Zhinian believed it was an illusion.Isn't this feeling really a dream?

one more time.

Lin Zhinian mobilized his whole body's consciousness to resist, his hands hidden under the quilt clenched into fists—be patient!Already, there are results, right?Be patient, be patient!Wait for Si Yi to know what love is, wait for Si Yi to admit it himself, wait for Si Yi to figure it out...

With just a light touch, Si Yi felt unable to extricate himself.What is this mood if it is not love?Forcibly pulling his mind back, Si Yi stood up and walked towards the door.When he closed the door, he couldn't help but look back at Lin Zhinian again, making up his mind.

Lin Zhinian woke up radiant, recalling last night's kiss Lai lay on the bed reluctant to get up, but missed the time to buy groceries.He wanted to do something good to reward Si Yi, but it was too late, so he hurried to the supermarket.After not coming back for a few days, Si Yi's chin became thin and pointed, and his complexion was not good. He must be fattened up!

Picking and picking in the supermarket, Lin Zhinian finally pulled out a few satisfied ones and went home with a happy face.But he didn't know that there was a person following him inseparably behind him.

Si Yi got up and found that Lin Zhinian was not at home, so he couldn't help frowning.Why didn't he rest this time, so he rushed to work, so he must make a good meal to comfort him.Si Yi studied a lot of dishes in a few days, and gained a lot of confidence in his cooking skills, so he picked up his wallet and went straight to the supermarket.As a result, as soon as he entered the vegetable area, he saw Lin Zhinian's familiar figure wandering inside.Thinking of the plastic bag he saw last time, Si Yi felt even more puzzled.Watching Lin Zhinian go to check out, Si Yi quickly finished shopping and took a shortcut to run home.

Hearing the sound of the lock cylinder turning, Si Yi slowly opened the bedroom door, and yawned a few times as if he hadn't woken up.Then he stepped forward with an interested look and asked, "Lin Zhinian, what are you carrying? Did you go to the supermarket?"

Lin Zhinian was lowering his head to change his shoes, he was taken aback suddenly, he hurriedly hid the plastic bag behind his back, smiled and said to Si Yi: "It's nothing, you just woke up, go wash your face."

Si Yi pretended he didn't hear, jumped over a few steps, grabbed Lin Zhinian's hand behind his back, and asked, "Hey, are you going to buy vegetables? Didn't you say that you can pick up vegetables in the company every day?"

"Heh, heh," Lin Zhinian had an idea, and explained: "I didn't go to the company today. I was afraid that you would be hungry, so I went to the supermarket to buy ready-made ones."

Daring or my fault?Si Yi pouted, went into the kitchen and took out the vegetables he just bought, and waved them in front of Lin Zhinian.

"I've said that I'll cook in the future, what are you fussing about?"

Before Lin Zhinian could reply, Si Yi put the dishes back again, took out some plastic straps from the cabinet, and ordered: "I haven't cleaned much these days, you go and take out the trash first."

Lin Zhinian looked at the several identical plastic bags in his hands, and his scalp tingled for a while—yes, it's too late!Resigned to his fate, he went to take out the trash, only to find that Si Yi had locked the kitchen door when he came back.Lin Zhinian sat on the sofa anxiously, listening to the clinking of pots and pans inside.

Si Yi was in a complicated mood, so he could only vent by cooking.

He knew that Lin Zhinian had lied to him.He knew that Lin Zhinian had lied to him.He knew, he wasn't angry, he didn't feel angry at all...

Si Yi was just thinking, why did Lin Zhinian lie to him, it was obviously such a thankless thing.Can he narcissistically think that because Lin Zhinian loves him, he does everything possible to treat him well?Isn't Lin Zhinian very early——!Si Yi's face was blushing, and he didn't know if it was because he was tired from cooking, or if he had thought of something bad...

At the dinner table, Lin Zhinian didn't dare to move his chopsticks, and looked at Si Yi with what he thought was the deepest eyes.

Si Yi was horrified by being stared at, put down his chopsticks and asked, "Why did you lie to me?"

Lin Zhinian replied with a smile: "I just want to make something to eat by myself. Seeing that it's troublesome for you to eat takeaway, how nice it is to eat together."

good?Count... well.

"Then what do you do for work?"

Lin Zhinian wanted to talk about the purchasing manager, but Si Yi swallowed the words as soon as he reached his mouth, "I'll just do odd jobs for my little uncle. It's okay to write some programs or something, nothing else."

Si Yi looked at Lin Zhinian suspiciously, "What about my game account?"

"It really has nothing to do with me!"

Lin Zhinian shook his head like a rattle, which was completely unconvincing in Si Yi's eyes.

"What else did you lie to me?" Si Yi asked again.

"No, no, the others really haven't lied to you."

"Okay, let's eat." Si Yi's eyes no longer looked sharp, and he picked up some food and put it in Lin Zhinian's bowl.

After escaping the catastrophe, Lin Zhinian relaxed a lot, as if his IQ had dropped.Thinking of Si Yi picking food for himself, I just put it in my mouth without even looking at it - Si Yi picked it for me!

"Lin Zhinian."

"What?" Seeing Si Yi's strange smile, Lin Zhinian had a bad feeling.

"Aren't you allergic to soy products?" Si Yi tapped the plate containing the tofu skin with his chopsticks.

"Uh, no," Lin Zhinian scratched his ears anxiously, "No, Si Yi, listen to my explanation!"

Si Yi put down his chopsticks and entered the room without looking back.

"Bam—"

Lin Zhinian looked at the closed door without tears.This time, he really didn't know what to do!