Did he confess today?

42

This year the Chinese New Year is celebrated earlier, and the beginning of February is New Year's Eve.

The city where Gu Yuan lives still has a strong sense of the New Year. Every household attaches great importance to celebrating the Spring Festival. Glutinous rice meatballs and crispy fish are prepared several days in advance, and all kinds of festive decorations are hung inside and outside the house.

Before Gu Yuan was in junior high school, the ban on whipping in the city had not yet come down, and the sound of firecrackers on New Year's Eve would last from eleven o'clock to one or two o'clock at night.

When the sound of firecrackers sounded from every household at the same time, Gu Yuan and Chi Yu would hide in the same bed and read the comic books that Chi Yu borrowed from outside. They couldn't hear each other's voices or the TV. The sound of the gala.

When they set off firecrackers at home, they will reach out and cover each other's ears together.

Then from the day after New Year's Eve to the sixth day of the new year, there was a high intensity of visiting relatives and friends, and they had to be separated for a few days.

So the seventh day of the new year when they reunited was the happiest moment for them: they also sneaked into the same bed, covered their heads with the quilt, and started counting the red envelopes they secretly stole.

Gu Yuan got a lot of red envelopes, because he laughed and yelled when he saw everyone, and every year before going out to visit people, he would draw a watch and review what the seven aunts and eight aunts were called.

When Gu Yuan hid under the blanket and quietly took out a pink one from the red envelope, Chi Yu's eyes widened instantly: "Yuan Yuan, you are so amazing."

Gu Yuan smiled contentedly and shyly, and entrusted him with a huge sum of money: "Go shopping."

"You can buy a lot of things." Chi Yu's eyes brightened with excitement, "What should we buy?"

"The kind of gummy candy that can be knotted?" Chi Yu asked.

Gu Yuan blushed and nodded.

"Transformer?" Chi Yu made a soaring movement.

Gu Yuan continued to blush, said "too naive", then nodded to express his desire.

"Snow cake or senbei?" Chi Yu asked again.

Gu Yuan leaned close to Chi Yu's ear, and whispered to him that it was Xianbei.

Chi Yu smiled extremely happily, and finally asked him, "Where are the grilled chicken wings?"

Gu Yuan was so happy that he buried himself directly in the pillow, rolled around and hit the wall, then rolled back and hit Chi Yu, grabbed him and said, "Don't say any more!"

This is the simple happiness they had when they were young.

And ten years later, they finally grow up to look like they won't be excited about one hundred yuan, and the threshold of happiness seems to have become higher.

The dining table was full of hard dishes, and the two families sat opposite each other, and the topic inevitably turned to the child.

"Our two families are destined. The children were born on the same day and have played together since they were young." Gu Ma said with a smile. She was wearing a red cheongsam and put on makeup today, and she looked very beautiful.

"Yes." Chi's mother is dressed plainly today, with only a little lipstick on, "I think back then, they were all babies in swaddling babies. I remember that Yuan Yuan was dark and wrinkled when he was born, and I thought it was a hug. I was wrong, I didn't expect that I would become a handsome guy in a blink of an eye."

Gu Yuan smiled softly, got up and picked up a big lobster for Auntie and Chi Yu.

"The same is true for Xiaochi. When he was born, he spoke late and was often motionless. Now he often comes first in the exam. This is really a late bloomer." Gu Ma said.

"It's not too late for him to talk. He would call mom and dad when he was eight months old." Chi Ma argued.

Gu Yuan and Chi Yu silently lowered their heads to eat at the same time, thinking that they really started again.

"My family can walk first." Gu's mother said, and then laughed heartily: "I still remember when Yuanyuan walked around with a baby chair, your Xiaochi was still sitting on someone's lap, and when Yuanyuan passed by, Xiao Chi wanted to talk to Yuan Yuan, do you remember what he said?"

She smiled extremely happily, while the other four people at the dinner table looked blank.

"Xiaochi was so anxious that he yelled at Yuan Yuan: Dad! Dad!" Gu Ma said, "At that time, he could only call Dad and Mom, and his face was flushed."

