Just like a dream

Sun Sisi seemed to be really interested in Qin Fu, always asking Li Musheng about Qin Fu in different ways.Li Musheng would be ambiguous and perfunctory at the beginning, but later he simply stopped paying attention.

But Qin Fu always came to look for Li Musheng. Every time she came to Li Musheng's dormitory, Sun Sisi would dress up beautifully, excuse herself that she wanted to join the student union, and ask Qin Fu for more advice, and worked hard to get in front of Qin Fu.

The existence of Sun Sisi gave Li Musheng an unprecedented sense of crisis.In high school before, all the girls who chased Qin Fu were girls. Sun Sisi was the first boy to express a clear affection for Qin Fu, and he was really handsome. Li Musheng was afraid that Qin Fu would be tempted.

"Senior, my student union interview has passed. Thank you for helping me read my resume. This is a gift from me."

Qin Fu has never been pursued by boys. Even before he fell in love with Li Musheng, he had almost zero knowledge of homosexuality. He had no experience in this area. Facing Sun Sisi's abnormal enthusiasm, he subconsciously felt uncomfortable, but He felt that the other party was Li Musheng's roommate, maybe because he wanted to hug his thigh and join the student union, and he bent his eyes to see Renji and thought too much.

Qin Fu accepted Sun Sisi's gift and thanked him. Sun Sisi also proposed to add Qin Fu's WeChat so that the students would have things to communicate with each other in the future. Qin Fu thought about it and gave him the QR code.

Li Musheng was very upset when he saw this, and went out with his schoolbag on his back.Qin Fu chased after him and asked him why he was angry.

Li Musheng walked to a place where no one was around, and then pointed to the gift in Qin Fu's hand, and said loudly: "Sun Sisi likes you, can't you tell? You actually accepted his gift and added him on WeChat!"

The gift in Qin Fu's hand immediately became a hot potato. He threw the gift into the trash can, anxious to prove to Li Musheng that he didn't see Sun Sisi's intentions at all, and took out his phone to delete the person now, and never Give him a good face.

"I don't believe it. It's not that you haven't been in love, and it's not that you haven't been chased before. Why are you so enthusiastic about him?" Li Musheng has been worrying about Qin Fu since the day of the opening ceremony. Sun Sisi is not so much the culprit as the culprit. It was an explosion, igniting the insecurity that had accumulated in Li Musheng's heart since the beginning of school for several months.

"Xiao Sheng, he is your roommate, so I was a little more polite to him, all for your sake. And you see, I haven't had much communication with him in private, at most we meet by chance in school and just say hello." Qin Fu hurriedly explained that he was afraid that Li Musheng would lose his temper with him because of an inexplicable Sun Sisi.

"But without Sun Sisi, there are others." Li Musheng said.

"How could there be anyone else? Xiaosheng, don't you know that there is only you in my brother, and you are the only one in this life. There will be no one else."

Li Musheng asked: "What about Wang Xiaoxuan? When you and Wang Xiaoxuan were together, did you say the same thing as Wang Xiaoxuan?"

The class bell echoed throughout the campus, and there were almost no students coming and going in the school. The corner where Li Musheng and Qin Fu stood was more conspicuous.

What Li Musheng said really hurt people. Qin Fu was very angry when he was questioned, but he was not willing to really get angry with Li Musheng, so he dragged him to the artificial lake in the school, found a remote bench, sat down and looked at Li Musheng. Slowly explain: "Xiao Sheng, you know about Wang Xiaoxuan and I. Although we have been in love for a few days, we haven't had any substantive contact. Ever since the day my mother passed away, I saw a woman sitting next to me After getting on Dad's lap, I am very disgusted with the contact with others, except you, I can't have an intimate relationship with anyone else, and I can't accept it psychologically and physically."

"Xiaosheng, you also know that I actually have many shortcomings. Although I treat everyone well on the surface, most people will hate my stubborn and strong personality after getting in touch with me. So until now, besides Cui Yuming There are no other close friends. Wang Xiaoxuan also thought I was handsome and suggested a relationship with me, but after a few days, she hated me and regretted falling in love with me.

In fact, I am more worried about you.I'm worried that when you go to university, there are not only me and Han Shuang to choose from.When you see a wider world, will you find that I am really bad and not as good as you imagined, and will you break up with me? "

The wind blowing from the lake disturbed Qin Fu's hair. Li Musheng raised his hand to straighten his hair, feeling much more comfortable: "Brother, you will always be the best in my heart. I am too insecure, look When others talk about you and like you, I can't sit still, I'm worried that they will really take you away, but I can't make them stop liking you, I can only sulk at you."

Qin Fu approached Li Musheng and kissed him.

The get out of class bell rang soon, and the morning class was over. Li Musheng and Qin Fu had no class in the afternoon, so they had lunch together and went to the library to do quizzes.Qin Fu is now the head of the Organization Department of the Student Union, and plans to get a place for next year's graduate school. This year's professional courses need to get a high grade point, and Li Musheng's computer major itself is relatively difficult, and the foundation of the freshman year cannot be left behind.Dating in the library has become a routine for two people.

