14 years time difference

The huge shadow in the sky enveloped the whole world, and also covered the living room of the Du family.

The Dusi people stood in the dumb blackness.She came down from the second floor lightly, hesitating whether to knock on the door in front of her. Right now, her sister-in-law Tang Li is staying in it temporarily.Du's father and Du's mother had already fallen asleep, but Tang Li seemed to be still awake. An artificial light leaked from the gap between the door and the floor, shining lonely in the shadow of the sky.

People from Du Si seldom saw Tang Li alone, most of the time they met on New Year's Day, Du Shen and her came back with Du Zhian, and they often left in a few days in a hurry.Du Shen didn't like living at home, and would book a five-star hotel in the city. It was the first time for Tang Li to stay here.

I heard that one of Tang Li's relatives passed away, so she came here to see her off. At dinner, when she chatted with her parents about this matter, she only had a few words, and soon laughed about other topics. Watch TV chat.Du Siren said that she was going to the draft, and Du's mother laughed and said she was messing around. When Du's father heard it, he said that our family Sisi could really be selected. If you watch these people on TV, which one is as beautiful as her and sings better.Tang Li was also kind and said that An An was watching this recently, she must be very happy if you go to participate.

Everything is the same as before.

As if a month ago, Du Zhian's sobbing at the other end of the microphone was just a child's temper tantrum, and it passed, as if it never happened.

Tang Li didn't mention that at all.

Du Siren didn't dare to mention it, she didn't know if her parents knew about it, and she didn't know if Tang Li knew that Du Zhian had told her about it.

Tang Li is almost a perfect sister-in-law in Dusi people's impression, beautiful, generous and decent, considerate, and treats her parents well.Du Shen's relatives in Jincheng depended entirely on her to maintain and move around. If anyone came to ask for help and wanted to find some connections in East China, she was also responsible for it.Parents have always been full of praise for her.

Tang Li and Du Shen are college classmates. The Tang family is much more prominent than the Du family. Even though they are married, the Tang family has never treated them harshly, but they move around very little. When she was young, her parents took her to visit East China. The Tang family held a banquet in a very luxurious restaurant box. The round table turntable was bigger than the bed. It was pushed by a dedicated waiter and turned slowly in front of her. Only when the dish was pushed in front of her did her parents allow her to pick it up. One chopstick, not too many grips, and not allowed to push the turntable.Everyone in the Tang family was smiling. In her childhood memory, they all seemed to have the same face.

The Duce stood in front of that door.She was afraid that she was meddling in her own business, that if she exposed Tang Li's scars, she would make her sad, and besides, she couldn't help at all.After much deliberation, she turned around and decided to go upstairs. At this moment, footsteps came from the other side of the door. She hurriedly and silently walked to the coffee table in the living room, picked up the cold water bottle, and pretended to drink water.

Tang Li opened the door, and the light poured out, as if knocked to the ground.

"Thinking? You're not sleeping yet. You startle me."

Du Si swallowed his saliva.

"Um, well, let me drink some water."

Her ears were hot, but fortunately it was dark at night.

Tang Li went to use the bathroom, and after a while, Du Siren was still sitting on the sofa nervously.

"Aren't you going to bed? If you don't sleep so late, you may get wrinkles early in the future."

"Let me sit for a while." Du Siren finally plucked up the courage and changed the subject, "Hey, sister-in-law, what has An An been up to lately? She hasn't called me for a long time, and I don't think she is online anymore."

Tang Li walked to the tea table, took out two pieces of paper, and carefully dried her wet hands.

"Now she is not allowed to go online. She is in junior high school. It is stipulated that she can only use the Internet during the winter and summer vacations. She is not very good at studying, and she is not at all like me and her father. I think she has to arrange some remedial classes for her during the summer vacation." superior."

Du Siren laughed, "I don't study well, maybe I'm like me."

"How could it be like you..." Tang Li paused, then smiled, "You don't concentrate on studying, you focus on art."