Gu Yuan couldn't hold back for a moment, and laughed lightly.

Chi Yu immediately kicked him from under the table.

"Why don't I remember this?" Chi Ma smiled awkwardly, and began to expose Gu Yuan's truth: "I do remember another interesting thing. eat…"

"How could he cheat on sweets? He rarely eats sweets and doesn't like them very much." Gu Ma said.

"When he was a child, as long as he smiled, our neighbors in that building would stuff him with candy and biscuits, don't you know?" Chi Ma said, "Take this little thing back and give it to Chi Yu, my family. Both of them went to the dentist when they were five years old." .”

"Wow!" Gu's mother yelled, looking at Gu Yuan, "I said why your teeth are decayed, so you secretly ate sweets."

"The children nowadays are really weird." Chi's mother covered her mouth and smiled.

There are so many topics that can be discussed during a meal, and they also talked about academic issues. Fortunately, the school was kind and waited until the first day of the new year to release the final grades, otherwise the two families would be able to compare their scores on the spot.

"Our family, Gu Yuan's goal is very clear, that is to study finance at T University." Papa Gu said with a little pride.

Chi Yu glanced at Gu Yuan, Gu Yuan lowered his head and took a bite of his meal, but didn't look over.

"Is it so early?" Chi Ma asked in surprise.

"It's getting late, if people don't have a goal, isn't it like working in vain." Gu Pa said.

"It's not easy to take the finance exam at T University. Our city is not a city with outstanding education. There are only ten or eight students who go to TP every year." Chi's mother has a deep understanding of this aspect.

"Probably within the top [-] or [-] in the province." Gu's father looked at Gu Yuan and said, "The previous exams only looked at one school and one city. When the school starts, we will know how he is in the province."

While eating, Gu Yuan didn't know why his heart seemed to be suspended suddenly.

"I'm full." Chi Yu said at this moment, "Can I ask Gu Yuan to borrow some books?"

The three adults who were obsessed with discussing the grade rankings paused, Gu Ma said, "Of course", and immediately asked Gu Yuan to take Chi Yu to the study in the home, which was particularly luxuriously decorated.

Only then were the two children able to leave the dinner table, but after reading the book for half an hour, they were called down and separated. It seemed that Mama Chi wanted to leave after having a bad chat.

After sending the guests away and closing the door, Papa Gu shook his head and said to Mama Gu: "You, please don't be too proud. By then, his family will have a sense of crisis. What will Gu Yuan say when it surpasses ours?"

"Impossible to exceed, I believe in my son." Gu Ma contentedly went to clear the dining table.

Gu Yuan helped to clean up, but Gu's father stopped him: "Gu Yuan, come here."

Father Gu took out a folded piece of paper from his coat pocket and handed it to him.

Gu Yuan seemed to be familiar with this plot, unfolded the paper, and sure enough, he saw "Daily Schedule" written on the title.

"I asked the famous teacher of Hualifu to write this for you. I showed him your grades and some test papers." Gu's father said, and then sighed: "It would be great if I went directly to Hualifu. You must read Chengnan."

"It's impossible to turn me around now." Gu Yuan didn't even want to look at that piece of paper.

"It's not impossible, there can never be too many high-achieving students over there." Dad Gu actually took it seriously.

"Forget it, it's not necessary." Gu Yuan said.

"You have to be careful that Xiaochi next door surpasses you, lest he pass the exam and push you down." Gu Ma said with a smile.

"They don't care about T-big finance." Gu Yuan couldn't help but say.

"How do you know? People won't tell you." Gu's mother was a little anxious, "Did you forget that when he was young, in order to make you slack off, he told you 'If you don't like it, don't learn'. This baby has been scheming since he was a child." .”

"There is no such thing as you said." Gu Yuan was angry, and put the schedule back to his father, "I can pass the exam, just leave it alone, okay?"

After speaking, he turned around and left the dining room, and went into the room.

"This child, why is he so tempered?" Gu Ma sighed.

After Chi's mother returned home, she also told her son to study, and Chi Yun managed it, so she went upstairs to take a bath.

