Just like a dream

Qin Fu went over and turned on the light in the dormitory, and saw his usually carefree roommate with his head buried on the table, his whole body trembling.

"Wu Wenjin, what happened?" Qin Fu walked to his roommate and asked him politely.

Qin Fu doesn't like to inquire about other people's privacy, but living in the same dormitory, Qin Fu thinks it's better to ask out of superficial concern.

"I've been dumped!" Wu Wenjin usually has a casual personality and talks about things when he has something to say. When Qin Fu asked him, he immediately suppressed his tears and said it out loud, pretending to laugh.

"If you don't mind, you can talk to me." Qin Fu moved a bench and sat next to Wu Wenjin, took an unopened bottle of mineral water, and handed it to Wu Wenjin.

Wu Wenjin had cried once before, his eyes were red, and there were beer cans lying around at his feet.He took the mineral water and drank it with his head up. He drank half of the bottle in one go before he calmed down a little and explained to Qin Fu.

"I like a girl for five or six years. Our two families have a very good relationship. We have been neighbors since we were young, and we are still classmates in junior high school." Wu Wenjin started to feel sad after saying a few words, sobbed twice and continued, "But I Don’t dare to confess to her, for fear of being rejected by her, I don’t even have to be a friend. I think she actually has some affection for me, but maybe not to the point of being a lover. But if I confess, she probably won’t refuse.”

"Originally, I wanted to confess after the college entrance examination, but after I asked her out, I was cowardly again. At that time, she tried to ask me if there was someone I liked. I was so cowardly, and when I said no, she left with a face full of disappointment. I originally I wanted to stay in City A on New Year's Day, ask her to spend the New Year's Eve together, and confessed to her by the way, but I didn't expect her to say that she had a boyfriend last week and wanted to be with her boyfriend."

Wu Wenjin cried again while talking.

Wu Wenjin is from the north. He is 1.9 meters tall, a little taller than Qin Fu. He has the kind of upright looks that would definitely play the leading role on the 80s screen. He just joined the school basketball team a few days ago and is very popular among girls.Qin Fu didn't expect that even he would be dumped.

"Then when I got hot, I told her that I liked her for many years. She only said one thing to me, saying that no one will wait for you forever."

Qin Fu patted Wu Wenjin on the shoulder, took out a tissue and handed it to him: "But at least you are sure that she liked you before too, haven't you?"

"But what I want is not the past, but the future." Wu Wenjin took the tissue and roughly wiped the snot off his face, and looked at Qin Fu, "I used to think that as long as I stood where I was, I could always maintain the previous relationship with her , I can always be with her, and she will always be with me. But I forgot that she is so good, and there are too many handsome and attentive boys around me. When I stood still and hesitated, she had already been snatched away by others .”

Qin Fu was shocked when he heard this, and thought of Li Musheng for no reason.I saw Wu Wenjin holding Qin Fu's hand, and said to him, "Remember, don't hesitate to like whoever you like, and don't follow in my footsteps..." Wu Wenjin couldn't help it anymore, and burst into tears .

"It's all going to pass, don't be impulsive."

Wu Wenjin took out another can of beer from the cabinet, drank it all in one gulp, then crushed the beer can and put it on the table.

Qin Fu comforted Wu Wenjin all night. It was nearly twelve o'clock before Wu Wenjin finally got over the alcohol, woke up, apologized to Qin Fu, took a shower and went to bed.

But Qin Fu himself couldn't sleep.

Just now, what Wu Wenjin said played back and forth in Qin Fu's mind. When he thought about the girl Wu Wenjin liked, he became Li Musheng. Li Musheng took Han Shuang's hand and said to Qin Fu, "Brother, I have a boyfriend. I spent festivals like New Year's Day and Mid-Autumn Festival with him."

Qin Fu said, Xiao Sheng, Han Shuang is not a good person, so don't be with him.

Li Musheng smiled and said: "But he likes me, brother, you don't like me."

"I like you, Xiaosheng." Qin Fu stretched out his hand, trying to separate Li Musheng's and Han Shuang's hands.

But Li Musheng dodged, pulled Han Shuang farther and farther, and said to Qin Fu: "Brother, you are too late, I am already with Han Shuang, we will never be able to. I will move after the college entrance examination." Go out and live with Han Shuang, we have already agreed to go to the capital to go to school together."

Qin Fu ran after him quickly, but couldn't catch up with Li Musheng. Then he woke up with a start. Wu Wenjin sat on the bed and looked at him, asking what happened to Qin Fu.

Qin Fu glanced at the time, and it was already the next morning.The dream was a mess, but what happened were all things that Qin Fu was afraid of.

Wu Wenjin's bitter cry last night was like a prophecy for the future of Qin Fu and Li Musheng.Qin Fu looked at Wu Wenjin, as if seeing himself many years later, hesitating, hesitant, thinking that as long as he stood in place forever, the people around him would stop and wait for him forever.

He remembered Han Shuang's questioning.

Li Musheng has his own life, why do you think you can keep him forever?

Qin Fu didn't dare to think about it any further. He changed the high-speed rail ticket to go home to tonight. It seemed that as long as it was later, Li Musheng would really be chased away by Han Shuang.

After washing up, Qin Fu went to the supermarket to buy some bread for breakfast, then quickly went to the student union, asked the minister for leave, and would not participate in the layout of the venue tomorrow.

Qin Fu did his best to get the sponsorship, so the minister didn't force him to stay, and told him to have a safe journey.