She knew that Tang Li was saying some polite words, which were very warm to her.

"What about my brother? Is my brother busy recently?"

"Busy, he always has entertainment every day."

Compared with Tang Li and Du Zhi'an, Du Shen's face is almost blurred in Du Siren's memory. They are not close. When she just turned one year old, Du Shen left home to go to college. Come back less than a year.He was just like a "brother" in name, he never hugged her, and he rarely even smiled at her. She remembered that he always had a serious face when he was young, and until the past ten years, he became a man at the dinner table. A talkative middle-aged man.

The Dusi people pretended to be joking and said, "You don't quarrel, do you?"

Tang Li was standing by the coffee table, with her back facing the light source pouring out of the room, just standing at the end of the light, her back was shining, and her face was facing away from the light.

"Well, how can you live without quarreling. You will understand when you get married in the future."

She was still smiling in the shadows.

Before Du Siren could answer, Tang Li hurriedly said, "It's getting late, my sister-in-law is going to bed, and you should go to bed early too."

She turned her back, walked a few steps towards the room, and turned back.

"Thinking of people, An An is still young and ignorant, sometimes you say things that shouldn't be said, you should take it seriously, don't take it seriously. A person is not good for a thousand days, and a flower is not good for a hundred days. If you are good, you will last a lifetime, right? ?”

A big smile appeared on Tang Li's face.

For the first time, Du Siren noticed that Tang Li seemed to be getting old.This kind of aging is not the kind with frosty temples and fine lines. It is like the shadow of the sky enveloping the earth, and the darkness oppresses the environment, blowing out the light in the eyes.

After doing the math, Tang Li is less than 40 years old this year.

Du Siren said: "Sister-in-law, I'm sorry."

She had nothing else to say.

Tang Li was taken aback, and then quickly said: "What nonsense are you talking about? How can you blame me? Going to sleep, going to sleep."

She repeated that she was going to sleep soon, and that it was too late, so she hurriedly turned around and closed the door. Half a second later, the lights in the room were also turned off.

Du Siren sat on the sofa in a daze.

She curled up her knees, quietly thinking about what Tang Li had just said, and about the choices Tang Li had made.Tang Li's natal family is prominent. In the past few years, Du Shen's business has flourished and she has a lot of assets. If she wants to get a divorce, she will be able to live well alone if she gets half of it. Swallowed this matter, covered up the past, and continued to play the Du family's daughter-in-law who was dedicated and responsible.

Lin Zhique said that everyone's choices are limited.But she clearly felt that Tang Li could have another better choice.

It's just like what Tang Li said, if you get married, you will understand?

Du Siren got up and went upstairs and returned to the room. She didn't feel sleepy at all, so she sat down in front of the computer, turned it on, and connected to the Internet.Her home is broadband in the community. If the time is earlier, dozens of households occupy the speed at the same time, and often nothing can be accessed when opening the webpage. Therefore, she only occasionally surfs the Internet in the middle of the night.Tang Li said that they newly installed ADSL broadband, which has been emerging in the past two years, at their home in East China. The family uses it alone, and the speed is much faster. She browsed the relevant information on the Internet for a while, and half understood it, so she clicked on all of them. Fork, and then she opened the mailbox again.

There is an unread message.

The email has no content, and a photo is loaded very slowly.

It was a group photo of them at Girl Mountain that day.

The local people holding up the camera insisted on taking pictures for them. After the pictures were taken, the lion opened his mouth and asked for 100 yuan a piece. Xu Wenjing thought he was being ripped off and drove him away. Later, Dusi people saw the man in the hotel where they stayed He wandered around, sneaked out, gave him 100 yuan, and left his email address.

She zoomed the photo to the maximum, and glanced at the young faces of her friends one by one.Zhao Qian put his hands in his trouser pockets and put on a cool look, while Li Daoze looked sleepy and squinted in the sun.Lu Xiaohua and Xu Wenjing were still competing for beauty, and when they heard that they were going to take pictures, Lu Xiaohua took off all the maroon cotton clothes, looking beautiful and freezing.Xiaoling stood between the two of them, posing like a supermodel.