Since this house is only a temporary place to live in, it has not been decorated much, and it is very deserted compared to Gu Yuan's house.

Chi Yu turned on the TV, every channel was broadcasting the Spring Festival Gala, he just sat there and watched it, but the sketches in recent years are no longer very funny.

The doorbell rang suddenly at this moment.

Chi Yu frowned, wondering who could come to the door on New Year's Eve, got up and opened the door.

The cold wind howled outside the door, and the wind rolled up sporadic snow spots, falling on the messy stubble of the people outside the door.

"Chi Yu." Looking at the familiar yet unfamiliar man outside the door, he showed a frozen smile, "Can you let Dad in?"

After the divorce was judged, Chi Yu never saw him again. Seeing the haggard and vicissitudes of the other party, Chi Yu knew that he must have a bad life.

"What are you doing here?" Chi Yu blocked the door and didn't let him in.

"I'll come back to see you, it's Chinese New Year today, isn't it?" Papa Chi raised his hand, and Chi Yu saw that he was holding a bag of food in his hand.

"What does our family's New Year have to do with you?" Chi Yu said coldly, "You should go back to your home."

"I..." Papa Chi lowered his head and whispered softly, "There's nowhere to go back."

As he spoke, he opened his hands, and the thick coat also opened: "I have nothing now, Chi Yu."

"You go out." Chi Yu heard that the other party was drinking, and stretched out his hand to push him away, "Don't bother my mother, you are a scum."

"Xiaochi?" Chi's mother's voice came from upstairs, "Is there any visitor at home?"

"Alan!" Papa Chi shouted.

Chi Yu covered his mouth and pushed him out mercilessly. The door of the house was slammed shut!

The door was knocked hard from the outside, and Chi Ma rushed down with her slippers on, before drying her hair: "What's wrong?"

Chi's father was still knocking and shouting, but Chi Yu stretched out his hand to block his mother: "Leave him alone."

Chi Ma was so frightened by the knock on the door that she burst into tears in an instant. Chi Yu slammed his fist hard on the door, louder than those outside.

"Chi Jingfa, let's have a good year." He said forcefully to the people outside.

He wouldn't let anyone in anyway, because he knew his mother would soften and it might start all over again.

The knock on the door lasted for half an hour, and Chi Yu stood motionless in front of his mother. Chi's mother leaned on his tall back and wiped her tears, saying something occasionally, "Why don't you let him in and sit for 10 minutes?" and so on, but all of them were rejected by Chi Yu.

Then after an unknown amount of time, the people outside finally left.

The family returned to quiet and deserted, Chi Yu dragged his mother to sit on the sofa, and the sound of joyful programs on TV once again occupied their hearing.

Chi Yu heated up a glass of milk for her and asked her to hold it in her hand.

Chi's mother was originally pale, her eyes and nose were so red from tears, she said, "Actually, I didn't tell you, your father and I were...really very good."

When she spoke, her voice choked up, and Chi Yu's eyes became hot.

"We got married because we really love each other, and you were born because of love." Chi Ma said, wiping away the tears that fell more and more with the back of her hand, "Why do you say that love will fade and change? Why do you suddenly stop loving after loving and loving..."

Her tears fell into the milk cup, and Chi Yu silently reached out to hug her again.

He had never seen them in love, and he rarely even saw photos, so Chi Yu didn't know if what she said was true.

At this moment, he was very confused and didn't know what love was like.

People always say: "You are still young, you will know when you grow up."

But love is never a lesson to be learned when you are old enough, it is a special energy that should be accumulated from birth.

Chi Yu fell into a depression he hadn't seen for a long time, and talked a lot with his mother, and she was finally able to fall asleep around twelve o'clock.

The TV was turned off, there was no sound of firecrackers in the city, and there was silence indoors and outdoors at the moment of New Year's Eve.

Chi Yu went to take a bath, and was infected by Chi's mother's emotions, he couldn't help but shed a lot of tears, but the shower water fell from his head, so he didn't notice it much.

When he opened the door to enter the room, he was very surprised to see Gu Yuan climb over the railing outside his room, climb into his balcony, and knock on the French door.

