Ah Chang

Ah Chang's heart was beating violently when she left the door.

"If madam wants to know, I can teach you."

Does Qi Yun imply that she likes women? She said she can teach, maybe she and women also...

A Chang shook his head, interrupting his increasingly absurd thoughts.

"Will women really fall in love with each other..."

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After that night, the two never mentioned the matter again.

As soon as the weather turned colder, the man's body began to get worse and worse. Gradually, he couldn't get out of bed. He hid behind the bed curtain all day and only relied on A-Shang's care. Qi Yun has not seen each other for several days.

This day, while the man was sleeping, A Chang came to the courtyard to catch her breath. She stood under the fragrant tree and sniffed the residual fragrance to her heart's content. The residual fragrance of the night is also dense, and when you look up, you can see the gloomy sky, as if it will rain in the blink of an eye.

A flock of geese migrating to the south flew across the sky, Ah Chang watched obsessively, thinking that it would be winter soon.Qi Yun came back from the outside at this time, Ah Shang obviously didn't expect it, and a little panicked to straighten her loose hair.

"Ma'am, long time no see."

It's an exaggeration to say it's been a long time, but Ah Chang really feels that he hasn't seen Qi Yun for a long time.

"Miss Yun, have you gone out...?" A Chang didn't know how to answer the words for a while, just watched Qi Yun come back from the outside and asked like this, Qi Yun only smiled and replied: "Walk around."

"so..."

A Chang lowered her eyelashes, not knowing what to say.

"Is Madam envious of Yun here again?" Qi Yun walked to A-Shang and looked up at the sky just like her just now. A-Shang followed and murmured: "The sky is too cloudy, , I can’t see anything clearly..." While talking, she saw a flock of migrating geese and left one alone: ​​"That goose seems to have been left behind, so pitiful..."

"Do you feel sorry for Madam?"

"..." A Chang didn't understand what it meant, she just turned her head to look at her, Qi Yun looked at the lone goose in the sky, and said calmly: "A crane, a lone goose, a lonely shadow in the cold garden."

"What Miss Yun said...but what does it mean...?"

"Madam, do you remember what wandering is?"

A Chang nodded: "Fei Peng, Duckweed and Yun..."

"That's right." Qi Yun looked down at her, but her eyes were still clear under the cloudy sky: "A crane, a lone goose, and a lone shadow in the cold garden can also mean wandering."

A Chang listened with a half-knowledge, and only lowered her eyelashes to think. Qi Yun explained to her: "Wandering can be a state or a state of mind, such as guest sorrow, longing for a journey, thousands of miles away from home. Madam just now I feel sorry for the lonely goose, but in my opinion, what is the difference between the madam standing alone in the courtyard and that lonely goose?"

"I......"

Am I like that lonely goose...

Ah Chang does often feel lonely, but rarely feels self-pity.

As far as she is concerned, it is enough to have a eaves to live in and a couch to sleep on, and she has never dared to ask for more.Although this seemingly ordinary life, she may have to pay the price for the rest of her life.

Although A Chang hasn't read any books, she also understands that this is not how life should be, that what you get must come out.

"Miss Yun, are you homesick?"

Just now Qiyun said "thousands of miles away from home", Ah Shang thought that Qiyun was feeling homesick, and she looked at it lovingly, but there was no wave in Qiyun's eyes.

"Ma'am, do you feel sorry for me now?" Qi Yun joked and laughed. A Chang felt that what she said might be a little presumptuous. Just as she was about to explain, Qi Yun continued: "Madam, don't worry about me. Regarding my life experience, I almost remember it."

"Really? That's too..."

A Chang just wanted to express his congratulations when he heard Qi Yun say:

"Ma'am, you don't need to be happy for me, I'm not a good person."

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The man was dying of illness, and he couldn't eat anymore, so he could only lie weakly on the bed, gasping for breath.

A Chang inadvertently mentioned that Qi Yun was about to leave. The man knew that his time was short, and he looked at A Chang, who was in his prime and still green and beautiful beside him, feeling a lot of unwillingness in his heart.

The man said that he was about to die, and asked Ah Chang if he had waited for this day for a long time, but Ah Chang only pursed her lips to cool the soup in her hands. She hated men a little, but she never expected him to die.

"I can leave all my property to you..."

The man was already having a hard time speaking, as if squeezed out of the ground, hanging on his breath, but A-Shang heard it clearly, the man asked her to hand herself over to Qi Yun, and he wanted A-Shang's virgin blood.

"Don't you like her very much..." The man's eyes were full of the last and most gloomy light: "With my money, you can live with her and your younger siblings forever."

A Chang felt that the man must be crazy, even if he no longer had a relationship with her, how could he hand over his woman to someone else, even a woman, on his deathbed.

But hasn't the man done this before?

Ah Chang thought of the eyes behind the screen, and swallowed all the disbelief and unspeakability in his heart.

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A Chang is a mortal in the world, a miserable person among the mortals. Her whole life is nothing more than seeking a roof to live in, a couch to sleep in, and a peaceful family.So she accepted the man's proposal, for the money.

"With that money, younger siblings and mother should be able to live a good life, no longer be squeezed out, no longer look at people's faces..." A Shang continued to numb herself, and came to Qi Yun's room .

As soon as she stretched out her hand, a drop of water fell on the back of her hand, and it rained.

The night rain in late autumn came quickly and coldly.