After class in the afternoon, Qin Fu went to the high-speed rail station without even packing his luggage.

It wasn't until sitting on the high-speed rail that Qin Fu's anxiety gradually calmed down, and he belatedly remembered how to confess to Li Musheng.

Gifts don't seem to have time to buy them.The butler belongs to Qin Yehua, so he can't be asked to help, otherwise Qin Yehua will know about his relationship with Li Musheng. Qin Fu and Li Musheng are still not completely out of the control of the Qin family.Moreover, Qin Fu did not have full confidence that Li Musheng would agree to his confession.

Candles?

No, it's too loud and too embarrassing, not only I hate it, but Li Musheng won't like it either.

Qin Fu searched with his mobile phone, and found that the strategies on the Internet were even more unreliable, and they were more rustic than candles.After watching for a long time, I simply turned off my phone, thinking about letting nature take its course.

Li Musheng stayed at school at night to help the teacher correct the math monthly exam papers. The math teachers seemed to have discussed it. They called two people from each class and found a bench for them to sit in a row at the empty desk in the office.

Han Shuang was also there, and there was only one person away from Li Musheng. After a while, Li Musheng saw Han Shuang whispering to the people around him for a while, and then changed his position to Li Musheng's side.

Han Shuang tugged at the test paper in Li Musheng's hand, and smiled evilly at Li Musheng, Li Musheng looked up at him, Han Shuang pointed out the window, and said in a low voice, "It's snowing, let's go for a walk after correcting the paper? "

Li Musheng shook his head, saying that the housekeeper was still waiting outside to pick him up.

"Anyway, you will be alone when you go back." Han Shuang said, "Let's go for a stroll on the playground together."

Li Musheng still shook his head, and before he could find an excuse to refuse, he heard commotion around him.

"Oh my god, is the one at the door the former school girl?"

"You mean Qin Fu? How is it possible? Didn't he graduate a long time ago? Wait, it seems to be really him!"

Hearing this, Li Musheng turned his head and saw Qin Fu standing at the door. Qin Fu smiled and waved to him.

Li Musheng thought that Qin Fu wouldn't arrive until tomorrow night, but he didn't expect the other party to come so quickly, so he put down the pen in his hand and ran out with surprise on his face.

Han Shuang snorted unhappily, put down the pen as well, and walked to the door behind Li Musheng.

"Brother, why are you here? Didn't you say you won't be able to go home until tomorrow?" I don't know if it was because of surprise or other reasons, Li Musheng's face was flushed, looking both surprised and nervous.

"It's over early." Qin Fu lied, not wanting Li Musheng to know that he had asked for leave early to come back.

Li Musheng didn't expect Qin Fu to come back early, he was pleasantly surprised and happy, he didn't know what to say to Qin Fu, and stood there giggling.

Qin Fu saw him laughing, and laughed too, and asked Li Musheng what he was giggling after.

Li Musheng: "I haven't seen you for a long time, I'm happy."

Qin Fu couldn't help but reached out and stroked Li Musheng's hair, like stroking a cat, and said, "Brother is happy too."

Seeing that the two of them were becoming more and more detached, Han Shuang coughed unhappily, breaking the silence.

It was only then that Qin Fu remembered that there were teachers and other students in the office. He took his hands off Li Musheng's head and took Li Musheng in to say hello to the teachers.

Qin Fu was considered a "celebrity" in high school. The teachers knew him to some extent. When they saw him coming, they casually asked him how his college life was. Qin Fu smiled and said it was good. He said that he missed his alma mater, and heard that Li Musheng was staying at school. Help, come and see and pick him up by the way.

Qin Fu assigned several test papers to Li Musheng to help him grade together, and quickly finished the task assigned by Li Musheng, so he quickly bid farewell to the teacher, and dragged Li Musheng out of the classroom.

Seeing that the two of them had left, Han Shuang gave a red ticket to the classmate next to her, handed over the rest of her test papers, and chased after them with her bag on her back.

The snow outside was getting bigger and bigger, and a thin layer had accumulated on the ground. Qin Fu asked Li Musheng if he wanted to go to the playground, and Li Musheng followed him without hesitation.

The empty playground should have brought some silence in the dark, but at this moment with Qin Fu by his side, Li Musheng felt that the atmosphere when the snowflakes fell was extraordinarily warm.

"Is it cold?" Qin Fu asked, grabbed Li Musheng's hand, and stuffed it into his coat pocket.

Li Musheng frowned, shook his head and said it was not cold, then remembered that Qin Fu was still holding his hand, he was greedy for this warmth, and was afraid that Qin Fu would let go, so he changed his words and said, "It's still cold."

A gust of north wind whizzed in, and the chaotic snowflakes fluttered with the wind, falling on the young man's shoulders.

Li Musheng chuckled, Qin Fu asked him why he was laughing, Li Musheng blinked and said, "Brother, your eyebrows are covered with snow, just like a grandpa in a costume drama."

Qin Fu took his right hand out of his pocket, rubbed the end of Li Musheng's brow with his thumb, and said, "You only care about laughing at me, but you can't see that you are more embarrassed than me."

"I don't feel embarrassed." Li Musheng said, "Brother, I think it's good to be like this now. I can grow gray with you." Dare to look at Qin Fu's expression.

"Little Sheng, close your eyes." Qin Fu said.

Li Musheng didn't understand what he meant, but he instinctively trusted Qin Fu and obeyed obediently.

After a while, he felt Qin Fu's breath gradually approaching, leaving a kiss on his lips like a superficial kiss.