Gu Yuan was in a bad mood, tossing and turning without feeling sleepy, he sent a message to Chi Yu and didn't reply for 10 minutes, so he came here directly.

As soon as the landing door was pushed open, he noticed that Chi Yu's eyes were red.

"What happened?" Gu Yuan asked, paused, "Are you crying?"

Chi Yu didn't admit it, and said, "It's because the facial cleanser got into my eyes."

Gu Yuan knew he was lying, because when he was young, he had seen Chi Yu crying too many times.

Why don't you cry to him now?Did you not tell him the sad things?

Gu Yuan became sad and walked towards him, while Chi Yu backed away until his back touched the wall.

"What are you refunding?" Gu Yuan asked.

Chi Yu stared at him, his eyes turned a little red again, and he turned his face away: "Go, I'm sleepy."

Gu Yuan thought to himself, you are driving me away again, it seems that we have returned to the time when we had conflicts, and the feeling of being rejected is really uncomfortable.

But this time he insisted on not leaving, nor did he take a half step back.

Gu Yuan said, "How about we sleep together tonight?"

As he spoke, he found the switch, turned off the lights in the room, approached Chi Yu's face in the unaccustomed darkness, and kissed him carelessly, on the tip of Chi Yu's nose.

"Sleeping with you will make you sleep bad." Chi Yu said, "I always dream."

"What dream?" Gu Yuan asked him.

"Dream about you being down there." Chi Yu told him honestly.

Gu Yuan gritted his teeth, he didn't even dare to think about doing zero by himself.

"Dreams and reality are opposite." After Gu Yuan finished speaking, he thought of the dreams he had, it's not the other way around.

In the dark, he stretched out his arms to hug Chi Yu and said, "Is it okay to hold Chi Yu for a while?"

"You are hugging me now... It feels like something is going to happen." Chi Yu said, "I have been without myself for more than a month..."

"I know, it will be very inconvenient to live on campus." Gu Yuan hugged him, and smelled the smell of Chi Yu's bath.

"Damn." Chi Yu cursed, completely aroused.

This is a simple hug, but it turned into a meeting within ten seconds.

Chi Yu stretched out his hand and asked, "Bibi?"

Without waiting for Gu Yuan to agree, he had already acted. Gu Yuan's legs caught cold all of a sudden, Chi Yu supported him with his warm big hands, and said, "It's very heavy."

Gu Yuan's face was so hot that he couldn't breathe well, and he also fumbled his way, and it took less than half a minute to dismantle it.

They were standing opposite each other, forehead to forehead, and when they got together to look at it by the moonlight outside, their hearts were beating so fast that they were about to explode.

"It wasn't like this when I was a child." Chi Yu smiled. He and Gu Yuan are both right-handed, so they supported him together.

Do good-looking people look good everywhere, they thought at the same time.

"Growing up." Gu Yuan also chuckled, "...how do you feel?"

Chi Yu didn't speak, but narrowed his eyes slightly, and responded with the word "um".

Soon they couldn't speak, but their voices were still in the room. They had been partners in tacit cooperation since childhood. On nights when both of them were a little sad, the brain stopped thinking briefly.

Veins popped out on Gu Yuan's right arm, and his hands were soaked to the core. Chi Yu's useless left hand was tightly grasping his shoulders. They were covered in thin sweat in the winter, and the smell of shower gel came out crazily Come.

At the critical moment, Gu Yuan finally heard Chi Yu let out a choked sob, and he kissed Chi Yu's lips directly.

I'm not sure how long it took, but it wasn't long, and they all explained it clearly to each other.

Chi Yu relaxed and nearly slipped to his knees, and supported himself by hugging Gu Yuan, who was actually in a similar situation.

He still said the same sentence, but this time he said it with a happy panting voice: "Damn."

The author has something to say:

Continue tomorrow!

Injustice and fish: Damn.

-感谢在2022-08-3101:26:50~2022-09-0100:11:17期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 8 bottles of sweet apricot; 5 bottles of Qiaodu;