She and Lin Zhique stood on the far right.

Lin Zhique pulled the zipper of the white down jacket to the top, wondering if the light on the snow-capped mountains was too dazzling, she frowned slightly, curled the corners of her mouth, and smiled lightly.She stood beside her, tilting her head to her side, grinning.

It looked like they were head to head.

She held her face in her hands and looked at it stupidly for a long time.

Tang Li said that being good will only last a lifetime.

That year when Tang Li married Du Shen, she was in her twenties. The banquet hall was magnificent, and even the tablecloths were covered with white tassels edged with gold silk, carefully woven into concentric knots one after another.Du Siren just went to elementary school, ran around the banquet, tripped on Tang Li's gorgeous and lingering skirt, Tang Li bent over to pull her up, and told her to be careful in a soft voice.

She still remembers that day when she was wearing a dress and smiling, she looked like a fairy to the little Dusi people.

For many years, in her mind, that is what it looks like to be married to love.

More than ten years later, Tang Li squeezed out a smile that was wiped out of her spirit, and told her that it would only last a lifetime.

At this stage, she is still determined to go on with him for the rest of her life just like she did more than ten years ago.

Du Siren didn't dare to think lightly about the so-called lifetime anymore, she held her face, looked at the photo in front of her, and thought to herself, it's not bad to just keep this moment.

This moment, the next moment, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and the day after that.

Just think a little bit more every time, think about it, it will be a lifetime.

A lifetime is full of moments when I miss you.

Lu Xiaohua's Koukou is still online, it's almost [-] o'clock in the morning, and she is probably registering for leveling again. Du Siren clicked on the dialog box and typed a line slowly: Are you cultivating immortality?

After a while, the screen flickered, and the other person replied: I am Akeng, register for her.

The man from Dusi called again: How are you in your hometown?

good.The nympho said that you are going to participate in the singing competition tomorrow, good luck.

thanks:)

She went offline, turned off the phone, lay on the bed, hummed the song she would sing the next day, missed the person she hoped to spend the rest of her life with, and fell into a soft dreamless state.

【Published on 2005-04-1623 17:[-]】【Thinking の Broken Thoughts】

【Blog text】

Today I went to participate in the audition for loving female voices, wow, I am officially on the road of my dream!I heard that more than 4 people signed up for Jincheng alone, and I fainted!

4 people competed for 50 places. My sister said that this is one of 800 people. My sister is so good at math. I couldn’t figure it out after a long time.

Lu Shan also came to participate in the competition, which was unexpected!On the other hand, Xiao Hua and Wen Jing, with thunderous noise and little rain, both acted like cowards at critical moments, and despised them!

The teacher of the judges said that I didn’t sing well enough, but I had a good image and good expressiveness. I thought there was hope, but the result was just a pending >

My sister repeatedly said that I would definitely pass, which also made me more confident that there would be a good result, so I made an agreement with my sister that if I passed, I would definitely treat her to a movie and eat at McDonald's~ (She said no, just eat a piece of chocolate Xindi, don’t watch movies, why is this person like this!)

As for what song I sang, just wait for it to be broadcast on TV, so everyone can watch it for themselves!

I wish you all a good mood!

XD

[23:19 Comments on the beautiful and generous little wildflowers]

Elder sister is long and elder sister is short, do you still have me in your eyes?

[23:23 anonymous comment]

I am really looking forward to the senior sister's performance, and I will definitely wait in front of the TV on time!

[02:47 thousand comments]

Great, future big star.

【08:13 Quiet comment】

come on! PS: Upstairs is staying up late at night and hanging on the Internet, what do you mean?

[10:31 Beautiful and generous little wild flowers reply to comments]

Report to the teacher, someone illegally used the computer in the computer room for entertainment

[11:18 Dugu Li's comment]

Your sister just said that she is not as old as you.