Li Musheng didn't go back to the dormitory until after dinner. After arriving in the dormitory, Li Da was the only one in the room.Seeing Li Musheng, Li Da came over immediately, and said in a secretive way: "Third brother, it's not that I'm sowing discord, but there's something I have to talk to you about."

"Brother, tell me." Li Musheng was a little puzzled, but Li Da has always been forthright, he is not a gossip, he came to talk to him so seriously, there must be something wrong.

"Didn't you come to the morning class this year? During the first class, the teacher didn't even roll the roll. I came back from the bathroom with my second child during the break, and saw Sun Sisi say something to the teacher. As soon as the second class started, the teacher I called the roll call. I thought I was wrong, so I stood up for you and answered, but the teacher saw through it at a glance and asked me if I stood up twice."

"So brother, are you suspicious?"

Li Da thought that Li Musheng was speaking too loudly, and was afraid that Sun Sisi would suddenly push the door in and bump into him, so he immediately put his index finger in front of his mouth, and lowered his voice: "If you don't believe me, you can ask Zhao Er, several students in the class have seen it. Sit down, I received several private chats on WeChat, asking me if you and the fourth child had a fight."

This is obviously being overshadowed by Sun Sisi.

An absence from class is actually not a big deal, and it won't deduct a few performance points, but Li Musheng didn't expect that he and Sun Sisi had such a mess. To put it bluntly, he didn't push Qin Fu's WeChat to him, even personal grievances If you don't, you will be dragged into class by the other party for revenge.

As soon as the boss sat back at her desk, Sun Sisi went back to the dormitory, and when she saw Li Musheng, she immediately asked him in a strange way: "Hey, where have you been all afternoon, and I didn't see anyone in class."

Although Li Musheng has a soft temper, he will not let others trample on him. Seeing Sun Sisi's attitude, he immediately didn't want to maintain the superficial peace, and asked him: "Did you complain to the teacher that I didn't come to class in the morning?" .”

Sun Sisi rolled her eyes: "So what? You asked Qin Fu to delete my WeChat friends today, so I can't let the teacher check if you skipped class?"

Li Musheng immediately became angry. He didn't understand why Sun Sisi felt that he and he were roommates, so he had the responsibility and obligation to help him pursue Qin Fu, and he didn't understand why Sun Sisi took other people's kindness to him for granted, and didn't do what he wanted. , became a heinous villain.

"Sun Sisi, let me tell you, Qin Fu is not my brother, he is my boyfriend." Li Musheng got up and walked towards Sun Sisi, looking into his eyes, trembling all over, "Why should I give you my boyfriend's WeChat account? Are you rushing to see you cuckold me?"

Probably frightened by Li Musheng's sudden outburst, Sun Sisi didn't dare to say a word.Li Dawei watched the whole process, dumbfounded, and gave Li Musheng a thumbs up.

Li Musheng sat back at his desk, feeling his limbs go limp.

Fucked up... Li Musheng thought.

Now the relationship between me and Qin Fu is far from the point where I can ignore other people's eyes - Qin Yehua doesn't care about his own life, nor does he care about Qin Fu, but he will not allow Qin Fu and men to get together to tarnish the Qin family reputation.

Li Musheng raised his head and looked at Qin Fu beside him.Qin Fu frowned, and looked out of the window where the scenery was constantly changing.

"I don't think my dad is like this." Qin Fu said, "Is there some misunderstanding?"

Li Musheng feels that Qin Fu is a bit pitiful now, like a person who fell into the river, and the last piece of driftwood in his hand is about to be taken away.

I also don’t think I’m like this. When Qin Yehua described what I “did” in the past to you, did you ask him if there was any misunderstanding like you asked me today?

"Did I know about my father's lover and illegitimate child?" Qin Fu asked.

"We didn't know each other so well before. I rarely know anything about you." Li Musheng said.

"Hmm." Qin Fu made no comment, "Can you tell me something you know?"

"No need, your dad has told you all about it, and it won't make any difference if I say it again."

"You seem to be angry with me, but I don't know why." Qin Fu held his forehead irritably, panting for a few times, "...I don't know why, as long as I think about certain things, my head will start to hurt .”

Li Musheng wanted to touch Qin Fu, but he woke up almost immediately, retracted the hand that was about to be extended, and said to him: "Then don't think about it anymore, the past things don't have much meaning, you Now you can have a good time.”

Qin Fu wants to say that I am not doing well.

These years, it seems that the wind is going smoothly, and the half-dead Sheng'an has grown bigger and bigger, but Qin Fu always feels that he is alone.

Sometimes he stood in Sheng'an's office, looking down at the lights of thousands of houses in the bustling city through the huge floor-to-ceiling windows, and a biting chill would ooze from his body.It seems that something is missing, it seems that a person is missing.That person should stand beside him, no matter what kind of person he is, he is willing to stand beside him forever.