Ah Shang was half-body drenched outside the house before knocking on the door, praying for the cloud to come and open, no surprises.

Seeing that the house has been tidied up after passing by Qiyun, A-shang, Qiyun really planned to leave.

"What's the matter here, ma'am?"

Perhaps it was because of Ah Chang's embarrassment, Qi Yun moved to signal her to enter the room, but Ah Chang just hung his head and did not answer or move.

Qi Yun didn't urge her anymore, just stood in front of her, as if waiting for her.A Chang smelled that good smell again, fresh and elegant, like bamboo leaves and tea.

It was raining heavily outside the house, and the sound of the rain hitting the eaves was like the beating of drums, beating A-Shang's heart one after another.The quieter Qi Yun was, the more uneasy she became. Tonight is the last chance.

"Miss Yun..." As soon as A Chang raised his head, he caught a glimpse of the man's "collection" on the wooden frame. Those strange and obscene gadgets that Qi Yun used to make fun of when they met for the first time seemed particularly dazzling in A Chang's eyes. , A Chang turned his eyes away, paused in his mouth: "Can you teach me..."

"Teach you what?"

"..." Before Ah Shang could say anything, her face was already blushing: "Women..." She buried her head very low, as if she was talking about something extremely taboo: "How do women... .”

"how?"

Qi Yun understood what Ah Chang wanted to say, but she waited for Ah Chang to say it herself.

"..."

A Chang really couldn't say those two words, she pursed her lips tightly as if she had made up her mind, and threw herself directly into Qi Yun's arms.

"Miss Yun... hug me..."

Qi Yun heard Ah Chang's voice floating from her arms, it was as light as a wisp of dust, almost pleading.

There was a brief silence between the two.

A Chang's shoulders were lifted, but she still hung her head and dared not face Qi Yun. She suddenly made such an impudent request, and she thought that Qi Yun might find her disgusting.

"Madam, is it voluntary?"

A Chang heard Qi Yun asking her like this, and then his jaw was lifted by that beautiful hand, Qi Yun's fingertips were slightly cold, and A Chang's shoulders tightened as soon as she was lightly touched by her.

Against the candlelight, Ah Shang still couldn't read even a trace of emotion from Qi Yun's eyes, she just looked at her like that, those eyes were extremely beautiful.

Ah Chang pursed her lips even tighter, nodded lightly, and the next moment her body was lifted into the air.A Chang's body was thin and slender, like a leaf blown down by the autumn wind, falling lightly into Qi Yun's arms.

Qi Yun could clearly feel A-Shang's trembling until her fingertips were trembling uneasyly. She hugged her and walked straight to the bed, only A-Shang's pounding heartbeat could be heard under the pattering rain.

Qi Yun put her on the bed with gentle movements. A Chang felt something and raised her hand to extinguish the candle, but Qi Yun grabbed her, leaned over and kissed her.

While the candle was flickering, Ah Chang closed her eyes tightly, Qi Yun's kiss did not land on her lips, but on the slender and sensitive neck.

"Um..."

This sudden kiss made A-Shang couldn't help but let out a low moan, which was more frightened.

Qi Yun is serious.

When Ah Shang realized it, Qi Yun's hand had skillfully untied her belt and was poking into her shirt.

Qi Yun's hands are completely different from men's, slender and warm, as if there is wind blowing over A-Shang's body, delicate and gentle, every inch of touching makes A-Shang's body go numb.

Qi Yun's kiss left her neck, A-Shang caught her earlobe as soon as she gasped for breath, she heard Qi Yun's voice close to her ears, low and soft: "Madam smells so good."

A-Shang's body emits a fragrance, which Qi Yun and A-Shang had noticed when they first met.

That scent will become stronger with the ups and downs of Ah Chang's emotions, especially when she is nervous or excited.

In Qi Yun's view, this kind of innate body fragrance has a bit of beauty, but it is a "flaw" that A Chang wants to hide desperately.Because her mother said it was a symbol of uncleanness and licentiousness, A Chang never wanted others to know.

Hearing what Qi Yun said, Ah Shang instinctively shrunk her body. She didn't want the smell that symbolized uncleanness and profligacy to be smelled by Qi Yun, but the more she wanted to hide it, the stronger the scent became.

"don't want......"

A Shang's covered wrists were grabbed by both Qi Yun, Qi Yun's strength was much stronger than she thought, and she couldn't break free when she was grabbed by her with one hand.Qi Yun's kiss moved down the smooth shoulders and neck, A-Shang's clothes had been stripped off most, she was like a flower whose buds had been stripped off, blooming in layers in Qi Yun's hands, exuding a rich fragrance .

A Chang was terrified. She was afraid of Qiyun, and she also began to be afraid of herself.

She found that her body didn't resist as much as she thought. Under Qi Yun's strong and gentle kiss and touch, she even felt an unprecedented feeling. That feeling was not annoying, and it was numb. She is a little lost.

A Chang felt that this should not be done. She felt that she had really become what her mother called a "slutty" person. She was unwilling and unwilling, so she cried.

Qi Yun seems to be very good at this, she knows how to make women feel happy, the more patient the people under her are, the more presumptuous her hands are, and (harmonious) Ah Chang's tears also fall, Qi Yun looks at the The woman next to her, she was obviously taking the initiative to please her, but her face was full of tears. She got up and closed her clothes for her, and wiped away the eyes-obscuring tears.

"If Ma'am is willing, why bother crying?"